Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum

"Are you going to the antidote?" Qing Huan asked.

Nan Shuang hugged her for a long time before humming. He felt relieved, but wanted to laugh again. For so many years, he has been trying to get the antidote, but he never thought that he could treat the emperor like this. No matter how noble and no desecration is allowed, it is actually just a pool of rotten meat, nothing more.

"That's great. Why don't you tell me, brother, what are you going to do next?" Qing Huan pushed Nan Shuang away and looked at his eyes that couldn't see. Nan Shuang was obviously taken aback and asked, "What do you mean?"

"You know very well. We can't let the emperor be free, otherwise he will chop off our heads in the first place. And now the emperor can't die, I think, brother, your idea is unreliable and needs improvement."

Nan Shuang tentatively asked, "My...what do you think?"

"Of course it is to join hands with the prince to solve the emperor's ideas. You want to avenge him and want the throne. You think you all get what you need, but it doesn't seem to me at all."

When Qing Huan told her what she was thinking, Nan Shuang had no suspicion, but was puzzled: "Why is this? The emperor’s children are withered, and there are more princesses and fewer princes, but they are all indifferent. If they are allowed to ascend to the throne, it will not be guaranteed. It will be against me. King Qin and the emperor have always had a rift, and when cooperating with King Qin, they don’t worry about being betrayed."

"Brother, you are so confused!" Qing Huan settled the account for him. "How old is King Qin? He is no less treacherous than the emperor, not to mention that he has a son. I have inquired about it. It is said that the son of King Qin Xianyun Yehe does not love prosperity and wealth, but loves the life of the rivers and lakes. My brother really feels that he is not against the throne. Desire? Both father and son are hard to deal with. The emperor has many sons in his early years, and he has been fighting endlessly over the years. He is almost dead, and some sins are deeply imprisoned. Only a few young princes are left, all under ten years old. If it is said that there is no handwriting by King Qin and his son, it is all about the dispute between the concubines and concubines of the harem, then I don’t believe it."

"According to you?"

"Naturally, I won’t be with the King Qin, but I don’t have to tear my face with him right now. Although my brother is now a celebrity in front of the emperor, he does not have heavy power in his hands. Wei, they are all vulnerable." Qing Huan smiled slyly. Although Nan Shuang could not see her face, she could still feel it in her confident voice. He suddenly felt that his younger sister seemed to have grown up and was even stronger than himself. Where would he need his protection?

This makes Nan Shuang feel sad. From the day when he became the Ouchi chief, I don't know how many people have poked his spine in the back and cursed him bitterly. But he doesn't care, because as long as he thinks that he can climb to the position where he is today, and find his sister in the future, he can make her live a good life. He doesn't care anymore. But now, my sister seems to be better than him.

Qinghuan noticed that something was wrong with Nan Shuang, so she smiled and hugged one of his arms: "Of course, I only think, I can't do it, so I have to put it into practice by my brother."

Nan Shuang smiled lightly, touched Qing Huan's head, and said, "Okay."

Even though he responded this way, he was still at a loss. In the previous fifteen years, his greatest belief was to find his sister, make her happy, and at the same time let himself get away. Now he has found his sister, and he also has the medicine. He doesn't know what the flame and resentment in his heart cannot be ignored. Putting the emperor in a secret room also tortured for 15 years? Forget it, the old guy didn't know how many years he could live. He is an **** and a blind man. What big business can he do? Who will convince him?

But since my sister said that, he didn't want to, and he wanted to do it for her. He must do something for Xiaoyan, so that he can be worthy of his passing parents.

"Is your brother scared?"

Nan Shuang was asked by Qing Huan, her long eyelashes flapped twice: "Why ask?"

"Because I felt the fear and fear in your heart." Qing Huan stretched out her hand and pressed it to Nan Shuang's chest, whispering softly: "Every one of us will be afraid."

"Xiaoyan, I don't know if I can do it, you know, I'm a cripple. I'm still a cripple... everyone is punishable by everyone. No one in the world doesn't hate me, no one doesn't know me as a stray dog. The hundreds of officials in the former dynasty also regarded me as a thorn in the flesh. They felt that an **** was not worthy to stand at this height. My life is spurned.

Hearing this, Qinghuan looked at him for a while without blinking, and then said: "Brother, you have to know that most people in the world can only see your glory, not the loneliness and pain behind you, and your What kind of hardships you have suffered. They want you to stay weak and be bullied, just like other little people who die in vain. Because most people are weak and ridiculous, they can't get up in the pain again and again. They can’t work hard and can’t endure hardship, so I am the world and think that others can’t do the same.

