I Left the Non-virgin Party

That night, Karin could not easily fall asleep in her sleeping bag and tossed around.

It wasn’t because of her chronic insomnia. It wasn’t because his forehead, which had been beaten with thirteen or even a chestnut, was cold. Because her concerns were becoming more and more real.

‘My presence is fading…’

In the first place, the ace of the party was obviously her. However, since Jain joined, her position has been diminishing due to her perfect top compatibility, Jain.

‘More and more, everyone will think I’m useless. I’ll secretly curse you from behind. You’re inferior to your brother, I’ll compare you.’

The party members of this meek party knew rationally that it couldn’t be. But because of the bullying she had been through, that fear could not be erased from her head. It was because of that thought that I was forced to play a card game today.

That afternoon, there was an incident where Jain brilliantly destroyed a magic trap that Karin had accidentally activated and prevented the damage. Jain passed without a big deal, but after that incident, selfish thoughts did not leave Karin’s head. I wanted to somehow overcome Jain to build up my pride and drive out those thoughts.

‘By the way, I lost again. What, if it’s not first place, it’s meaningless…’

Karin tossed and turned all night long, unable to sleep.

“Really bad bastard, if you lose once, what’s wrong with you, you filthy and filthy bastard…”

While muttering like that, I was cursing Jain, when I suddenly heard a sound. it was a voice The faint melody that tickled her ears somehow made Karin feel better.

“what?”

Karin quietly raised her upper body. Obviously, it was the sound of playing some instrument. When I listened closely, it sounded like a guitar. Driven by the soft sound of music, Karin walked out in search of the sound, dressed in a pale pink pajamas and with her long hair loose.

After a few trees and through thickets, I finally got close to the source of the sound. As we passed through the last bush, a wide vacant lot was revealed. Seeing the person sitting there plucking the strings, Karin said blankly.

“What are you doing here?”

that was jain He was hiding in the vacant lot in the middle of the night, playing the guitar and humming the lyrics.

“Ugh.”

As soon as Jain heard Karin’s voice, he stopped the guitar and moaned. It was a look of trouble. It’s like you’ve caught something that shouldn’t have been caught.

‘uh?’

Karin sensed something and rushed to Jain’s side. Then he squatted next to him and asked, as if interrogating him.

“What? What song?”

“Even if I said it was an achievement… I wouldn’t understand it. I was just practicing.”

Jain waved his hand as if annoyed. However, Karin had no intention of backing down.

“Singing practice? Oh, I’m a red mage, so I can learn bard skills too? Are you going to practice that?”

“It’s roughly like that.”

“But then, why are you doing that secretly like a rat?”

Jain didn’t answer. He just turned his head with a disappointed expression. It was the first expression I had seen since I met this unlucky man, and the first attitude I had ever seen. Seeing that face, Karin’s expression brightened with joy.

“What? What? Huh? What? What?”

With a smile on her face, Karin continued chasing Jain who avoided his gaze, poking her face out and asking. Whenever Karin followed, Jain kept turning his head to avoid it. Karin asked while supporting her face with both hands like a calyx, looking up at Jain’s troubled face.

“You can’t sing very well?”

Jain had no answer. Considering this guy’s low-key personality, he was only half a poet.

“You can’t sing very, very, very much? So, you’re practicing thieves like this because you’re shy to tell others?”

“Then what will you do?”

“What, for real? That’s great, wow!”

Karin smiled broadly. It was the weakness of the first person I found. Zain looked down at Karin like that with a look of contempt, and explained in a low voice.

“It’s embarrassing, but yes, I can’t. My sister told me never to sing in front of other people. Especially, she told me not to do it in front of women. Is it okay now? Then go and sleep.”

It was an honest acknowledgment. It seemed that Karin thought that she would soon get bored and leave.

‘This guy has something to win!’

However, Karin had no intention of letting go of the weakness she found after a lot of hard work. With her back on her back, she circled Jain and started to put the medicine.

“Huh, are you tone-deaf? By the way, when I was in middle school, I once won first place as a soloist in a choir?”

“That’s right, that’s great. Then turn it off.”

“Well, if you kneel down and pray to me, can I give you a music lecture like that?”

“Don’t be shy, go and sleep.”

“Tell me where and how many times I can’t sing.”

“Don’t be shy, go and sleep.”

Jain slipped the guitar on his back and jumped up. He seemed to be running away. Karin followed behind him, grinning like a little devil.

“You don’t like it? Are you going to follow me? If I don’t listen, I’m going to keep following you, never letting you practice for the rest of your life?”

“Really, how much of this b*tch is trying to annoy me. Teasing me every night isn’t enough, so you bully me until midnight?”

