How Can I Get Confused with the Top?

Why is Dongshi not a state-run TV station and can win the broadcast of the concert? Even if Dongshi has the slogan that "the world will not be destroyed, the animation cannot be stopped", but the strength and funds are really inferior to Asahi and Fuji.

It's not that the island country has changed, money and background are useless, but the Dongshi Broadcasting Network (Alliance) consists of six TV stations, namely Dongshi, Hokkaido, Aichi, Setouchi, Osaka, and tvq Kyushu Broadcasting, covering 7% of the island country. Ten places, more able to achieve the purpose of those in power.

Since there is only one day apart, it can only be promoted during the day. Fortunately, the scope is large and the effect is very good. Dongshi cancels the original variety show "Go Home With You!" go".

At least the crowd waiting in front of the TV to watch the show tonight is more than usual.

Different from Huaxia, many people like to watch concert broadcasts in island countries, and a big factor lies in the prosperous star-chasing culture.

On the ameba and mixi platforms, many netizens discussed this inspiring and progressive song party.

"The guests are ok group, my favorite group, it's best for Jiang Sang and Jin Sang to sing first."

"There are so many favorite singers, which moved me so much."

"Jack was actually released, isn't he training?"

"Hengkou's most handsome friend will also come. The appearance of this singer is the wealth of mankind."

Posting discussions are all about the participation of celebrities, which shows that the islanders themselves do not take it seriously.

The most discussed is the Korean star. After all, since entering the millennium, the size of the island country's entertainment market has not changed, but its dominance has dropped significantly, and it has become the back garden of Hallyu.

Even so, for the more than 60,000 spectators who spent a lot of money on tickets, the concert has a special meaning.

"You must see it, wow sauce must see it, please promise me."

"Okay...I'll see."

"I'm waiting for wow to come and join our..."

"No time, you guys have fun, I can't come, I'm sorry."

Ishii Keiki hung up the phone as if he was fleeing. He staggered up from the floor. The two layers of curtains blocked the sunlight outside the house, as if there were vampires living in the house.

It can be seen from the caller, sauce (ちゃん), that in the island country, the name sauce, except for children, are very close friends who will call each other.

It was indeed his friend You Chaoxin who called, and he strongly urged him to watch an earthquake-sounding singing party.

Ishii subconsciously wanted to refuse, because he didn't want to watch anything, let alone a song party.

Youchao Xin called him wow sauce, which used to be the name that the two of them called when they were in high school, so Ishii Keiki couldn't shirk.

Then take a look, anyway, look at it or not.

With this mentality, Ishii Kiyoshi glanced at the time. It was only after seven o'clock, and there was still more than an hour. Let's solve the problem of food and clothing first.

The Qiping room only had a TV on a low table, a wardrobe, and a bed on a tatami mat. It should have a large space, but the corner of the room was full of untreated garbage, so it seemed cramped.

Because the island country is small, there is a charge for throwing any garbage, and what garbage is thrown in one, three, five, and two, four or six periodically, and the garbage bins at the door will be specially cleaned up.

In Huaxia, you can sell old appliances if you don’t want them, but it’s more expensive to throw away old appliances in island countries. Fortunately, now that the Internet is developed, many islanders hang the large items to be thrown on the medieval forum, and the asking price is extremely low. , and some don't even need money, as long as the freight can be moved away.

Ishii Keiji hasn't gone out for more than half a year, let alone throwing garbage.

After rummaging on the ground for half a minute, he dug out a bucket of cup noodles, and when the takeaway came, he threw a bag of things on the ground at will.

When it was about to be gone again, Ishii Kiyoshi took out his mobile phone, and the recent dialing records were all from the 7-11 convenience store near his home.

There is no decent takeaway software in the island country, and most of them rely on their own phone calls to go to the store.

After eating first before calling, Ishii Keiki refused to communicate on the phone, and boiled hot water in a hot water kettle that was slightly damaged by the battle.

The steam rising from the kettle, like the thick smoke that night, made Ishii Keiki come to his hometown in a trance.

Ishii Keiki’s family conditions are ordinary, and he himself is ordinary. He went to school in the East Village of Beida, Okinawa, then went to high school, and went to Naha to go to university, and his studies were also medium.

