60 – return (2)
-Hayu…?
Rain is asking Hayu, who is sleeping soundly leaning against the seat.
-Ha…you?
Her voice fades away, like a child who has encountered something frightening.
Lane muttered with a very difficult, forced smile.
– What is it, don’t play around.
Unfortunately, Hayu has never played a prank on Rain.
– Ask… Ask…
Lane knew too.
That he’s not the type to joke around or throw jokes.
-Ask…?
So I couldn’t believe it even more. the current situation.
-……
Lane did not have the mental composure to accept the death of a human being.
– Kkok.
In the end, she hugged Hayu tightly to prevent her mind from going white.
There is still warmth left.
I try to hug him as close as possible so that the warmth does not escape.
However, it wasn’t enough to block something from him leaking through the gaps like a handful of sand.
and,
-Oh, no…! no…!
Before long, his body turned into particles and began to disappear.
I heard that when humans die, they become corpses like other creatures and hold a funeral, but he was disappearing in a glow.
It was as if he was denying all his memories and past with Lane.
that’s what he always said
-I’m not from this world.
As if proving what he said.
.
.
.
“Hayu…!”
When Lane opened his eyes, his face was full of tears.
Since that day, how many dreams will this be, the voice he hears when he closes his eyes, hallucinations, and the last farewell…
Dreams always end in this direction, but if she could meet him even like this, Lane was even thinking that it would be nice to fall asleep forever.
‘I have to sleep again…’
Rain hugged the teddy bear that Hayu brought, which he cherished as a child, and forced himself to sleep.
It was an item that had been neglected for a while, but Lane believed that it was the only thing that connected him.
Even in the room he originally used and in the dormitory, traces of him had completely disappeared.
However, there is Hayu beyond the dream.
Sometimes you can see him smiling, and sometimes you see him submissive.
But it always ends at the same place.
Like a storybook with no back story.
In order to confirm this next, she endured day by day with an earnest heart.
And other than that, I didn’t do anything.
The academy, magic training, keeping the dignity of Aspondel, shopping for things you like, collecting, looking into people’s hearts…
didn’t do anything
When he wakes up, he ceases to exist at all.
So, she only thought of seeing him again.
“Hayu…”
The pillow never went dry.
Of course, Thresia changes them every day, but until she falls asleep, all she can do is shed tears.
“Hayu, howu, howu… put me to bed…”
It flickers. The last time he reached out his hand to vampirize.
What if I had vampirized then?
You may have noticed that the pulse slowly fades away.
Then somehow, even by reuniting with his family, he might have been able to save him.
However, what makes Lane more painful is,
His empty eyes, as if asking him to kill himself, those resigned eyes remain in his mind.
His eyes, which he probably wouldn’t have allowed even if he wanted to join his family, were settled in one place in his heart.
how hard was it
He gave an indelible wound to him who obeyed for 10 years without telling anyone.
“I’m sorry… Hayu, I’m sorry…”
he just disappears
It means you can no longer see it in this world.
This simple fact, Lane thought over and tried to convince.
And this sad reality with few people to mourn…
I should be more sad. In this way, she brainwashed herself.
The act of washing yourself wrong is only, you have a sinful heart, comforted.
Because his vacancy will not be filled by anyone.
One day, he came to me in a dream and scolded me for not saving me.
One day, I scolded him for treating me so harshly in the past.
One day, he just quietly disappeared without saying anything, laughing at the sense of liberation.
Any appearance of Hayu was a great pain for Rain, and at the same time, it was a wish to meet again.
‘Hayu… wait… I’ll be there soon…’
To meet him today, to say what he couldn’t say, Lane asks for a sleep that never comes.
* * *
– Knock. Knock. smart. smart. smart smart
The knock on the door grew louder and louder, like the crescendo of a sheet music.
with an irregular rhythm.
-……
And at some point the sound stopped.
-Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.
-♩♪♪
I entered the password for the door lock and someone came in.
“……who…”
It was a woman’s voice.
“Were you inside? Why didn’t you open it?”
-thud.
Many shopping bags are placed in my room.
My body froze for an instant.
She has dyed her hair brown now, but has wavy hair and a face and body that any man can understand.
He was dressed in tight-fitting white long-sleeved jeans with the curves exposed.
So, a college junior, and at this point, my girlfriend.
What was your name? By the time I thought about it, it came out of my mouth by itself.
“Chaewon.”
She lifted her legs, took off her high-heeled white shoes, and came towards me.
It’s been 10 years. Maybe my memory was erased forcibly, I can’t even remember my girlfriend’s last name.
“after.”
Then, quietly beside me, I swept my head away, keeping my eyes on the other side.
“Are you satisfied now?”
“…?”
She was looking at my charging phone.
-Tiriling.
-Tiriling.
When the phone turns on, it receives full notifications of missed calls.
“……?”
[Missed calls: 55 calls]
[Absent message: 102]
Oh my God, that’s 55 barrels.
“You’ve been chewing on my phone for over a week. Are you satisfied now?”
eleven? Did the time in this place pass while I was there…?
Chaewon crossed her arms.
“…I thought it was missing. After listening to Jongsu-senpai, he told me not to worry, so I was relieved.”
More at readwn
Jongsu is the guy who gave me this game.
After all, he knows something.
“…My brother was a man of strong reason, enough to be called a wise man even in his college days. I can understand even if it’s a little off course. Well, because my brother also looked after me…”
She sat down on my bed and put her hands on the bed.
“If the plan worked, it worked. I was very anxious… I remember the first time I met my older brother in a long time, and sometimes things like this aren’t bad.”
I just thought I didn’t know what to do with this situation.
Maybe she is my girlfriend. After 10 years, it has become a bit dull, but
-senior! Is this the way to go? Please take me…!