"They can't understand what it means to be strong, because they are weak and make people laugh without knowing it." She held Nanshuang's cold hand, his hand was still stained with the emperor's blood, and he was still trembling slightly. But he has been trying to hear Huanhuan's words clearly. "You have become stronger, but your predecessor is humble, they will attack you, and they will use their self-righteous reasons to attack you. They think this can hurt you. In fact, on the contrary, the more you go against the current, the more you stand up. This is where the strong are worthy of admiration."

"You feel uneasy in your heart because the people of the world are standing opposite you? Do you think if you are the same as other ordinary eunuchs, they can let you go? No, by that time, your weakness will also become Original sin. You are weak and suffer such painful torture, but you are still alive. It is unacceptable in the eyes of those people. They will not sympathize with pity or understand you, they will only-pretending to be kind to hope that you will commit suicide, or They killed the person who made you miserable. They call this-compassion, but this is cruel. Born to be a human, possess life, breathe air, but don’t know how precious and respectable life is. Talent will go to hell."

"No matter whether the officials in the former dynasty or the civilians, they can't influence your thoughts and your behavior. Because they are generous and generous, it may be called standing and talking without back pain." Qing He smiled and said: "To be a strong person is to be strong, so that you can not be bullied by others, but to be a qualified strong is not to insult others."

Nan Shuang shook his head: "I killed a lot of people..."

"I know, most of them are people who have inflicted pain on you under the emperor's order, and a few are **** ladies. You are full of sins, so you can't stop here." Qing Huan raised his head and smiled at him, although He can't see. "But sins can be redeemed, sins can be washed away, one day, you can do it."

Nan Shuang took a deep breath. He doubted himself a little, but Qing Huan's blueprint was too beautiful: "I...can do it?"

"Yes, I believe you."

Nan Shuang nodded: "Okay."

He treated the emperor like that, naturally he could not let the emperor be free, otherwise his head would have to move. But now this situation makes it unrealistic for the emperor to die directly. The prince is still young, and King Qin and his son are eyeing, so the emperor can still preside over the overall situation, but-not the original emperor.

Some of Nanshuang’s secret guards are good at changing appearances and some are good at ventriloquism. These people are a group of strange men and strangers that Nanshuang has cultivated secretly over the years. He lacks trust in everyone, so just like the emperor, he uses poison. To control them. Nan Shuang ordered those who are good at disguise to change the appearance of those who are good at ventriloquism into the appearance of the emperor. The dark guards have been by his side for many years and know the emperor very well, so it is no different to pretend to be an emperor.

As for the real emperor-Nan Shuang still "reluctant" to let him die now, otherwise, how could he be worthy of having lived through these fifteen years? Every day and night, he was dreaming, dreaming that he would find his sister and avenge him. He was distorted by fifteen years of torture. How painful Nan Shuang had been before, now he wants to let the emperor feel it too.

Qing Huan’s suggestion is not to tear his face with King Qin for the time being. Nanshuang and King Qin’s cooperation is tacit, and they both know what each other wants, so they often sing and agree with each other in front of the emperor, and exchange information euphemistically.

But this time, King Qin found that Nan Shuang's steer was a little different. When he was reprimanded by the emperor, he stood still without a word, as if he hadn't heard anything. Not to mention the deaf ears when I hinted at him!

Naturally, King Qin couldn't afford to look at Nan Shuang. A eunuch, or a plaything under the emperor's brother, dare to cooperate with what he calls? King Qin’s wishful thinking was very good, and he used Nan Shuang’s hatred of the emperor to help him obtain some confidential information. Of course, during the period, it would be better if Nan Shuang couldn’t suppress the pain of being tortured and killed the emperor directly. In that case, If you are lucky, King Qin can board the Great Treasure, almost luck, the little prince becomes the emperor, that does not matter, he is the royal family, there is the new emperor's uncle, is it right to be the regent?

In a few years, he will be able to hold the power and let the little emperor retreat. That position will still be his at that time!

Therefore, Nan Shuang was regarded as King Qin's trump card, but one day the trump card ignored him suddenly, and he was scolded by the emperor without knowing what went wrong, so he could only kneel on the ground in fear!

King Qin hated Nan Shuang again in his heart. He also didn't want to think that since the two had "co-operated" for so long, Nan Shuang had been convenient with him everywhere, and he had not done anything for Nan Shuang! Shengmi is fighting against the mistress, King Qin can't wait to cramp Nanshuang!