After graduation, he went to Tokyo and found an ordinary job. In order to bring his parents to Tokyo, Ishii Keiki also worked hard.

All the struggles and all the longings stayed at last year's Great Ryukyu Kingdom Carnival. This festival is the biggest festival in Okinawa, with singing and dancing, many citizens from Naha to Beida East Village participated.

After saving for the holidays, Ishii Keiji went back to his hometown to see his parents and grandma, and went back to participate in activities, killing two birds with one stone.

But on October 7, Ishii Keiki had just finished attending a high school class reunion, and it was inconvenient to ride a bike when he was drunk, so Ishii stayed at a classmate's house and was woken up by the patrol police in the East Village of Peking University the next day.

When Ishii rushed home, the original two-story single-family house was in ruins, and the palm trees in front of the door were only dark and charred wood.

According to the firefighters, the origin of the fire was the failure of the water heater. Since Ishii's hometown is located at the foot of the mountain at the very edge of Beida East Village, and the nearest neighbors like many rural households are four miles away, no one rescued him in time.

To be precise, Ishii Keiki did not see his parents and grandma for the last time, nor did he see the burning fire, but under the fabrication of his own brain, it was vivid in his mind.

"Qingxi is back, why didn't my grandson wake up grandma that night?!"

"I'm sorry, I'm not here." Ishii suddenly woke up from his memory, and the "questioning" from grandma often dreamed.

Ishii Keiki tried his best not to think about it, and soaked the cup noodles in boiling water. Because there was no natural light and no lights were turned on, the room was very dark.

Calling the noodles like a puppet, Ishii finished the meal quickly, even if it was hot.

Lying on the bed and brushing up on the phone, watching yutube videos, and browsing aimlessly, Ishii didn't remember what he watched at all.

It wasn't until eight o'clock that Ishii turned on the TV, tuned to the East Video channel, and watched it straight. If you look closely, you will find that Ishii's pupils are not focused at all.

The first two songs failed to attract Ishii's attention. It was only when a foreign singer came on stage that he could not understand the language that made him concentrate a little bit.

Two Thai singers, the subtitles show what the Thai singers have achieved [Nishin, twice won the best song on the joox music platform, and won the best male artist of the year at the Thailand "Hand in Hand" gmember awards ceremony in 2018...], almost The screen is full.

Two Thai inspirational songs, the intention expressed is that the world is so beautiful, we have to live, there are lyrics meaning translations at the bottom of the screen.

"Forget sadness and move on."

Hehe, the palm tree in Ishii's heart has collapsed, and he has no idea of ​​moving forward.

Ishii Keiki knew that his friend wanted him to get encouragement from it, but he didn't. Besides, this was an earthquake encouragement concert, and it had nothing to do with his family.

Oh - Ishii Keiji is no longer home.

Thai singers will be singers of H country in the future. Ishii hates sticks, so he lowered his head and started to look at his mobile phone and swipe yutube.

Human prejudice can change a lot of things, and Sung Yoon's stage can be rated as old and strong, but Ishii thinks it's rotten.

Next: [Chu Zhi, 2019 Shenwu·13th Music Festival Miguhui Best Male Singer Award, 2019 Weibo Night Best Singer Award, 2019 Cool Asian Music Festival Annual Best Album Award in Mainland... ]

I won a lot of awards last year. The reason why I didn't feel it was that I let Sister Niu Niu lead it on my behalf. It's not a pretentious gesture. They all have schedules in other places, so there is no need to force time.

The award with real gold content is the Southern Media Music Festival, which was not included. Maybe the staff of the island country is not famous enough.

Oh, the young singer of Huaxia, Ishii Qingxi raised his eyes, his eyes returned to the mobile phone page, but the familiar Japanese came to his ears.

The key is the sadness and emotion that made Ishii put down the phone instantly and put his eyes on the TV screen.

"I once thought about it for a hundred times, because the apricot blossoms bloomed on my birthday."

"If you doze off in the sun, can you turn into the corpse of insects and seep into the soil?"

"Mints, the lighthouse in the fishing port, the rusted arch bridge, the abandoned bicycle station, in front of the fire at the wooden station..."

