Jiu Ge’s Beloved Spirit

 He was very happy, extremely happy. He was so happy that he didn’t know how to describe it. He just wanted to hold her like this and keep holding her.

I want to kiss her, touch her face, listen to her voice, and feel her presence closer.

"I'm fine...really." He smiled, his voice low and gentle, with a slight tremor of forbearance.

It was a sincere smile, but in her extremely distressed eyes, she looked like she was about to cry.

His face was pale, his lips were trembling slightly, and his eyes seemed to become a little moist in an instant, but he was just holding back and not losing his composure.

In the past, he never thought that he would suddenly become like this - his eyes would turn red easily and he could not control his tears.

 He's not a crybaby, never has been, but now...

Taking a deep breath, he tried hard to calm down and suppress his emotions that were about to surge out.

He wanted to say something and explain to her, but before he could speak, the kind-hearted girl in front of him took the initiative to hug him.

patted his back gently, as if coaxing a child who was trying to pretend to be strong, and sighed: "Cry if you want to, and say what you want to say. Don't hold it in."

She knew him too well, how could she not know - he was always used to holding everything back, keeping everything in his heart and not revealing anything to the outside world.

 He will get sick if he does this, she understands, she understands everything.

Hold him and touch him gently, listening to the rapid sniffing sound that he could no longer suppress. He seemed to be about to cry, but he was still holding back.

"I'm fine." He lowered his head and whispered softly.

“It’s really okay, I’m just... too late to be happy...”

I am happy, but also extremely insecure.

 It is not said out loud, it is only silently expressed in actions.

Hold her in my arms and inhale a few times from time to time. The sound of her breath was low, and her nasal cavity seemed to be blocked, and it was particularly sour.

 In this way, he shows his vulnerability, uneasiness, and extra attachment to her.　　　　Silent and distressing.

 But Yun Si still did not relent, she patted him and signaled him to let go of her first.

 “Stand still.” Her voice was clear and clear, sounding like she had something to say and a little serious.

　　　…” The person holding her didn’t speak, as if he didn’t hear anything, and turned a deaf ear.

"What? Disobedient?" Her voice was softer and a little threatening.

“…” The arms holding her tightened. The man’s hoarse voice was low, and his gentleness seemed to reveal a bit of softness.

“Is it okay to listen to everything except this one?”

 Because he missed her so much, he didn't want to do anything at the moment. He just wanted to hold her in his arms, feel her body temperature, and feel her presence.

 I don’t want to let go, not at all.

 “Hold me for a little while longer…just for a little while…”

He spoke slowly, bit by bit, showing his greed.

They say that desire is endless. Once it starts, it will only get bigger and stronger. It seems to be the same for him.

 Originally he just prayed for her to come back. As long as she could live well, he could ask for nothing or anything.

 But now, it seems that he can't do it...

 Inhaling deeply, his chest kept rising and falling, and his heart beat so fast that he panicked for a while, eager to grab something to stabilize himself.

 You can feel all the reactions of your body, and you can also feel the overwhelming emotions.