If The Moon Won’t Hold You

The General Hospital of the Tibet Military Region of the Chinese People's Liberation Army.

"Doctor! Doctor!" In the ward, a man ran to the door impatiently after ringing the bell, "He moved! He seems to be awake!"

The doctors and nurses filed in, and after an examination: "If you are awake, you will be fine, don't worry."

"Thank you doctor."

Tang Zheng sat on the edge of the bed, his chest violently rising and falling: "Brother Yan, are you okay with Brother Yan? Brother Yan?"

His words and deeds slowly opened his eyes, and the shadows gradually became clear where he entered the eyes.

"Tang Zheng."

"I, I'm here!"

"Where is she." His words and deeds turned his eyes slightly, his voice was clearly faint, but his eyes were trembling violently.

Who was she referring to Tang Zheng immediately reacted, and hurriedly said, "Brother Yan, don't worry! Cen Ning is fine, she is in the next room."

Seeing words and deeds frowned, Tang Zheng immediately explained: "She was all skin traumatic, but she was shocked and frightened because of the explosion. The doctor said she had a slight concussion and her body was relatively weak."

Words and deeds stretched out his hands and pressed his abdomen, struggling to get up: "It's okay..."

"You can't get up, you can't get up." Tang Zheng and several teammates beside him held him together.

The green veins on his forehead burst into words and deeds: "I look at her."

"Brother Yan, that girl is really okay." A team member said, "You have been lying down for two days, and she came to see you in the morning."

The words and deeds paused, and his expression finally eased.

Tang Zheng: "Or I will ask her to come over and show you!"

"Stop." He gritted her teeth reluctantly, "Let her rest."

Tang Zheng sat back again: "Oh..."

"Speaking of which, isn't this girl too brave?" The team member sighed, "It would be scared to be a normal man, let alone a charming little girl."

"Yeah, when we arrived, she was still holding you tightly, covered in blood, I almost thought..."

"Hush!" Tang Zheng glared at the man, "It's almost something, nonsense."

After speaking, he looked at his words and deeds: "Brother Yan, this time, you owe someone a life."

The words and deeds gave a fierce heart, and looked at the ceiling without saying a word.

During the time he was in a coma, he had a very short dream. But the dream was short, but it kept repeating.

She was injured, she disappeared, she died...over and over again, time and time again, how many times he was delayed in his dream.

A life...

She wants?

Can be taken away easily.

**

It was dusk when Cen Ning woke up.

"Ningning, you are awake." Xixi and Dabei came in from outside with dinner, "Let's eat."

Cen Ning nodded.

Xixi: "Everyone else went back today, but don't worry, Dabei and I will wait for you to get better and set off together."

Cen Ning: "Xixi, I have nothing to take care of. You and Dabei can go back first."

"How can this be? You are a patient now, and Dabei and I have to bury our heads in front of the computer to get photos even if we go back two days earlier, so it's the same here." Xixi handed her the chopsticks, "Say further. I like Lhasa very much, and it’s good to stay a few more days."

Dabei: "That's it."

Cen Ning was moved and said, "Thank you..."

"We are colleagues and friends. What's the matter?" Xixi said while eating, "And you are a great hero this time, but Brother Bing saved it!"

Cen Ning: "..."

"Cen Ning, you all know each other, right."

Cen Ning lowered her eyes, now that they are no longer in the task of words and deeds, some words can naturally be said.

"Well, I didn't deliberately conceal it from you before, but I think they seem to be performing a secret mission, so I just..."

"Oh, I know what I know, but well..." Xixi smiled meaningfully, "How familiar are you? It won't be... boyfriend!"

Cen Ning: "No."

"Then you must like him."

"..."

"Don't deny it, if you don't like it, how could you desperately save him."

After eating, Dabei and Xixi told her that she was awake by her words and deeds. Cen Ning got out of bed anxiously, and forced out of the ward under the obstacle of the two.

In the next ward at this time, in addition to words and deeds, there is Tang Zheng.

Tang Zheng got up when she saw her coming: "Then what, I'm going to buy some fruit."

With that, he slipped out of the ward very witty.

There were only two of them left in the ward, Cen Ning raised his eyes to look at him, and he was also looking at her.

The two were separated by a distance, and suddenly no one spoke in a tacit understanding.

After a long time, the words and deeds raised his hands lightly. In this posture, he seemed to be waiting for her to put her hand in his palm.

Cen Ning walked over with fever in her eyes.

"Does it hurt?" The first sentence of the words and deeds.

Cen Ning sat down by his bed and whispered: "It's okay." After a pause, he added: "How can you be serious."

His words and deeds frowned: "How do you compare with me."

Cen Ning: "..."

"Cen Ning, I still don't know when you were so courageous." The tone of words and deeds is sharp, and there is a tendency to train others.

Cen Ning gritted her teeth: "But, do you think I watched you die?"

Words and deeds: "Then you don't look at what was going on at the time, do you know if it will be later or if you can't pull me anymore, we will die there together!"

"Then die there together!" Cen Ning said suddenly.

