Heroine’s Road to Becoming Scum

"How to put it, I don't blame these girls anyway. Do you know? I'm all over half a hundred years old, and all of them are so young and so small, more than enough to be my daughter. Let's talk about it. They are not traversers. They live in ancient times. The environment and the times have created their husband-oriented character and pursuit. So even if they hate me running on my back, I am not angry, and I can’t get angry. I What is it about being childish? They are young, I am not young." The female ghost Gu Yu sighed. "Speaking of speaking, my husband still blames me. In fact, the best thing is that we don’t recognize each other, and he shouldn’t call me into the palace, so I can be a lady of everyone quietly, and marry a young talent in the future. It will be fine in a lifetime."

"But he just wanted me, refused to let go, refused to let me go, but at the same time he could not give me the same loyalty and love. Maybe other women think that the emperor's favor is the supreme glory, but for me, It makes me more painful than slashing me with a knife."

"Later, later he became angry. The ministers of the Korean Central Government said that the queen had nothing to do. Maybe it was because the previous court was pressing for it, or my persistence for so many years made him lose his patience. He told me, either Give yourself to him, or don’t sit as the queen and go to the cold palace, where I will do whatever I want and no one will take care of me.”

The blood and tears fell from the corner of the female ghost Gu Yu's eyes. Although she was gagging, although she did not seem to be very injured, she was still very sad. "It doesn't matter if I die, and it doesn't matter if I enter the Leng Palace, but I am a queen, and there are parents who treat me well behind me. If I am beaten into the Leng Palace, what kind of disturbance will the family have? I can't even think about it. "

"But I don’t want to give in. So, I thought, it’s a torture to live a lifetime like this anyway. I have lived enough anyway. I have lived two worlds. Most people don’t have my luck, right? People died at a young age. I was fifty-one when I was full, so I committed suicide."

"It's ugly to hang yourself. I'm afraid my face will change color if I take poison, and I won't be ugly at all, right? So I cut my wrists!"

Speaking of this, the female ghost Gu Yu showed a mischievous look, and said triumphantly: "He said I do not do it? Since my persistence seems to him to do it, then I will do it! I will be fine in the future! Without me in the future, he can do it. Be happy to be his emperor. If you want to be lucky enough to have a few concubines, no one will stop him. Look, how happy!"

"Aren't you sad?" Qing Huan asked.

Hearing that, the smile and pride on the female ghost Gu Yu's face slowly faded. She was actually asking herself this way, but in the end she just smiled bitterly: "What's the use of being sad, I can't change my grievances and stay with him." , There is no future between us, this is an inevitable result, otherwise, even with him, I would not be happy."

"Do you miss the past? In modern times?"

"You know, in fact, many times I suspect that maybe he is not my husband anymore. My husband used to say that he would only love me for a lifetime, but since ancient times, he never said that. He always I want me to be considerate of him, understand him, and accommodate him... Later, he has completely integrated into this world. He no longer thinks that equality between men and women is correct. He acquiesces that women are inherently weak. So, three follow four virtues, three wives and four concubines. ...He accepted all these things. But, he was not like this, he was not like this." Female ghost Gu Yu murmured. "So, maybe I have always accepted that I was wrong, saying that when the Ferris wheel rises to the highest point, the lovers who ride together will be eternal. We did not reach the highest point and we fell. Maybe it was God's suggestion to us. This relationship cannot end well. Maybe when the Ferris wheel collapsed, my husband died. If he died, he would die and never come back. The ancient emperor was just a man with his memory."

After that, she pretended to be free and easy to smile: "Maybe I would be better off thinking this way."

Qinghuan looked at her tenderly: "You think you don't care anymore, can you put everything down?"

"Yes." The female ghost Gu Yu said firmly.

"I'm afraid that is not the case."

"What... mean?"

"This is the Naihe Bridge, but not every ghost is qualified to come here. When you come here, one means that you are predestined, and the other means that you have a wish in your heart."

"I have a wish?" The female ghost Gu Yu was taken aback. "I have no wish."

"You have it, but you don't know it."

"How can it be called a wish that I don't know myself?" The female ghost Gu Yu felt that Qing Huan was joking, and shook her head. "I don't have any wish. I just don't want to cross anymore. What should I do? Anyway, I don't want to cross anymore. Crossing is poisonous to me now." Let her retreat.

