I Can’t Act Anymore

Mu Mu was on the bed, hiding in the quilt, shrinking into a ball.

There still seemed to be a slight smell of moisture and alcohol on the lips.

Mu Mu's whole body was torn apart.

Qin Yucheng's kiss is about to leave - oh, it shouldn't be said that.

It was A Zhai who reacted quickly and knocked Qin Yucheng and his chair up!

Mu Mu pursed her lips, pulled the quilt, and tucked every gap tightly.

Inside the small bulge on the bed, except for the light that penetrates through the thin air conditioner, every gap is tightly blocked.

Mu Mu wrapped himself into a silkworm chrysalis, airtight.

With the silky quilt on his forehead, he couldn't figure out how things could turn out like this.

Qin Yucheng kissed him.

Qin Yucheng kissed him!

God!

What is this!

Qin Yucheng actually kissed him? !

Mu Mu touched his face.

Qin Yucheng was able to kiss this face!

What kind of **** meal replacement literature is this?

Big brother probably really drank a lot today, right?

Mu Mu's head buzzed.

He couldn't help pulling the quilt even tighter, and he didn't relax in the slightest even when he was sweating.

Suffocate the ball!

A Zhai closed his eyes, arched himself under the quilt, his lips brushed against the silk quilt lightly, the silky touch on his lips made Mu Mu's scalp numb, and he lifted the quilt with a "chuckle".

Grass.

Damn you, PTSD.

The **** Qin Yucheng!

Mu Mu sat on the bed, cursing.

Qin Yucheng sat on the ground in a daze for a while.

He thought about many things, such as the softness on Mu Mu's lips, the divorce certificate in a few days, the truth about his biological parents and...

There is also the response that Mu Mu should make afterward.

Qin Yucheng looked down at his hands and twirled his fingertips.

There is still the remnant warmth left over from the previous contact.

Mr. Qin slowly got up from the ground, raised the chair, glanced at the notebook and computer dropped by Mu Mu, reached out to close them unhurriedly, took the pajamas from the closet, and turned into the bathroom.

The water flowed from the top of the head along the smooth texture.

Mu Mu vaguely heard the movement in the bathroom, and the mask of pain on his face became more and more profound.

Gan!

This dog thing seems to be very leisurely!

A Zhai never thought that he would become someone else's meal replacement one day!

What's more, the first bobo since I can remember in my life was taken away!

The **** Qin Yucheng!

Come on Ultra... Forget it, there is no Ultraman in this world!

Then come a fairy to save the child!

"ah!!"

Azhai hugged his head.

He couldn't think of how to face Qin Yucheng tomorrow!

Just thinking about the fact that he has to face Qin Yucheng face to face, A Zhai's toes are ready to turn into a master architect again!

At the same time, Mu Mu is very clear that he is the only one who is so entangled!

Qin Yucheng is such a stable person!

This person is well versed in the iron law of "if you don't feel embarrassed, someone else will be the one who is embarrassed", and he has an air of righteousness and self-confidence in everything he does.

Mu Mu even felt that even if Qin Yucheng slipped and fell on the road and split his fork, he could stand up slowly, pack up and continue to follow his normal rhythm and leave without haste.

The words "panicked" seemed to never appear on Qin Yucheng's body.

But Mu Mu asked himself, he was just an ordinary housekeeper.

Not only would he be embarrassed by himself, but he would even be embarrassed for others! There is no such calm, steady and confident mentality like Qin Yucheng's.

Just like Qin Yucheng can now take a bath at his original pace, and then sleep.

But Ah Zhai can only toss and turn here! Can't sleep!

Mu Mu took out his mobile phone, rummaged through it, and found that there were only a few people he knew who could chat.

It's impossible to talk about this kind of thing.

Neither can the almighty Chen Lili.

With a bitter face, Mu Mu clicked on the emotional forum he had asked for help before.

He clicked on the post button, typed a few words "da da", and finally deleted it.

The complicated relationship between him and Qin Yucheng cannot be described in simple words!

hateful!

Mu Mu fell on the bed.

How could this be so!

This is completely different from the script written by A Zhai!

Mu Mu rolled around on the bed, and finally lay face down in a large font, not moving.

No matter how you think about it, it's Qin Yucheng's unilateral fault.

Why is A Zhai rolling and anxious here, but he, Qin Yucheng, can take a leisurely bath and sleep over there? !

