I’m a Director, I’m Not Bad

   Chapter 100 098. The Kiss of the White Windmill

  You... how could you do this!

  The idea in my mind rose to the sky with a huge grievance, and then turned into impulsive action.

   "Boom!"

   Instinctively smashed the door, and then she regretted it.

   Oops... What are you doing smashing the door...

  He betrayed me...

Eh?

   Not right either.

  Why don't I continue to eavesdrop and get the evidence...

  What can I do if I want evidence?

  Suddenly, her mind was a little confused.

   Then I heard a sound coming from inside;

"coming."

   No no no no no no no no no...don't come, don't come.

  Instinctively, Yang Mi was about to run away.

run.

   Dash!

  But as soon as her legs got up...she stopped again.

  Why should I run?

  I won't run, what can he do if he doesn't run!

  You break my heart...

   Don't run!

   Don't run!

  I want to see who this Shi Xiaoyu is!

  Thinking of this, her eyes became firm.

   Then, the door was opened.

  Xu Xin, who had just put on a vest, opened the door, holding the phone in his hand.

   "Have you finished your work?"

   Seeing the girl standing at the door, Xu Xin greeted her directly, then left the door to her, and continued walking back holding the phone.

   While Yang Mi was still hesitating whether to go in, a voice came from the phone:

   "Who?"

   A man's voice.

   "...?"

  Yang Mi was taken aback again.

  I heard Xu Xin say:

   "Yang Mi."

   "...Then am I bothering you?"

  Why does this man talk so well... This is Yang Mi's second thought.

  Third thought:

   "He is that Shi Xiaoyu!?"

   Immediately afterwards, her face flushed suddenly...

   Does Xu Xin like men! ?

   This is the fourth one.

   And the fifth...

  Google~

  Oh my god... Did you miss it?

sixth…

   No, why is this voice so familiar?

   Where did I hear it?

the seventh…

  The seventh one hasn't come out yet, because Xu Xin's words interrupted her thoughts:

   "No, she also came here with the script...it's okay, let me tell you first..."

   While talking, Xu Xin walked back to the desk:

"I probably understand the whole story, that is to say, this Lu Xiaoyu actually crossed over, through the score of "Secret", right?... By the way, some of the plots here seem to be borrowed from you? For example, this piano prince How come the scene of playing piano is so similar to "The Pianist on the Sea"?"

   "Yeah, I really like that part."

   "... If you don't want people to scold you for plagiarism, you'd better give some small details of tribute when filming this scene. Otherwise, the tribute will really become plagiarism~"

   "Hmm, ok, what about the others? Any more?"

"That's all for the time being. I just read the story roughly. Your story is not difficult to guess or film, but the difficulty lies in how you round things up after Ye Xianglun discovers that Lu Xiaoyu is a "traveler"... How about this? , Yang Mi is still here, it's getting late, I'll take a look and give you my advice, okay?"

   "Okay, then... basketball tomorrow morning?"

"OK."

   "I invite you to drink water, then Jiang Zi, hang up, good night."

"OK, good night."

   After saying goodbye to each other, Xu Xin hung up the phone.

   Then I saw the girl's extremely strange eyes...

  He tilted his head:

"What's wrong?"

   "..."

  The girl who has already figured out that she has been making up her mind for a long time is a little speechless.

   After thinking about it, she asked:

   "Xiaoyu... who is it? I just walked to the door and heard you say Xiaoyu I love you, do you love me?"

   "...?"

  Xu Xin was taken aback for a moment, then nodded before reacting:

   "Lu Xiaoyu, the heroine of this script."

   "...what script?"

   "Jay Lun made the script himself... But don't even think about it, I can't show it to you."

   Without Yang Mi saying anything, Xu Xin closed the computer directly:

   "I'm also asked what story I am, okay? Asking is a campus story of magical love in time and space!"

   "..."

  The corner of the girl's mouth twitched, and she subconsciously said:

   "What kind of script is this..."

"right."

  Xu Xin deeply agrees, but...

   "Frankly speaking, this script is pretty good. It doesn't mean it has special depth... But if it is actually filmed, it should be quite interesting."

   As he said, he got up and took a bottle of water from the refrigerator before asking:

"What's up?"

   "...Didn't you ask me to call you?"

