"Don't," Cixi gently covered his mouth with her hands, "call me Lan'er."
"Lan'er..."
"kindness……"
Is this the ambitious, domineering, cruel, and licentious woman in history?Is this the Lafayette Cixi who made China so big that it was almost divided up by the big powers?Xiao Ran lightly stroked the gentle kitten-like Yehenala Lan'er in his arms, feeling a little dazed for a moment, filled with emotion in his heart.If he hadn't known the trend of history in advance, who would have imagined that such a charming person would almost push the 5000-year-old China into the abyss of eternal doom!
"Little three?"
"kindness?"
Lan'er pulled his shoulders, climbed up a little bit, and curled up comfortably in his arms.Reaching out to untie the bandage around his neck, he gently stroked his prominently protruding Adam's apple.
"Do you know? From the first time I saw you, I knew you were different from other slaves."
"why?"
"Maybe, it's the eyes. There is something in your eyes that no one else has. Every time I see it, it reminds me of my former self."
"The former... you?"
"Yes, the me in the mirror." Lan'er smiled softly, and there seemed to be an indescribable sadness in the smile.Turning around, he groped under the pillow for a while, and took out a palm-sized bronze mirror.Probably due to the age, it was a little patchy, Xiao Ran took a picture in his hand, the quality of this mirror was really not that good, the faces shown were all distorted, and dim and blurry.
"It's very broken, very ugly, isn't it? But you know, it's just such a dilapidated mirror. I have been using it since I entered the palace. It has been used for three years. During that time, it was probably by my side. The only thing of value."
Lan'er's voice was very soft, as if she was muttering to herself, and her eyes became a little blurred.
♂ Volume 8 in the harem ♀
→Chapter 094 - Laner's Story←
My father was an alternate Taoist priest in Hefei, Anhui Province. His name was Ye Hena.On weekdays, my mother took me and my younger sister to do some work, sewing and mending for others to subsidize the family.
"At the age of 15, my father passed away due to illness. For our family, it was undoubtedly a catastrophe. In order to be able to carry the coffin back to Beijing, my mother took us two sisters and begged almost all of my father's friends during his lifetime. Just like a beggar, borrowing debts everywhere, and receiving all the eyes of others. Life is like this, people leave the tea, I will never forget that time, those so-called friends of my father in the past, they were afraid to avoid us when they saw us. If we can borrow even a cent of money, our wives have to be humble. Many times, my mother even took us to kneel down to others, but what I received was only cynicism, as well as contempt and disdain in my bones. Even, And... bullying and humiliation!
"Later, we finally got together a small amount of travel expenses. Needless to say, the hardships along the way. When we arrived in Xinjiang, this meager expense was exhausted. I will never forget that day, There was a strong wind blowing on the river, and my young brother was crying from hunger in his mother's arms. At that time, I said to myself, no matter what price I pay in this life, I must be rich, I must be famous, and I must be rich. To live a life of superiority! One day, I will make those who once looked down on us, those who once bullied us, kneel at my feet and beg for my forgiveness and mercy!"
When Lan'er said this, she paused for a while.An angry light flashed in the beautiful eyes, as if trying to melt something.It was the first time Xiao Ran heard of her previous experience, which really surprised him.It turns out that this is the empress dowager Cixi who is high above and mighty.To have such a tortuous life experience.
"Just when we had nowhere to go, fortunately, our father had a spirit in the sky, so we met a noble man, Wu Tang, the magistrate of Xinjiang County. He sent someone to send 300 taels of silver. With this money, we girls Only after stumbling back to Beijing city.
"After burying my father, we used the little money we had left to settle down in Fangjiayuan Hutong. It's very close to Chaoyang Gate. Most of the people living in poor families. We opened a small grocery store and made some I have a small business, and I can barely make ends meet. In the second year of Xianfeng, just in time for the big wedding of the Emperor Daxing, he selected a beautiful girl to enter the palace to prepare for the envoy. I want to apply for the recruitment, but my mother persuaded me that it is not necessarily a beautiful girl. Being favored by the emperor, some beautiful girls and talented people have never been by the emperor's side in their whole lives, and their lonely life is very pitiful.
"I have always listened to my mother since I was a child. Only that time, I didn't listen. I am a girl, and I can't make achievements like a man. The only way to change my destiny is this way. Therefore, I repay without hesitation. I did this not only for myself, but also for my younger brothers and sisters, my mother. I secretly vowed that I would get ahead and let my family live a good life, so that I would not have to suffer from poverty. Fortunately, I did was chosen!
