I Don’t Want To Be the Main Character

79. The last day, Elena Esgeland (3)

1.

Elena’s explanation went on for a long time. Since she has plenty of time anyway, just because she chats for two or three hours doesn’t mean that her participation in the closing ceremony is not urgent.

What was your impression after hearing all of Elena’s past episodes that lasted for several hours?

“……What, this bastard is just disgusting?”

I seriously thought about it.

When I listened to the splendid past activities that the word hate is more suitable for, the question of whether I was a human child before returning came up.

Anyway, that was me from a different world line and not the current ‘me’, so I came to the conclusion I came to when I watched Elena’s story in neutral gear and watched it from a third person’s point of view.

“……Wait a minute.”

“Huh?”

“Is everything you just said true?”

“In the case of old things, my memory may be slightly confused, but most of them are things that actually happened.”

“Wow.”

I hit her on the knee.

Not figuratively, but for real.

So, to put it together again slowly, it’s that I didn’t pick any of the five people in the end after doing that.

“A fish farm manager?”

“……What else is that?”

“Yes, something like that.”

I’ve never been through it, so I’m a bit inexperienced in that area, but I wasn’t so insensitive that I couldn’t notice it even after seeing all the circumstances going back and forth.

At first, it was just a story that started with the feeling of hearing what happened in the past, but as the story progressed, I couldn’t help but be astonished.

And after hearing all of Elena’s words, the conclusion I came to was simple.

Before the return, I, that is to say, Ludrick Weiss, who was judged to be terminally ill on the other side of the world and eventually died, was a piece of sh*t in the world.

That wasn’t just an asshole, there was no other asshole in the world.

If you think about it simply by changing the gender, the behavior is no different from that of a female protagonist in a romance fantasy novel. Surprisingly, the substance must have experienced reincarnation like me.

No, if it was a romantic heroine, she would have chosen at least one person at the end to get married, eat well, and live a good life.

What is this, suddenly all five of them are serving, but the person concerned eventually died after being judged as terminally ill.

“……Originally, if it’s normal, all the illnesses are cured, and I choose someone to marry and live happily ever after. It’s normal to have the same ending.”

I tried to keep my brain quiet so that Elena wouldn’t hear it.

I can assure you, it wouldn’t be strange if the novel ended with that kind of ending, and the readers would riot. First of all, it’s a problem with the death of the main character because it’s not a time limit (not true), but a time limit (real).

Besides, even if they support coupling, in the end, none of them could become the main and all five were pushed to subs.

Still, she manages the fishery and even pretends to be a queen bee.

That was the reason why I had no choice but to describe Ludrick Weiss before his return as a piece of sh*t in the world.

No matter how much I try to think as positively as possible with neutral gear, there is no reason to do that.

“……Hmmm, it seems that you are misunderstanding something.”

“To say it’s a misunderstanding, I’ve already been reduced to a bad guy who wouldn’t be surprised if I was executed by beheading immediately.”

“I’m well aware of what Kyung is misunderstanding. But I fully respect the choice Kyung made before returning…”

“Did you manage the fishery?”

“……So, I don’t know what that fishing management means, but it means that there was a reason for that.”

When I interrupted, Elena cleared her throat in embarrassment and calmly continued her explanation.

“There’s no doubt, there’s not much time left to live anyway, so the wonder made that choice…”

“Did I say that before the regression?”

“……I didn’t say that directly, but we all understood roughly what it meant.”

“It’s more like an interpretation than a dream.”

If the core of me before the regression was the current me, I could be sure. It’s not just a guarantee, and if I’m wrong, it’s okay to make soy sauce in the palm of your hand.

I don’t have much time left to live anyway, so I think it’s too short a thought to pick someone to marry and let’s just play Shima. The bullsh*t of the dung was only picked up later.

The day of his death is approaching, and when he comes to his senses, there are only five women next to him.

I was just playing wuwangjwawang ottoke otoke, and just irresponsibly said that I would die soon anyway.

Saying this would end up spitting in my face, but at least that’s what I thought. That I’m so deep, caring and kind to those around me?

Nonsense.

And if there’s one thing that’s fortunate…….

“Your Highness the Princess.”

“Why is that?”

“I think you did well to listen to Your Highness today. If I hadn’t listened and just wondered, it would have been a big deal.”