The words and deeds were stunned for a moment: "What did you say."

Cen Ning's hand holding the bed sheet was trembling slightly, her eyes were red and she watched her words and deeds: "I said, then die there together, you die in front of me, how can you let me live normally, instead of being entangled by nightmares forever? , Instead of going back and not knowing how to confess, it might as well die together!"

"Cen Ning!"

"You... don't go too far." Cen Ning's eyes could no longer bear tears, big tears flowed down, dripping on the back of her hand, and a piece of it instantly became wet.

The words and deeds were stiff, and the heart was instantly twisted.

"You shouldn't get in the car in the first place." He reached out to wipe her tears, speaking softly.

Cen Ning could not hear anything. When he came to wipe her tears, she seemed to wake up suddenly from the thrilling battle of life and death, crying bitterly. Growing up, she cried so violently for the first time.

Her words and deeds tightened her lips, stretched out her hand, and pressed her against her chest.

Cen Ning leaned in his arms through the quilt, crying in a mess.

"I'm sorry..." he said.

Cen Ning was taken aback for a moment, buried in the quilt and shook his head.

She never regretted getting in that car, and she was extremely thankful that she got in that car.

She still has reservations about what she said just now. She is afraid of being entangled in nightmare, and afraid of going back to talk to her family, but in fact, what she is most afraid of is that she will never see him again. If there is no more words and deeds in this world... Actually feel that there is nothing to commemorate.

What a terrible idea.

Words and deeds stroked her hair, letting her cry on his chest. When she finally had a tendency to stop, he said dumbly: "Don't cry, you're not dead yet."

Cen Ning froze and gave him a flushed eye.

The little girl had never shown such a fierce look. After she was stunned by her words and deeds, she felt her heart softened, "Thank you."

Cen Ning sniffed, turned her head angrily and said, "No, I'm making a contribution to the country."

Words and deeds: "Huh?"

"It's not easy to train people like you, and death will cause much loss to the country." Cen Ning took a tissue and wiped away tears at will. "So you don't need to say thank you."

Laughing in words and deeds: "Well, yes, then I will not say it myself, but I have to thank you for the country and the people."

Cen Ning: "..."

Words and deeds took the paper in her hand and wiped it for her: "Then you say, how can I thank you."

Seeing that he was really serious, Cen Ning curled his lips silently.

One of the words and deeds looked at her for an instant, and slowly said: "Give you this life for the country, thank you, how about it?"

Cen Ning blinked, her crying voice was not so smooth: "What do I want your life to do."

He smiled with words and deeds: "You can do anything."

**

A few days later, my words and deeds improved, and I needed to be transferred from here in order to get better treatment.

So Cen Ning returned to Beijing with them.

The mission of words and deeds was meritorious, and he was seriously injured for this, so a long period of rest period was approved.

When he arrived in Beijing and went to the hospital for testing of various physical indicators, Cen Ning went back to school.

"Ningning! You are back, are you okay?" The roommates swarmed upon seeing her back, "You said you were injured in Tibet and couldn't come back, but you scared us to death."

"Yeah yeah."

Cen Ning: "I'm fine, don't you think I am not doing well now."

"Hey, that's good."

"How about class things these days."

Because the time limit for her leave was exceeded, she asked her roommates to sign in for class these days, and the teacher asked them to call her name. In fact, she could also choose to explain the situation to the counselor, but she was worried that the teacher would notify the family of the matter, so she didn't do that. "It's okay, it's all fooled!" Chen Miao smiled, "I'm going out, nothing can be solved, but recently I have homework, and I have to hand it in the day after tomorrow. You hurry up."

"Well, good, thank you."

"It's easy to talk, remember to buy a cup of milk tea."

"Of course."

After the afternoon class, Cen Ning wanted to go back to Yan's home, because she estimated that her words and deeds would go home for self-cultivation.

When going downstairs, Cen Ning met the auntie who was in charge.

"I haven't looked at you during these hours, so let's go to play with my boyfriend?" Aunt Su Guan looked very understanding, Cen Ning dealt with a few words casually, and hurried out.

After she came out, she suddenly remembered what the aunt had said before. She said that when her words and deeds helped her carry the luggage, she said to help her girlfriend carry the luggage.

Cen Ning stood at the door of the dormitory, her face suddenly burning again. In the Lhasa Hospital, she always felt weird after he said that, and it caused it to be weird for the next few days.

Does he want to agree with his body, or...has already planned?

Cen Ning trembled, and was frightened by her bold thoughts. Because no matter that, it was enough to start her with goose bumps.

Hum——

The phone shook suddenly, and Cen Ning took it out to see that she was entangled in her words and deeds.

"Hey--"

"where."

"School." Cen Ning said, "but, but I'm going home now."

"Don't go back."

"what?"

"The car is at the door, come here."

Cen Ning wondered: "Where to go."

Words and deeds: "I don't want them to know about my injury, so I live outside during this period of time. In my current situation, it is not convenient to be alone."

Cen Ning was dumbfounded: "Then me?"

"Live with me."