I Really Didn’t Want to be Born Again

Yes, that's it.

Zheng Guanti replied with a smile. She said the same thing as Chen Hansheng, but replaced the question with an affirmative.

Walking to the brightly lit entrance of Xiaomi Electronics, best friend Zheng tugged on the collar of her long windbreaker and waved goodbye gracefully.

Zheng Guanti is independent and intelligent, and she puts most of her energy into her career. She does not have a strong need for relationships. Maybe a male bestie with equal status, equal skills, and not being too clingy is just right for her.

Chen Hansheng also returned to Guoker Electronics' office and silently reviewed his plans for Samsung. Seeing that the time was not yet 9 o'clock, he hesitated and drove to Tianjingshan Community.

In fact, the feelings and behaviors of the two girls before and after the Shura Field broke out were completely different.

For Xiao Rongyu, she took the initiative to find her boyfriend and discovered the fact that her boyfriend was in two boats. The arrogant Xiao Yuer immediately turned around and left. At the same time, she returned to Hong Kong City to talk to her parents and Chen Hansheng's parents in person. It is clear that this marriage is not over.

For Shen Youchu, she was on the passive side. After the Christmas exam, the beautiful girl named Xiao Rongyu suddenly appeared and took away the small desk lamp in tears.

If the matter was just like this, Chen Hansheng's lying ability could definitely save it. However, the situation later was worse. Chen Hansheng was really worried about Xiao Rongyu's safety. He could not sit on the sofa in Tianjingshan Community with peace of mind and command Wang Zibo and Bian Bian. Shishi went to look for Xiaoyuer.

So he also went out, and the situation went bad when he went out. Shen Youchu could probably sense that Chen Hansheng was actually chasing Xiao Rongyu, especially since he disappeared for several days in a row, Shen Youchu was also worried for several days.

Just because she still had her mother-in-law and Aning, Shen Youchu seemed to have nothing happened during the day and maintained the family tightly. Only in the dead of night did she dare to sleep secretly with tears.

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At around 9 o'clock, Chen Hansheng returned to Tianjingshan Community. There are many people here but the area is not large, so it is always very lively.

There is an electric heater in the living room, and the red light adds warmth. Hu Linyu and Dong'er are watching Eternal Dragon Sword attentively. The mother-in-law is sitting next to her, staring at the TV screen with squinted eyes. She doesn't know whether she can Understand Zhang Wuji’s complex emotional entanglements.

Aning must have just taken a shower, her hair has just been blown dry, and her white feet are facing the electric heater.

She couldn't read the TV series, so she flipped through One Hundred Thousand Whys with pinyin by herself, and occasionally asked some strange questions. Hu Linyu often couldn't answer them, so he could only seriously warn Aning to pay attention to his eyes and not stare at the book at night.

The sound of water came from the bathroom, and Shen Youchu was helping her mother-in-law add water to soak her feet.

The elderly are cold, so they need to soak their feet at night in winter and use an electric blanket to sleep comfortably.

This scene was originally a very warm scene, but after Chen Hansheng entered the door, the atmosphere suddenly stopped. The smiles on everyone's faces seemed to disappear. Dong'er stood up and explained: Brother Chen, I originally wanted to help my mother-in-law make a cup of tea. Feet, Sister Youchu insists on doing it by herself...

It doesn't matter.

Chen Hansheng waved his hand casually. He knew the character of every friend around him clearly. Dong'er was a hard-working and honest girl, and she would not be lazy.

What's more, there was Secretary Hu who was super protective of the calf at home, so she didn't say anything.

Shen Youchu heard the noise, opened the door and saw Chen Hansheng.

She simply wiped the water stains on her hands and came over to help get the slippers.

I'll do it myself, I'll do it myself.

Chen Hansheng quickly found his slippers and put them on. He was a little afraid to enjoy Shen Youchu's tenderness anymore.

After changing his shoes and walking to the bathroom, Chen Hansheng wanted to observe Shen Youchu's expression.

Shen Hanhan was probably doing housework, and he was wearing his old school uniform. The loose clothes completely covered up his height and figure of 1.7 meters. His hair was casually tied into a low ponytail, lying softly on his shoulders, his forehead Occasionally, a few stray strands of hair would hang down, and she would gently pull them up.

oh?

Shen Hanhan noticed that Chen Hansheng was standing at the door, raised his head with bright and innocent peach blossom eyes, and asked in a low voice: Have you eaten?

have eaten.

Chen Hansheng said: I have a dinner party tonight with a boss of the company next door.

Well.

Shen Youchu nodded. She tested the water temperature with her fingers and felt it was almost ready. She was going to take it to the living room to soak her mother-in-law's feet.

Nothing seemed to have changed except that her eyes were a little swollen.

Let me do it.

Chen Hansheng, who is usually super lazy, actually grabbed the barrel this time and took the initiative to carry it to the living room.

Shen Youchu stood there a little unresponsive, blinked his long eyelashes, then picked up the towel and walked out.

Oh, so fresh.

Hu Linyu saw that Chen Hansheng was rarely willing to share housework, just like in the New World: Is this a guilty conscience? Otherwise, with Mr. Chen's temper, he would do such small things?

Go! Go! Go.

