56 – wish.
“Ahh… … .”
In my field of vision, Adylun was completely frozen, and I just applied strength to the hand wrapped in the towel. The swaying pupils showed how flustered she was now.
She didn’t even seem to think about closing the bathroom door. He seemed to be in a complete panic.
And I immediately tried to look away, but I couldn’t take my eyes off her, as if I was in an irresistible fascination.
After coming out of the bath, the slightly flushed, immaculate skin caught my eye first, and unlike the slightly heated skin around the shoulders, the red-hot face was so lovely, and the wet hair seduced me more fatally than any other charm. did.
My heart was beating wildly, to the point where I couldn’t control it.
But I endured it with superhuman endurance and turned my head. It seemed that he would never be able to forgive himself for doing anything to Adirun here.
“Mi, I’m sorry!”
Perhaps she had come to her senses at my hasty apology, she flashed back to her senses and went back into the bathroom and slammed the door shut.
“Me, Adilune?”
“Yes Yes.”
“I’m sorry. really. It wasn’t something I was aiming for.”
“Okay, it’s okay. But I’m also very confused… … Those Phishes?”
“Yeah!”
“Could you please take my clothes… … Can you bring it?”
“What do you mean clothes?”
“That, the thin clothes you wear when you sleep are probably on the bed. Please bring me some of it.”
“All right.”
When I moved my stiff body and looked at her bed, there was a thin negligee.
I took the negligee and walked towards the bathroom. Oddly enough, I felt my body stiffen.
I knocked on the bathroom door.
“Adilun? I brought my pajamas.”
“Ah yes.”
The door opened, and she quickly took the negligee from my hand, holding out her arm, still wrapped in a towel.
And the door closes again.
I sat down on the couch in her room, exhausted.
The image of Adilun I had seen earlier lingered in my head, and perhaps because of that, I felt that my body was not under my control.
If I wasn’t careful, I felt like I was going to do the right thing. Today, I think I should just talk about the main topic and go back to my room right away.
* * *
The body heats up hotly. What the hell is going on?
I knew he was coming. That’s why the door to the terrace is also open. But I didn’t expect it to come this soon.
Embarrassment and shame run through my body. My body stiffens little by little, and I can’t decide what to do.
The heat on top of my head is so intense that I throw off the towel I wrapped around my body and pour cold water over my body.
A splash of cold water at least got things working, so I wrapped myself in a towel again and asked Physics to get my pajamas.
After swiftly snatching my pajamas from his hand exposed through the crack in the door, I quickly put on my pajamas and opened the bathroom door.
I walked out of the bathroom with a somewhat awkward gait. Physis was sitting on the sofa in my room, closing her eyes as if meditating.
“Me, Phissis?”
“Ah, Adilun. You are here.”
“Yeah.”
With that, the conversation ended. An inconceivable awkwardness lingered between us. To be honest, I didn’t know what to say in this situation.
I’m sure there are people who say it’s a big deal to the extent of showing one’s body to one’s fiancé. but… … That’s only true of very close betrothal relationships.
There is no choice but to be different from those who fell in love from the beginning and became engaged.
Phishes and I were just getting to know each other, and I was just starting to feel affection for him, so it was all too sudden.
“I… … .”
“there… … .”
“ah. Mmm, tell me first.”
“That, these are the contents recorded today. It is judged that it will probably be of great help to Adilun.”
Saying that, Physis handed over the magic tool to me.
I nodded my head with a slightly stiff gesture.
“thanks. I will check this separately later.”
And again static.
What am I supposed to say What can I do to get past this situation casually?
“Adilon. sorry. I hope you’re taking a bath… … .”
Phishes handed me an apology with a serious attitude, as if she had made up her mind to apologize. I waved my hand and told him.
“Oh no! it’s okay. yeah really Was it unavoidable? It was something that no one should have noticed… … So it’s okay.”
“still… … .”
“It doesn’t have to be so. And he even apologized right away.”
“uh… … .”
“That, and it’s an engagement relationship anyway. So it’s okay.”
I started talking gibberish to the point where I couldn’t tell what the hell I was talking about. what the heck is okay I spat out and covered my mouth as if I had made a mistake.
