If the fantasy comes true, my wife will be another me

At half past eleven o'clock in the evening.

Xu Xian was taking a bath, and the sound of water splashing on the floor could be heard through the two doors.

Inside the room.

Xu Mengxian gently touched the preserved egg porridge on the spoon with her lips, it was still a little hot, she exhaled and blew.

Then I noticed the goji berries on the top, a lot.

She frowned and was puzzled, why did she let the night market stall owner add so many wolfberries?

I shouldn't use the word Qi and Blood Fanggang, right?

It doesn't matter, it's good to be able to replenish the body.

Xu Mengxian didn't want to think about these irrelevant questions, so she ate this warm porridge one bite at a time, so that her body also warmed up, but she couldn't eat too much late at night.

The porridge was finished.

I opened the new phone in every kind of boredom, and the application page under her eyes made her feel very unfamiliar

, and then I realized that Xu Xian's mobile phone was what she was familiar with, and the new mobile phone only had a sense of disobedience in her.

The address book is empty.,There's no list.,The software on it is also the original part of the phone.,If you want to enrich the content in the interface,You need to download them one by one.。

Everything about 'Xu Xian' is no longer hers.

Xu Mengxian turned off the screen of her mobile phone, leaned on the table softly and muttered: "There is nothing that belongs to me." "

Parents, relatives, friends, neighbors I know, and even my own identity as a 'Xu Xian' do not belong to me.

Why did she show up -

her eyes were unconsciously warm, and in the empty house, she still held back the pain and incomprehension in her heart.

'Xu Xian', you can't cry, no-Xu Mengxian, you can't cry

.

I am Xu Mengxian, not Xu Xian.

calmed down, kept brainwashing herself over and over again, this girl still shed tears after all, she bit her already fragile lips, and the pain couldn't suppress the discomfort in her heart, so she could only use deep breathing to relieve it.

And then.

The door was pushed open.

Xu Xian took a shower a few minutes ago, and when he was taking a bath, he had been thinking about how to take Xu Mengxian out to meet his friends when the time came, and after thinking about it, he decided to discuss this matter with the other party.

Wang Yaoyu said that to make the past experience of black households authentic, a lot of witnesses are needed, and the more the better.

And Xu Xian felt that these friends of his were witnesses, so it was necessary to take Xu Mengxian out to meet people.

At this time, he walked in while wiping his hair, and he didn't notice Xu Mengxian's abnormality, maybe it was to make himself act more casual

, and said calmly: "There are many good ways to solve the problem of your identity, but I still want to be steady, so when the time comes-"

Xu Xian said and stopped.

He noticed that the girl was looking at him at a loss, and the tears in the corners of the other person's eyes that were still wet.

He saw that Xu Mengxian's eyes had a lot of negative emotions, panic, helplessness, embarrassment, and incomprehension.

"I'm sorry.

Xu Xian immediately turned around and went out, closing the door by the way.

He leaned against the wall outside the room and swallowed, he didn't react to the situation just now?

Xu

Xian is not a person with a slow brain, and it didn't take long to think of the reason, and then his fists were clenched together.

That's just the way it is.

It's painful to lose everything.

He knew why, but he couldn't empathize.

People can never empathize with each other, it's like a barrier, and it's shackled.

This girl has been in the world for more than two days.

He saw the other cry only twice.

The first time was to cry because of this bizarre beginning, and even Xu Xian was so panicked that he almost had cognitive impairment.

This is the second time, she secretly cried, maybe she found the pain of losing everything, or it could be loneliness.

What about other times when you can't see it? Are you crying too?

Xu Xian is quite afraid of girls crying, but sometimes he thinks that crying is a good thing, because it can digest emotions.

He couldn't do anything, not even give a comforting hug, because there was a girl sitting in it with almost the same logic as himself, and his comfort would most likely only make her more painful, and it might also force her to collapse.

He created a girl who had nothing from the beginning, and all this pain was caused by him, and he shouldn't have fantasized about another female version of himself that night.

Xu Xian didn't think he was qualified to comfort the other party.

After glancing at the door twice, he didn't bother the girl in the room again, turned off the light in the living room without saying a word, and then returned to his room, and the whole room fell silent.

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until two o'clock in the morning.

A note appeared in the crack of Xu Mengxian's room door.

She hadn't slept, the lights hadn't been turned off in the room, and she had seen the slip of paper slip in from the outside.

There was no sound outside the room, no footsteps, but she knew the boy was on the other side of the wall.

She hadn't cried anymore, but she was still a little uncomfortable in her heart, and she didn't know when this feeling would subside.

Xu Mengxian walked to the door with her tired body that couldn't sleep, and bent down to pick up the note.

There was a neat line of writing on the paper.

"We are born confused, but we can't be separated from being lost, I'm glad you appeared, but whenever I see you in pain, I think I'm not qualified to be happy because of your existence, as long as

you don't laugh, then I won't laugh" "I'm sorry Xu Mengxian, although you don't have a past, but you have a future, whether you get rid of me in the future or get through the difficulties together, you have always been the former 'Xu Xian', and Xu Mengxian in the future, there is no one who can replace you."

"Do you remember, In the most strong person in this world is a lonely only people standing on their own."

Xu Mengxian's movements stopped in this last sentence, which was written in English, and she looked at this sentence in a daze.

Of course I do.

The translation of this sentence is: The strongest people in the world are the ones who stand with loneliness.

This was uttered by a modern European realist poet and dramatist, Henkeley Ibsen.

In the shared memory, Xu Xian was subjected to a period of school violence in high school.

He was helpless then.

The cause of that school violence was ridiculous, a certain gangster liked a girl who had a good impression of Xu Xian, so the gangster threatened that the boys around Xu Xian couldn't get along with him.

This is a kind of cold violence, and the gangsters don't go to someone to beat Xu Xian, but instead use this means of attacking psychological defense.

It's useless to tell the teacher, there's no evidence.

Because that gangster did not provoke Xu Xian during the whole process, he only threatened Xu Xian's friends.

School violence has begun to pay attention to scheming.

Although only Wang Yaoyu, who has played since he was a child, dared to accompany Xu Xian under threats, he was still autistic.

And one day when he went to the library to read the books, Xu Xian saw the English version of the words: (The strongest person in the world is the one who stands with loneliness)

People always like to find some strange ways to hypnosis themselves when they are in pain and helpless, and Xu Xian is no exception.

He wrote down this sentence and hypnotized himself.

It's just the loneliness that comes with school violence.

......

At this time.

Xu Mengxian looked at the words on the note and said nothing.

Then she opened the door.

There was a man standing in front of the doorway, as she expected.

Xu Xian is right in front of him.

Xu Mengxian met his gaze, folded the note in her hand and put it in her pajama pocket, and chuckled: "Thank you." "

You're welcome.

"Hurry up and go to sleep, it's early in the morning.

"You too. "

That's... Good night.

Xu Xian nodded: "Good night." "