   "Oh right."

  Hearing this, Xu Xin nodded quickly:

   "Let me tell you something..."

  …

   "Is this what Director Zhang said?"

  The girl was quite flattered.

  Xu Xin responded, lit another cigarette for himself, and then said:

"Yes, when we came back just now, we saw you and your agent, so we talked about this. Director Zhang's meaning is very simple. Your acting skills are too impetuous. If you want to improve, you have to be down-to-earth .Otherwise, sooner or later, you will be sucked dry and abandoned by the market.”

"…okay, I get it."

  The girl first expressed her understanding, and then said:

   "I have to tell you something too."

   "Say it."

   "Well, it's like this. Sister Zeng asked me how I got this role just now, so I told her about you. But..."

   Speaking of this, she hesitated for a moment before continuing;

"I've already told Sister Zeng that it's fine for her to know about this matter, but she can't tell the company. If the company asks, I got it through my own efforts... But don't get me wrong, I don't mean to take your credit, It's because I don't want the company... to know that we are very close. But it's not that you can't meet people or what, no. I mean... If the company knows, they may send someone to contact you, whether it is to find I don't think you'd like it that you signed a contract, or... something else. I don't want us to get too... mixed up with... other things..."

"Well…"

   Seeing Xu Xin's somewhat surprised appearance, she added another sentence:

"Besides, I told Sister Zeng that you have a girlfriend...I did it to reassure her, you understand...I'm afraid she's... troublesome...that's it. Then you don't have to worry about them...just...if ...If you have any ideas... don't be shy, you know? Don't worry about other people's..."

   "..."

   Listen to this... Did Xu Xin understand?

  The answer is yes.

  However, his face is as usual:

   "Well, I see."

"…Um."

   "..."

   "..."

  The room fell silent.

   I'm implying it is obvious, right?

  Yang Mi looked at Xu Xin who was in a daze, and muttered in her heart.

  From the words "I love you, do you love me" I heard at the door just now, to the furious slamming on the door, and then after entering the house, listening to Jay Chou's words on the phone gradually resolved the misunderstanding.

  She was actually quite disturbed.

  Confess this kind of thing...

so awkward.

   What is embarrassing is not whether you have the courage, but what if you confess your confession and refuse to accept it?

   This step looks simple.

  But only when you are in it can you know what kind of courage it takes to open your mouth.

   And at this moment, at least... she has no courage.

   Admitted that I was counseled.

   But being cowardly doesn't mean there's no solution to this matter.

  The hint of the words just now, put it in others, it is hard to say whether the other party will understand. But the girl firmly believes that...the other party understands.

  Because on some things... I and him really have a tacit understanding.

he is very smart.

  So you must be able to hear what I mean.

  I hinted so clearly...but why are you still in a daze?

  In the silent air, her unconscious heart beat a little faster.

  Could it be...

   Didn't I hint enough?

  Or…

  Thinking of this, she spoke again.

   But this time, he was extremely hesitant.

   His eyes flicked for a while, looking at Xu Xin who was in a daze, and looking at the laptop.

  Look at Xu Xin who is in a daze, and look at the water glass next to him.

  Look at Xu Xin who is in a daze, and look at the cigarette case on the table.

  Look at Xu Xin who is in a daze, and at the ashtray next to him.

  Look at Xu Xin who is in a daze, and look at the books next to him.

  Look at Xu Xin who is in a daze... staring at Xu Xin.

   "As far as I mean... in the contract between me and the company... there is no love constraint..."

   Before she finished speaking, Xu Xin suddenly said:

   "Think about the drama, I think it's pretty good."

   "..."

  Yang Mi was taken aback for a moment.

   Then doubts quickly appeared in his eyes.

  After being puzzled, she unconsciously buckled the toes of her slippers.

  Because of the force, her body suddenly trembled.

  But amidst the trembling, an inexplicable emotion made her stand up directly.

"Snapped!"

  The script in his hand was slapped forcefully on Xu Xin's bed.

  The force was so great that it directly ignored the staples of the binding, and several pages of the script were scattered on the ground.

  Not even picking it up, she walked directly towards the door.

   "Boom!"

   There was a loud closing sound.

  The door is closed.

   Xu Xin was the only one left in the room.

