The Proud Life of Rebirth

"Brother, if we didn't find you, it's fine if you didn't know all this. But now that you know all this, can you really feel at peace even if you don't go back to the Tang family? Don't let the regret continue, If you miss this opportunity, if grandpa really... will you regret your current decision in the future?"

Mo Shaokun lowered his head and said nothing. He didn't know what to say, and he didn't know what he could say.That's right, it's fine if he doesn't know anything, but now that he knows, can he really maintain peace in his heart?Can you really not think about it?

"Son, you sister Qinqin is right, don't let the regret continue, even if it's for yourself, for your mother who died early before the storm subsided, and for your father who has been waiting for your mother for 18 years , Come back and put an end to these 18 years of regret. Give yourself, your father, and us all a chance."

Tang Yuru gently held his hand and said softly with loving eyes.

Looking at Tang Yuru with a complicated expression, Mo Shaokun finally slowly withdrew his hand and shook his head: "Sorry, this... this is so sudden. Relatives are a strange word to me, I never thought about myself There will be relatives, and I'm used to living alone."

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Chapter 8 Blood is thicker than water

As dusk approaches, the black crown slowly leaves the alley.

Tang Yuru looked haggard with a hint of sadness in her brows. After a whole afternoon of painstaking persuasion, all she got in the end was Mo Shaokun's words: "Let me think about it."

She could tell from the tone that this was just a coping excuse, but she didn't blame Mo Shaokun, because she knew that it was indeed too sudden, and no one would be able to accept it for a while.

"Qinqin, do you think that kid Shaokun would be willing to go back to the Tang family?" Tang Yuru couldn't help but turned to look at her daughter and asked.

Qin Qin smiled wryly and shook his head: "I don't know, he is different from other children."

Tang Yuru understood what her daughter meant. Although they hadn't spent long time with Mo Shaokun, they could clearly feel that this child was different from other people of the same age.

He had no parents by his side since he was a child, and lived with an elderly lady. These experiences and the living environment destined him to be much more mature than his peers.

"Hey, I didn't expect him to be in Anping all this time. If we had found him earlier, he wouldn't have had to suffer so much." Tang Yuru's eyes were reddened again. Asking her can also imagine, especially the half bowl of leftovers has been lingering in her mind.

"Mom, don't worry, I believe Shaokun is a sensible child, we need to give him some time to calm down and think about it."

"I know, but your grandfather can't wait for us, hey..." Tang Yuru was a little anxious.

Qin Qin's face darkened slightly when he heard the words, no one can tell whether he can survive the current situation of the grandfather.She is not in a much better mood than her mother at the moment. On the contrary, she grew up with her grandfather and was doted on by her grandfather, and she hopes more than anyone else that Mo Shaokun can go back to fulfill his grandfather's wish, but in order to take care of her mother's emotions, she can only suppress these things. bottom of my heart.

"Mom, do you want to inform my uncle about this?"

Tang Yuru frowned and thought for a while, then finally shook her head and said, "Forget it, don't tell your uncle for now. Otherwise, with his personality, he would definitely come to Anping as soon as possible. Today's incident has already made Shaokun a little unacceptable. If At this time, your uncle is coming to add pressure to him, I am worried that it will backfire."

Qin Qin didn't say anything else. Mom was right. If she put pressure on him at this time, it might really backfire.Now we can only look at Mo Shaokun himself, if he can figure it out, that's the best, if he can't figure it out, then he can only take his time.

In the dim hut, Mo Shaokun lay on his back on the bed with his arms behind his head, and he was in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.

What happened today had a great impact on him. He never thought that the reincarnation would unexpectedly solve the mystery of his life experience!

Although he pretended to be calm in front of Tang Yuru's mother and daughter, he couldn't lie to himself.

The more people who have never felt family love, the more they yearn for family love, and he is no exception!

As he himself said, he is used to living alone. Although he always has a modest smile on his face and looks like a sunny boy, only he himself knows that in his heart he has always been Obliterated.

To some extent, he has always had low self-esteem, he always felt that his life was incomplete, because he was different from others, he had no father, no mother, no relatives.His childhood experience forced him to learn to disguise himself. He is like a hedgehog curled up with a strong appearance to cover up his inner fragility.

He has always repelled anyone from approaching his world, and he has also always resisted entering anyone's world.

He used to live for nearly 40 years, but only Fang Dakui, Long Yufei and Mi Lin were the ones who really got his approval and walked into his heart.If it wasn't for his resistance, if it wasn't for his repulsion, if it wasn't for his low self-esteem, the relationship between him and Milin might have already come to an end.

