Incurable Pain

*The gifts he gave were like shackles, like dog chains.

The safe passage for two people standing in the dark was cold and silent.

In fact, because Bai Xunyin couldn't speak and could only exchange information, when the two people were secretly staying together in this ‘secret base’ before, they were also very quiet, only occasionally Yu Luoyin laughed softly.

It's just that there was a sweet breath in the silence at that time, unlike now-the atmosphere is stagnant and almost ice, depressing and depressing.

Yu Luoyin's long, narrow and clear phoenix eyes flicked a little bit of astonishment when he heard Bai Xunyin's words ‘gaming about’, and then became oblivious as if nothing had happened, leaving nothing but indifference.

He looked at the girl in front of him carefully, Xiaoxiao's white face, stubborn light shining in his brown eyes, and the delicate and soft jaw line tightened.

It's dazzling and... it makes people feel funny. It turns out that she was angry because of this and said that she broke up.

It turned out that she was not so indifferent on the surface, but because he was angry.

Yu Luoyin did not feel the guilty conscience and guilt after being discovered, her phoenix eyes were calm, and the corners of her lips even pulled up a curve of almost joy: "So you know? When?"

Bai Xunyin was taken aback by his attitude.

"Well, let me think about it, you started ignoring me on the day of the holiday. On the day of the holiday..." Yu Luoyin recalled for a moment, and suddenly realized: "You went to the back of the school?"

Even though he had thought of Yu Luoyin's attitude and personality, even if he knew the truth, it wouldn't be so good, but seeing that he was so indifferent, he couldn't help but a surge of blood.

Bai Xunyin's pale slap face became even paler.

"Do you want to break up because of this?" The man looked at her pale and slowly laughed: "I don't deny that there was this bet. I also approached you because of this, but I didn't intend to let you know this. , And explained to them that the gambling appointment with those jokes ends here, isn't it the same as our real relationship?"

Yu Luoyin didn't understand why Bai Xunyin was angry.

In the post-teaching building that day, the reason why he would say those things to Li Yuan and the others was also because he didn't want to continue to develop under this ‘gambling agreement’ and Bai Xunyin continued to develop—but it didn’t mean that he didn’t want to continue to develop.

Instead of not thinking about it, Yu Luoyin wanted to make it clear to those few people, telling them to close their mouths, clear the gambling agreement, and then ‘formally’ interacting with Bai Xunyin.

He didn't worry that the three of them would speak out, but he just didn't want to go on with this pretext.

Because even though Yu Luoyin had a hard-faced face, he actually felt a little awkward in his heart when he was a little bit ‘crossing the boundary’ with Bai Xunyin.

Every time Yu Luoyin feels uncontrollable and wants to kiss her, Yu Luoyin always thinks of the gambling agreement untimely in his heart.

It seemed that the unresolved matter of the bet was pressed on the top of the head, like an unresolved knife.

Just as human beings are at fault, Yu Luoyin didn't want to show weakness in front of Bai Xunyin, showing that he was wrong, but he was not completely righteous.

He just stubbornly thought that if Bai Xunyin didn't know, it could be regarded as a gambling contract without this.

Yu Luoyin knew that he would still treat Bai Xunyin with the attitude of his girlfriend, but he was stubborn and unwilling to admit his mistakes.

It's just that the girl is unwilling to accept this kind of apology that she accidentally feels guilty when she returns to midnight.

Bai Xunyin only saw the coldness of Yu Luoyin's surface, high above him.

A bet on a joke, a real relationship... what he really said.

Bai Xunyin's fingers clenched unconsciously, and the back of his white hand showed blue veins.

Ever since Bai Hongsheng's accident became an'incapacitated person', Bai Xunyin has become accustomed to restraining himself and not revealing his emotions, whether it is happy or sad, or angry.

But that didn't meet Yu Luoyin before.

She simply couldn't figure out what she had missed in order to suffer Yu Luoyin's ‘retribution’.

Regarding the things that I have done, the **** things I have said, I can actually be so confident.