   His eyes fell on the scattered scripts on the ground, and a tangled expression appeared in his eyes.

   Did you hear it?

  Of course I heard it.

  Do you dare to respond?

  Of course I dare, why not?

  But the problem is...

   After the response?

  For no reason, he was a little irritable.

  Lighted a cigarette, and his eyes inevitably fell on the phone.

   But he didn't move.

   Just smoking quietly there.

  But just after taking a few puffs, suddenly, the phone rang.

  Xu Xin quickly grabbed it, thinking it was Yang Mi who called...but found out...

   is Jay Chou.

"…Hello."

   "Hey, Xu Xin, I have an idea... What's the matter with you?"

  Maybe it was because Xu Xin’s voice was not quite right, but Jay Chou suddenly said:

   "Your voice is so strange."

   "...It's okay, you can tell. What's the matter, I'm listening."

  Hearing this, Xu Xin barely pulled himself together.

   I didn't think so...

   "NONONONO, no, what happened to you?"

   “…I’m really fine.”

   "Hey, do you doubt the ears of a singer with perfect pitch? Your voice is very lost... Where is Yang Mi? Is she still by your side?"

   "..."

  Don't mention that she wants more, but once mentioned, Xu Xin's eyes fell on the scattered scripts again.

   "...his~~huh."

   After taking a puff of cigarette, Xu Xin hesitated and asked:

   "I asked you something."

   "Speak up."

   "How are you and Hou Peiqiao...?"

   "..."

  In an instant, the other end of the phone was also silent.

  Seeing that Jay Chou didn't speak, Xu Xin thought that the other party couldn't speak, so he quickly explained:

   "It's okay, it's okay if it's inconvenient to say, I'll just ask casually..."

   "No, I was just thinking... what happened between you and... Yang Mi?"

   "..."

  Xu Xin hesitated again, and then asked a rhetorical question:

   "Which of you two is chasing who?"

   "I'm chasing her... It's not easy for a girl to say something like this. Of course you have to be brave..."

   "..."

  Hearing this, Xu Xin thought about it again and asked:

   "I asked something off topic, not to curse you two or what, don't think too much, just take it as a random question from me."

   "Well, tell me."

   "It's just... Do you want to marry her?"

   "I definitely want to, otherwise why are you dating?"

   "...Then what if it doesn't end in the end, then... break up, what if we break up."

"Well…"

   It can be heard that Jay Chou over there is quite stunned.

   Falling in love, breaking up... In fact, this kind of thing is very normal.

   Speaking from the heart, Jay Chou doesn't believe that the other party can't figure it out.

  But since you can figure it out, why do you ask this question?

  He didn't understand.

but…

   "Actually, I'm under a lot of pressure to interact with Patty."

"Well…"

   "Have you paid attention? At the beginning of this year, some paparazzi said that I beat someone."

"…without."

"It's actually very simple. I went to dinner with Patty, and I didn't know what happened. The paparazzi knew the news. After getting off the car, they patted both of us...It was very uncomfortable, you know...Pie Tee is tired."

  Suddenly, he said this.

  The tone also became a little lost:

"There have been several times where we were going, and someone had known the news in advance, and the manager over there notified me: Hey, JAY, there are paparazzi blocking you. Do you know what I should do? Either the date is cancelled, or... I'll let Patty get out of the car first... a couple of times I've watched her walk the sidewalk by herself with a suitcase, and then I get there first, get blocked by the paparazzi and ask some questions, and then she sneaks in...actually I failed to protect her."

   "..."

  Xu Xin actually wanted to say that what we are talking about now is not right.

   But Jay Chou is also a little emo at the moment, so he can only comfort him:

   "But at least you're headed for that bright future, right?"

   "...Well, that's true. But I still want to say that it's not good if girls are allowed to contribute silently, because it's really hard."

   "..."

  The cigarette ash flicked and landed on Xu Xin's pants silently.

   "Because... falling in love must mean that two people like each other. Right?"

"…Um."

"Since you like each other, you have to share it together. You must not let the other party bear everything, it is absolutely unfair. Although I understand this, but I did a bad job... In fact, the mainland is okay, Wanwan saves that By the way, if you can read the news, you will know that the news about me and Patty is flying all over the sky. Some say that Patty is a mistress, some say that Patty is pregnant and forced me to marry, and... her native family, have you paid attention? ?"

