Go Through My Demon Host

  Chapter 63 Xiao Lin (Monologue)

  I am Xiao Lin.

  I once thought that my life was a ridiculous drama, so dark that I couldn’t see the light.

  Because, my mother.

  I saw with my own eyes which woman pushed her mother downstairs. But because of the so-called surveillance, a funny fact, my father didn't believe me.

  Since then, I have been like a different person. I kept getting into trouble. It didn’t matter whether I was willing to fall or deliberately retaliate.

  I never thought that I would change for one person.

  That day, everyone knew that a transfer student came. I don't think so, what does that have to do with me. I slept on the table, ignoring anything.

  But, I did not expect that she would come to me and sit at the same table with me.

  I heard the sound of knocking on the table and raised my head impatiently.

  At the first sight of that person, he heard a heartbeat.

   "I am very happy to be friends with Xiao Lin."

  Under the sun, the girl smiled and stretched out her white jade hand to me. Since then, my life has changed because of her.

  Love at first sight came so suddenly, even I can't believe it.

  In the past, I would not believe that I would actually like a girl because of the first sight.

  How absurd.

  But I know very well that I am not worthy of her. She is so good, and I'm just a school gangster with a chaotic family.

  I want to give up, but I am not reconciled. So, I thought of a good way.

  Work hard and become as good as her.

  Every day I know her, I will do everything seriously.

  I don’t care about the unbelievable gazes of others. I just need Jingbai to look at me. As for other people’s thoughts, what does it matter to me?

  That time a stranger wanted to go out to talk with Jing Bai. I don't know why, I panicked in my heart.

  I want to go with her.

  But she disagreed.

  I won’t say it anymore. I listen to all the thoughts of Tong Jingbai,

  When she said it was right, it was right; she said it was wrong, it was wrong.

  Even if what she said is wrong, I will stubbornly think that she is right.

  When I heard the fire in the warehouse, I panicked. There was a voice telling me that something happened to Jingbai and she was in the warehouse.

  Seeing the blazing fire, I rushed in without any scruples.

  I'm not sure if Jing Bai is in it. but. I am scared in case. Fear, the girl I regarded as a little angel, just left me like this.

  All my changes are for her. if. She is gone. So, what is the point of being alive?

  In the warehouse, the smoke was full of smoke, and I was looking for Jing Bai in a panic. Finally, I saw a figure in a corner.

  I rushed over, and it was Jing Bai, and I saw a bone scar on Xue Bai's arm.

  I nervously picked up Jing Bai and rushed out.

When    was about to go outside, the wooden stick on the roof suddenly fell.

  I didn’t have time to think, I just instinctively protected Jing Bai under my body, just thinking about not letting Jing Bai get hurt.

   Woke up again, just in the hospital. When I knew Jing Bai was okay, I was relieved.

  I did not expect that the nominal father would come to see me.

  I mocked him and watched him leave angrily.

  How many times, every time it is endless quarrel.

  It was a rainy day, with heavy rain pouring down.

  I walked on the street in confusion, letting the rain drip on me.

  This day is my birthday.

  But, where should I go?

  At this moment, a figure suddenly came into my mind.

  Go to Jingbai's place? Will she welcome me?

  I hesitantly called Jing Bai. When I heard the voice of Ran Bai agreeing. There is unstoppable joy in my heart.

  Finally, someone can welcome me.

  I happily went to the cake shop and bought a cake.

  The gloomy mood seems to have become happy because of being able to be with Jingbai.

  When I saw Jing Bai’s brilliant smile, my mood seemed to be infected, and the corners of my mouth could not help but lift up slightly.

  I saw her smiling and saying to me,

   "Student Xiao Lin, make a wish. It is said that wishing on your birthday will be very good."

  I closed my eyes excitedly, and made the long-awaited wish.

  She gave me a peace talisman, which looks like an ordinary peace talisman.

  I feel very hot in my hand.

  At this moment, I don’t know that this peace talisman will carry all my thoughts about her in the future.

  When I heard the news of Jing Bai’s death, my heart was very calm, and there was not even a slight fluctuation.

  Because, my heart hurts so much, it hurts so much, it's numb.

  When I heard my father confess my mistakes, a sneer appeared at the corner of my mouth.

  It turned out that Jingbai had done everything for me.

  She emailed the woman’s crime to her father’s mailbox.

  ……

  In the next few years,

  I spend all my time studying to be the best person.

  I know that she is not dead, she must be in another place, looking at me.

  If I don’t know how to make progress, she will definitely be angry.

  I will report to her every day what I see and hear, including the nuanced things I do.

  She can hear it. I stubbornly think.

  I have been waiting for her all my life. Don't marry or marry.

  Jingbai, you are my light.

  The only light.

  Dark life, because of you――

  So, I am willing to change everything for you.

  Listen, the wind is blowing and the grass is shaking.

  There, there is a man, always, always, waiting for a girl. Even if he knew it, it would never be possible.

  　Hehehe, this chapter is very fat.

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