And it seemed to touch something in Physis.
“It’s an engagement relationship, so it’s okay?”
Physis’s eyes suddenly flashed dangerously.
It was as if the string of rationality had been slightly loosened. I realized that I answered something wrong.
Suddenly he grabbed my wrist violently. A slight pain rose in the side of my wrist, and my expression frowned.
“If I were to do this, would you still say it was okay?”
“… … that’s… … .”
I couldn’t say anything If I gave the wrong answer here, I thought it would go a long way. An inner conflict crept into me.
I don’t know if he likes me or doesn’t like it.
More novels at readwn.com
Judging by the look in his eyes now… … He was clearly craving me now. Those slightly unrestrained eyes were eyes that I had never seen from Physis before.
Honestly, I’m glad he liked me. I think I have the charm of a woman now.
but… … The problem was that I couldn’t tell if he was simply physically or mentally lusting after me.
I hated it if he lusted after me simply physically. I wanted him to love me and respect me as I deserved.
We were finally able to look forward, having washed away our hatred and contempt for each other, and in the process, I felt like I had fallen in love with him all too soon.
It wasn’t something I hated. Because liking and being able to love someone meant that I was a normal person. It means that I have enough room in me to hold someone in my heart.
Ever since I realized I liked him, a pleasant thrill always stayed in my heart. Of course, this pleasant excitement becomes an unbearable flame when he dances with another woman or has a friendly conversation, but I still wanted to hold this excitement.
I hope he gets excited when he sees me as much as I feel. It’s not simply because I’m a fiancée tied to a arranged marriage, but I want you to covet me mentally as much as you physically covet me.
therefore… … Not right now. I hope there is at least some chance that he loves me. If that is confirmed, I will be able to surrender myself to him without hesitation.
Perhaps taking my long silence due to his worries as negative, he removed his hand from my wrist and handed me an apology.
“I’m sorry for behaving violently. But I wanted to say this much. Adilune.”
“… … What?”
I felt a slight sense of disappointment welling up. I decided to accept that disappointment as well. This disappointment must be proof that I like him that much.
“Please don’t just say it’s okay. Because your body is precious. And when it’s not, I want you to shake your head saying no. I’m an idiot, so it’s really hard to understand people’s feelings. Might cross the line if you don’t deny it. And that… … They will hurt each other.”
He gently stroked my wrist that he was holding. The wrist he touched began to tingle gently. The pain disappeared as if washed away, and strange shame and heat began to fill its place.
“anyway… … I’d like to talk more, but I don’t think I can. I’m sorry, Adilune. Rest well.”
I nodded. He knows that too. Now, if we dragged out more time here, we would definitely cross the line.
He slipped out of my room through the door on the open terrace.
I watched him quietly, and he climbed the wall with a mysterious movement, and then went back to his room.
Left alone, I could only sigh.
With obvious regret… … It was such a sigh.
Unbeknownst to me, I must have hoped that he would covet me. A heat that wouldn’t go away even with cold water began to spread throughout her body.
The fact that he wanted me… … overjoyed The heat in his body became so strong that he began to shiver. I probably won’t be able to fall asleep easily today.
If, after the deadline I first told him… … Are he and I in love?
Please, I hope so.
You'll Also Like
-
Survival in the Sea: Awakening the All-Seeing Eye at the Beginning
Chapter 121 2 hours ago -
My girlfriend is a cello player
Chapter 123 2 hours ago -
My Hero Academia: Dark Ages
Chapter 337 2 hours ago -
Longevity begins with marrying your eldest sister-in-law
Chapter 438 2 hours ago -
The Great Arcanist Who Traveled Through the World of American Variety Shows
Chapter 389 2 hours ago -
The Ancient Vast Realm
Chapter 849 2 hours ago -
Primordial Era: I Am the Auspicious Cloud of the Heavens, Creating Infinite Worlds
Chapter 98 2 hours ago -
Farming and raising insects: I have a daily intelligence system
Chapter 108 2 hours ago -
Honghuang: Reincarnation Purple Lotus, I opened up the virtual and real demon world
Chapter 309 2 hours ago -
I, Hierophant Elden, join the chat group
Chapter 266 2 hours ago