I Really Didn’t Want to be Born Again

You thought it was in Saudi Arabia in the Middle East, and you want them all.

Kong Jing covered her mouth and chuckled, she thought Chen Hansheng was joking.

Chen Hansheng wondered who was messing with you, I was a man who walked out of the Shura field, because of those two girls, my mother almost severed ties with me.

But this is a super secret, how could Chen Hansheng disclose it, and changed the subject: Sister Jing, you, I have already told my past very frankly, you can tell yours too.

It's Mine?

Kong Jing actually didn't want to uncover this scar again, but she had heard Chen Hansheng's story first, and her nerves were a little paralyzed after drinking, so she didn't hide everything in her heart like usual.

We were very innocent back then. We had never been in a relationship in junior high school or high school, and we only held hands in college.

Kong Jing put down the teacup lightly and spoke in short pauses. Chen Hansheng knew that she was recalling and organizing words.

It was only when I was in my junior year that I established a relationship with my first love. After two years of campus love, we were both assigned to a bank after graduation. Although that job was boring, it was very stable for me, but he always had a heart to go abroad.

Chen Hansheng nodded, the upsurge of going abroad was a characteristic of that era.

He put in a lot of effort to go abroad, and of course he succeeded in the end. I waited for him to get married after returning from his studies, until one day I suddenly received a call.

Kong Jing let out a long sigh: He called and told me that he was going to get married with a foreign woman, so that he wouldn't have to go to the restaurant to wash the dishes every day.

Later I also left the bank, because the bank was full of dead wages. At that time, I thought that if I had a lot of money, I could help him more, and he would not marry other women. Kong Jing said quietly .

Greater help?

Chen Hansheng caught the key point and tentatively asked, Did sister Jing sponsor a lot of his tuition fees for studying abroad?

Kong Jing was silent for a while: At that time, I just graduated with a salary of 300 yuan a month, and I only kept 30 yuan for myself.

Chen Hansheng thought that this was quite a lot of effort. Who would have thought that the mature and dignified Kong Jing had such a relationship before, so wine is still a good thing, and people with stories should not drink too much.

Do you still hate him now? Chen Hansheng asked.

Kong Jing smiled and shook her head. This smile contained too many things, including sadness and pain, but also tolerance and understanding, all of which turned into the precipitation of time in the end.

I don't hate him for a long time. In fact, I can remember very clearly except for some scenes. I almost forgot what he looks like.

Kong Jing was silent for a moment at the end: I just regret it, because after I entered Shentong, I was so busy that I didn't have time to fall in love, except for a few kisses at home during the Spring Festival.

Based on Sister Jing's conditions, the conditions of the blind date should not be bad. If the family conditions are lower than that of the secretary of the brigade, I am too embarrassed to enter your family. Chen Hansheng said.

Kong Jing also said with a smile: You underestimate me. When I was 25 to 27 years old, the deputy county magistrate used to ask someone to match his son. Now it doesn't work. I'm past that age.

These words seemed to have touched something, the two of them slowly quieted down, one stared at the curtains in a daze while holding the water glass.

This happens a lot when chatting.

In fact, it's not just two people, sometimes a room full of people who were talking enthusiastically just now suddenly became quiet for some unknown reason.

Generally speaking, someone said something embarrassing, and others didn't know how to answer it.

For example, when a table of people eats, someone praises the dishes today, especially the sausage; the second person can come here more often in the future;

At this moment, you suddenly said: Actually, these fat intestines can't be washed clean, so I soak them in vinegar and don't eat too much.

It's true that fat intestines can't be washed clean, and what you said is correct, but the timing of the expression is inappropriate, as if deliberately embarrassing the whole environment.

The environment is actually a mirror. If you make things difficult for it, it will react back to you, so no one will answer your questions directly.

In particular, the environment also has a characteristic of resonance, that is, everyone stops talking, so I don't talk, so the collective becomes silent.

The second reason is that there are some words that touch everyone's minds.

Chen Hansheng and Kong Jing are in such a situation tonight. Both of them are reminiscing about their past, so there is no need to worry about this.

The third reason is that some comrades want to stir up the atmosphere, but the topics raised are too blunt and the turning points are not enough.

There are also some people who are timid. He originally wanted to speak, and the topic was exciting enough, but seeing the inexplicable quietness, he thought about it and swallowed the topic again.

As a result, when other people brought it up and won the support of many people, he laughed and regretted it at the same time. This kind of thing is biased towards Wang Zibo's kind.

In short, in a word, the main reason for the cold field is that the skin is not thick enough and the experience is not enough.

This kind of thing does not exist for Chen Hansheng, because he can still pat his ass and leave: Sister Jing, it's getting late, then I'll go back first.

Kong Jing raised her head: Okay, rest early, and return to Jianye after breakfast tomorrow.

After Chen Hansheng left, Kong Jing sat silently for a while. Although she was still beautiful in the mirror, her eyes were haggard after drinking, and her energy was not as good as when she was in her early 20s.

A woman is like a flower, without the nourishment and care of love, it will wither sooner or later.

Kong Jing was thinking silently, when she suddenly heard the doorbell ringing Ding Dong, Ding Dong.

Who is it?

Kong Jing walked over and called out.

It's me, Miss Jing.

Chen Hansheng actually came back again.

Kong Jing opened the door: What's the matter, Han Sheng, did you lose something?

Chen Hansheng took out the milk and said with a sincere smile, I almost forgot to heat the milk for you.

He passed the milk and went downstairs. Kong Jing looked at Chen Hansheng's back and the warm milk in his hand, her eyes became complicated.

After I came out of the bank, I don't know how many men wanted to drink me, but this is the only man who remembered to warm my milk.

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The next morning, Chen Hansheng and Kong Jing returned to Jianye after eating their own breakfast. The two of them seemed to have forgotten what they talked about last night. Anyway, no one mentioned their relationship life again.

However, some things are actually well known, and the change in the relationship seems to be a matter of course, but this mature couple pretends not to realize it.

Kong Jing had too many scruples, and because her age was not realistic, unless Chen Hansheng made up his mind to chase after him, it would still be a dream come true;

Chen Hansheng did it because of business reasons. Although he flirted with Kong Jing, he still didn't think about having anything to do with her.

Flowers in the mirror are just flowers in the mirror, provocative and not legally responsible.

Chen Hansheng thought to himself, unless Kong Jing can help me with work one day, then I will be responsible after teasing.

After entering Jianye, Kong Jing said calmly in the co-pilot: I have time in the past two days to invite the franchisee from Xianlin out for dinner. You can talk to him about the cooperation model of Rocket 101.

Thank you, Miss Jing.

Chen Hansheng quickly thanked, this is equivalent to matchmaking, and finally formed the cooperation method with Zhong Jiancheng in Jiangling University Town.

There is a Hong Kong movie Infernal Affairs coming out in a few days, do you want to watch it together?

Unexpectedly, Chen Hansheng began to tease him again and again.

Well, let's see the time.

Kong Jing didn't agree immediately, she always felt a little awkward.

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