Jiu Ge’s Beloved Spirit

“Do you still remember the wish you owed me? You once promised me... No matter what I say, you will promise... and you will do it for me..."

Her words were soft and she almost broke off at one point.

 Intermittently, the breath sound is weak and unstable, but still persisting and persisting to the end.

Her teeth were chattering, and the tears in the corners of her eyes soaked her eyelashes little by little, dizzy, and dyed her eyes red. She tried hard to raise the corners of her mouth and smiled, tremblingly.

“At that time you asked me what I wanted, and I said... I haven’t thought about it yet...”

 “Now, I’ve thought about it…”

 “Three…three wishes…you owe me…”

Warm tears fell gently, sliding down her pale and cold cheeks. She smiled softly and relieved, and every word in her voice was filled with him, everything about him, and only him.

"I hope...your answer...can be changed to Tianxia..."

“I hope...you can live well...live...never...never...hurt yourself...even..."

"I...I hope...you can be happy...even...even if...I'm not here...you...you can be...happy...happy...until you grow old..."

 “Three wishes…you owe me…”

“I want you to…promise me…to do what you say…to do it…never…to break it…”

 It is not a request, but...a request made with all one's strength.

 She was ordering him—asking him to promise it herself.

Quiet, the person holding her was silent for a long time.

Hold her hand tightly, feeling completely hypothermic at this time.

 Quiet, too quiet…

Yun Si couldn't raise her head to see his expression at this moment, because she was too tired - pain, cold, dizziness, vomiting... At this moment, all the pain disappeared.

 The pain was no longer, she just felt sleepy and had no strength. She was too sleepy and her eyelids were heavy, as if they were filled with heavy lead. She couldn't open her eyes, even if she tried hard.

I only know that my consciousness is being swallowed by darkness, and my body is disappearing bit by bit.

 The warm sunshine can no longer be felt, the gentle breeze has also stopped, and everything around her has nothing to do with her.

 She was sinking, bit by bit, being forcefully pulled into the endless darkness.

Only the breath that she had been holding was supporting her and telling her to persevere - she was waiting, waiting for the promise he made personally.

 “Promise me…answer…promise…me…”

 “Please…promise…me…”

With a violently choked cry and a weak, silky voice, she closed her eyes, her hot and moist eyelashes trembling, and bitter tears fell, falling on the back of his hand that had been suppressed until the veins were bulging and the knuckles turned white -

 “Please…promise me…”

He didn't answer, so she held on to that tone and tried her best.

One drop, two drops, three drops... warm tears hit his hands, like a knife piercing his heart. He clenched his fists tightly, and his nails were almost deeply embedded in his flesh. The palm of his hand was pricked until it was **** and bloody.

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　久久。

 So long that it lasts forever, so long that there seems to be no end...

After a long silence, the big hand that was no longer warm finally let go, raised it, and gently, with endless pity, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

 “Okay.” He croaked in her ear.

 Still gentle, still considerate, still treating her the same way as before, calm, restrained, and kindly giving her the answer she wanted.

  She was cruel—to him, she had always been.