-senior! Thank you for the test genealogy the other day! I’ll buy you a cup of coffee…
-Senior, actually…
Fragments of memory roughly.
A junior girl who unintentionally showed me a favor and followed me around.
I lost a bit of memory while possessing the game, but my memories kept getting out of sync like déjà vu.
I struggled to sort things out.
“Today… I… No, I’m tired… I’ll call you later, so can you go…?”
“…Still not satisfied? I’m clinging to you right now.”
When I didn’t show any change in expression, she let out a sigh.
“Ha, okay… I apologize. It’s my fault. I was very sad While I can’t get in touch with my brother… how much…”
It seems that the memories are not aligned.
I think we had a bit of a lover fight.
“…By the way, were you playing games?”
She sighed heavily as she looked at my laptop.
“Brother, you obviously said you were preparing for a job. hahahaha… just apply for our company? you can use me please.”
Among the things she brought, she handed me a suit bag.
“I made a seat with the personnel manager, so wear this. I’ll lead, so just kiss next to me.”
After that, he unwrapped the luxuriously wrapped wrapping paper and constantly took out something.
Lunchboxes and side dishes that look expensive at a glance… Red ginseng, nutritional supplements, fruits.
“I brought this, so make sure to eat it. I’ll put some money in my wallet.”
“Chaewon. Because I’m not feeling well. It’s not even a matter of money… Can you go back today?”
“I’m not good at peeling fruits, so I’ll cut them. Do you have an airtight container?”
My head is dizzy.
Side dishes and expensive health supplements that you haven’t eaten yet must be piled up in the cupboard.
Memories come back slowly.
She is the daughter of a chaebol family.
Of course, I wasn’t aware of this fact.
But no money, I’m not without pride.
As a job seeker, I seem to have rejected all her offers.
‘Whoa.’
I felt a bit tired from the rapidly sinking reality.
I gently grabbed her shoulder as she snooped into the kitchen.
“I’m sorry, but I’m not feeling well right now, let’s talk later. yes?”
As I drove Chaewon toward the shoe rack, she raised her toes and hugged me.
“I like you…”
– Warak.
“?”
Even though it’s a hug that feels voluminous, I don’t think about it because I’m too tired.
“And sorry… I was wrong. I’m reflecting. So stop pushing me away…?”
She stared at my face sadly, then furrowed her eyebrows and began sniffing me.
– sniff sniff.
“brother? You don’t use perfume like this.”
-……
Silence for an instant.
“What…year? What kind of year…!!”
“Lee Chae-won!”
At my slightest shout, she broke free from my arms and began searching my bed.
‘It will turn.’
There is no evidence of neatly made beds.
‘Cause I’m not cheating
“Oh, isn’t it…?”
Chaewon finally turned on my cell phone and started checking my phone.
her fingers are busy
“Hey, what’s the pattern? Why did you change it?”
“…Let’s go.”
I can’t remember exactly yet, but it was definitely she who suggested we distance ourselves first.
She has the personality to play when she plays, and sometimes she wanders.
The free-spirited look that didn’t bother anyone seemed cool…
Perhaps it was because she was a precious daughter of a conglomerate family, but I was envious of her mental composure.
What happened while I was gone, why did he become so obsessed with me?
Anyway, I was in a hurry to pack my things to leave here, and I think I found the game CD I got from Jong-su belatedly.
It was a problem that I tried to run it once.
“Uh… no. nothing…”
Chaewon bites her nails.
Of course, there will be nothing on your phone.
Because I’ve been on a trip far from civilization.
“All right? Now turn…”
-Kudang.
She started rummaging through the trash can and the laundry pile.
I felt deeply annoyed.
“Lee Chae-won, stop it. please!”
Now she looks at me
“Are you mad at me right now…?”
“That… Ha… Sorry, it’s because I’m not feeling well. Go back today.”
“You’re a person who guides your brother in anger. No matter what I say, he always smiles shyly as if he is a good person… Was it all acting? You have to be nice to me. I’m your brother’s girlfriend…”
I said it with restraint of emotion in a relatively doable line.
“Yeah, that must be when you’re a girlfriend. did we break up? And because I am that kind of person. please…”
“My, I said too much to myself…”
Chaewon grabs my sleeve and stretches.
“Me, you know I can’t do without you… I haven’t been loved well since I was a kid… Oh, oppa is the only person who’s truly approached me… Did I do something wrong again? I’m sorry, I’m sorry…”
Déjà vu.
I get an apology here too…
The puzzle of memory is put together.
this gaslighting. Chaewon Lee.
My memories of her disappeared as I became one of Rain’s followers, and I felt helpless after being projected onto Rain.
This is the source of the slavish spirit that has been learned over and over again.
Chaewon started clinging to me.
“Is it because I opened the door and came in on my own? sorry. I’m so worried about my brother…”
Finally, she tried to take off her clothes.
The circuit of thought was broken, and my head was pounding, and memories began to be forcibly injected into my head.
Her freewheelingness that was often lonely… and her endless flirtation…
My youth, which was very disappointing, sad, and painful.
“Am I good? I was just trying to get your attention… so just take a look… I’ll do whatever you like…”
I said it as if I didn’t need to hear more.
“…stop it. Because I don’t need it.”
However, a firm refusal only had the opposite effect.
– Fluffy.
Even during her undergraduate days, she had been called the top of her department in terms of grades and appearance, but she sits down in front of me and grabs my trouser leg.
‘I’ll do anything! I’m just an older brother…’
I can’t hear her.
Silky, it wasn’t only in the game that there was a gap in social status.
I gradually began to realize that this place is Korean.
.
.
.
somewhere dark, somewhere.
“…it’s time to keep our promise.”
A girl with noble blonde hair and red eyes, a mysterious princess – Iris was smiling as she watched them.
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