Sad, very sad, Ishii was originally in a state of extreme sadness, and was substituted into a deeper abyss by the voice of despair and the intention of the lyrics.

If he didn't go to the class reunion and went home earlier, would he have found the fire earlier?

If he was at home, would he have been aware of the water heater failure before it happened, the danger would have been stifled in the cradle.

Since the death of his parents and grandmother, Ishii Keiki has lived in self-blame. He handled the funeral in Okinawa and received his parents' insurance claims and condolences from the water heater manufacturer. He has been decadent when he returns to Tokyo.

There were black plastic bags piled up in the corner. At first, there were only two small bags, and then more and more, as if a monster that feeds on darkness grew bigger and bigger, and it would not take long for the remaining space in the room and his living space to be swallowed up. .

"If you want to change tomorrow, you must act now, I know, I know, but ah..."

"I have thought about it for a hundred times, because my heart has long been empty, and the reason why I cry when I feel unsatisfied must be because my heart longs for abundance."

This lyric completely hit Ishii, and yes, he didn't want to be decadent all the time.

I want to work hard... But Ishii suddenly found out that if I want to work hard, there is nothing I can do, because my parents and grandma will never be able to move to Tokyo again.

Tears welled down, Ishii found that what he buried deeper was fear, he didn't know how to live alone in this world.

Then I'll just die like this. When the money is spent, the above is what Ishii thought, but the singing sounded like a spring water pouring into the palm trees in his heart.

His eyes were blurry, because of the tears in his eyes, Ishii Kiyoshi wiped dry happily, and he stared at the singer on TV.

This Chinese singer must have also experienced despair, Ishii Kei can hear it, and can see it in his eyes.

"I've thought about it for a while, because I haven't met you yet."

"Because of your life in this world, I began to like this world a little bit."

"Because people like you exist in this world, I'm starting to look forward to this world a little bit."

For someone like you, Ishii doesn't know who the singer is talking about, but the song that makes him feel hopeful...

Ishii Keiki felt like he was talking about him.

When the song ended, Ishii stared intently at the singer, wanting to hear what the singer had to say to him.

"Live."

Very short phrase, but better than all the previous chicken soup for the soul, Ishii murmured to himself: "Am I living now? Mom, Dad, and grandma, do you want me to live?"

The next moment, Ishii smelled a huge rancid smell, his nose moved, and the smell became more obvious. He laboriously pulled open the double curtains, and the natural light source was like a flower, which instantly bloomed in the house.

The stench came from the corner of the wall. He couldn't feel it before. It turned out that he had accumulated garbage for more than half a year. It smelled so bad that this "monster" had already affected his normal life.

"I'll make money in the future. Grandma, what dreams do you have? You don't want me to have no ideals, right?"

"I hope Qingxi can do what she wants to do and make more friends. Friends like your mother are good."

Ishii Keiki remembered the conversation with his grandmother, as well as his parents. The family was a typical island family, his father earned money, and his mother was a housewife who could take good care of the family.

His father wanted him to be someone useful to Okinawa, and his mother wanted him to find a good girl. Both things are very different at the moment.

Childhood memories, teenage memories, happy, unhappy, like a comic strip unfolding in my mind.

"Live." Ishii Keiki murmured and repeated, half an hour has passed since he regained his senses again. It seems unbelievable to others to be in a daze for half an hour, but it is possible for people with thoughts like puppets to be in a daze for most of the day.

Pulling out his phone, Ishii hadn't paid attention to outside news for a long time, so he didn't know how to search. After thinking about it for a long time, he didn't need to search on Facebook. The Japanese version searched for hot news on the page.

#I also thought about it for a hundred times#

#Chinese singer Chu Zhi#

The two hot topics have been discussed by more than 50,000 netizens in the island country. It has not been an hour since the song will be broadcast, but there are already tens of thousands of messages.

"I often think about the meaning of living in this country without doing anything. Getting married and having children contributes to the country's birth rate. Am I born to connect the past? Thank you, Your Excellency, for clarifying my doubts. I am looking for something that makes me feel the world is interesting. people."

