House Dad’s Literary Life

Chapter 564 What Yang Yi Wants To Do (14)

Murphy said that his daily life is meaningful, but Yang Yi doesn't see it that way, because in his daily life, other than watching Xixi grow up and making him feel fulfilled, other things are not meaningful.

When writing books and songs, Murphy felt that he was creating in his study, but Yang Yi knew that these were not his own works. Even sometimes, in order to conform to the setting of this world, Yang Yi needed to make these works. Artistic processing, but according to the copyright logic of this world, these works are still plagiarized by him!

Of course, no one can legally hold Yang Yi accountable. Who knew that these works came from another plane of Earth?

But for Yang Yi himself, even if he is cheeky and doesn't care at all, it is undeniable that his life value has not been reflected.

The sense of responsibility to take care of his wife and children conceals this inner emptiness of Yang Yi!

In the past, Yang Yi thought that if he lived a new life, he could enjoy the life of ordinary people and wake up naturally when there were no more killer organizations. Then there is a beautiful and innocent wife in her arms, and a lovely and sensible daughter crawling on her back, not envious of mandarin ducks or immortals. At most, I can write something from my previous life in exchange for living expenses. It seems that this kind of life is enough, just live a normal life!

However, it is not.

Yang Yi can't sleep until he wakes up naturally. He still maintains the same early morning habit as in the previous life, insists on exercising, and keeps his body at a good level.

He has not been able to be like Yang Guo, willing to retreat bravely, and can stay in the ancient tomb with his beloved Xiaolongnu for decades.

Murphy took him to sing, and Yang Yi went. Although he was forced by the situation and did not enjoy the stage like Murphy, I have to say that singing under the watchful eyes of tens of thousands of people gave Yang Yi a lot of heart. Satisfaction is like reaching a milestone in life.

Yang Yi felt that he didn't like to show his face, and it was better to hide behind the scenes and do whatever he could, but Murphy told him that he liked to make movies, so he tried it.

Of course, Yang Yi later found out that he did not have a particularly deep obsession with making movies like Guo Ziyi did, but he really liked to play his favorite movie roles. The stature was restored, and even his own understanding was integrated into it, and Yang Yi felt that his heart could also be satisfied!

A plain and happy life is right, Yang Yi did not dislike it, and will not change his face from now on, and live a life of rushing and working without caring about his family!

But Yang Yi feels that he should also find what he wants to do, so as to fight for it and create his own value.

Otherwise, the emptiness in his heart will burst out one day.

But what does Yang Yi want to do?

There is no answer to this question directly.

Yang Yi began to dig out the memories of his past life. What did he like to do in his past life?

Singing doesn't really count. After all, his voice and face in his previous life were damaged. For pop music, he can only appreciate it, not humming.

writing? Or write your own novel? This is a bit difficult. Yang Yi likes to read, and his writing is not bad. It can be seen from the successful adaptation of those novels in this life. But really let him write novels, Yang Yi lacks creative inspiration.

Then what he really likes may only be pure music!

Once upon a time, he sat in the middle of the empty shelter, with super HIFI headphones, listening to Sojiro's Original Landscape of Hometown, in the wonderful sound of the ocarina, as if his soul floated out, he seemed to be able to feel the author's Nostalgia, in that scene, his soul was riding a high-speed train, shuttled across endless fields, and passed through mountains and rivers... When he took off his headphones, he didn't know when he had burst into tears.

Yes, although he does not know where his hometown is in mainland China, in terms of music, this does not prevent him from having an emotional resonance with this song!

Of course, it is not only music played with special instruments such as The Original Landscape of Hometown, but there are also many, such as Mr. Hisaishi's Accompanying You (also known as City in the Sky by everyone), beautiful and romantic music Canon, the light but exciting Mark of the Rain, etc. Of course, there are also the domestic Piano Song of the Night, the violin version of Liang Zhu and so on.

So much, so much pure music, played with an instrument, it's suffocatingly beautiful!

Yang Yi also tried to play the works of these masters by himself in his previous life. Although he played a few basic instruments well, his picky ears could still hear a little difference, so he kept practicing until he knew that he had arrived in this world.

In this world, he has less practice in playing pure music, perhaps because of Murphy, he has put more energy on pop music, of course, can sing, and can freely control singing in different ranges , is still something that makes Yang Yi excited.

But now that I think about it carefully, Yang Yi still likes pure music, but he has not taken this road yet, even if Murphy gave him a violin.

However, in this regard, how can Yang Yi reflect the value of his life? Or is it still the same as before, copying and writing, and bringing over the classic pure music from the previous life?

But in this way, what is the difference from what he has done before, and how does it create value and realize meaning?

Yang Yi thought for a long time in bed that night, and finally, he made a decision.

I want to compose my own music! Yang Yi told himself.

Composing music is not an easy task, and it doesn't mean that you can become Joe Hisaishi. Even students who come out of the class may not be able to write songs that can be barely heard!

Moreover, Yang Yi wants to compose music, and it is not an ordinary piece of music. He wants to create classics like The Mark of the Rain and The Liang Zhu!

This ambition seems to be a bit too big, and it seems to be a bit over the top.

There is only a wall between a genius and a lunatic. He is not a genius. It is estimated that he can only be a lunatic or a fool.

Of course, Yang Yi wouldn't bring those classics from his previous life over in order to create his own classics. What a pity, he still wants to play and play by himself!

But Yang Yi felt that no matter how difficult this crazy idea was to realize, he should give it a try.

Starting from learning basic composition, starting from the creation of broken pieces, starting from the simplest instrumental music for piano or violin, Yang Yi has already figured out the path for himself.

It may not be too difficult to create a tune, but creating a classic tune is definitely not a goal that can be achieved with hard work.

Yang Yi even intends to take it as his life goal. He doesn't need to be too anxious, he doesn't need to separate his life, and he doesn't need to toss himself into that shape like Beethoven.

It doesn't matter, Yang Yi can use his spare time, such as when Xixi goes to school, and then Murphy goes to work, or even in ordinary life, traveling with his family, learn slowly, slowly Accumulate, listen to the music of this world more, absorb nutrients, embrace the world and life more, and get inspiration from it.

As long as you can create a piece of classic music that belongs to you in your lifetime, you will realize your dream!

Of course, even if he can't create it in the end, Yang Yi feels that it doesn't matter. This creative process will definitely allow him to grow and create value, which is also a manifestation of making his life meaningful.

Yang Yi felt that it was necessary for him to go to the campus for further studies!

It's not a live broadcast, or a business, this is a literary dad//PS: Why do people say it's hypocritical? Please read carefully, first, this is to create a song by yourself, not to write a song. Xiaohan can't make it out when writing a song. It's too difficult, but it's okay to describe the beauty of a song; The kind of tossing crazy is just a hobby and a pursuit~ Second, it is not for the sake of creating music for myself, so I proudly said that I don’t want the music of my previous life, not so hypocritical, copying at the same time , to do something of their own value.