I Don’t Want To Be a Porter in the NTR Novel

17 – The story of her and me

“… I just realized it.

That something like NTR shouldn’t be done by a proper human…

I swear to the goddess, from now on, I will devote myself only to pure love… ”

A saint who repents while shedding tears after hearing the rap that came from my soul.

For the first time in my life, you sound like a human.

I guess I had a talent not only in web novels, but also in rap lyrics.

It was a moment when I felt like I was in contact with Notorious BIG to the point where I wondered if they possessed me.

Lyricist Kim Yujin. I realized my hidden talent.

Succeeded in edifying the saintess.

Now the NTR porter novel without NTR is over!

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***

“… Hey, is the porter smiling?”

“… Iknow, right?

What are you thinking about? Kaiman, tell me too.”

“ha ha ha… ”

[Bad End:

Kim Yu-jin could not escape in the novel,

He ended his life as a puppet of a saintess.]

Author’s Note:

Thank you for loving this novel so far!

See you in the next work.

The title of the next work is [The Instant Kill Courier in the NTR novel died instantly]!

Please give lots of love to your next work!

..You really didn’t believe it, did you?

Have a good day!

***

I woke up screaming in the deep darkness.

“Huh uh uh uh uh!”

“Oh, what a surprise… Kaiman, what’s up… ?”

It seems that Lindsay, who was sleeping next to me, was awakened by my screams.

… This is an inn, we are still resting.

The situation is over, it was just a dog dream.

“Sorry, Lindsay… Let’s sleep again… ”

“That, is it? Didn’t you have a nightmare… ?”

Where are you going, leaving such a kind hero?

I have no conscience to finish it in one episode.

It’s like boiling ramen with fish, and the eggs have turned to stone, so there’s no answer.

I don’t know what I’m thinking.

… When I wake up, I fall asleep again…

***

the story of her and me

I never thought of becoming a warrior.

That was just a distant story for me.

Old stories or traditions, oral tales and myths.

The thought that I could be the main character of such a great story…

If you’re not young, you won’t do well.

So did I.

But, I wanted to save her.

Small, dwarf, and inconspicuous, she was treated as a ghost by everyone.

She seriously injured someone with her mana surge,

Because of that, teachers and children have become children who cannot easily approach…

Whether or not she hears it, openly whispering to everyone that she is ‘cursed’,

I was being treated so badly.

When I was still young, I couldn’t easily let go of something like that…

Somehow I tried to talk to her on my own, but

She didn’t even seem to care about that.

Even if I pick flowers or show a large beetle, the answer is silent.

I couldn’t see any response of laughter, thank you, or dislike.

Come to think of it, even then, she wasn’t like a child anymore.

I tried to make her laugh, but

Even then, I don’t think I had any talent for being funny.

On the other hand, when rumors spread that she was ‘cursed’, there were some bad guys who tried to bully her and me.

Just accuse me of not liking the look in my eyes or boo me out of town.

Even if they surround us like that and criticize and ridicule…

They were the ones who flinched and ran away when she even glanced at them.

In the end, it’s probably because I couldn’t overcome my fear.

We’ve all seen the results of that mana runaway.

However, when I saw the scene of the accident nearby,

She knew all too well that the unfortunate accident was not the outcome she had hoped for.

I was so sorry about that, but I was the only witness who saw it all at the time,

It was not capable of stopping the hatred of the entire village.

At least my parents believed in me, so I think I was able to keep approaching her.

Regardless of who harasses or criticizes me or her,

I continued to approach her, talk to her, and be with her.

Even she, who at first closed her heart and said nothing,

Ten times, twenty times, thirty times…

Seleya, as I approached her an uncountable number of times, she barely smiled at me.

I still can’t forget her little smile that I saw then.

A very beautiful and precious smile that was as light as if it would blow away if blown.

So I was excited.

I want to see her smile again

One day I forcibly took her by the hand and went to the prettiest place I know.

It is a waterside lined with weeping willows, daisies, daffodils, and raspberries.

As usual, it was a secret spot that I discovered by chance while wandering around the river, mountains, and fields.

The water of the river shimmered like a painting with the beautiful colors of bright yellow and pure white flowers.

I picked strawberries from a small nearby tree and put them in her mouth.

The taste of raspberries is very sour.

When you chew it, it bursts open, releasing a rich sweetness and sour taste.

There, for the first time, I saw her make various expressions, such as frowning.

… Yes, even now, when I close my eyes, the scenery of that time comes to mind.

Weeping willows and daffodils in March leisurely shaded the riverside,

And the field was filled with dazzling white and bright yellow daisies.

In the middle of it, I put the raspberry I picked in my mouth and smile brightly…

The face of a dark-haired girl.

At that time, I said that I wanted to protect her even at the cost of my worthless life.

I want to protect her smile.

I was still a child, but I dared to think so.

***

When I woke up from a deep sleep, Lindsay had already gone somewhere.

No, actually, I know where he might have gone.

This diligent hero must be training early in the morning at a set time.

I opened the curtains and looked out the window.

In the empty lot in front of the inn, as I expected…

There were Lindsay and Elysia (the princess) who were sweating and engrossed in swordsmanship training.

That’s really great. Training without being lazy for a single day…

how to get stronger

In this world, the owner of the holy sword is set to be blessed with growth that surpasses the limits of mankind.

Besides, he didn’t skip training so hard…

Even though he is still in the early stages of his adventure, he is already growing close to a mid-level adventurer.

really reassuring

If I had that kind of ability, I would have sold my eyes long ago.

I was watching Lindsay wielding the sword diligently under the guidance of the princess.

A voice came from behind.

“… What are you doing?”

It was a quiet voice that I could have easily missed.

However, it is very thin and beautiful like glass.

“Uh, uh… ?”

I was startled.

With flowing black hair that came down to his neck,

A beautiful woman with black eyes, as if swallowing darkness, was looking at me with an indifferent expression.

It was the voice of a childhood friend.

And then what was his name? Was it Alice?

I couldn’t even hear you come in the door. How did you get in?

Did I focus too much on watching Lindsay train?

Originally, he didn’t talk much, and his actions weren’t the type to stand out, so he really looked like a ghost or a ghost just now.

But what is he doing to me?

It’s expressionless, so I can’t read your thoughts.

“I asked what you were doing.”

Oh, I have to answer.

Is this the first time he’s talked to me?

I feel like it’s the first time since I possessed.

… I don’t know what kind of guy the original porter was.

“… I watched Lindsay train. Swordsmanship is wonderful.”

I thought about it and looked around.

… Can I use half words for once?

Anyway, it’s the setting that they’re from the same village, and he’s also using informal language towards me.

These days, I’m worried because my childhood friend seems to have cold eyes when looking at me.

What if I find out that I am a possessor?

But trust me I’m a hundred times better than the original NTR porter!!