It's just a bet, she can treat it as if it hasn't happened without knowing it...Bai Xunyin really feels uncomfortable with her heart tightening.

But this kind of discomfort seemed to Yu Luoyin to be mostly groaning without illness, or even groaning without trouble.

He didn't know what mental state he used to treat him, or even accepted him later.

It's ridiculous to think about it. In the previous period, Bai Xunyin had an unrealistic fantasy that Yu Luoyin was her salvation.

Almost everyone's dream is willing to like her, willing to chase her, no matter how you look at it, it is the luck that she picked up, and the ‘accident’ that can only be encountered once in a lifetime, even Bai Xunyin himself thinks so.

Yu Luoyin is so dazzling, like a star falling on her side and covering the dust, how can it not match, most people think so.

But now, Bai Xunyin didn't want this star anymore.

For Yu Luoyin, it was a dreamlike luck at first, but now it is the real dark reality after the surface is revealed.

She doesn't want this ‘blessing’.

Taking a deep breath, Bai Xunyin released his numb hand, ignoring the bleak feeling in his heart, and looked at Yu Luoyin coldly.

Then he turned and left without saying a word. No matter how much it is said, it doesn't matter. Dao is different and doesn't seek each other.

"Bai Xun Yin." Yu Luoyin's slightly cool voice sounded behind him, low and clear, with obvious displeasure and a faint warning: "I didn't agree to break up."

Bai Xunyin stopped, his back stiff.

The methodical footsteps gradually walked in, and Yu Luoyin's tall and thin figure stood in front of her, like a dark cloud.

"I didn't agree." Yu Luoyin repeated it again, looking down at the girl who was standing with her head down on his chest, "Understand?"

Bai Xunyin pushed him away unbearably, and with force, his subordinates unexpectedly pushed Yu Luoyin to the side of the cold wall.

She took advantage of this space to push open the heavy iron gate of the safe passage, and hurriedly ran away amidst the banging noise.

She didn't understand what Yu Luoyin meant, and she really felt a sense of collapse in her heart.

Obviously it is a gambling contract, why is he still obsessed with a ‘virtual’ relationship with her?

There was an uncontrolled ‘buzzing’ in his mind, as if millions of bees were circling around, and Bai Xunyin’s fingers grasping the corridor railing turned white unconsciously.

It wasn't until the class bell rang that she was forced to wake up temporarily and returned to the classroom in a chaotic manner.

Yu Luoyin had already returned, and was lazily leaning on the chair, when she saw Bai Xunyin come back and raised her eyes, staring at her unblinkingly.

The latter sensed the naked gaze, and bit his scalp back to his seat—the next class was inevitably a little absent-minded, but fortunately, no teacher would ever ask her a question.

No one... ever asks a question.

Bai Xunyin smiled bitterly, thinking about this from the restless mood, couldn't help but laugh at himself.

Now that she had escaped from a sweet trap, she realized how passionate she was before.

She is a disabled person and a mute person. Except for Amo, she is not seen in the whole school, from students to teachers. Yu Luoyin is a spoiled child, held in the palm of his hand, how could he really like her?

In fact, I still blame myself for not being able to see through and having a high self-esteem.

She thought she was the former Bai Xun Yin.

When Bai Hongsheng was still in the past, that Bai Xunyin had a good family background, graceful and demure, he was held up as a jewel in his hand, and he was not afraid of being liked by anyone.

From elementary school to middle school, Bai Xunyin's vocabulary the most is ‘envious’.

Too many people envy her family, looks, and studies. Bai Xunyin doesn't have the temperament of a young lady, and she always responds with kindness every time-but she didn't expect that happiness also has a shelf life and an upper limit. If it is too much, it is gone like a gust of wind .

The accident in the third year of junior high made the previous Bai Xunyin no longer exist.

She is now a disabled person.

No matter how good-looking the disabled are, they are not as healthy as ordinary people. She is inferior, cowardly, and unpleasant.

If you have illusions, you will only deserve to be played with.