"…without."

   "Just... her mother also met... after her father got married. Then... with her... people say that she is learning from her mother..."

   Jay Chou carefully protected Hou Peitong's privacy, and Xu Xin understood it, so he didn't let the other party continue:

   "So, you two are also stressed?"

"Yes. It's very big, you know, many times when we were eating, there were calls from there, and the paparazzi were rushing here, and I was about to leave early and leave her alone. And , in order to be considerate of me... After our relationship was exposed, she stopped hosting and turned to the backstage... She has been protecting me and sharing for me... But I can't give her the same return. So... I I can feel that she is very tired, but I don't know how to protect her well... just because I am like this, Xu Xin."

  His tone changed slightly, becoming full of expectation:

"That's why I hope you can stop being like me. We absolutely can't leave everything to the other half, it's not considered a man. If you like Yang Mi, you can't do this...Some things, I'd rather we do it If you carry it, you can't let the girl get hurt."

   "..."

  Xu Xin was speechless.

   It's just a cigarette that is about to burn out.

  After thinking about it, Xu Xin said:

   "She just got away from me."

   "...um, and then?"

   "Her agent came today, and she specifically told her agent that she had to tell her company about this role, and she got it by herself. Don't let her agent mention my matter..."

   "...she's protecting you."

  As a person who just fell in love with Hou Peitong, the company persuaded him to break up and walked over.

   Jay Chou understands too well.

  Xu Xin also understood, and responded:

   "Well. Then...she told the agent that I have a girlfriend."

   "...She definitely didn't purposely disassociate herself from you, believe me, I understand."

   "I know... Actually we are not in a romantic relationship... But just now... She told me, she said: There is no love constraint in the economic contract between her and the company..."

   "Wow! Isn't this a confession to you!"

   Speaking of this, Jay Chou was suddenly taken aback.

   Thinking of the current state of friends...

   "You declined?"

   "...No, I changed the subject..."

   "Damn...how can you be like this..."

   “…so she slammed the door and left.”

   "..."

  Jay Chou on the other end of the phone fell silent.

   And Xu Xin lit another cigarette for himself.

  After that, I heard Jay Chou say:

"She must be very sad. Sad about your retreat... Hey, she is a girl, it's so obvious... You can't make her like Patty, can you? It's really tiring... I think you are like this wrong."

   "..."

  Inevitably, Xu Xin's eyes once again fell on the scattered scripts on the ground.

  In his eyes, a ball of light gradually appeared.

   "Jay Lun, back to my question just now, have you ever been afraid that the two of you will be separated in the future?"

"If you are afraid of being separated, isn't being together the best choice? ... But isn't love just about two people rushing forward together? Your idea is wrong. You can be afraid of losing, so you have to be doubly good to her. But if from the beginning It’s not right to be afraid to say that you like it. If you don’t work hard, how can you see the result?”

   Jay Chou’s voice was full of inexplicable emotions:

   "I firmly believe that Patty and I can go to the end, and I will accompany her to the end... Hey, listen up."

"…What?"

   "Just listen to it."

   Jay Chou coughed a few times.

"Ahem...I'll accompany you to the end, can you not look back~ You hugged me tightly and said that you don't need promises~ You said that I would be freer if I was alone~~~ I don't understand what you are talking about! Anyway I won’t let go~~…”

  A strange song melody rang on the phone.

  He sang the lyrics very clearly this time.

  Xu Xin heard it clearly.

  Although it’s a strange night when a man calls another man and sings an affectionate song on the phone…

  But because of this song, the wall in Xu Xin's heart began to collapse.

   "What song is this? I haven't heard it before."

"This one is called "White Windmill". It's one of the albums I'm going to release in September... It's a song I wrote for Patty. Xu Xin, do you understand the meaning of this lyrics? There is Patty in it." What I said to me... I ran away from it at the time. But in this song, I want her to hear me respond to her... Do you understand?!"

   "..."

  Xu Xin was silent.

   Then after taking a puff of cigarette, he suddenly said:

   "Hang up first."

   Before Jay Chou could respond, he hung up the phone.

   Did not move the place.

   Just smoked a cigarette quietly.

   After finishing a cigarette, he suddenly got up and walked to the bed.