Do you think that's **** reasonable? !

This is unreasonable!

Mu Mu immediately rolled up the quilt, closed his eyes, and gave up thinking.

What should come will always come.

What cannot be avoided can never be avoided.

Anxiety about loans is not advisable, think about it for the better, what if Qin Yucheng breaks up tomorrow morning, right?

Human beings must be full of hope for the future in order to live well!

Mu Mu's face was full of detachment, and his eyes were tightly closed.

Then I lay down with my eyes closed until seven o'clock the next morning.

Grass.

Can't sleep, can't sleep at all!

Fuck it, dog days... Forget it, I'm tired of cursing.

Mu Mu got up with a dark face, and the phone vibrated twice.

Elderly Square Dance Choreography Group (5)

[Delicate and weak wind blowing willows]: [Picture] @陈先生, @瑜, brothers, can the dumplings be fished like this?

In the photo are dumplings churning in boiling water.

[Mr. Chen]: Just float up.

[Yu]:? Aren't you going upstairs for dinner today?

[Delicate and Powerless Wind Blows Willows]: No, it was more intense last night upstairs!

Mu Mu:? ? ? ?

I'll tear off my **** teeth and nail them to the wall for you!

[Mu]: Spread rumors, report it.

[Mr. Qin]: Are you awake? Get up and eat.

[Mu]: Hello, did not wake up/smile/moon

Mu Mu retracted into the quilt again.

[Mr. Qin]: ... When are you going to wake up?

[Mu]: After you go to work / rose / rose

[Mr. Qin]: ...

Qin Yucheng looked at the fried poached eggs, wiped his hands, turned to the master bedroom, and knocked on the door.

"get up."

Mu Mu was lying on the bed, deaf and blind.

Qin Yucheng paused, and tried to reach out and twist the doorknob.

Unexpectedly, with this twist, it was unscrewed directly.

Qin Yucheng: "..."

Mu Mu: "..."

The two looked at each other, and for a moment, Qin Yucheng withdrew his hand on the doorknob and coughed lightly: "Eat."

"…oh."

Qin Yucheng came out of the kitchen with two bowls of noodles, only to find that Mu Mu had been quietly observing him.

Little Benbi probably thought that he was hiding it well, but in fact, he had written the four big words "secret observation" on his face.

Mu Mu poked the poached egg, gnawed at the burnt edge of the egg, glanced at Qin Yucheng from time to time, his face full of confusion.

How should I test if Qin Yucheng still remembers what happened last night?

Mu Mu was full of sorrow.

What did Qin Yucheng do when he tested him before?

Mu Mu thought carefully.

Then I thought about loneliness.

Hahaha.

Mu Mu gnawed on the egg expressionlessly.

In his memory, before the showdown, every word Qin Yucheng said was a temptation!

Even A Zhai himself has to admit painfully: with his brain, he has basically bid farewell to the business scope of investigation and counter-investigation.

hateful.

Because Ah Zhai is really an ordinary person!

Serious people, who engages in these fancy things? !

Mu Mu took a bite of the egg yolk angrily, then glanced at Qin Yucheng in confusion.

Mr. Qin had enjoyed enough of the idiot's performance, picked up noodles with his chopsticks, and raised his eyelids: "Don't watch, I remember what happened last night."

Mu Mu's movement of gnawing eggs froze.

Qin Yucheng was as steady as ever: "I'm waiting for your reply."

"?" Mu Mu was stunned, "Answer? What answer?"

Mr. Qin paused, looked at the surrounding environment, and then at the two bowls of noodles in front of him.

"No flowers and no surprises right now, I'm sorry."

Qin Yucheng put down his chopsticks and exhaled lightly to relieve his suddenly dry throat.

"I like you," he said.

? ? ?

What? ? ? ?

Mu Mu's eyes widened.

Qin Yucheng reiterated: "I like you, I'm sure of that."

Mu Mu: "..."

Mu Mu: "?!"

Bros! sisters!

Ladies and gentlemen!

look! It's meal replacement literature! It is a real meal replacement literature!

Mu Mu pupil earthquake.

He whispered tremblingly: "I...I'm not Mu Mu, no, I'm not that Mu Mu, Qin Yucheng, please be sober, I'm not your wife."

"I know." Qin Yucheng didn't waver at all.

Mu Mu opened his mouth in astonishment.

