Hokage’s strongest sword

You Actually Understand Everything

People will always grow up, and some feelings that were originally ignored by themselves will slowly start to breed in their hearts. Just like Nangongrou sitting next to Nangongzhe, when she was young, Nangongrou enjoyed her brother’s hard work for herself. Even though the days were so difficult at that time, for Nangongrou, it was indeed the time he cherished the most.

But with the passage of time, Nangong Tetsu, whom he and his grandfather placed high hopes on, did indeed show his brilliance, and the entire ninja world gave him the title of “Yan Luo”.Originally, Nangong Rou thought that she would still be the same as before, happy for her brother’s achievements. But things backfired, Nangong Rou didn’t know why many emotions appeared in her heart that didn’t appear before. And this complicated emotion became more intense after the appearance of Zhenbai. At the beginning, Zhenbai was still very immature and blank, and he didn’t have any proper understanding of life or himself.

But slowly, Zhenbai changed little by little. Originally, Zhenbai, who seemed a little natural to be divorced from life, began to slowly learn to cook and wash clothes, and learned to take care of the life of the family. Nangong Rou is also one of the beneficiaries of this change, but she is very unwilling to accept such care.

Therefore, Nangong Rou also forced herself to make changes. Nangongrou, who was so lively and active before, has changed. She has become more gentle and caring. She has become like another Zhenbai. But the more she made herself change, the more confused Nangong Rou became. Because Nangongrou found that no matter how much she changed, she couldn’t be as careful and gentle as Zhenbai.

Zhenbai is like the incarnation of the word ‘gentle’, every day is as warm as water, taking care of Nangong Zhe, Nangong Rou, and Xiao Ling’er who looks like the original Nangong Rou. What kind of feeling is that? If you have to use a title, perhaps only words like ‘sense of crisis’ are appropriate enough, right?

When Nangongzhe said that he would always be a family member, for some reason, Nangongrou’s heart was filled with an inexplicable resistance. As if she didn’t want to be in Nangongzhe’s family, Nangongrou still had something more to desire. But Nangong Rou couldn’t say these words, and Nangong Rou didn’t dare to say them.

The hand that was holding the sapphire gourd tightened even more. The sapphire gourd that was originally cool and warm to the touch made Nangongrou feel as if she was holding a piece of ice that would never melt. Nangongrou’s palm attacked Nangongrou’s blood vessels and eroded Nangongrou’s heart.

Silence, Nangong Rou can only be silent. Everything was spent in silence, Nangong Zhe drank cups of fine wine that his sister poured out for him, and Nangong Rou poured wine for Nangong Zhe mechanically and dullly over and over again. Finally, Nangongzhe seemed to feel that it was almost done, so he gently covered his wine glass with his hand, obviously not planning to let his sister continue to pour wine for him. And Nangongrou also understood immediately, put the stopper on the sapphire gourd back, turned around and walked back into the house.

Nangongzhe was blowing the cool evening wind on the porch, and Zhenbai also walked slowly to Nangongzhe’s side.

“Did you hear it all?”

Knowing that Zhenbai had come to his side, Nangong Zhe asked Zhenbai. Nangongzhe’s voice didn’t know whether it was because of drinking or emotional reasons, but it sounded a little vain at the moment, as if he had no energy at all.

“I actually know myself. I am a complete idiot when it comes to many things like relationships. I don’t understand why my sister and I have become such a way of getting along with each other. This makes me very puzzled and very sad. Blame yourself. That’s my sister, but I haven’t fulfilled my responsibility to take good care of her…”

“It’s not that you don’t understand…” Zhenbai didn’t sit beside Nangongzhe respectfully as before, but instead leaned against the pillars of the veranda lazily and sat opposite Nangongzhe: “Actually, where is Nangongrou? What are you thinking about, what am I thinking about, and even what Xiao Linger is thinking about, you are actually very clear.”

“But you choose not to understand, because you need to face it if you understand it, and you need to accept change if you understand it, but you are the person who dislikes change the least, and you can even be said to be the most afraid of change. You just expect My own life can be as I imagined, unchanged and at ease.”

“So, you chose to escape. Even my sister Rou’er and Xiao Ling’er will accompany you to escape. It’s nothing. Who doesn’t have something that they wish to stay away from? Even if you are called ‘Yan Luo’ ‘ Such a role is almost like the adjudicator of life, but you are still an ordinary person in the world.”

“Your pressure and your sense of responsibility have already exhausted you physically and mentally, so it is not shameful to escape, and it is even somewhat effective. However, some things need to be faced after all. So although I do not hate You escape for a while, but it’s best not to escape for too long…”

After saying these words, Zhenbai also left. Nangongzhe knew that Zhenbai was actually telling the truth. Can you really not see through yourself? Do you really not understand at all?

Emotion is a very important difference between humans and animals. Animals start their own actions because of their desire to survive and reproduce. On the other hand, human beings have a layer of chains called emotions wrapped around their animal nature, so that they can be different from wild beasts.

But isn’t emotion a kind of weapon that hurts human beings? Nangong Zhe was afraid, as a person who had suffered countless injuries on the battlefield, even on the verge of death, he was so afraid at this moment. Nangong Zhe didn’t want to face it, because once he faced it, he might be injured. Such a gamble,Nangong Zhe was unwilling to participate in it.

But the truth is true, the road of escape will eventually come to an end, and I should face it after all…

Thinking about it, Nangongzhe became extremely irritable. Nangongzhe, who had been somewhat restrained about his drinking, took out his sapphire gourd again, and this time he didn’t use a wine glass, but poured it directly into his mouth. I don’t know how much precious drunken wine was wasted because of Nangongzhe’s rude actions, but Nangongzhe didn’t feel any distress or regret at all, instead he still swallowed the good wine in his mouth.

(end of this chapter)

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