I am a Big Villain

Many people may think that the original person is crazy, but as a person who has inherited the memory of the original person, Yan Chu can understand his feelings at that time.

Death again and again, rebirth again and again.

When you think you have avoided the current murderous intention, in fact, the murderous intention is always behind you. You don't know who killed you, and you doubt all the people around you, whether they are well-intentioned or malicious.

In the end, when your nerves are tense to the extreme, the whole world is full of phantoms, everyone is clamoring around you, everyone may raise a sickle to you, and no one is completely harmless except yourself.

Even maybe I can't believe it...

This was the original mental state during his last reincarnation. Even though he remained calm on the outside, he was completely crazy on the inside.

Unfortunately, Yan Chu inherited his memory, and of course he had to endure the despair and pain he had experienced.

The pain of being hit on the head with a blunt instrument, the despair during the poisoning, the tragedy of the car accident, the anger of being smashed to death, and the last time, when the head was chopped off and the nerves were still alive, he stared at the other half of himself with wide eyes The carnage of the corpse.

Such scenes of death will be played repeatedly in Yan Chu's mind every night and every time he wants to relax.

So, he understands.

The topic of the house dropped. Zeng Fangfang left in a hurry after stocking up her son's food for the next few days and dinner for the day. Although her current husband did most of the housework at home, after all, she had already established a new family. If she stays with her son for too long, both her husband and younger son will have objections.

What's more, she was currently quarreling about the house, so she had better try to avoid unnecessary trouble.

"By the way, I just asked someone to buy two bags of imported dog food for Aotian. I will send it to you when the time comes. I heard that the dog food of that brand is good. Huskies have a delicate spleen and stomach, so they need to eat extra. Notice."

Before leaving, Zeng Fangfang wiped Yan Aotian's head. It seemed that the brainwashing system was very comprehensive. Zeng Fangfang not only accepted Yan Aotian's existence well, but even helped him buy dog ​​food.

"Awwww——"

When he heard about the food, Yan Aotian grinned and his tail almost turned into a hot wheel.

"good."

Yan Chu nodded in agreement, then sent the old lady to the gate of the community, watched her get in the car, and then led Yan Aotian back home.

"Ah Chu, why haven't you come to see our Qianqian recently?"

Just as he was about to walk back, Yan Chu was stopped by an old lady. Next to her stood a haggard young woman.

Yan Aotian was rushing forward, but he couldn't stop easily. At this moment, he was caught by the traction rope and rolled to the ground with a howl.

"Oooh, ooooo-"

Go home, go home, the chair legs at home are waiting for the dog.

Yan Chu ignored Yan Aotian's madness, stopped and glanced at the old lady with eager eyes, and the young woman who looked at him with cold eyes and a little nostalgia.

This woman was his ex-girlfriend Lin Qian. Not only did he live in the same community as him, she was also a doctor in the same department. Because they often went home together, the two gradually became familiar with each other. After going back and forth, they developed into boyfriend and girlfriend. Relationship.

It was Lin Qian who initiated the breakup of the two because the original person wanted Dink. He didn't like children and hated children. However, Lin Qian was not young anymore and she wanted to get married immediately and have a child of love.

The original person was willing to meet her former needs, but not the latter. Perhaps this was the last straw that broke the relationship.

Because of the breakup, Lin Qian took all the holidays this year and the annual leave she didn't take last year. After all, she didn't go to the hospital for more than 20 days.

Yan Chu glanced at Lin Qian's complexion. She was probably still immersed in her previous relationship. Her face was haggard, and she was wearing long pants and long sleeves even though it was summer.

In comparison, the original person seemed much colder and cold-hearted. He went to work as usual and quickly dated a new girlfriend after breaking up with his ex-girlfriend. No matter who he told, he would probably be labeled as a scumbag.

"Did you have a quarrel with Qianqian? Auntie is also here. It's normal for young people to quarrel. Once things are settled, everything will be fine."

Lin Qian pursed her lips and tried to pull her mother away with a calm expression, but it was obvious that her mother did not listen to her and still stood motionless in front of Yan Chu, saying peace as an elder.

In the eyes of the older generation, a child like Yan Chu who owns a house, a car, and a stable job is simply a golden son-in-law, a diamond king, especially Yan Chu's parents divorced and each has a new family. It is estimated that he will get married in the future. His wife doesn't have to worry about the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.

Mother Lin, who was anxious for her daughter, also inquired about it. Yan Chu’s mother later gave birth to a son. He is now about to graduate from college. By then, the other party will be busy taking care of the younger son and it will be too late. The older son will definitely not come. Help here, so that her mother-in-law can legitimately take care of her daughter, and she doesn't have to worry about someone trying to steal her grandson.

Therefore, what does Mother Lin think of Yan Chu? In addition, her daughter is already very young, and she is already thirty years old. She should not be picky. If she meets someone like Yan Chu, she should be given a high honor.

Perhaps because she knew her parents' old thoughts, Lin Qian hesitated before telling them about their breakup, fearing that her parents would be anxious and come up with some crooked tricks or urge her to get married.