Qin Yucheng's expression was calm and firm. They sat face to face at the dining table, clearly separated by a table, but Mu Mu felt in a trance that he had glimpsed the figure reflected in the other's eyes.

It's all about him.

This really feels a little heavy.

Mu Mu looked away in a panic, as if there was a slight error in the rhythm of her heartbeat.

A Zhai opened his mouth, closed it again, and remained silent for a long time before meeting Qin Yucheng's eyes again.

Qin Yucheng still watched him intently and peacefully.

Peaceful and firm, nothing negative comes out of it.

He seemed to be simply waiting for an answer.

Whether Mu Mu nodded or shook his head, he would gladly accept it.

Qin Yucheng's emotional stability made Mu Mu's restless heart slowly calm down.

Mu Mu collected himself and hesitated: "Do you really distinguish me from him?"

"It's clearer than you think." Qin Yucheng replied without hesitation.

A Zhai scratched the wall of the bowl with his fingertips, his heartbeat was so violent that it seemed to have pulled the eardrum, and he could hear the sound of "boom, thump, thud, thump" very clearly.

Mu Mu pursed her lips tightly, at a loss for what to do.

He had never faced such a scene directly, and even, he had never imagined such a scene.

He has long been ready to be alone, and he is happy to enjoy the life alone.

Most people come alone in this life, and most of them leave alone when they leave, walking alone.

It's good to have friends, but not having them doesn't make him feel very lacking.

Even for Mu Mu, the old world and the new world are not much different.

After having the psychological preparation to live alone, it is the same in any world.

Even if he is asked to change another world at this time, it is the same.

But it's a process of finding a job, finding a place to live, and living from scratch.

He had always lived like this, and it was normal.

The matter of living together as a partner has never appeared in Mu Mu's life plan at all.

People change.

Father and mother also fell in love and got married freely, but he left his mother and disappeared to nowhere, without leaving a word of a reason.

People still get sick and get old.

Just like my mother, two days ago, she was very lively and said that she was going to Tibet to see the most beautiful blue sky, and then she fell ill before she left, and she died when she fell ill.

Dad left alone.

Mom also left alone.

If he is left behind, he will eventually leave alone.

Mu Mu looked at Qin Yucheng blankly, and asked in a low voice after a while, "Will you change?"

Qin Yucheng was startled: "What?"

he will change.

Mu Mu answered Qin Yucheng in his heart.

Of course Qin Yucheng will change, everyone will change, no one is static.

including himself.

Mu Mu pursed his lips tightly, feeling a bit of inexplicable fear in his heart. He clenched his fingertips into a fist, and then slowly relaxed.

My mother said that although a person's love is momentary and short-lived, when he loves you, love is also a very beautiful, very precious, and very pure thing. It is worthy of attention, worthy of being cherished, and taken seriously .

Mom is always right.

Mu Mu took a deep breath: "Sorry, I never thought about that."

Qin Yucheng lowered his eyes, inexplicably feeling that the temperature of the dining table surface passed from his fingertips was terribly low.

It was as cold as ice.

Qin Yucheng was not surprised to get such a reply.

Mu Mu is a man with normal sexuality.

This point can be seen from the fact that he quickly changed back to men's clothes as soon as he was punctured in women's clothes.

The reason he still has long hair is because Mu Mu considerately thought that when he got the divorce certificate, he had to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau again, and he had to think about his reputation.

But even with such preparations, when he was rejected, he was still very, very...

Qin Yucheng closed his eyes and sighed silently.

Mu Mu didn't notice Qin Yucheng's gradually declining mood.

He was still immersed in his own tension, he scratched the side of the noodle bowl, his voice was dry: "No, but I don't hate you."

Qin Yucheng suddenly looked up.

"I haven't been in a relationship before, and I don't know what it means to like it." Mu Mu said seriously, "If the problems left by 'Mu Mu' are resolved, you still have such feelings if…"

Mu Mu tensed up all over, and said loudly: "If, if that's the case, I will seriously consider your feelings!"

—The momentary and short-term love is also a precious thing worthy of attention, cherished and taken seriously.

If Qin Yucheng changes after knowing his life experience...

Mu Mu lowered his eyes, looked at the lumpy noodles in the bowl, and picked up the chopsticks.

People should not choose to stop because they are afraid of the unknown future.

Even if Qin Yucheng changes at that time, he will just return to his life alone.

it's not a big deal.

Mu Mu thought.

I am much stronger than Qin Yucheng.