"I'm not good at tying shoelaces, nor am I good at saving people around me, but I'm trying to live."

"I dropped out of school, took medicine, and watched my parents worry about me. I can't change the society, I can't change myself, and I can't even control my emotions. When will I get better? There are obviously many people who care about me."

"Blindly thinking about death must be living too seriously. Thank you, thank you, thank you."

"I once thought about it for a hundred times, but I thought that I haven't played the new game I bought. I want to play it and then jump off the building, and then keep releasing new games. For me, games are the support for me to live in the world."

There are also netizens who are the same as Ishii Qingxi, and are awakened by this song.

[I am not a family member of the victims of the earthquake, but my father is a good friend of Pachinko and owes 8 million yen in debt. My mother has three jobs to pay off the debt and support me to study.

After I graduated, I worked hard every day, and had a part-time job on vacation—I didn’t want my mother to worry, but I really wanted to die. I felt that the meaning of my life was a money-making machine, and I wanted to end my life more than once.

Thank you for this song, for making me realize that my life is hopeful, just covered up by all sorts of trivial things like tiredness, work, scolding from bosses, stolen bikes, etc.

I can repay 100,000 yen every month, and there are more than 40 months left in debt. In less than four years, I can live a normal life with my mother. Come on, I will persevere. ]

"It turns out that there are so many people working hard to live." Ishii Keiki never knew.

"Chu Sang is really a great singer."

After reading more posts, many people felt the same way in the first half of the song, and felt strength and hope in the second half.

The song will be broadcast on East TV, and the previously hotly discussed ok groups and stick stars have all dissipated.

Originally, a star agency was planning to publicize the wonderful performance of their artists in the song party, but now the atmosphere on the whole network has stopped for a while.

Kouto Antai, the chairman of Star Four Star Co., Ltd., was stunned when he saw the internal feedback report.

"It's very secretive." Xiaojiu Antai threw the report on the table.

Working secretly has 20% meanings in Japanese, one is a compliment, and the other is a blame now, blame the assistant for not giving advance notice.

"President Kouto, the department's auxiliary means have not yet been used, so there is the second department." Secretary Yokota said quickly.

Star Four Star Co., Ltd. will take over a lot of government business, so it will keep an internal feedback record, and probably know where the lower limit of participants is.

The auxiliary means refers to data falsification, raising the data upwards, a total of five parts A, B, C, D, and E, and D becomes a routine operation of B.

Publishing the optimized data in newspapers and media is also to explain to the people above. As for whether they are satisfied or not, no one cares. The normal operation of official business transactions in the island country is also the reason why the official expenditure of the island country can always be smoothed out.

"?" The expression on Xiaojiu Antai's face immediately revealed that you were teasing me.

They know their own business, and their company only got 80 million yen for the cost of 300 million yen, which of course is equivalent to more than 4 million, all of which is more than enough to spend on the song club even at the price of Tokyo.

But—how could it be possible to spend all of it on the singing party, the plastic stools in the infield are the cheapest rentals.

Xiaojiu Antai, who had seen the wind and waves, quickly recovered, and Secretary Yokota would definitely not dare to deceive him with such a thing.

Is the demand of the people of the island country so low now? Can this broken light and sound equipment be given to B? Xiaojiu Antai began to reflect on whether she had given too much money this time and had done too well.

Too bad, my heart is bleeding, I should have wiped it again if I knew it earlier.

"We inquired about the reason, and many of the audience who voted for the first part of the show were because of the guests of this performance." Secretary Yokota said quickly: "Among them, they are particularly satisfied with the singer Chu Zhi sent by the Ministry of Culture of China."

Secretary Yokota said, "Do you need to take a look at President Kouto?"

"No, what's so good about the Huaxia singer's stage." Xiaojiu Antai said: "Since the satisfaction of this feedback survey is so high, we must publicize it. The promotion of the Huaxia singer is good for our four-star star."

"Hi." Secretary Yokota nodded.

That night, Star Four Star Co., Ltd. communicated with several newspapers...

The client, Chu Zhi, arrived in the capital at ten o'clock in the evening, because there is an audition in the capital tomorrow, and the director Wang Anyi's new film.

