I Really Didn’t Want to be Born Again

Um······

Shen Youchu nodded slightly, indicating that this small lamp was indeed given to him by Chen Hansheng.

After Xiao Rongyu heard this answer, his shoulders suddenly slumped, as if the strength that supported him standing was suddenly drained away.

Sure enough, Chen Hansheng actually gave the gift he gave to others.

Are you OK······

Shen Youchu was worried that Xiao Rongyu was unstable, so he subconsciously wanted to go up and help him.

I don't want you to help me!

Xiao Rongyu held back the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes and said coldly.

Shen Youchu took a few steps back hesitantly. With her character, she would not be angry.

Hu Linyu twitched the corner of his mouth at the side. With her temper, she would have definitely fought back just now, but this time Xiao Hu was so clever that she didn't say a word and just held Aning a little further away.

Secretary Hu relied on a woman's intuition to judge that Xiao Rongyu was not here to cause trouble.

In addition, Hu Linyu was also a witness to the last Shura field.

After a while, Xiao Rongyu may have realized that his tone was wrong, so he lowered his eyes and said slowly, I'll just take a rest by myself.

The lively living room just now quickly became quiet, and the snowflakes rustled on the windows, which further accentuated the quiet atmosphere. Xiao Rongyu and Shen Youchu were confronting like this.

Unlike Xiao Rongyu who is getting closer to the truth of the matter, Shen Youchu has actually been in a state of ignorance.

The exam was finally over today. She was sorting out the review materials and thinking about where Chen Hansheng would take her to spend Christmas.

Shen Hanhan is not very willing to go to crowded places. She would rather tutor Aning in studying at home; or check accounts with Hu Linyu. In the past six months, due to preparations for exams, the business of the milk tea shop has been entirely on her good friends; otherwise Help Aunt Liang and Xiao Chen knit some sweaters. Anyway, there are many things to do.

However, because it was Chen Hansheng's request, Shen Youchu would not object, as long as he could be happy.

I just didn't expect that Xiao Rongyu would suddenly appear.

Just like Xiao Rongyu never forgot Shen Youchu, Shen Youchu also remembered the princess who was held in the palm of everyone's hands.

When Chen Hansheng was quarantined in the New Century office building because of SARS, Shen Youchu stood silently outside. At that time, except for college classmates such as Liang Meijuan and Hu Linyu, almost no one even glanced here.

As for Xiao Rongyu, her parents from both families gathered around her, as well as Chen Hansheng's high school friends, and even some officials from Jiangling District took the initiative to comfort and chat after hearing about the positions of Xiao Hongwei and Chen Zhaojun.

At that time, Shen Youchu felt that this girl was beautiful, proud, and had a good family background. Even if she was in a panic, she could still communicate normally with other people, unlike herself who would blush and get knotted after saying a few words.

So the moment Chen Hansheng came out safely, Shen Youchu left quietly, giving the opportunity to hug Xiao Rongyu, and returned to Rocket 101 and lay on the table silently sad.

In fact, Shen Hanhan also wanted to hug Chen Hansheng, but he felt too inferior.

That year, Shen Youchu and Xiao Rongyu were both 19 years old, and they were still young.

But the strange thing is that Xiao Rongyu was not seen again after that quarantine incident. Chen Hansheng explained that she had transferred to another school, and he also explained that he and Xiao Rongyu were just classmates...

Shen Youchu suffered from insomnia for many days, and finally chose to believe.

Later, the two got along peacefully. From sophomore to senior year, there were many twists and turns, such as fake cancer, the bankruptcy of Rocket 101, bringing her mother-in-law and Aning to build Ye, and Shen Hanhan was also encouraged by Chen Hansheng. Next, raised his head in school.

Just when Shen Youchu was waiting for Chen Hansheng to take him home during the Spring Festival this year, Xiao Rongyu found him.

This year, Xiao Rongyu and Shen Youchu are both 22 years old, and they have grown up.

Since last time...

After half an hour,

It was Xiao Rongyu who spoke first. She seemed to have hidden all her emotions: How do you and Xiao...how do you and Chen Hansheng get along?

It's okay.

Shen Youchu didn't know the cause and effect, so she just answered honestly. She and Chen Hansheng had always had a good relationship.

oh.

Xiao Rongyu was silent again. In fact, his relationship with Chen Hansheng has been very good over the years.

She had completely understood that the Samsung employee was not lying.

Xiao Chen is so amazing, how he managed to share his heart with two girls and at the same time make them feel that this is a sweet love, and even... he couldn't help but look forward to life after marriage.

call······

Xiao Rongyu raised his head, thus delaying the flow of tears.

However, the tears did not stop after all. They crossed the corners of the eyes and slowly dripped down the temples on the down jacket.

One drop is a round mark.

What a proud and sad girl she is, she doesn’t want to show it to others.

Please don't cry.

Shen Youchu found a tissue and took a few steps forward to hand it over. She didn't know why, but when she saw Xiao Rongyu crying, her own eyes felt sour.