Originally, I wanted to learn how the emperor was like to have a taste of this castrated dog. I think it would be very wonderful, otherwise the emperor would not be reluctant to kill Nanshuang for 15 years. King Qin originally planned to catch Nan Shuang immediately after he ascended the throne, and kill Nan Shuang if he gets tired of it. In short, Nan Shuang is so hard-working that he can't stay, just in case he tells the world about the plan between them. How will King Qin sleep peacefully in the future! Every insider must die, and even if Nan Shuang struggles, it will be useless.

Nanshuang turned a blind eye to King Qin, and allowed the "emperor" to scold him when he was deducting money for disaster relief because of the floods in the south of the Yangtze River.

If Nan Shuang is a modern person, at this time there is a word that can particularly reflect his state of mind: Xi Da Pu Ben.

King Qin walked away with a sullen face, he didn't forget to glance at Nan Shuang before he left. He didn't dare to tear his face with Nan Shuang now, after all, the emperor was still alive, and Nan Shuang was the big red man in front of the emperor, and there were still many things to rely on this steer to do. He just turned around and returned to the mansion, but he got a big temper, and he couldn't wait to slaughter Nan Shuang to vent his anger.

As soon as King Qin left, the "emperor" immediately knelt to Nan Shuang, and Nan Shuang waved his hand: "Go."

The false emperor retreated.

Qing Huan is just an ordinary little palace lady. Although Nan Shuang gave her a gold medal like my personal visit, she is not interested in going to the Imperial Study Room and Jin Luang Temple. She is only interested in the emperor who is locked in the secret room. I don't know what Nan Shuang treats him. Up.

In order to satisfy her curiosity, Qinghuan swaggered into the emperor's bedroom with a gold medal, and entered the secret room very openly. This makes the secret guards who have been silently watching in the dark very speechless, not knowing whether to stop them or not. The master said that the girl can do whatever she wants, but he also said that no one is allowed to approach the secret room. So... what should they do?

Just when they were entangled, Qing Huan had already entered the secret room.

After she entered, she closed the secret room. After passing a corridor, she saw that the old emperor was still tied to a pillar, half dead, with his head hanging down and his hair messy. The clothes on her body were equal to nothing but her legs. It's blood, I want to know what Nan Shuang did to him.

It's certainly not too much, because compared with what the emperor did to Nanshuang, it is simply a pediatrics.

Hearing the footsteps, the emperor made a hoarse begging for mercy: "Let me go, let me go... let me go..."

Qing Huan came to him, but couldn't bear the slightest pity, but looked at this man who was ten years old in an instant after a few days of torment. Because he is the emperor, he can trample on others at will and play with others' destiny? Or is it that when you are born an emperor, you are naturally noble than others?

Qing Huan smiled and asked, "How does the emperor feel, have you eaten in the past few days?" She looked at the empty table next to her. "My brother is so unkind, why don't you let the emperor eat and drink some water?" he said, shaking his head. "If the emperor died like this, the queen would be very lonely."

"You, you are Nan Yan?" The emperor looked at Qing Huan with difficulty, shook his head and said, "No, you are not Nan Yan...You are lying to Shuang'er!"

"When is it still called Shuang'er?" Qing Huan tilted his head and looked at the emperor. "He doesn't like you calling him that."

"It's you! It's you who bewitched Shuang'er! That's why he treated me like this! Isn't it you!" The emperor was hoarse, staring at Qing Huan with the eyes of his enemy, his eyes seemed to tear Qing Huan into pieces.

"Tsk tusk, you think you are good to Nanshuang from the bottom of your heart, don't you?" Qing Huan realized that the emperor was not only sincere to Nanshuang, but also felt good about himself, thinking that he was very fond of Nanshuang. Too! "Unfortunately he doesn't think so."

The emperor gritted his teeth and said: "I treat him sincerely! I let him live, give him power and supreme love, what else does he want? What else is he dissatisfied with? Why can I not blame him? He, he Do you want to treat me like this?!" Then he stared at Qinghuan desperately. "You must have used some witchcraft to deceive him! You bitch! It's better to let go of me now, or I will cut your head! Divide you into five horses!"

Qing Huan hugged her arms, and said insincerely, "I'm so scared."

She kicked the emperor along the way. When the emperor was saying how good he was to Nanshuang, she believed that his expression made Qing Huan a little nauseous. After thinking about it, she kicked the emperor again, specifically at his sensitive parts. The emperor hadn’t eaten for three days, and was tortured by the chrysanthemum. Qinghuan’s two feet were not light, and the pain made him turn over. Baiyan almost fainted.

Qing Huan held his chin and looked at the emperor in this way, and then asked him curiously: "You could have killed the Nan Family Nine Clan, you could have killed the Nan Shuang brothers and sisters together, why don't you? This is very strange to me. Nan Shuang was ten years old at that time, and the double pupil was not only ten years old. He was the double pupil since he was born. Why did the emperor only think of killing the Nan clan when he was ten years old?"

