indulgent youth

One pile after another, all placed in front of me for me to choose.

Faced with such a sudden change, I couldn't make a choice, let alone speak out.

Yin Su, Zhang Yinyin, this mother and daughter are actually in line with my destiny?

I don't know why Zhang Xuansu's old magic stick said that, but now it's a difficult situation.

I wanted to break free from Zhang Yinyin's embrace, but suddenly heard: "Don't leave me! These days when you are not at home, I am really scared, I am afraid that you will not come back, I am afraid that you will not come back to see me, Won't cook for me again..."

Pang Nanfei's request, as well as the heavy burden on me, all burst out at this moment.

As soon as I pushed Zhang Yinyin away, I couldn't calm down.

"Wu Ning, you..." Zhang Yinyin looked at me in surprise.

I didn't know how to tell Zhang Yinyin, even at that moment I was ready to blurt out and tell her everything about me and Yin Su.

But I held back abruptly, now is not the time to talk about these things, not yet!

I am not yet capable of facing verbal criticism and long-winded mouths, nor can I give Yin Su a certain amount of peace in this situation.

So the best choice now is for me to stay away from Zhang Yinyin!

"Mr. Zhang, I, I haven't made up my mind yet. I'm in a mess right now, me! I need to be quiet!" After I finished speaking, I was ready to flee in embarrassment.

Zhang Yinyin froze on the spot, and after a long while, she said leisurely: "Wu Ning, in your eyes, I am just your teacher, right? There is nothing else?"

To say no, would be sheer nonsense.

Zhang Yinyin's feelings for me are very delicate, and I treat her equally delicately. If Yin Su hadn't appeared, maybe my first target would be Zhang Yinyin.

But now it is completely different, with Yin Su, I have no way to face Zhang Yinyin's feelings for me.

Also, there is no way to explain everything to her, it's not because I don't have the courage, it's just because it's not yet time!

"Yes, you are my teacher." I swallowed with all my might, feeling guilty.

Zhang Yinyin was stunned: "Then, have you ever liked me?"

How should I answer this question?It's not that I haven't been tempted by Zhang Yinyin, it's like Zhang Yinyin is a pure-looking girl who works hard, so there's no reason not to be tempted.

It was only after Yin Su wronged me that time that I gradually realized that my feelings for Zhang Yinyin were actually hidden very deeply.

Both Yin Su and Zhang Yinyin are irreplaceable to me, because too many stories have happened to us.

"I...I can't answer you now!"

After finishing speaking, I rushed out the door in a hurry.

Leaving Zhang Yuenian at home alone, Pang Nanfei's request for my help was completely stranded because of this incident.

I can't go back to see Pang Nanfei, and I can't go home to see Zhang Yinyin.

And with my current state, I can't see Yin Su. After thinking about it, it seems that tonight is the most desperate time for me to go.

Urgently needing to use alcohol to wash away all this, I walked aimlessly on the street, and my eyes lit up when I saw the bar, and I got into it all at once.

Bars, alcohol, techno music.

It seems that only in such an atmosphere can I forget some things, I can no longer suffer so much, and I can even forget who I am.

I suddenly took out the cash from my handbag, didn't count how much money was there, just slapped it on the table, my voice was hoarse like a low growl: "I want wine!"

The bartender at the bar is used to seeing people like this, if they don't have something on their minds, who would come to the bar to get drunk?

So when I asked for wine, the bartender brought a glass of wine without hesitation, and I drank it down without even looking at it. Alcohol not only stimulated my throat and nerves, but also stimulated my heart. I wanted to forget about it. Things became clearer and stronger after the alcohol entered the body.

No!This is not how I want to feel.

"Wine!" I slammed the table, and the bartender quickly brought another glass, as if he had never seen such a drinking madman like me.

Without saying a word, he picked it up and drank it again. The alcohol stimulated the nerves in his brain, and his eyes were foggy. Under the slight drunkenness, the bitterness in his heart finally eased a little.

Just like this, I drank cup after cup, I don't know how many cups I drank, I only know that my stomach is throbbing, as if I can't help it.

If this is what it's like to be drunk, I just hope I never wake up and fall asleep in this state, letting my mind go blank.

However, at this moment, a gust of fragrant wind blew by, and a very familiar voice came: "Ah! Wu Ning!"

who is it?

Rubbing his eyes with all his strength, four shadows appeared in front of his eyes, which slowly overlapped, but then spread out as his nerves relaxed, making it impossible to distinguish.

"Who is it! Who is calling me!" I roared angrily.

"It's me, it's me, I'm Shi Xiaowan!"

Shi Xiaowan?With a blank mind, I suddenly remembered the name, it turned out to be her.

My classmates at school, it seems... once said that they like me.

This is true, today is really unlucky!

Ignoring Shi Xiaowan, I turned my head and shouted at the bartender: "Come on, I want to drink more!"

The bartender looked apologetic: "Sir, you drank too much."

"I don't care, I want wine!" This is the true portrayal of my heart, now I just want to drink, no matter what kind of wine, as long as I can drink it!

Main text Chapter 161 Confide to a person

I have never confided my distress to a person, because I know it is the hidden pain in my heart.

I can't say it out, and there is no way to solve it at this hesitant age.

But Shi Xiaowan's appearance just rightly gave me a reason, maybe I can still confide, maybe I can still find someone to talk to.

I don't remember what I said, but when I woke up the next day, I suddenly found myself in a strange environment.

Woke up suddenly, looked around, and saw the scene I didn't want to see the most...

Shi Xiaowan slept peacefully next to me!

Looking at her bare shoulders, my heart suddenly "thumped".

What the hell happened last night?

I didn't have the courage to pull back the quilt, and the ups and downs in my heart were even more turbulent, and I sat up from the bed all at once.