"However, as my mother said, misfortune really happened to me. I have been in the palace for three years, and the emperor has never summoned me. I can only be a beautiful girl. In the low and damp west room of Kunning Palace In the wing room, I spent three full years!
"My family is poor, and I don't have money to curry favor with the favored eunuchs of the emperor, so I have never been able to wait for the emperor's favor. The concubines, concubines, concubines, nobles, nobles, and nobles who entered the palace with me... They all I have more or less been favored by the emperor, but I, Long Live Lord...has never even looked at me...
"It's like this in the harem. If you gain power and are favored by the emperor, you can call the wind and call the rain and do anything. Everyone will curry favor with you, even if they give you their hearts, they will not hesitate. But If you don't gain power, even the maids and eunuchs dare to bully you and scold you. Those guys who see the wind and the wind want to make trouble and treat you like a dog in the water. For three years, I spent almost all day In that dark small wing room, no one paid attention to him, no one asked him, even if he wanted to talk, he could only talk to himself in the mirror.
"In winter, the house is very cold. I grew up in the south of the Yangtze River, and I'm not used to the cold weather in the north. In the other concubines' houses, there are eunuchs and maids eagerly sending charcoal basins to keep them warm. And I can only get four taels of charcoal slag each time, and it will be gone in less than half an hour. The tea on the table will always be frozen with ice cubes. Little story. The window paper is torn, and the wind is blowing through the whistling inside. I asked the maids and eunuchs to clean it up, but they ignored it. There is no way, I can only cover the window with the only quilt, and the biting cold On a winter night, I hugged my shoulders alone, sitting on the bed shivering...
"That time I caught a cold and was very ill. I lay in bed for eight days. For eight days, I was drowsy and had a fever, but no one took care of me, and even the meals were not delivered on time. The imperial doctors of the imperial hospital, even
Don't give me a good one, half of the bowl of soup and medicine is full of scum..."
Two lines of tears slowly flowed from Lan'er's eyes, crawled across her cheeks, and landed on Xiao Ran's shoulder.The original contempt and hatred for her, as the tears gradually subsided, followed by deep sympathy.It is really unexpected that in this magnificent Forbidden City with red walls and golden tiles, the fate of an unfavorable beauty is so miserable. What is even more unexpected is that this person is the Empress Dowager Cixi who later ruled the fate of a country!
For a moment, Xiao Ran couldn't tell what it was like, so he stretched out his hand and gently wiped away the wet tears for her.Lan'er grabbed his hand and pressed it tightly against her cheek.
"At that time, I thought, it's better to just die like this, so as to save myself from the endless suffering. But when I saw myself in the mirror, I felt unwilling. I am also a woman, why should I suffer? This kind of bullying? I just want to eat a little more and wear warm clothes. Can such a small request not be satisfied?
"Later, I figured out a truth: if I want to survive in this palace, I must be a strong man, I must stand out! I looked at this mirror and told myself, no, I must not die like this! I have to learn to be patient and work hard to live. If one day I gain power, those eunuchs and court ladies who bullied me and gave me supercilious looks, and those concubines who laughed at me, I must let them get their due revenge!"
Lan'er's voice was very low, but her tone revealed deep resentment.Xiao Ran suddenly understood why she was so harsh and cruel to the eunuchs and maids. In fact, after three years of living in purgatory, her character has become distorted!
How many treacherous and evil people in the world were not forced out by the misfortune of life? ...
If I'm by her side in the future, will she still become that licentious and tyrannical Empress Dowager Cixi? ...
in case……
"God really gave me such a chance. After a serious illness, I miraculously survived. In the fifth year of Xianfeng, I got acquainted with the eunuch Xiao Anzi who was next to the emperor. In order to win him over for me, I sacrificed myself. Because of my status, I became sworn brother and sister with him. Xiao Anzi really did me a huge favor. Once the emperor was in Qianqing Palace, and there was no one around to accompany him. Me. Just that one time, I seized the opportunity to impress the emperor's heart. Later, I became pregnant with the dragon seed, and I climbed step by step from a beautiful girl who was ridiculed everywhere to a nobleman, a concubine, Concubine Yi, Concubine Gui...From then on, I know that I am no longer the Lan'er who was bullied by others!"
Speaking of this, Lan'er paused, stretched out her hand to gently stroke Xiao Ran's cheek, and murmured: "Up to now, nine years have passed, and I stumbled all the way here, recalling the grievances and sufferings I have suffered in the past. The sin I committed was like a nightmare. But I have never said these words to anyone since I entered the palace. Including Xiao Anzi, even my younger brothers and sisters, and my mother, I have never told anyone. They mentioned it before. Xiao Ran, in such a big palace, the only person I can confide in is you, you know?"