Therefore, what Bai Xunyin said before was her heart. She would no longer believe in Yu Luoyin, even if the latter did not agree to break up with an unclear meaning, she would no longer be passionate about thinking that it was like and reluctant.

Perhaps Yu Luoyin was thinking about how to play with her, or because the young master had never been rejected face-to-face, he couldn't hold back his face... Anyway, it wouldn't be because of her.

Bai Xunyin kept repeating meditation in his heart, and his mind gradually calmed down.

Only when you truly don't care about a person, will the thoughts and thoughts in your heart not fluctuate because of his every move, or even a word.

She can do it.

The physical education class happened in the third class in the afternoon. There was no late self-study on the first day of the sixth grade. The school did a personal job and let the students dismiss the class after the afternoon class.

After school finally ended, Bai Xunyin felt that her back was about to be stared at. As soon as the bell rang after class, she picked up her schoolbag very quickly for the first time and pulled Amo to leave.

"Huh? Why are you in such a hurry today?" The last class was a self-study class. Amo slept late last night, and was in sleep all day today. He was confused by Bai Xunyin before he had time to clean up. stand up.

She didn't know, so she asked Bai Xunyin while yawning: "Is it because you want to make an appointment with Mu Anping? Don't worry."

…

Except for the two of them, this corner of their seat was Yu Luoyin's friend and attendant, and they all quieted strangely after hearing this.

Bai Xunyin felt her scalp numb in the silence, and stared at her vigorously.

Without knowing that he dropped a blockbuster, Amou grumbled and packed his things and continued to ‘break the news’: “Okay, I’ll clean up quickly. He seems to be waiting for us outside the school gate?”

Bai Xunyin forcibly ignored the two sharp sword-like glows that came from Yu Luoyin behind him, frowning to help Amo pack things up, and the two people packed up quickly like wind and wind, and left in a hurry.

Amo was almost dragged out by Bai Xunyin.

As soon as they left with their front feet, Yu Luoyin stood up on his back feet. He didn't clean up his desk, so he picked up his schoolbags with a calm face and was about to catch up.

"Brother Yu." An unknown classmate asked beside him: "Who is that Mu Anping? Why does Bai Xunyin want to make an appointment with him?"

In fact, there are no friends who have gotten closer to Yu Luoyin, who don't know the relationship between Bai Xunyin and him.

Of course, it can also be seen that these two people seem to be awkward.

Yu Luoyin sneered, "I don't know what the hell."

He rarely exploded in swear words, obviously angry, ignored the classmate's consternation, and directly followed.

From a distance, Yu Luoyin saw Bai Xunyin and Amo talking and laughing with Mu Anping outside the school gate. The latter's eyes were completely glued to Bai Xunyin's body, almost dazzling.

Yu Luoyin's fingers hanging on his side closed unconsciously.

"Huh? Brother Yu." Li Yuan and the others just came out of the next class, and when they saw Yu Luoyin, they put on his shoulders with a smile, and they were startled when they saw Yu Luoyin's expression-a kind of'a mountain rain is coming.' The sense of danger.

"Uh." He asked hesitantly, "What's wrong?"

Why did Yu Luoyin's expression look like he was about to fight someone?

Yu Luoyin didn't answer, but stared at the place with a heavy gaze. He saw that Mu Anping took the initiative to help the two girls with schoolbags, his eyes staying on Bai Xunyin diligently, really wanting to make people... His eyeballs were dug out.

Li Yuan didn't get a response. He followed his line of sight with wonder, and saw the scene of the three people standing together outside the school gate.

"Huh?" Li Yuan scratched his head for unknown reasons: "Isn't that a little dumb? You didn't send her home today, who is that man?"

"I said before, don't call her dumb again." Yu Luoyin shook his shoulder and shook off his hand. There was a warning in his low voice, and the cold person trembled all over.

He talked to Li Yuan, Lu Ye and Zhou Xin before when he was in the back building. He didn’t plan to continue gambling or let them continue to call Bai Xunyin a “little dumb”. But apparently, there is no such thing. Take it to heart.

It doesn't seem to be a good warning, some people always can't remember things.