She looked at the guilty conscience in the emperor’s eyes, and continued to guess: "I have done some homework again, and learned that the emperor does not believe in strange powers. In other words, the legend of the double pupil is nothing to you. You are not taboo. , So I don’t care, and therefore Nan Shuang can live to be ten years old."

"But the strange thing is... when Nan Shuang was ten years old, what happened to make you so anxious to destroy the Nan family?" Qing Huan thought about it, tilting his head. "You want to destroy the Nan family, but you have left two livelihoods. You are too contradictory, the emperor. What can the butler and the nanny have to escape, and they can separate a child. So I guess, maybe... it's the emperor. Your gesture? Ask them to take away Nanshuang and Nanyan separately. What the emperor never expected was that the nurse put Nanshuang into your hands according to the order, but the housekeeper suddenly found out that he did not give Nanyan to him. You ran away with this girl."

Looking at the expression of the emperor, Qing Huan knew that she was right. She smiled: "I have nothing to do in the past few days, so I walked around in the palace, visiting some elderly Gong'e eunuchs, oh, and the concubines of Leng Gong. They have not spoken for a long time, and they know everything about me. The words are endless. What a coincidence, among them, there is a 30-year-old sister Gong E in Huanyi Bureau, and she told me a very strange thing."

The emperor’s face became paler and paler, and Qing Huan continued enthusiastically, “She said that she entered the palace thirteen. Soon after entering the palace, she got the blue eyes of a Zhaoyi empress and was chosen as the Tianxiang palace lady. In the Palace of the Empress of Zhaoyi, she also befriended a little boy who was sent to the palace by her family to be a eunuch. The boy was about eight or nine years old and was born extremely beautiful and clever, so this sister Gong E was impressed. As time goes by, she will be very impressed. I played with this little eunuch, and the relationship was very good. But a strange thing happened. One time Empress Zhaoyi was going to bed, but the servant **** suddenly vomited and diarrhea, and had no choice but to take him. But he came back. Soon, she told her sister Gong E very strangely and asked her to think of a way to leave Empress Zhaoyi."

"This Sister Gong'e is also smart. Knowing that something big happened, she immediately went unfavorable for three days. She was beaten 30 boards by Zhaoyi's lady and was directly thrown into the coat bureau. She stayed there for seventeen years. She was fortunate that not long after she arrived at the Garment Bureau, she heard that the Zhaoyi Empress had been beaten into the cold palace in front of the Hall of the Empress Zhaoyi, and the **** had somehow committed suicide by throwing herself into a well. The emperor, do you know why this is?"

The emperor stared at Qing Huan, his body trembling violently.

"So I followed what Sister Gong'e told me to go to Lenggong and found the mad Zhaoyi Empress. The emperor? Guess what? Zhaoyi Empress is smart, she knows that she can't escape death, so she just pretended to be mad and acted stupid. There are only leftovers, but she is still alive! Then I knew that you, the emperor, likes younger boys."

"Shut up! I order you to shut up!"

Qing Huan sat on the table, shook her legs, and continued to smile, "Why did that little **** commit suicide, and why Zhaoyi suddenly fell out of favor? It is clearest to want to come to the emperor. I vaguely remember that when my brother was ten years old, he happened to be the queen. On her birthday, my mother went to celebrate the queen's birthday and brought my brother."

After speaking, she still laughed, just wanting to laugh colder and colder and colder: "The emperor must have appeared too? There are countless young boys in this world, but they can grow up like Nanshuang. How much is it? After you met the emperor, you really said, "I can't ask for it, think about it, leisurely and leisurely, toss and turn." Later, you thought, you are the emperor! Everything in this world belongs to you. , Xitu Zhibin, could it be Wang Chen, you just want a little boy, what's wrong with that?"

"Although there are many beauties in the harem, the youngest are all too late, not to mention that they are all women and do not meet your requirements." Qing Huan sighed. "How sad, the emperor resisted his true desire in his heart. He obviously likes little boys, but he wants to sleep with women. He obviously doesn't like women, but he can't be known. In the long run, even you will have a distorted personality. !"

The emperor was speechless, but Qing Huan continued to laugh: "That's why you resented Nanshuang, why is it not a daughter? Maybe after playing with so many little boys, the emperor finally found out, oh, it turns out that Nanshuang is Your true love. But why is this true love of him! Isn't he a woman?! So you castrated him, let him wear women's clothes, and pleased you with fat and powder. What a pity, no matter what you do, he is not a woman. And you, like It will never be a woman."