“……?”

Elena looked at me with an expression wondering why I was suddenly like this, but I was 100% sincere.

Sincerely, what is the reason we learn history?

That is to learn the past history and use it as a teacher on the other hand. It must have been written like this in the preface of the history books I learned at school in my giyeok.

Anyway, yes. Now that I know how ugly the finish was before returning, I have the idea that at least I shouldn’t do that this time.

Thank you! Me before the return! You were such a piece of crap!

2.

Anyway, that’s how I ended up with Elena…… Elena left only to say that she would come to pick her up later.

And I.

“Gongja-nim’s skin is so beautiful. His eyebrows are thick enough that he doesn’t even need to draw them.”

“Thank you.”

Surrounded by attendants, she was dressed up without even knowing.

It’s not like I’m just putting on color makeup, but it’s more terrible than I expected to try on clothes and put on makeup like a mannequin doll surrounded by black men.

That’s unavoidable in this world, since the servant-in-waiting is in a position similar to that of the ladies-in-waiting in my previous life, but for me, who has a ‘normal’ mindset, this situation caused a bit of mental damage.

When I look around, there are only five or six men my age, or a little older, in tuxedos that don’t match.

It wasn’t a very pleasant feeling to suddenly be surrounded by men, change clothes like a Barbie doll, and receive unwelcome compliments about how beautiful my skin was.

‘…… Ugh.’

I didn’t see much sunlight, so I thought I had fair skin, although it wasn’t as good as Arwen’s.

“This makes the lips look relatively soft…”

“I don’t really need to touch my eyebrows.”

It seemed that the attendants around them were contemplating their best efforts on how to put on their makeup while chatting among themselves, but it was an unwelcome passion at all.

But get this sh*t out of here! You can’t just kick out and run away while saying that.

The actions I could take were clear.

‘Mountains are mountains and waters are waters…’ ….’

As the saying goes, giving up is easy, just giving up everything and quietly leaving it to me.

At least it won’t make it weird.

…… Maybe.

To be honest, I was strangely insecure, but in my previous life and this life, the only thing I put on my face was taking a shower and applying lotion, so it must be better than me.

Still, if Elena would sing for you, you would be a pro.

How long has it been?

“Young master, it’s all over. Would you like to take a look in the mirror?”

“……Yes, what.”

After enduring the hardships for a long time, I turned my head toward the mirror with a smile as soon as I heard that it was over.

And sure enough, it was as I expected.

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My hair, which was always shaggy and bobbed with bangs, or just neatly tied short, was shiny and shiny without a messy feeling.

As expected, the men’s suit, which was decided after quarreling among the attendants over whether the classic is the best, or whether it is necessary to stand out a little in this kind of event, didn’t look too bad for the suit.

How can I compare this?

As the person in charge, I wasn’t really interested in whether or not I dressed up so blatantly, but it felt like the plastic surgery was done amazingly well while preserving the original shape as much as possible.

“……It went well.”

No matter how much makeup is magic that changes people, I’m not serious about it.

It’s not really a change at such a level that my eyes widen wide, it’s just something I was trying to do.

I saw her working hard from the side, but she’s not a villain, so you can’t show a cold reaction. In this world, the expression Youngsik as a villain would be more appropriate.

Let’s just match the rhythm properly, and the man who seems to be the leader among the attendants said with a hearty smile.

“Certainly, the hero of the day must be Gongja. I like the original version, so it went well without too much effort.”

“Thank you.”

Actually, it is not necessary to give the main character’s seat, but out of courtesy, he bowed his head and said thanks.

Above all else, as I was about to get up, feeling relieved that the hours-long make-up was all over, someone knocked on the door.

Smart.

There was a light knock, and the door opened, revealing Elena.

“I’ve come to pick you up, but the preparations are all over…”

Took.

As Elena hesitated, the seemingly expensive necklace in her hand suddenly fell off.

And as soon as Elena saw me, she stood still and stood still.

“……Your Highness, why did you suddenly stop after seeing someone. Like you saw some kind of Medusa?”

I spoke to her, but Elena didn’t answer.

And then.

Soon the door slammed shut and Elena disappeared.

All that remains is the sound of panting breath outside the door.

Bewildered, I and the attendants took turns looking at each other’s faces.

No, what the hell is that?