I'm Shenji, what are you doing?

July 1999, Norway.

The bastard's men who hurt him are here, I must give him a good vent!

This is my first time fighting, and Sister Chengzi has prepared a brand new fighter for me. I must perform well and let everyone see how powerful I am!

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September 1999, Taiwan, China.

Finally started traveling abroad.

Going abroad alone for the first time was a little scary.

But I have to take this step, if not, I will always be just a burden to him.

Burdens are not qualified to compete with others.

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October 1999, Hong Kong, China.

I was accosted, I was actually accosted.

Hey, I'm quite charming.

The person who struck up a conversation with me was a foreigner with blond hair. He was pretty good-looking and of the right age. But for some reason, I wasn't attracted to him at all.

Well, I think I'm really hopeless.

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October 1999, Guangzhou, China.

The Pearl River is beautiful and there are many couples. It would be perfect if he came with me.

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December 1999, Nanjing, China.

He went home from his mission and I had to go back immediately.

It's so strange. I'm obviously used to the days when he's not around, but why do I want to see him so much when I hear he's coming back?

Don’t the Chinese say that time and distance are the biggest killers of relationships? Did I understand it wrong?

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December 1999, flight from Shanghai to Tokyo.

I was actually the last one to come back.

Ahhhhhhh, if I had known better, I wouldn't have run so far.

It would be great if he could see me first when he comes back.

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December 1999, Fuyuki.

I finally got home and I was exhausted.

The body is tired and the mind is even more tired.

This guy went out and told all the news, and he brought back another woman.

How could I fall in love with such a carefree little guy? I think there is something wrong with my brain.

Okay, okay, can’t I admit it? I'm just a person with a brain problem.

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December 1999, Fuyuki.

It felt like he had changed a bit, become different and more manly.

What happened? Or am I simply being a nymphomaniac?

Also——I always feel that the relationship between him and Justeza is a bit strange.

Maybe there is another competitor.

I hope it's my imagination. If it's true, it's too bad. I have no idea how to win.

The tacit understanding between that woman and Shinji is not even comparable to that of Sakura, it's terrible.

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December 1999, Fuyuki.

No, I can't continue to be so passive.

I have to take the initiative!

I've been reading a lot of romance comics recently and learned a few tricks, so it's time to give it a try.

Let’s start the blushing and heart-beating battle tomorrow!

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December 1999, Fuyuki.

I want to cry, cry a lot.

I have tried all the moves in the comics and they all failed.

All the blushing and heart-beating battles are all lies.

He doesn't blush, I blush.

Deliberately dressed disheveled, and even beaten by the new woman.

How on earth is she so tall? Her skin, face, and figure are all in golden proportions. It’s so enviable.

I seriously doubt that she is not a human being. Can a human being look as perfect as her? Could it be the reincarnation of the goddess of beauty, Venus? Even a woman like me can't help but be moved by it.

However, I can't give up yet, I still have one last trick - night attack!

I want to be his first woman.

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December 1999, Fuyuki.

Unfortunately, so unfortunate.

After finally sneaking into his room, he threw her out, still in a dazed state of sleep. .

Ah, this must be a joke from the gods, it must be.

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December 1999, Fuyuki.

The night attack failed again and was discovered by Sakura and Fujino.

Hum, I discovered it when I discovered it, and I just took the opportunity to speak clearly.

The competition between us is an internal conflict within the family. The woman named Erquette is the outsider and the number one enemy.

Because Shenji treats her differently from others.

Form an alliance and fight together against an unprecedentedly powerful enemy!

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In December 1999, the covenant was established.

We promise to unite and protect the most important person.

In fact, I also know that they are using me as a gunman, hiding behind and pretending to be good.

But it doesn’t matter, this just makes it easier for me to take the initiative and express my feelings.

He is passive, and I am active.

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December 1999, Guanbuzi City.

Two of my friends, Ryōri and Miki Kurogiri, also got married.

The wedding was wonderful, exactly how I had dreamed it would be, and enviable.

What makes me even more jealous is that Kurogiri Miki also likes several women like Shinji, but he only likes one of them. It would be great if Shinji also likes one...

If he only likes one person, my chances will be even smaller.

Woohoo, there are strong enemies around me, I am really helpless.

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January 2000, Fuyuki.

In the first New Year of the new century, I didn’t want to go anywhere. I just wanted to stay at home quietly and stay with him every day.

I also made this wish when I first attained the throne.

The wish really came true, I am here, and so is he. Although it makes me a little annoyed that other people are also there, this feeling is really not a bad one.

It will probably continue like this in the future.

It doesn't seem unacceptable, just like life in anime.

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March 2000, Tokyo.

This time I’m not here for a transit trip, but here to learn.

During the Chinese New Year, everyone talked about what they wanted to do.

Sakura said she wanted to study abroad in the Clock Tower.

Fujino wants to own a firm of his own.

Erquette said a lot of incomprehensible words, as if he was trying to find someone.

As for me, I wanted to make an anime of my own, so I came to Tokyo to study at a well-known production company in the industry.

One day, I will create my own story.

A story about a sickly girl who meets a strange boy.

A story that belongs to me and him.

It doesn't matter whether you are popular or not, as long as you can be seen by him.

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April 2001, Tokyo.

I finished writing the outline and showed it to him.

It was a bit corny, but he seemed happy.

Hehe, I will continue to work hard.

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June 2002, Türkiye.

Went with him to Istanbul, a beautiful place where people could legally marry four wives.

Me, Fujino, Sakura - let others grab the rest.

But what if he takes me to Africa next time? I heard that the chiefs there can marry many wives?

With his ability, it shouldn't be difficult to get a chief position.

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In July 2003, China XZ.

The roof of the world, he said, is the place closest to the sky.

Maybe it was because he came to China for exchange last time. He has many acquaintances here.

Several living Buddhas chanted sutras and blessed us.

He can always touch me in unexpected places, maybe that's why I can't live without him.

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In September 2004, I changed to a new diary.

On the first page of the diary, write down what Wujo Kirie must do.

Like him as much as you like yourself.

Secretly use something he has used, and if he is not angry, you can use it several times;

Show him the story you wrote;

Slowly watch him grow older, and then travel with him to every corner of the world;

You must leave this world before him, because if he dies, you will go crazy.

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The last sentence is——

If these wishes cannot be realized in this life, then leave them to the next life.

PS: The so-called difference is actually that Shenji is gentle and tolerant towards other women in the family, but he "dislikes all kinds of things" towards Arquette, yelling at every turn, and sometimes directly punishing her with an iron fist - of course, Erquet said he didn't care. It wouldn't hurt anyway, and he could really do whatever he wanted with all EX attributes.