Hogwarts: I really didn’t want to be the Dark Lord

The summer solstice was guiding Harry to think.

It is far better to let a person figure things out and gain enlightenment on his own than to preach to him.

Harry really began to think.

Yes, do I hate them? I should have a happy family.

A father and a mother who love me.

I should have a happy childhood.

But I don't have that now.

I grew up in the Dursleys' house.

I have no friends since I was a child.

I have lived in a dark stairwell, with spiders as my neighbors.

I wore Dudley's old clothes.

I was bullied by Dudley.

This should not be the life I should live!

But what caused all this?

It was because of Voldemort and his lackeys!

They brutally killed my parents!

Because of them! I lost everything!

I had to linger in the Dursleys' house!

I had to endure their slander against my parents!

I had to suffer all kinds of hardships here!

……

"Yes, I hate them. If Voldemort had not fallen, I would have found him! To take revenge with my own hands!"

"Do you really think he is dead?" Xia Zhi said in a deep voice.

At this time, Hermione, who had been listening, said:"But, the book says that he has not appeared for a long time. After being rebounded by his own spell……"

"Just because he hasn't appeared doesn't mean he's dead, Hermione. It just means he may have been injured and can't recover in a short time."

"Harry, do you remember the dark wizard you met in Gringotts that day?"

"Of course I remember! I still remember the look in his eyes, he wanted to kill me! If you hadn't pushed me into the cart, I might be dead now."Harry's breathing quickened

"After I defeated him, he turned into a ball of black mist and escaped. In that black mist, I felt an unprecedented evil. This kind of evil... In this world, I think, there is only Voldemort!" Xia Zhi paused,"I am sure that Voldemort is attached to that dark wizard. I believe that if Voldemort was not in a good condition at that time, I might have become a corpse.……"

"You mean... Voldemort is still alive!" Harry said excitedly:"So he will definitely come back!"

"Oh... God!" Hermione covered her mouth. She had believed Xia Zhi's horror stories about Voldemort, so she was also full of fear for that dark period. She didn't want the day when Voldemort would recover to come."Have you told Professor Dumbledore about this?"

"Professor Dumbledore must have known about it a long time ago, so he asked me to get that thing. Although I don’t know what it is, it must play a significant role in his recovery!" Xia Zhi did not say that it was the Philosopher's Stone.

Harry said seriously:"So he has already started to take action to prepare for his return!"

"That's right, he has only temporarily lost his magical powers, but no one can guarantee that one day in the future, he will be able to recover his strength and return in full force!" Xia Zhi paused again."Harry, he still has many lackeys like the dark wizard that day, lurking silently! The wizarding world is not as peaceful as it seems on the surface!"

Harry suddenly said calmly:"So I have never been really safe, right?"

Xia Zhi did not answer, he asked back:"Harry, are you afraid?"

""I'm not afraid!" Harry shouted angrily,"Let them come, I will make them pay!"

"But you are still very weak and still rely on the protection of others"

"I want to become stronger, Xia Zhi." Harry looked at Xia Zhi steadily,"You are about the same age as me, why are you so strong? Is it because of talent?"

"Of course not, Harry!" Xia Zhi said with a guilty conscience,"My ability to become stronger has nothing to do with talent."

"Why is that?"

"Of course it’s because of hatred!" Xia Zhi’s eyes were still calm,"Human potential is unlimited! And hatred can urge me to tap into my potential and make me stronger!"

"Hate? Xiazhi, actually I've always wanted to ask you, what happened to you in the past? I asked Hagrid, but he refused to tell me, and told me never to ask you if possible."Harry said in one breath. He has always been very curious, so he took the opportunity to ask.

Xiazhi is only eleven years old this year, just like himself, but why can he fight such an evil and powerful dark wizard? And he can also sweep the Auror team?

What on earth has he experienced?

Hermione also knew about what Xiazhi and Harry encountered that day, and after she tried Transfiguration herself, she really knew how difficult it was to transform into a phoenix like Xiazhi did that day.

So she was also curious about what Xiazhi had experienced.

Xiazhi was silent, looking out the window, without speaking, but Hermione noticed that his eyes were out of focus.

""I'm sorry, Xia Zhi. I didn't mean to ask that." Harry apologized. He felt that Xia Zhi must have experienced a lot of unspeakable pain in the past. In fact, he regretted it as soon as he asked.

"There's nothing you can't tell me, Harry. You're all my friends, aren't you?" Xia Zhi said with a smile.

Harry and Hermione felt warm in their hearts when they heard the word"friend" and then heard that Xia Zhi was willing to tell them the secret in his heart. Then, they felt a strong sense of guilt.

Harry felt guilty. He shouldn't have asked. Hagrid had already told him.

"It's okay, you're talking as if it happened many years ago." Xia Zhi smiled and continued,"In fact, these things only happened about two months ago.……"

""Harry, actually, two months ago, I didn't know what the wizarding world was, nor did I know what magic was."

Harry and Hermione widened their eyes in shock.

In other words, Xia Zhi had only used less than two months to become as powerful as he is now?

Harry's heart was filled with excitement. After learning about Xia Zhi's past, would he know the secret of his becoming stronger?

If he could become stronger as quickly as he did! Then he would definitely make Voldemort pay the price he deserved!

Xia Zhi didn't speak, but stood up and took off his shirt, revealing his thin upper body and those densely packed scars!

These scars were so hideous and so terrible. It seemed that every scar had a tragic story.

Harry and Hermione were so shocked by this scene that they were speechless. ps: Please give me flowers! Please give me monthly tickets! Please give me rewards! I have had back pain recently.