"Why?" Xiao Ran's voice was a little dry.
"Because we are very similar." Lan'er moved her lips together, kissed him tenderly at the corner of his lips, and then gently pressed against his face, saying: "I already know your life experience. We are both stepping in the middle Those who have stepped out of this world have all experienced that kind of dark days. Don't you think it is the arrangement of fate that we can come to the present and let us meet here?"
"This, maybe..."
"Xiao Ran, you are the only person I can confide in. Seeing you is like seeing myself. Do you know? Meeting you is the greatest gift God has given me. When I am with you, I I feel unspeakably at ease in my heart. It's great to be able to lie in your arms like this. Little Sanzi, I'm already yours, and I don't want anything else from you. I just hope that in the future, no matter when, you will Stay with me and don't leave me alone, okay?"
When she said this, Lan'er closed her eyes as if she was raving, tears flowed out silently, flowing down her cheeks to the corner of Xiao Ran's mouth, with a salty taste.Xiao Ran knew that his heart had begun to gradually become chaotic.
"Lan'er... Are you really willing to follow me?"
"kindness."
But... there always seems to be something missing.what?Something seemed to flash through Xiao Ran's mind, and he wanted to reach out to grab it, but he couldn't grab it.Just when he was thinking about it, Lan'er's elastic body leaned over, her plump and shiny chest softly pressed against his chest, and slowly caressed it.Unknowingly, the two delicate buds have changed again.Lan'er's panting became heavy again, her body twisted non-stop, wrapped around him like a snake, and her fiery lips moved on his cheeks and neck. "Xiao Ran, you want me to..."
♂ Volume 8 in the harem ♀
→Chapter 095 - Laner's Drug Addiction←
If it is said that he always held a kind of disgust and hatred towards Ci Xi in the past, then there seems to be something more inexplicable in Xiao Ran's heart for the delicate and charming Yehena Lalan'er.Is it sympathy for the misfortune she encountered in the past, or is it because she also came out of adversity to resonate?Maybe, something else...
Xiao Ran was also a little annoyed.He knew that Lan'er's words had moved him more or less.When I walked out of the Changchun Palace, it was already the third watch, and after tossing and tossing for half a night, I felt that my legs were a little out of control.Lan'er's bravery and tenacity on the bed made him a little overwhelmed. "This bitch, when I play 3P, it's just like this!" Xiao Ran muttered resentfully.
Tired and tired, after a careful aftertaste, this cloud and rain is really ecstasy.Compared with her, Yu Ting seemed too young, no wonder experienced men would rather not have girls, but also look for mature women, it really makes sense when you think about it.People say that to marry a wife is to marry a slut on the bed, so that's probably what it means!
Just thinking about it like this, suddenly there was a very low moan in front of him, as if it was held in his throat.Xiao Ran was curious for a moment, and tiptoed forward, but there was a quiet corner of the wall, a large willow tree hugging each other, and two dark shadows were vaguely behind, one up and one down.I saw that the man above was ruthless, he raised his two fists, and beat him indiscriminately, cursing in a low voice while beating: "Bitch! Are you comfortable?"
"It's so comfortable... Oh, don't, don't slap your face, it's time for people to see it! En..."
Depend on!It turned out to be these two guys!Xiao Ran shouted in a low voice: "Baby, get out!"
Both of them were taken aback, and hurriedly came out from the shadow of the tree, and saw by the light that it was Baolu and An Dehai.Baolu didn't look at him directly, and said angrily, "Hmph, so you still recognize me!"
Xiao Ran didn't like hearing what he said.Qi said: "Little bastard, what kind of crazy is it?"
Baolu's fists and kicks were really ruthless, and An Dehai couldn't stand still after the beating, so he staggered and greeted An Dehai.When this guy saw Xiao Ran, he was like a mouse seeing a cat. He was so scared that he wanted to run away, so he looked at Baolu in a blink of an eye.And some reluctance.Baolu kicked his ass: "Get out! Bitch." An Dehai didn't dare to argue with him, so he hurriedly limped away with one hand on the wall.
Baolu has always had a very good temper, and he seldom loses his temper. Xiao Ran felt even more strange, and said, "What's the matter? Who recruited you?"
"No one recruited me, I hold my breath with myself, can it work?" Baolu glared at him, turned his head away, and said in a low voice, "Hmph! What a waste of work I did. Feel free to ask!"
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