"I forgot for a while, I was wrong, I was wrong." Li Yuan heard that Yu Luoyin was really angry now, his body shook imperceptibly, and the busy "people who know the current affairs are the junjie" apologized: "It's really not the case next time called."

Yu Luoyin ignored it, and after saying this, seeing Bai Xunyin and the others leave, they followed.

Only Li Yuan stood there, scratching his head in doubt.

That night, Yu Luoyin felt that he had done almost all the stupid things he wouldn't do—he followed the three people in a perverted manner, followed them and squeezed the bus together, and got off at the plaza in the center of Linlan. , And then watched the three of them walk into a pizzeria.

I don't know who chose the place, because he doesn't know if Bai Xunyin likes to eat pizza.

Thinking about it carefully, they didn't actually have a few ‘dates’ during the months they were together. Most of them ate in the cafeteria, and he didn’t know what Bai Xunyin liked to eat.

For how long the three of them ate inside, Yu Luoyin stood and waited for a long time under the tree outside the restaurant. Only a cigarette **** at his feet accompanied him.

He doesn't like to smoke, at least he has no cravings, but today he smokes a lot-in the smoke, his long and narrow black eyes are staring at the window of the pizzeria.

Bai Xunyin and the three of them chose to sit by the window. The little girl was right next to the window, her delicate and slender profile made it clear from the outside.

Under the warm yellow light, her frowns and smiles were particularly dazzling.

During a meal, Yu Luoyin counted that she laughed a dozen times, and the pear vortex on the corner of her lips was always looming.

Bai Xunyin is a person who is very happy and angry. He clearly remembers that she didn't laugh so much with himself during the day. As a result... Did she laugh at Mu Anping?

Yu Luoyin sneered, pulled out the cigarette between his lips, pinched out the cigarette **** with his fingertips, and barely felt the pain.

Lin Lan's winter was wet and cold. He only wore a thin school uniform, but he didn't feel the cold either—it seemed that all the feeling in his body was lost, and only anger was left.

It took a full hour and thirteen minutes before Bai Xunyin and Amo Mu Anping finished their meal, and the sky was completely dark.

The three of them, wrapped in overcoats from school uniforms, walked from the warm spring hotel into the midwinter night, and they shivered suddenly.

"You find a place leeward and wait a minute." Seeing Bai Xunyin's frozen shoulders trembling, Mu Anping hurriedly said as he ran: "I'll get a taxi to the side of the road and then call you."

"Good, good!" Amoleng's teeth were fighting straight, and he tremblingly said: "Let's go back to the door for a while, and send me a WeChat message when you get to the car."

She touched the pocket of her clothes while talking, but her expression froze—

"Fuck." Amo was dumbfounded for a while, then stomped his feet, turned around and said to Bai Xun Yin: "My phone is in the restaurant. I have to go back and get it. You will wait for me here, Yinyin. minute!"

As she said, she turned back to get her phone, her back was full of anger.

Bai Xunyin smiled helplessly, standing in place and waiting for someone obediently, but before turning his head away, there was a feeling of pain in his wrist.

She frowned with pain, and when she turned her head, she saw Li Yu Luoyin who was expressionless, and she immediately shook her heart.

The latter dragged her into the dark without any explanation.

After being dragged and staggered for a few steps, Bai Xunyin recovered and immediately struggled fiercely.

"Don't move." Yu Luoyin forcibly pulled her to the corner, leaning her long arms against the wall and trapping people inside, staring at the reluctant little girl with heavy eyes: "Bai Xunyin, don't move. "

Bai Xunyin's slender fingertips unconsciously buckled the cold wall behind, slightly raised his face, and looked at him coldly.

It's like asking: What do you want to do?

The attitude of the girl is almost undisguised disgust.

It was in sharp contrast to the chatting and laughing with others in the restaurant just now.

Yu Luoyin smiled, and the slender fingers on the side of her head were folded into fists, and his voice was cold: "The reason you want to break up, is it because of him?"

That Mu Anping, her childhood sweetheart.