Looking at the sincere expression on Shen Youchu's face, Xiao Rongyu finally took the tissue. The moment the two people's fingers touched, everything was a little cold.

you······

Xiao Rongyu didn't know what he was thinking of, so he wiped his tears and asked, Are you planning to get married?

Chen Hansheng seemed to have never talked about this topic. Shen Youchu was about to shake his head when Xiao Hu reminded him: Didn't Teacher Mo say that we will arrange your marriage next summer?

Next year's summer vacation...

This was obviously the time when she and Xiao Chen were getting married. Xiao Rongyu's stomach suddenly turned. She knew she couldn't stay here any longer, otherwise she would lose control of her emotions.

I······

As soon as Xiao Rongyu opened her mouth, tears flowed down again. She wiped them with the back of her hands randomly, sniffed and said, I have nothing else to do but plan to leave Jianye, so I came to see you. I wish... ···wish······

Xiao Rongyu could never say the words I wish you happiness.

This is probably the saddest thing in the world. The person you love is getting married, but you are not the one who said I do.

Shen Youchu was stunned and at a loss. Although she was naive, she could feel the sadness and sadness of the girl in front of her.

I am leaving.

Just as Xiao Rongyu was about to move, he looked at the small desk lamp in his hand, and while crying, he said with a smile: Can you give this to me? I like this color very much.

good.

Shen Youchu agreed without hesitation. She suddenly felt that Xiao Rongyu and this small table lamp seemed more suitable.

Deng Deng Deng...

Xiao Rongyu didn't say anything more and walked downstairs without saying a word. However, as soon as the Chevrolet drove out of the community, she finally couldn't hold it back and cried with all her strength while holding the small desk lamp.

This cry represents the end of youth;

This cry represents the death of love;

This cry means that all his fantasies have come to nothing.

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At this time, Chen Hansheng came back after opening the room. He didn't notice Chevrolet, nor did he realize that Xiao Rongyu would find this place. However, when he opened the door, he immediately noticed a problem.

The living room was not as lively as usual. Shen Youchu's eyes were slightly red. Hu Linyu was sitting on the sofa with little Aning in his arms. Aning was also very quiet today. He did not rush up to hug his thigh like before. Even Dong'er was cooking in the kitchen. There was very little movement.

What's wrong?

Chen Hansheng asked with a frown.

Hu Linyu, who originally liked to talk the most, looked at Shen Youchu this time.

Xiao Rongyu... just came over.

Shen Youchu raised his head and said.

who?

Chen Hansheng's first reaction was that he heard wrongly, and his second reaction was that his head exploded with a bang.

Even if the alien ET comes over, it will be easier to handle than when the little fish comes over.

Xiao, Xiao Rongyu.

Shen Youchu repeated it again.

Chen Hansheng paused for three seconds, then immediately waved his hand and said: You have recognized the wrong person. You must have recognized the wrong person. Don't talk nonsense. That... I seemed to have forgotten to lock the car door when I came up just now. Let's go down and take a look. ah.

Even if it was Chen Hansheng, he could only find such a crappy way to slam the security door shut and go downstairs.

Why is Xiao Yu'er here?

What did the two of them say when they met?

Shen Youchu's mood is relatively stable. As for Xiao Rongyu, they can't just have a cup of tea and chat.

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Various clues are emerging, and Chen Hansheng doesn't want to investigate the reasons now, he just wants to confirm Xiao Yu'er's condition.

When he came downstairs, he naturally couldn't find Xiao Rongyu. His eyes were full of messy Feixue, so Chen Hansheng quickly took out his mobile phone and called.

“I don’t want to, I don’t want to, don’t want to grow up, there will be no fairy tales in the world when I grow up, I don’t want, I don’t want to, don’t want to grow up, I would rather be stupid and stupid forever...

This is Xiao Yu'er's cell phone ringtone, Don't Want to Grow Up by SHE. At that time, Chen Hansheng also made fun of Xiao Yu'er, saying that he still didn't want to grow up in his 20s, but was bitten by Xiao Yu'er.

Hello~

The call was finally connected, and Chen Hansheng said quickly: Xiao Yu'er, where are you? Listen to my explanation. This house was given to me by someone before, so I will let Shen Youchu live there...

Xiao Chen...

When Xiao Yu'er heard Chen Hansheng's voice, she still called out Xiao Chen, but her voice kept crying and she didn't want to say anything else, nor did she want to hear Chen Hansheng's explanation.

Ten minutes passed like this, until Xiao Yu'er's voice started to become hoarse, and then she sniffed and said, Xiao Chen, if I had known this, I would not have approved your QQ friend application when I was a freshman in high school.

After saying this, Xiao Yuer hung up the phone.

Chen Hansheng was stunned, and when he called again, his phone was already shut down.

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(It’s gone today. This chapter was very mentally and physically exhausting to write. Lao Liu himself was involved in it. I have to write this paragraph as soon as possible.)