   Picked up the script one by one.

   According to the page number, it is in hand.

Then…

  He walked out.

   The corridor is empty.

  He came to the elevator entrance and pressed the down button.

   "嗡~"

  The sound of the elevator sounded.

   Soon, the door opened and he walked in.

   After pressing the button, the elevator door slowly closed.

  After the elevator door of the China World Trade Center is closed, it looks like a mirror.

  He looked at himself in the mirror.

   Eyes firm.

   Soon, the elevator came to the fifth floor.

  The door opens.

  The corridor remains empty.

  He glanced at the room number sign directly opposite, and turned left directly.

  511, 512, 513, 515…

   Came to the door of room 519, holding the script in his hand, he took a deep breath.

   Then he knocked on the door without hesitation.

   "Boom boom boom."

   "..."

   No answer.

   "Ding dong ding dong."

   After ringing the doorbell twice in a row, Xu Xin noticed that the light hole of the cat's eye had darkened.

  He knew there was someone behind the door.

  So directly said:

   "Open the door."

"…What are you doing?"

  Behind the door, the girl's calm voice sounded.

   Can't hear joy or anger.

  Xu Xin raised his hand:

   "I will send you the script."

   "..."

   "Clatter..."

  The sound of the anti-theft lock opening sounds.

  Finally, with a "click", the door opened.

  The girl with the mask on her face was as calm as water, stopped at the door, and stretched out her hand:

"give it to me."

  But Xu Xin shook his head:

   "I want to go in."

   "..."

  Because she was wearing a mask, Xu Xin could only see her pursed lips.

   And she stretched out her hand and waited for two seconds. After making sure that Xu Xin hadn't handed her the script, she finally moved away from her position and took a step back.

  Xu Xin entered, and the door was closed.

  The girl was still wearing the baggy gray T-shirt, but the sweatpants underneath were replaced with sports shorts.

  Stepping on the rubber slippers used in the bathroom, the two snow-white legs made a slight movement, blocking the entrance of the corridor.

   There was no intention of letting him take a few steps forward at all.

   "Tell me, what are you doing?"

  Her tone remained calm.

  Xu Xin stretched out his hand, and it seemed that he wanted to hand her the script.

  Yang Mi didn't think much about it, and reached out to get it.

  But at this moment, Xu Xin let go.

  The script fell to the floor.

   And he also grabbed her hand.

   Pulled her into his arms, turned around, and in an instant, the two hugged each other.

  The girl's back was stuck to the wall of the corridor.

"you…"

  Yang Mi was startled at first, but when she looked up, she saw a pair of serious eyes.

   Xu Xin, who was over 1.8 meters high, looked down at the girl with the mask on her face, and said word by word:

   "I'm going to turn off the light next to your ear now."

   "..."

   "Then, I will tell you: I like you."

   "..."

   "吱~"

  The slippers made an inexplicable friction sound.

   "And then, I will kiss you."

   "Squeak..."

   Ignoring the sound under his feet, Xu Xin continued:

   "If you reject me, then you only need to turn your head to the left to block the switch, then I will leave directly. Nothing happened tonight, do you understand?"

   "..."

   Looking at him with extremely firm eyes, the girl remained silent.

   Don't blink, don't close your eyes, don't open your mouth.

   I can’t see any expressions with the mask on.

  So it looks particularly calm.

   Seeing this, Xu Xin slowly stretched out his hand towards her left ear.

   "..."

   It was calm.

   Calmly.

  Xu Xin's hand has already been placed on the switch.

   "Patter."

  The switch is closed.

  His hand froze suddenly.

  The lights in the room are still bright.

  At this time...

"well."

  The girl sighed.

  Picked off the mask on his face, revealing the hydrated skin that was a hundred times better than a peach blossom, and pulled out the room card next to him, and said:

   "The switch you pressed is for the bathroom."

  The moment the voice fell, without the room card, the whole room was plunged into darkness.

  Xu Xin felt his neck being hooked violently, and then...

  A kind of cold touch fell on his lips.

  He wants to open his mouth:

"I…"

   "We'll talk after the kiss."

   took his lips, and the girl grunted.

   Let’s talk after kissing, and I have to give a monthly pass after watching~

  (end of this chapter)