I'm Shenji, what are you doing?
Chapter 952 The shadow of the first half of life, the redemption of the second half of life
The old movie has finally come to an end.
This is the torture called "justice", the price of the ideal he longed for.
Father, as a person like mother, even the right to feel the bloody touch on his hands and miss them was taken away.
Kiritsugu would never be able to recall the people he loved, their voices, and their figures with a calm heart.
They will torture Kiritsugu in nightmares forever, and will never forgive Kiritsugu for abandoning them and strangling their lives based on ruthless judgment.
But he had no way to stop, and he couldn't stop.
The moment he stops, everything he has pursued before will become in vain. The price he paid and the sacrifices he accumulated will all lose their value and collapse.
He could only carry it all silently on his shoulders, whether it was curses or resentments. I just hope that in the future when my tears dry up, I will get my wish one day.
This was the first half of Kiritsugu's life, and the "Magician Killer" who made many magicians fearful was born at this moment.
Because of Xia Lei, he began to weigh his life on the scales.
Because of his father's death, he embarked on an inhuman and bloody road.
Because of the death of his adoptive mother, he almost lost all his humanity and turned himself into a machine.
These two experiences also became a cage that imprisoned him for the rest of his life. Everything he did could not escape the shadow of the first half of his life.
Because he saw the shadow of Natalia in Kuu Maiya, after saving her, he agreed that she would stay with him and become his assistant, just like Natalia did to him back then.
Because he did not want such a tragedy to happen again, he traveled around the world in search of "miracles", and therefore agreed to Einzbern's invitation, became Irisviel's husband, and disappeared from sight.
Because Irisviel's innocence and simplicity were a bit like Xia Lei, Kiritsugu couldn't help but pour his feelings into her, instead of simply treating her as a tool as Ahad said.
The involuntary actions again and again added new brilliance to Kiritsugu's originally bleak life, and his originally cold heart regained its human warmth.
However, this bright color and warmth cannot offset the shadow of the first half of life. In the end, he still had to make another cruel choice and had to sacrifice his wife in order to save all mankind.
What's even more cruel is that after he sacrificed his family, loved ones, and all important people, he ended up with nothing. There is no way to save humanity at all.
The man who realized this finally realized it. He put aside all attachments and allowed his past self to collapse.
With the help of a visitor beyond his destiny, he got rid of the tragic fate of dragging his body and soul riddled with holes and waiting for the end of his life with a curse that would never be redeemed - miracles failed to save the world. Human, but saved his last family member.
From now on, Emiya Kiritsugu will not live for all mankind, nor for justice, nor for salvation. He will only live for his family, and only for himself. He finally walks out of the shadow of the first half of his life, walks out of his own prison, and runs towards a better life. tomorrow.
However, just when he gradually forgot about the past and concentrated on enjoying the present, the shadows of the previous half of his life and the shackles that once weighed him down unexpectedly appeared in front of him again. It was no wonder that he was so gloomy.
"Impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible - this must be a dream, this is not real. Natalia... Xia Lei..."
He held his head and grabbed his hair frantically, like a wounded beast.
"I didn't expect you, a cold-blooded brat, to show such an expression."
The female Dead Apostle in a black trench coat took off her hat and sunglasses, revealing light blue hair and a face that had not changed at all from when they parted.
"Kelly, this is all real, you're not dreaming."
The Death Apostle who was wearing single clothes also took off his gloves, revealing the delicate face that had appeared in Kiritsugu's dreams countless times, sometimes making her miss her, and sometimes torturing her.
"If it's not a dream, it's an illusion! Who are you! Why do you use their appearance to deceive me!"
Kiritsugu roared in a hoarse, low voice, and the pistol that had been inserted back into his waist returned to his hand again.
"There's no way they're still alive!"
"Can we still be considered alive like this?"
Natalie shrugged, pointing to her pale skin and then to her red eyes.
"Vampire!" Kiritsugu instinctively raised his gun and was about to pull the trigger.
A hand stretched out from the side, clasped his wrist, and took away his gun before shooting.
"Shenji, what are you doing!"
"I still want to ask you what you want to do? Have you forgotten what I just said? Without them, your wife and daughter would be dead! I, a professional vampire hunter, don't even shout to kill, so why are you so anxious? How about your usual calmness? ?”
"Kiritsugu."
"dad."
Irisviel and Illya held Kiritsugu's hands on the left and right, which gradually eased his out-of-control emotions.
"Anyway, let's sit down and have a good chat. With us here, even if they are pretending to be the Twenty-seventh Ancestor, they can't make trouble. I think your wife and children are also very interested in your past affairs."
Shinji deliberately laughed maliciously, trying to lighten the atmosphere. Unfortunately, it had little effect. For the women of the Emiya family, the only effect it had was Sakura's curiosity.
This harem is really frighteningly harmonious. I don't know if it's because Kiritsugu has a unique way of harmonizing things, or because everything must be reversed at its extremes, and after all the hardships, happiness comes.
The young man who is also very popular with women is envious in his heart. He completely forgets that he created this person who will turn everything upside down, and who will be rewarded after all the hardships.
"First of all, verify your identity and see if these two Dead Apostle ladies are Kiritsugu's old friends. Although I already believe it, I have not witnessed your heroic performance with my own eyes, so I am doubtful - so please think about it. Find a way to dispel his suspicions."
"This is easy, I'll do it first," Natalia said. "The kid will think I'm dead because he personally shot down the plane I was flying. Based on the feeling of the explosion, it should be a British-style 'Blowpipe' '——It's not something easy to get even now, you must have wasted a lot of effort."
"..." Kiritsugu was silent.
"It's my turn." Xia Lei took over the topic, "When I first became like this, I asked Kelly to kill me, but Kelly didn't agree. As a result..."
"That's enough, stop talking!"
The scars of the past were opened again, dripping with blood, and heartbreaking. This pain is the best proof.
At this moment, this man who was about to be driven crazy just wanted to figure out two questions.
How did they survive a certain death situation? And why did it take so long to show up?
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