Jiu Ge’s Beloved Spirit

To treat his only child like this, Jun Jiu Ge is really cruel.

When Sisi passed away and lost her spiritual energy, she tried her best to leave her only child to him. He always took him by his side to raise him, doing everything by himself, down to the smallest detail.

Yun Yan thought he would be a loving father, but unexpectedly, he was always very strict with little Jinnian.

 Reading, writing, riding horses, practicing swordsmanship, practicing martial arts... Xiao Jinnian couldn't do anything carelessly. She had to learn one thing at a time, starting from the most basic ones.

Anyone with a discerning eye can see that he is cultivating her as an heir, and he only hopes that one day he can put down the burdens and responsibilities on his shoulders and hand them over to her with confidence.

Yun Yan can guess what he is thinking, and also knows what he wants to do after removing the burden from his shoulders. It is not difficult to guess, but...

 It will hurt the poor child.

　　At the age when I was supposed to be coquettish in my mother's arms, carefree, innocent and comfortable, now I can only be forced to be sensible and be a well-behaved and sensible child in front of my stern father.

Looking at her appearance, which is particularly similar to that of an old friend, and her greedy and laughing expression, she smiles widely, shaking her little head, like a little fox stealing food, her tail wagging, innocent and lively.

Seeing that he was unhappy, she comforted him and said, "Don't look at me like that. If you make a mistake, you will be punished...Daddy didn't say anything wrong either. Just correct it next time. It'll be fine."

She is always optimistic, smiling every day, and rarely shows sadness.

Yun Yan picked up the spoon, spooned the fresh chaos from his bowl to her, and whispered: "Why aren't you angry? If your mother were here, I'm afraid she would be angry and have a fight with your father..."

That is the child she cherishes very much and who risked her life to keep her. If she knew that her child was treated like this and forced to be so sensible at a young age... I don't know how distressed she would be.

Yun Yan, who had always said she loved her Jun Jiu Ge, turned out to be like this for the children she left behind - Yun Yan didn't know whether to be angry or to feel unworthy for her.

He said: "Don't be so sensible. You are still young and you don't need to understand many things now. Do you understand?"

“…” The little guy looked at him without saying anything. When it came to his mother, she was always curious and wanted to know more.

After thinking about it, she asked tentatively: "Mom...will she quarrel with daddy? Will she...also quarrel with daddy? If they quarrel...what will happen? Will daddy also keep a straight face and be super fierce? mother?"

 She has never met her mother and knows nothing about her.

 In heaven, no one would mention the mother. The mother seemed to have become a taboo that could not be mentioned. No one mentioned it and did not dare to say a word.

She didn't know what her mother was like. She had only seen her mother's portrait in her father's room - a beautiful person sitting on a tree, her red dress swaying, her eyes lowered and a smile on her face. , one glance can make people lose their soul.

There are many portraits in my father’s room, and every one of them shows my mother.

 In her impression, her father would always stare at the portrait when he had nothing to do.

A man looked at the girl in the painting quietly, as motionless as a zombie. The whole person was extremely silent, and did not say a word for a long time.

As if he was stupid, he would often sit there all night, without any sleep, just sitting quietly in front of the painting.

 It’s the same every night.