“Oh, let’s listen to a song, but you’re too talkative. That’s why the commoners.”

“Don’t suddenly pretend to be a lady.”

Jain was moving with a wrinkled expression on his face. On the other hand, Karin, on the other hand, was so excited that she wondered if she had ever been this excited in her life. Karin busily followed Jain and hummed.

“Ah, there was a red mage named Jain.

He was a bad guy who was always flirting, harassing, hitting, and s*xually harassing girls.

But he had one weakness.

I can’t sing very well!”

Although he improvised the lyrics of a famous hymn, he sang it quite well, as he swore. It was a fairly novel provocation, but Jain did not react and moved on silently. Karin raised her voice, provoking more strongly.

“Alas, even that little sister screamed when she heard his song.

Brother, don’t sing this song in front of people!”

Then, standing tall, Jain’s footsteps stopped. And there was no response. Karin, who was excited, suddenly felt as if her heart was shrinking.

‘Stand, have you crossed the line?’

She put her hands on her chest for a moment and was nervous, but Jain did not get angry. He let out a sigh of relief, and he just sat down and grabbed the guitar.

“I’ll listen to you. I’ll listen to you, so stop shaking and sit down too, please.”

“Heh, it would have been easier if we had heard it earlier.”

Seeing that, Karin also wiped her chest. And just as Jain was about to start playing the guitar, he shouted loudly.

“Wait! I’ve got something to bring!”

And Karin, who ran to the camp, soon returned with a music box the size of a fist. It was a music box in the form of a merry-go-round toy installed inside the crystal ball, and when the mainspring was turned, the merry-go-round rotated and a song was played.

“A music box? Why is this?”

“It’s a music box with a recording function.”

“What? Are you even going to record?”

“Yeah, I’ll record the great Red Mage’s song and make fun of it over and over again.”

“Crazy b*tch, you’re so f*cking toxic.”

Zain had a tired expression on his face, but Karin was confident. Holding the music box with both hands, he asked calmly.

“So what are you going to call it? What’s the song title?”

“[good man].”

“Puhat, the song selection is bad. You have to choose a song that can contain your ego.”

“This is a Korean song… No, you wouldn’t know because it’s my hometown song. Do you know what song this is? How do you know if it’s a joke or not without hearing it?”

“That’s because you’re a bad person… evil!”

Even after being beaten with chestnuts, Karin grinned. Jain touched his forehead with a tired expression, as if he didn’t know how something like this got stuck.

“What are you doing? Let’s get started!”

Karin squatted down next to him and choked. Jain began to rip the guitar strings with a look of desperation. In the middle of the night, a warm melody filled the quiet vacant lot.

‘How can I laugh to break this guy’s heart?’

Karin, who had been thinking about such a thing with a smile, was startled, and her face went blank. And I was angry.

‘You bastard cheated again! How is this a tonal song?’

But the anger did not last long. It was because I quickly fell in love with the song itself. The lyrics, melody, and voice were all sweet. Jain was singing in a voice that was completely different from his usual blunt voice. Karin, who was silently listening to the song, suddenly thought.

‘It’s like someone else. Is this guy talking to the girl he likes with a voice like this…’

When he came to his senses, the song had ended and Ja-in was looking at him with a grim expression. Karin, who hastily pressed the button to finish recording the music box, flicked her head and pretended to be calm.

“Heh, well, that’s terrible!”

“Is that so? So, I think I need to fix it somewhere.”

“What, what?”

“I’m going to give you a lecture.”

I thought for a moment that it was sarcastic, but it didn’t seem to be the case when looking at Jain’s somber expression. For some reason, this kid really seemed to think that this was a song he couldn’t sing. Karin folded her arms and tried to relax.

“Well, I don’t know if you’ve heard it once? Try it a few more times!”

“Really, that’s f*cking toxic. To shame me over and over again…”

Jain shook his head and started playing again. But Karin had no such intention. I just wanted to hear this song a few more times. Sitting in this tone that spreads out like a gentle wave, somehow, somewhere in my heart felt warm and overflowing. The full warmth melted away the fear and impatience that plagued Karin every night. It felt like I was wrapped in a warm cotton blanket that was freshly dried in the sun. In it, I could fall asleep without any worries.

“Now, I did it five more times. How about it?”

After the performance, Jain looked at Karin and smiled. It was because he was asleep with his head resting on his shoulder.

“I’m really. I’m really selfish.”

I was going to shake it to wake him up, but he was sleeping too hard, so I decided to stop. When I put down the guitar and looked up at the sky, I saw the full moon pouring down the moonlight. The pouring moonlight made the sleeping Karin’s neck white. Until Karin woke up, Jain sat like that on the grass, lending his shoulder.