But she didn't say anything. Just because she didn't see her at work or Yan Chu coming to see her during these days, her parents could guess that the two of them were probably at odds.

"Auntie knows that you and Qianqian are both good children. If you have any problems, don't hold them back."

Mother Lin pushed her daughter to Yan Chu's side: "You guys have a nice chat, Auntie won't bother you anymore. Qianqian, Mom is going to buy you an old hen to stew. I'll probably be back in more than half an hour." You don’t have the key to your home. Chat with Ah Chu for a while, and don’t rush home.”

After saying that, Mother Lin waved her hands, as if she was afraid that her daughter would follow her, and ran away with a pace that was incredible for an elderly person.

"Why don't you come and sit at my house?"

Yan Chu squinted his eyes. He always felt that something was not right with Lin Qian's current state.

Looking carefully, it doesn't look like he is haggard after a broken love, but like he is weak after a serious illness.

"No, there's nothing more to talk about between us."

Lin Qian shook her head, feeling a pain in her heart when she looked at the calm and indifferent man in front of her.

"Are you OK?"

Yan Chu couldn't bear it and asked Lin Qian softly.

Although it was Lin Qian who initiated the breakup, she still let go of the relationship so neatly and neatly. At this point, there was indeed something wrong with the original person.

"Awwww——"

Something happened to the dog. The dog wanted to go home and chew the table leg. Yan Aotian lay on the ground with his two front paws scratching the ground, looking like a dog in despair.

"without--"

Lin Qian thought about it carefully. She wanted to completely sever ties with this man. In this case, she should hide that matter. But for some reason, looking at the man's always calm face, she suddenly thought Some other emotions could be seen on the other person's face.

She wanted to know if this man would be sad, sad, or - guilty.

"Half a month ago, I aborted the child in my belly. The child was more than two months old, a small ball of sparkling blood. That child is ours, and you don't want it."

Lin Qian lowered her head and touched her flat belly. When she raised her head again, tears and anger were already in her eyes.

"Do you still remember that before we broke up, I asked you what you would do if we had a child, and then you said that you would marry me, but the child must be aborted. Now I will fulfill your wish, but, I don’t care if you marry me.”

Lin Qian knew how happy she was when she was pregnant. Although her boyfriend had always said that he didn't want children, Lin Qian always thought that her boyfriend would change if she really had children. Just like when she was in her twenties, she also found children annoying. , but at this age, seeing people of the same age having children, I still can't help but have the urge to be a mother.

But she never thought that Yan Chu's reaction would be so firm and persistent. He was not even willing to coax her, but was so indifferent, shattering her dreams when she was the most happy and longing for her.

It seemed that it was at that time that Lin Qian discovered that she could not change that man. On the contrary, she had changed too much in this relationship. Because of the excellence of the other man, she became humble. She regarded him as the only one. She only realized it when she was awake. In the other person's heart, you may just be a dispensable existence.

The other party's blood was cold, and Lin Qian couldn't help but wonder whether the other party had ever liked her, or whether he just chose to date her because she was a suitable person.

"Pregnant?"

Yan Chu was a little surprised. Even the original person didn't know about this.

In this way, the other party's haggardness will be justified. Abortion is a very harmful operation to the body.

"You-" Yan Chu's throat was a little dry and he looked down at Lin Qian's belly.

Urban men and women are all older men and women, and it is normal to have sex when they are dating.

Yuan Shen and Lin Qian had already tasted the forbidden fruit in the second month of their relationship. Basically, Lin Qian came to Yuan Shen's house to stay overnight. It was just because Yuan Shen didn't like children. She made it clear from the beginning of their relationship. attitude, so when the two of them had sex, they always wore condoms.

However, contraceptive measures are not always 100% effective. Although the chance of Lin Qian getting pregnant unexpectedly is small, it is normal.

"Don't worry, abortion is my decision alone. Although I like children, I'm not great enough to be a single mother."

Lin Qian felt sour. In fact, when she realized that she wanted to get married and become a mother, she secretly tampered with the condoms at Yan Chu's house. They were all healthy and it was reasonable for them to get pregnant. in things.

Originally, she wanted to force Yan Chu to accept the fact of the child, but when she heard the other party say the word "abort" indifferently, Lin Qian regretted it. She did not say that she was pregnant, but directly broke up with her. .

Because she vaguely guessed that even if the other party knew about her pregnancy, he would still only give her this answer.

"I want to be a mother, but I also hope that my child will appear with the expectations and love of both parents." Lin Qian's eyes flashed with tears, her nasal voice was a little thick, she took a deep breath, and then said to Yan Chu waved his hand.

"From now on, you should find a wife who is willing to have sex with you. But for the sake of your wife, I suggest you get a sterilization yourself. This is my advice. Goodbye."

Lin Qian turned around gracefully, and at the moment she turned around, she burst into tears.

She found that after saying these words, she felt regretful.

Originally, pregnancy was her own wishful choice. Yan Chu expressed his attitude from beginning to end. It was she who plunged headlong into her obsession with the other person. Even if the other person was indifferent and even if he responded little, she was still happy with it.

It's just that she's cheap, she just asked for it.

