Jiu Ge’s Beloved Spirit

“…” He looked at her quietly, paused for a moment, slightly bent his eyes, and smiled softly.

 “Do you really want me to faint?” he asked.

 Since she wishes…

 He slowly tilted his body, leaned against her, hugged her, closed his eyelashes, and said quietly and submissively, "Well, I seem a little dizzy."

“The sky is spinning, the earth is spinning...everything is spinning..."

Very well-behaved, if she wanted to make him faint, he would faint, and he was extremely obedient.

Yun Si touched him and smiled: "Why don't you suspect that I drugged you?"

　　The man who was holding her put his head quietly against hers. He thought for a moment and asked, "Did the lady give me medicine? What did she give me?"

 Actually, he was drunk.

 Drunk and next to her again.

 When she was around, his body showed a relaxed posture, so his thinking became a little sluggish.

But I can still talk to her, and she can answer everything I ask, just like when I was not drunk.

 Quiet, and a little more clingy than usual.

Because it was not obvious, Yun Si still found it a bit difficult to distinguish, so she hooked his fingers and played with it.

"Of course it's..." She observed his expression and smiled mischievously, "Ecstasy..."

“You can’t think, so you can only listen to me obediently. If I say one, you can’t say two.”

 “How is it? Are you afraid?”

He thought again, thought for a while, and then asked: "Why did you give me Ecstasy? Did I do something wrong before? Are you angry? Why?"

Yun Si: "..." Why did he start to reflect on himself?

 Looking at it this way...it seems a little different from usual - you actually believed her words so easily?

  She scratched him, like teasing a big cat, and asked: "Have you done anything wrong before that I don't know about? Is there anything wrong you have done to yourself?"

 “…” He didn’t speak and suddenly became very quiet.

Hug her in your arms and bury your face in the crook of her neck, deeply.

 Clingy, clinging to her quietly. "Really?" Yun Si asked casually at first, but she didn't expect that she actually asked something.

“I’m sorry, I kissed you secretly before.” He whispered.

Yun Si:?

"This is wrong. This is hooliganism. I know I can't do it but I still..."

 “I’m sorry.” He apologized in a low voice.

“…” Yun Si was silent, “What else?”

“Also, I always sneak into your house in the middle of the night while you are asleep and peek at you.”

Yun Si: “…”

“Also, I have always liked you, and I really want to… follow you.”

 “…” Yun Si took a deep breath.

This sultry man is really...

Knowing that he was one person on the surface and another in private, she smiled and asked, "Is there anything more?"

 He became quiet again.

 Did not speak, remained silent for a long time.

He seemed to be falling asleep against her, but the movement of holding her was extraordinarily tight.

  Extraordinary force.

Yun Si thought it was gone and was about to speak to break the silence, but suddenly she heard him say: "There is more..."

 “It was me who... made you sad...”

Yun Si was stunned for a moment: "What?"

 His memory has always been good - because he is so good, he remembers many things and cannot forget them.

Even though the two of them have reconciled now, he still remembers the way she looked sad and collapsed.

 Because I remember it, I am always full of apologies and cannot get rid of them.

“Before, because of my self-righteousness, I made you sad...”