Taking a deep breath, Mo Shaokun rubbed his somewhat numb face and slowly got up.

Stretching out his hand to feel in his pocket, he not only smiled, he hadn't learned to smoke in high school, but at this time he suddenly wanted to smoke.

Leaving home and coming to the canteen at the entrance of the alley, Mo Shaokun bought a pack of cigarettes, lit one and took a deep breath. The pungent and choking breath passed down his throat, and he couldn't help coughing twice. .

"Shaokun, when did you learn to smoke?"

Uncle Sun's familiar voice suddenly sounded behind him, and Mo Shaokun hurriedly threw away the cigarette in his hand like a child who had done something wrong, and turned to look at him in embarrassment.

"Grandpa Sun, I... I just smoke for fun." Mo Shaokun scratched his head and explained, even though he was nearly forty in his heart, he always felt that he was still an old man in front of Uncle Sun and the neighbors. child.

"It's okay, let's smoke, you are eighteen, old man, I have been taking it since I was 12." Uncle Sun chuckled, looking at Mo Shaokun with kindness in his eyes.

Before Mo Shaokun could speak, Uncle Sun continued, "Have you eaten yet?"

Mo Shaokun shook his head and said, "Not yet."

"Go, go to my house. Your Uncle Baoqiang brought back a lot of food from the store today. I can't eat it all by myself. You just make do with it."

Uncle Sun’s son, Sun Baoqiang, opened a small restaurant near the university town. Every time there was unsold food, he would take it home. At this time, Uncle Sun would always ask Mo Shaokun to improve the food for him.

Uncle Baoqiang and his aunt usually live in the store at night, and Uncle Sun's other sons and daughters also have their own families and start businesses. He usually lives alone in this empty yard.

Sitting at the table, Mo Shaokun poked at the food absent-mindedly. If he had seen these meat dishes in normal times, his eyes would be shining, but now he really didn't have such thoughts.

Seemingly seeing his strangeness, Uncle Sun asked while stuffing the cigarette pot with tobacco: "Shaokun, are you up to something?"

"Ah? What did you say?" Mo Shaokun looked up at Uncle Sun blankly, obviously he didn't hear what Uncle Sun said at all.

"Are you in trouble?"

Mo Shaokun's face changed slightly and he lowered his head.

"I watched you grow up when I was young. Although Mrs. Wang is gone, all the neighbors in our neighborhood are your relatives. If you encounter any unsolvable problems, don't hide it from me. "Uncle Sun lit the dry cigarette and smoked a few puffs in a slow voice.

Mo Shaokun bit his lip, and after a while he took a deep breath and looked up at Uncle Sun, as if he wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it.

"Is it because of the two big bosses who came here at noon today?" Uncle Sun asked. In fact, he didn't know what those two women were doing, but in the eyes of ordinary people like them, as long as a rich man called "big boss" Always right.

Mo Shaokun nodded.

"The two big bosses came here at noon, and they didn't leave until just now. I knew there must be something wrong with it. Don't be afraid, tell grandpa, no matter what happens, we are still here." Uncle Sun With a complexion, he tapped the table with the cigarette pot and said.

Mo Shaokun's heart was warm, and his mind seemed to be much clearer for a while, family affection?What is family affection?Isn't the affection Uncle Sun and the others have for themselves the same as family affection?Although none of them are their relatives, they have always cared about themselves for so many years. What is the difference between them and their relatives?

Immediately, Mo Shaokun no longer hesitated to tell Uncle Sun the whole story.

Uncle Sun didn't speak until he finished listening, then he frowned slightly and looked at Mo Shaokun and said, "Shaokun, what do you think in your heart?"

"I...I don't know."

"Stupid boy, listen to what you said. It wasn't the Tang family's fault that your mother left the Tang family. The Tang family has been looking for your mother all these years, and your father has kept the vacant house for your mother for more than ten years. It can be said that the Tang family It’s already a matter of empathy.”

After taking two puffs of cigarettes, Uncle Sun continued: "Your grandfather is seriously ill and hospitalized now. Don't say that the Tang family didn't let your mother down, even if the Tang family really let your mother down, you should go back and have a look at this time. The most important thing in life is to have a clear conscience. It doesn't matter what other people say or say, as long as you do what you have to do."

There was a muffled bang in Mo Shaokun's head, Uncle Sun's words undoubtedly untied his knot.

Perhaps as Qin Qin said, he was too selfish.

There was nothing wrong with the Tang family, nor was there anything wrong with my mother, it was the era that was wrong.Wouldn't it be too cruel if the old man passed away with regrets because he refused to go back to see him for the last time?