Hail the King

It cannot be changed today, and it will be compensated by four changes tomorrow. ()

The recent state is really bad. There are problems with my physical and mental state. I don’t know what’s going on. I always suspect that I have some serious illness. I go to the hospital for check-ups over and over again, and check various symptoms on the Internet. I was so frightened that I wished I could grab the doctor and ask him.

Some people say it's depression, others say it's plant dysfunction or something, and it feels like it's developing in the direction of low-handed and lonely uncle.

Always scared, afraid of losing my health.

Half-step vicissitudes say that I am too housebound, have no communication, lack of friends, and life is too monotonous, so I have psychological problems

Others say I'm stressed out. (This chapter was uploaded by netizens). . . . .

To be honest, I don't think I have any pressure, and I shouldn't be, but the doctor said that people who are stressed usually don't feel it. . . Maybe it is.

Others say that I am too tired.

To be honest, I’m really tired, and I’ve been doing less recently. Well, since the Chinese New Year, there haven’t been many updates. I did the math, and I only updated 180,000 words in two months. I’m really ashamed of my brothers.

You guys treat me well, it’s simply love, I was ready to go to the street when I transformed from a modifier, and I jumped off the site, so I didn’t have any confidence at the time, and I signed a big contract with a lot of money, basically selling myself, wanting to Worry-free for four or five years, but, your love made me get good grades in this book, and gave me confidence.

Today I would like to share with you that the new book is indeed being written, and traditional Chinese is also out. In order to catch up with the manuscript, the two books are written together, so I am very tired, very tired, updating 4000 every day, and actually wrote 14000. . . . . Maybe it's the stress.

Fortunately, the new book has been well received by all parties, and the hard work of more than half a year has not been in vain.

I am afraid of being in the street, and I am afraid that I will not be able to write good things, so that you will continue to like me. . . . .

This may be the source of the stress.

Locked in a small black room every day. . . .

Having said so much, I don't know what to say.

In short, I'm sorry for the update of the king, but I really care about you. Without you, my world will lose everything and have no color. I can't think of what else I can do except code words.

Recently, I feel that I have entered a dead end, with all kinds of negative emotions, all kinds of worries and fears, and paranoia. . . . It's totally a symptom of depression.

I hope I get better, I hope I can be as optimistic as the protagonist in the book, I like to write passionate and healthy things, I hope I can get rid of this negative state, and write truly passionate and sunny things.

I have talked too much nonsense, and my wife said that you said so much, it is better to update the code word with a chapter, but after saying these words, I feel a lot better psychologically.

I love you.

Please support me.

Vpad code words, my hands are sore, tomorrow four changes, please forgive me.