I’m Being Held Captive by Demons

Is this empress who loves the new and dislikes the old hateful? In fact, she is not.

The doctor who was beaten to death with a stick is the chief culprit of his own death.

Kong Ning sat by the bonfire, telling the story of the queen.

Turning the topic around, he said: Although Ruanfan is delicious, his wealth and life are not in his own hands. Such security and enjoyment are nothing but castles in the air.

Once the wind and rain come, it will collapse in an instant.

Now that I obey Su Yan, this is the real way to kill me.

My relationship with her has never been equal. She has always been strong and I am weak. In such a situation, she can knead and play with me at will, but I have nothing to do.

Although she has always been very restrained, even when she played with me maliciously, she didn't really do anything irreparable.

For example, kill Wan'er or Liu Ruxue, cut off their heads and cook them for me...

Kong Ning spread his hands, and said with a helpless expression: Because of her restraint, the relationship between us has always maintained a subtle distance, and there has never been a real enemy.

But who can guarantee that she can always restrain herself?

Everyone knows that the Heavenly Demon of Six Desires is the most chaotic and disorderly. Its behavior depends entirely on personal preference.

What if after I eat soft rice, she suddenly has a sudden whim one day and wants to make Wan'er or Liu Ruxue a dish for me. Do you think I should eat it? Or not?

Or make your ashes bibimbap and call me to eat two bowls... Do you think I can eat it?

Kong Ning's question made the columbarium laugh out loud.

Said: Thank you brother for your concern, but my ashes should taste good when used for bibimbap. You won't have diarrhea after eating one meal.

Kong Ning rolled his eyes and continued.

So it's impossible to eat soft rice, I can't give up all my wealth and life to Su Yan.

As he spoke, Kong Ning paused for a moment, then continued.

Fear of her is one reason, but the main reason is that I don't want to lose her.

Or, I'm afraid of losing her...

The change in Kong Ning's tone made the columbarium laugh again.

It smiled and said: How to say?

Kong Ning looked at the urn, and said seriously: I have thought a lot about it in the past few years.

After leaving Hejian Mansion, I often watched all the things that happened by myself. I used illusion to go back to the days and nights I spent with Su Yan, and re-watched the experience between us again and again from the perspective of a bystander.

Thought it over and over again.

In the end, I am sure of one thing. That is my love for Su Yan, it is true.

Whether it's her pretending to be a mortal approaching me, or her appearance as a scorpion trying to harm me, or when she's playing with me in Hejian Mansion... I can be sure that I love her, love from the bottom of my heart with her.

My heart is full of her shadow.

Even if she approached me to kill me in the first place, even if she has been teasing me all the time, even now, I'm not sure how much her love for me is true or false.

But I can be sure that I love her.

Whether she really loves me or not, my heart is completely filled with her, and there is no place for another woman.

In my heart, she is my wife, the lover whom I would rather grow old together and spend the rest of my life with.

So I can't eat her soft food, let alone be soft to her.

Kong Ning said in a calm but serious tone: An unequal relationship is the most terrible poison in a relationship, and it will destroy everything at any time.

Now she is interested in me, maybe she won't get tired of it, she is willing to play games with me. But what if she gets tired of it in the future?

Toys can never get true love. And the end of toys after they are tired of playing is often kicked away.

I can't accept that she will kill me to find other fun after she gets bored in the future.

I cannot be the queen's face.

I want to be her only man, and go to the end with her.

So I have to become stronger, and become stronger enough to be able to stand shoulder to shoulder with her, and will no longer be pinched and flattened by her at will, so that she must respect and care about my opinions, and cannot kick me away at will.

At that time, I was qualified and truly able to get her love.

Therefore, I must never eat her soft food, and I must never submit to her softness.

It has nothing to do with face or integrity, but that I really love her.

I don't eat her soft food, not because I have strong self-esteem. It's because I don't want to lose her, and I want to be her only one.

This is the only reason why I don't want to compromise with her.

Kong Ning looked at the urn and said so.

Beside the campfire, there was silence.

Caiwei, who was supposed to be asleep, sat up at some point, looking at Kong Ning with bright eyes.

Like a young girl who is fascinated by a love story.

In the dark forest, there was also silence.

Under the moonlight, everything is silent, and it seems that even the common sounds of insects in summer have disappeared.

Everything in the world is silent.

After a while, the columbarium spoke slowly.

Brother, you still said that you can't talk about love... I will be anxious to anyone who will say that you are a boring gourd in the future!

Saying that, the columbarium couldn't help laughing again.

It's a pity that your daughter-in-law didn't hear these words.

If that heavenly witch heard what you said, she would be so happy that her tail would curl up, and she would be so happy... Hehe... It's a pity... It's a pity...

The columbarium laughed and sighed.

Kong Ning shrugged and said calmly.

These are the words from my heart, and also some of my insights in the past few years after I left Hejian Mansion. They are not words of love.

I'm speaking from my heart, not rhetoric.

If we have a chance to meet again in the future, it's not a big deal to repeat it to her.

In other words, these words must be pointed out to her in the future, and must be told to her again.

Maybe more than once.

After all, I love her. There's nothing shameful about it, and there's nothing I can't say.

Even if I let the whole world know that I love Su Yan, so what? I do love her, it's not shameful.

Kong Ning's tone was calm, and the columbarium suddenly laughed out loud.

In the ear, the sound transmission of the columbarium rang.

Fuck! Brother, you are too good at this.

I bet, the witch was absolutely fascinated after hearing what you said that day! She won't come to trouble you in a short time! Maybe she will come to help you!

The columbarium was quite happy, after all, it was a lively scene.

Kong Ning silently shook his head, sat down, and did not reply.

Because what he said was indeed from the heart...

And he also knew that the witch might be nearby.

But these words, he still said it.

He just wanted her to hear it.