Chen Hansheng said dissatisfiedly: Respecting the elderly and caring for the young is a traditional virtue of our Chinese nation. As a role model for young college students, I never dare to forget my responsibilities.

Although the cowhide was blowing loudly, Shen Youchu still helped her mother-in-law soak her feet because her mother-in-law didn't want Chen Hansheng to squat in front of her.

Chen Hansheng didn't force it. He went to tell Aning One Hundred Thousand Whys and at the same time seriously discussed with Hu Linyu who was better in martial arts, Zhang Wuji or Zhang Sanfeng.

In short, he hopes to integrate into the group again and pretend that nothing happened, so that he will not be embarrassed.

Around 10 o'clock, the mother-in-law had already gone to rest, and Shen Ningning also yawned several times. Chen Hansheng carried Aning to the bedroom, covered her with the quilt and was about to leave. Aning whispered from behind: Brother~

Um?

Chen Hansheng turned around, and Shen Ningning was sleeping in the bed, with only a small face exposed, and her innocent big eyes staring at Chen Hansheng.

What's wrong?

Chen Hansheng sat back on the bed again and pinched Aning's little nose.

He naturally loved the little girl sincerely. When they first met, Aning was only four or five years old, with skinny little arms. When he saw the strangers Chen Hansheng and Wang Zibo, he only dared to hide behind Shen Youchu.

Now I am going to elementary school in a blink of an eye, and I am sensible and obedient.

I want to tell you a secret, but sister won't let me.

Aning stumbled and expressed: But... I still want to say something.

Hoho~

Chen Hansheng was amused by the child's contradictory thoughts. He bent down and said, Tell me first, and I will forget about it immediately, so you won't reveal the secret.

Um······

Aning thought for a while, if this was the chubby girl Guo Jiahui, she would have been frightened, but Shen Ningning was smarter, so she felt sorry for her even more. Her little body got up from the bed, leaned close to Chen Hansheng's ear and said: Ah Brother, my sister is crying every night.

oh.

Chen Hansheng thought that it was still the same.

When Shen Youchu went to Shura Field for the first time, she worked at Rocket 101 branch during the day and seemed to be fine. After returning to the dormitory at night, she hid alone in her small bed and felt sad.

Coupled with the poor selection of bras, this also led to the occurrence of fake cancer incidents.

Sister A is worried that Sister Lin Yu will find out that she has to change a pillow cover every morning.

Shen Ningning spoke with a hint of crying in her voice: Brother, I don't want my sister to cry. When my sister cries, I also want to cry...

Your sister didn't cry in the first place.

Chen Hansheng frowned and said seriously: The pillow towel is wet. It was just soaked in her drool while sleeping. Don't think about it. Children should behave like children. If you have time, you can study Teletubbies and Calabash Babies more. It’s your main mission.”

oh.

Aning lowered his head and occasionally wiped the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand. This behavior and expression were very similar to Shen Youchu in adulthood.

Go to sleep. I'll tell her not to drool next time.

Chen Hansheng coaxed Shen Ningning into bed again. After turning off the light, Chen Hansheng sighed quietly.

Shen Youchu must have really cried. This explanation was just to prevent Aning from worrying.

Little Aning is really cute.

Chen Hansheng was a little regretful. If the Shura Field had happened a few days later, he might have used the medicine.

If Xiao Rongyu gave birth to a daughter, she might be as sweet and lively as her mother.

such a pity······

Chen Hansheng shook his head, this plan did not succeed in the end.

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Chen Hansheng walked out of the bedroom, Hu Linyu and Dong'er were still watching TV, and Shen Youchu was reviewing on the table.

Shen Hanhan is probably the one who takes the final exam most seriously among the senior students.

Chen Hansheng leaned on the sofa calmly and accidentally touched Secretary Hu's calf. She immediately retracted it as if she was disgusted and brushed it with her hand.

Fuck you Hulinyu.

Chen Hansheng murmured in his heart, but looking at Shen Youchu's figure, he felt a little worried.

This matter must be explained to Shen Youchu. She cannot keep it in her heart like this. Chen Hansheng pondered for a while and finally summarized the sixteen-word policy.

——Blur big things, ignore details, focus on the present, and build the future.

Blurring big things: That is to blur the relationship between Xiao Rongyu and himself, and take the initiative to admit that the two parties have still been in contact in the past three years. As for whether they are lovers, they give vague answers, neither admitting nor denying.

Ignoring details: In the past three years, he and Xiao Rongyu had eaten, met, given gifts and other details. Unless Shen Youchu took the initiative to ask, he would not tell them.

Focus on the present: Xiao Rongyu is currently away from him, so he has a lot of free time, so that he can accompany Shen Youchu, and even create a romantic New Year's Eve.

Build the future: Promise that all future blueprints should be achievable, such as choosing a good primary school for Aning, picking up Lao Chen and Queen Mother Liang during the Spring Festival, and celebrating the New Year together as a family.

After thinking about it this way, Chen Hansheng gradually became more reasonable, but Secretary Hu was still beside him, and he had to tactfully persuade her not to be a light bulb.

Hu Linyu, when will you die?

Chen Hansheng asked politely.

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(It’s gone tonight, don’t wait, this paragraph is not easy to write.)