Thinking back to the romance novels that she loved to read when she was in school, the female ghost Gu Yu said that she just wanted to vomit and didn't want to do anything else.

She never reads romance novels anymore!

What kind of love is there in the world!

"You don't believe in love anymore." Qing Huan said suddenly.

The female ghost Gu Yu was startled and saw Qing Huan smile at her again: "Since you think you have let go of what you don't care about anymore, then drink this bowl of soup and go forward."

"...Reincarnation?"

Qing Huan nodded.

The female ghost Gu Yu did not hesitate. According to Qing Huan's words, she picked up the soup bowl and drank it. Looking at her like this, Qing Huan really liked it more and more, and guided her to the end in the direction of Bi Anhua.

When the female ghost Gu Yu disappeared at the end of Naihe Bridge, Mo Ze jumped out and asked curiously: "Master, did you let her go like this?"

"Yeah."

"So, what about her wish?"

"She has a three-life relationship with her husband. Now that two lives have passed, she will reincarnate, and she will usher in the third one. No need for me to do anything, she will get her wish in this life."

"Then... what is her wish? Is it to love her husband again?"

Qing Huan looked at Mo Ze and squeezed his soft face. "You, adults, children don’t understand. A woman can’t live without love. In the third life, her husband came to pay her back. You’re very curious. If that’s the case, you have to follow along and have a look. , And then broadcast it live with me."

"Huh, is that okay?" Mo Ze brightened his eyes and got his master's approval. He was so excited that he couldn't help himself. He completely forgot that he cried with his nose and tears after coming back from Lu Nongyun's world, saying never again Not going to the theater.

Looking at it, I couldn't help putting myself in the matter, substituting myself into the role, crying and sad.

After all, he is just a simple small system!

Qing Huan just looked at Mo Ze and smiled, thinking that he was getting cuter and cuter. Compared with the time when he first met, Qing Huan was so cute.

Since you're curious, it doesn't matter if you go to see it.

Meng Po is actually quite curious if he doesn't admit that he is.

In the emperor's thoughts, Gu Yu would definitely succumb in the end.

why?

Because they love each other. Because he relied on her to love him, and in this world, only he was her support, so he could threaten and intimidate her like this.

He felt that there was nothing wrong with doing this. He still loved her deeply, but there was no way to guard her and be lucky to be her alone-that is almost impossible, isn't it?

Not to mention the concubines in the harem today, but those from other countries who pay tribute, can he really refuse people thousands of miles away? Sometimes, the favor of the harem is also a political method.

After he said those words to Gu Yu, he went back to his bedroom with joy, and waited three days for Gu Yu to figure out that he would still love her as before, and she will always be his treasure.

But the emperor forgot that in the modern world, he would not treat his wife like this. He loves his wife so much that she is not willing to frown and shed a tear. He can't wait to give her the best in the world. No matter how beautiful a woman appeared in front of him, he was not moved.

But what changed the love between them?

The emperor waited happily and had a good night's sleep. In order to make Gu Yu feel his sincerity, he hasn't been going to turn over the brand for three days, and he won't touch any woman. Then, he will give her a clean self. At least, when the two are combined, if they are clean.

But the emperor never expected that he would never get the chance on the morning of the fourth day. Because at dawn the next day, the attendant **** came in screaming and crying.

The emperor was most taboo to be disturbed while sleeping. He frowned and was about to lose his temper when he heard the chief **** cry in a pointed throat: "The emperor! What happened to the emperor is not good! Empress empress, empress empress, she- she's fucking!"

The emperor only felt that he was not awake before he heard such a ridiculous thing. He stomped on the chief **** and said, "Fuck me! Who allowed you to arrange the queen? Be careful of your head!"

The chief **** was kicked and rolled a few times. After stopping, he knelt on the ground again, and kept buckling his head: "The slave dare not! The slave dare not! It was the news from the talented empress, Gong E discovered. At the time, Niangniang body was cold! The emperor, the emperor should go and take a look! Niangniang, she-" she started crying.

Empress empresses are very good to eunuchs and court ladies, compassionate and gentle and virtuous, who doesn't like it?

The emperor was completely stunned. His eyes widened, as if he couldn't believe what he heard, he sat on the bed, but didn't move for a long time. After a while, a mouthful of blood came out!