Is this cartoonist mentally ill?

"Awei! Let's go out to eat!"

Fan Siwei's thoughts immersed in the plot of "Fire Fist" were interrupted by Fan's mother's words.

He looked at the clock hanging in the room at this moment, 6:32!

Before I knew it, a whole afternoon had passed!

I originally planned to only read the first single volume of "Fire Fist", but now that 50 chapters have passed, I have already read the fifth volume...

But Fan Siwei still wants to continue watching, just like he did with the original "Edge Walker".

He wants to read "Fist of Fire" in one sitting!

But...it is impossible for people not to eat.

And now it is impossible for him to say "no" to his mother because of watching "Fist of Fire".

Otherwise, Fan’s mother would have to interpret what it means to be “a stick in a loving mother’s hand that rings on a wanderer’s body”.

Or maybe a mixed doubles version of a parents’ love story.

So he reluctantly went out to eat first, but he was also absent-minded while eating.

Fan Siwei's mind was not at all on the delicious food cooked by Fan's mother in front of him, and that's not all.

Because the plot of "Fire Fist" kept replaying in his mind...

The tragic beginning of Agni’s life…

The meaning of living...

The darkness of Bessim Drucker’s use of people as fuel…

A world that feeds on lies…

Yoda's equally sad life...

The so-called meaning of gods...

Dema's concept of "correct education"...

Togata's pain about his identity and his love for movies...

And that sentence... "Use Fire Fist on him."

The highly impactful and infectious images of the comic flashed through his mind like a slide show.

All of this made Fan Siwei keep thinking, thinking involuntarily.

What is the meaning of human life?

What is the truth of the world?

The world is originally a huge lie. Is living in this lie happiness or misfortune?

All of this made Fan Siwei's breathing a little heavy.

The story of "Fist of Fire", coupled with Lin Qingshan's powerful painting and rendering capabilities obtained from the system, directly infected the comic fans who watched "Fist of Fire" like a virus.

Let their brains be completely out of control, thinking about all the thoughts and problems in the story of "Fire Fist".

Fan Siwei just ate his meal intermittently, his mind filled with thoughts.

Fan's mother quietly noticed his abnormal behavior, and her face gradually became serious.

"Alas... alas!"

Fan's mother couldn't help but came to Fan's side and poked him, "Old Fan!"

Father Fan didn't notice anything strange about Fan Siwei at this moment. He was concentrating on eating.

Moreover, it is his purpose to eat without talking or sleeping without talking.

At this moment, being called out by Fan Ma, I was simply shocked.

"What's wrong?"

Dad Fan said.

"Siwei... look at your son! He seems to have something on his mind..."

Fan's mother said dissatisfiedly, "Don't you care?"

"Just ask Siwei directly..."

Fan's father saw Fan Siwei's eyes wandering around and asked directly, "Siwei... Siwei?!"

"Uh...huh?!"

Fan Siwei came to his senses at this time, and then he raised his head and looked at Fan's father, "Dad...what's wrong?"

"Why don't you bring some food? You'll just keep eating plain rice."

Dad Fan asked.

"Oh, okay..."

Fan Siwei saw that there was only white rice in his bowl, but he was still eating it one bite at a time, and he immediately noticed something strange about himself.

He quickly pretended that nothing happened, quickly picked up a few chopsticks and put the vegetables in the bowl.

"Ahem, Siwei!"

Dad Fan suddenly looked at Fan Siwei, called his name loudly, and then looked serious.

"Ah? Dad, what's wrong?"

Fan Siwei looked at Dad Fan, very confused.

"Did something happen to you?"

At this time, Fan's mother said softly, "Is it at school? Or do you have some troubles?"

This has always been a cooperation between her and Dad Fan. Dad Fan is the red face, and she is the white face.

"No……"

Fan Siwei thought for a while, sighed again, and said, "Mom, tell me... are we living a lie from beginning to end?"

"What is the meaning of human life...?"

Fan's father and Fan's mother were shocked when they heard what he said.

They looked at each other, and then Fan's face softened, "Siwei...what do you mean by asking this? People have to live. There are many happy things in this world, many beautiful things. This is what people need to live. meaning.”

"Yes, mom and dad are still here. You are their hope, so of course you have to survive."

However, when Fan Siwei heard "live", his whole body trembled.

He really had some doubts about the three words "live on". It was because of the three words "live on" from his sister Luna that Agni endured the pain and survived.

Then, Togata said to him "live" and asked him to continue living.

But how much pain did Agni endure in order to "survive"? !

What he actually said when he fell into the glacier made Fan Siwei feel right - "It would be great if Luna and I died together..."

Yes, it would have been nice if Agni and Luna had died together at the beginning of the story.

Why...why would you say such a cruel thing to Agni, "live on"...

"But living with others' hopes is more painful, isn't it?"

Fan Siwei asked, "Living like this... is too heavy."

His eyes were heavy, as if he was carrying a heavy burden.

Fan's father and Fan's mother immediately panicked. Could it be that... they had put too much pressure on Fan Siwei recently? !

Yes... they scolded Fan Siwei last time when they saw Fan Siwei locked in his room, and his grades dropped a bit recently.

Suddenly, Dad Fan was even reflecting on whether he had gone too far last time.

After all, although Fan Siwei's scores dropped a bit in the last monthly exam, Fan Siwei also said at the time that the monthly exam was a bit difficult and everyone's scores were much lower. Although his score dropped by more than ten points, his ranking was still in the same grade. fourteen.

At that time, Fan's father wanted to stimulate Fan Siwei to get a higher score in the test, so he didn't care about it and scolded Fan Siwei.

Could it be...that it was because of this that Fan Siwei felt too much pressure and had the current tendency? !

"Awei! Don't feel any psychological burden! Your parents won't let you get higher scores!"

Fan's mother panicked instantly and said, "You have to think about...think about some happy things!"

Fan Siwei was confused, this... Although he was thinking about the meaning of Agni's life in "Fist of Fire", he had no such idea at all!