Wang Anyi is a typical domestic filmmaker, but a director who is more famous abroad, or has something to do with his overseas study experience.

The title of the film is "Eleven Young Masters". Because of his high reputation, Chu Zhi was able to get a part of the script before the audition.

The script is similar to Farewell My Concubine of the Earth. It is normal. Since the 19th century, the culture and entertainment industry in parallel worlds have taken a different path, but there will always be a few sporadic intersections.

Chu Zhi went to try it tomorrow, and the competition was huge. He was invited because of his good Peking Opera skills in "The Drunken Concubine".

Chu Zhi said that he didn't want to go the way of an actor, but he would be very happy if he could make two films that would keep their names in film history.

Not in the rivers and lakes, but there are my legends in the rivers and lakes.

"It would be great if Brother Chu of Eleven Young Masters could win this script," Niu Jiangxue said.

"It depends on the situation. Director Wang Anyi has high requirements for acting skills." Chu Zhi responded that it is a waste of resources for a good script to be acquired by an actor with poor acting skills.

Chu Zhi is self-aware, but he has the trump card of sick leave, so he can give it a try.

The next day, the island nation was still choppy.

"The Hokkaido Inspirational Progress Song Festival was successfully held, bringing strength to countless people. Foreign singers Chu Zhi and the ok group presented a wonderful stage." - "Tokyo Morning Post"

"Who would have thought that the best Japanese song this year was written and sung by a Chinese singer." - "excite News"

"Live, the most deafening voice this year." - "Hokkaido Shimbun"

I don’t know if it’s because of the physical book industry, the island country’s newspapers are very developed, and the territory is not large. Two of the top ten newspaper sales in the world are island countries.

The island country itself has five newspapers, namely the Asahi Shimbun, the Sankei Shimbun, the Yomiuri Shimbun, the Mainichi Shimbun and the Nihon Keizai Shimbun.

"Let 10 million people feel the voice of redemption! Chu Zhi, China's singer." - "Nihon Keizai Shimbun"

It’s still the front page headlines. Why do economic news mainly focus on the financial field and come to report this event? Because the economic news is the largest shareholder of Dongshi.

This newspaper is very important in the island country, and the island people who like to take nicknames gave Chu Zhi Guanyu the nickname "Owner of the Voice of Salvation".

You're welcome to say that after the millennium, no Chinese singer can make such a big splash in the island country. Even the Ministry of Culture, which didn't take this seriously, was a little surprised. Originally, let a few singers go through the motions. Can there be a windfall?

There is normal diplomacy between countries, but it is obvious that Chu Zhi's encouragement to the island country is beyond the level of normal diplomacy. This wave of China stands at the commanding heights of humanitarianism.

Under the huge traffic and attention, Dongshi immediately arranged a replay of the song, and more people watched it. Many netizens in the island countries began to be curious about the information of Huaxia singers.

Because there is no need to go over the wall to enter the Huaxia network from the outside, there are really island people who come to inquire.

[After listening to the Hokkaido Inspiration and Progress Singing Club, the singer that interests me the most is actually the Chinese singer Chu Zhi.

I wanted to explore the source of Chu Zhi's great grief, so I searched the Chinese Internet—

Chu Sang is the most extreme young singer in China, but he was framed a year ago and was abused by the whole network. "I have thought about it once" is not an excuse, Chu Sang was diagnosed with great depression~www.readwn. com~ He committed suicide by taking sleeping pills and almost succeeded, if he hadn't heard the recording left by his mother.

Until now, Chu Sang still suffers from serious mental illness and needs to take a lot of drugs every day to maintain his state.

The above information is more real than the Kinkakuji Temple.

"I once thought about it a hundred times" comes from the sound of a desperate soul hitting the torii, so we can hear hope.

The owner of the song who saved thousands of people, it is hard to imagine that he is also a person who needs to be saved. ]

The person who posted the post is called "Bed の Yoshiri", and I don't know where I got the first-hand information, including listening to my mother's recording when I committed suicide, and taking medicine every day to maintain it. I don't know where I got the news. But this post has huge implications.

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o: I still owe 5,000 words, this chapter is 6,000 words!

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