Lin Qian put her hands around her chest and hugged herself tightly, but she clearly knew that the man was not worth her effort, but she still felt heartbroken when she finally talked about it.

Even when he saw the other party's indifferent expression, he couldn't help but breathed a sigh of relief.

She was really mean to the core, Lin Qian scolded herself.

However, she has chosen to let go. In the days to come, she will gradually forget this relationship and start a new life. One day, she will completely kick that man out of her heart.

The other party's joys and sorrows could not stir up any waves in her heart.

"Let's go."

Yan Chu stood there for a long time, until he saw Lin Qian's back disappearing into the building where her family lived. Then he kicked Yan Aotian, who was about to fall asleep, and slowly walked towards his residence.

Unexpectedly, the original person's last relationship actually involved a child. Thinking about Lan Qin, who was dating the original person, Yan Chu felt that the relationship chart left by the original person at this time seemed to be getting more and more confusing.

*****

"The operation was successful, but subsequent observation is the key. Be careful of complications."

The operation lasted for more than eight hours, and Yan Chu's legs were slightly numb. When the last stitch was completed, he breathed a sigh of relief and relaxed.

In the end, just like the original memory, maybe because of a gamble, or maybe because of the persuasion of relatives, Shao Zhong decided to let his mother have the operation.

In the last life, the operation was successful, but many complications occurred inexplicably later, and the kidneys failed. Without a matching kidney, Shao Zhong's mother passed away soon.

Because of this incident, Shao Zhong led people to make a big fuss in the hospital. At the same time, he also found a lot of media to expose him as an "unscrupulous" doctor. Just because the hospital is now afraid of medical trouble, cameras are installed in the operating room and intensive care unit. Records of every doctor's diagnosis and treatment will also be kept on file.

After the professional department identified the surgical video and each diagnosis and treatment record of the original person, the original person's innocence was proved. Similarly, Shao Zhong's dream of receiving a large amount of compensation was shattered.

In his opinion, this is official protection, and the hospital is protecting Yuan Shen, an unscrupulous doctor. Therefore, during that period, the other party always took his younger brother to guard outside the hospital, saying that he wanted to make Yuan Shen look good, until the hospital called the police. After arresting him and locking him up for three days, his behavior stopped.

In fact, according to Shao's mother's condition, surgery is indeed the best option for her. If she chooses conservative treatment, even if she can survive for a while, she will just be left gasping for breath under the torture of the disease. And surgery, after all, has the hope of cure. At least it can give her a few more years of life.

The original body's suggestion was not wrong. As a man who had been a famous doctor in several worlds, Yan Chu observed the memory of the original body's surgery and really couldn't find anything wrong with it.

Moreover, Shao's mother's operation was really successful. The biggest problem was the occurrence of postoperative infection and complications. All intensive care units are sterilized sterile rooms, but accidents are always unpredictable. This time, Yan Chu worked hard to perform the surgery better and prevent postoperative infections more closely.

Because he knew that if he could change Shao's mother's fate, maybe the subsequent medical incident would not happen, and he would have one less person to suspect.

But everything seems to be destined. He obviously paid so much attention and asked the nurse to closely monitor Shao's mother's condition. However, postoperative infection problems still appeared, and serious complications occurred. Even at the first time, Shao's mother was pushed into the hospital. Rescue efforts in the operating room still failed to save her life.

Is everything in this world really so difficult to change? It's like the original body is destined to die.

Yan Chu squatted in the corner of the operating room, the bloody gloves on his hands still not taken off, and he was a little confused.

He has been a doctor for so many lives, and naturally there are many patients whose lives he cannot save, but this time is a little different. He knows what kind of symptoms the patient will suffer after surgery, so he tries to avoid those diseases. , but everything was still unavoidable. This feeling gave Yan Chu the illusion that he had killed the patient.

The mental pressure left by his original body swept over him uncontrollably. For the first time in his history, Yan Chu felt tired.

"It was you who killed my mother. It was you, a quack, who killed my mother."

After leaving the operating room, Yan Chu was immediately stopped by Shao Zhong.

"Your hospital knows how to cheat money. It was originally promised that my mother would be alive and kicking after the operation. Now that my mother is gone, you have to pay for it. All the money you spent these days will be compensated to me, as well as mental damages and funeral expenses." , lose money.”

There was not much sadness on Shao Zhong's face, but there was a hint of joy, as if he saw himself on the road to making a fortune by relying on his medical skills.

On TV and in the news, people are always making trouble like this. If the hospital refuses to pay, he will throw his fucking body at the door of the hospital, and then call a group of people to mourn. If the hospital is afraid, it will give money.

No matter what, he asked this useless doctor for help. There were so many of them, but they were afraid that none of them would be successful.

No one felt sorry for the patient who died in the ward. What a ridiculous scene.

The gangsters brought by Shao Zhong surrounded the door of the operating room. They were all red-faced and looked like strange monsters in Yan Chu's eyes.

The author has something to say: I’m over 12,000. It’s very good. I’ve maintained my fairy-like figure and I haven’t stayed up late yet. It’s excellent. It makes me proud of my small waist for a while.