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Chapter 3043: Xie Jinshu Fanwai: A glimpse of Jinghong missed his life

Chapter 3043 Xie Jinshu Extra: A glimpse of Jinghong missed his life

Bai-Korean battle, both sides suffered heavy losses, regardless of victory or defeat.

The fabled young emperor and girl general all died in that battle and were recorded in the annals of history, becoming a mystery that has been passed down through the ages.

Mo Liyan's death caused a sensation within the country of Bai, but the situation has never been turbulent.

Because Mo Liyan had already arranged all the retreats before he left Beijing, from the clan’s descendants to the auxiliary ministers, from the administration of the court to the battlefield warfare, they were all controlled by him after calmly calculating.

Belarus and South Korea fought for several years, but in the end there was no result, and they gradually developed into a state where each is king.

is just the two people who once existed in history and created legends, but they can never be forgotten.

Xie Jinshu often thinks,

If at first,

They did not know each other, did not know each other.

Does everything end to the other extreme?

In the end, the old man has passed away, and the old man will never end.

The prosperity is gone, and things are different.

The noble son in white clothes was drunk in the courtyard. In this long night, letting the cold dew wet his clothes, the pair of always indifferent and deep phoenix eyes were drunk and blurred at the moment, and they didn't know the depth.

He shook the glass of wine, the crystal clear wine flowing in his eyes, but he could no longer find the person who drank it under the moon.

Xie Jinshu has always believed that he is a very calm and rational person, and he should be like this at all times.

Others also told him this way.

He was cultivated as the future young master of the Xie family. When other boys of the same age climbed trees and climbed the wall at ease, he practiced martial arts every night; when other boys were drunk and fell into Wenrouxiang, he struggled in whirlpool murder. Survive; when others are enjoying the glory and wealth, he smiled and used the situation to kill everyone who was obstructing Xie's family.

Xie Jinshu remembers the first time he murdered, um, how old he was...

Five years old? Six years old?

It’s too long.

has long been forgotten.

That was the first time Xie Jinshu felt the fear of collapse, and since then, Xie Jinshu has never been afraid of anything.

Just that time.

real.

Talking and laughing are killing people, step by step in the hall.

I only wish to win a shelter for the Xie family, and protect the Xie family's glory and endure for a long time.

Xie Jinshu always thought,

will continue like this.

In these long and lonely years,

Always continuous calculation and indifference.

Until that person appears,

Everything has changed.

Become uncontrollable, become... let Xie Jinshu find it interesting.

He likes such an uncertain life and destiny.

But Xie Jinshu never thought about it,

When that person’s influence on him is far beyond his expectations, what should he do?

He has never seen such an existence before,

So powerful, so proud.

So calm, so sensible.

Her pretentiousness, her scheming methods, her arrogance and ruthlessness, her heartlessness.

Unknowingly every time, it left a deep mark in Xie Jinshu's heart.

This girl,

Why like.

That kind of eyes, that way, that kind of temperament.

Everything pleases the heart.

But Xie Jinshu is not willing to call it love.

only,

Like is like.

Be sober, convinced, and then sink.

so,

As long as it does not seriously harm the interests of Xie’s family,

He backed down,

He avoids,

He gave in.

I don’t know when, he gave up using this princess chess piece that was left outside, no longer thinking about how to use this chess piece to completely provoke the imperial civil strife, and he also stopped thinking about the encroachment against the court. Of the policy.

One is evenly matched and difficult to win.

two is……

reluctant to use it,

Unwilling to give up the fight,

Reluctant to break up.

In fact, Xie Jinshu also understands that there is only one real reason, and that is to like.

Otherwise, with his character, even if he loses, he has to take a gamble.

He is sober and calm.

Give up calmly.

In fact, his choice is correct.

Later,

He was thinking,

Take the emperor to make the princes,

doesn't mean anything.

At least,

is not interesting by her side.

Xie Jinshu's life,

The two biggest accidents,

is those two people.

One is a bloodthirsty young boy he met when he was a child.

Second is the young girl who was shocked when he was in Chu Jing many years later.

He had a ridiculous idea for the first time.

Mo Liyan,

Did you see it?

In this world,

There is actually another person,

is so similar to you.

The same cannot be controlled.

Although I like it,

But he did not expect to take it away.

He understands,

Can't take it.

He likes the countless confrontations between him and her; he likes the breeze and bright moon between him and her, until he clicks; he likes the freedom between him and her, free and unfettered.

Xinhua and cherish each other, as a confidant.

This kind of like,

It has nothing to do with love and hate, and it has nothing to do with Fengyue.

It’s just that Xie Jinshu never thought about it,

all of these,

will come to an end with such a brutal and blood-stained ending.

how……

possible?

Can't believe it, can't believe it.

He hasn’t even completely defeated Mo Liyan once.

He hasn’t even said a word of liking to Lingbai.

He thought that their future was still very long, he thought they had enough time, he thought...he thought...

Yes.

Just what he thought.

That's it.

That was the second time in Xie Jinshu’s life,

Taste such fear, hesitation, panic, and helpless emotions that followed one after another.

It seems like falling into an ice cave, being pulled into the deep sea, being submerged, and being swallowed; it also seems to have fallen off a ten thousand-foot cliff in an instant, and fell to pieces.

Blood flows back.

can not breath.

Yes……

It seems to have lost the dazed pain of the whole world.

The blood dripping from the bottom of my heart, the heart-piercing wound.

Tonight,

The frost is heavy and the night is deep.

Like this star is not last night, for whom the midnight will be revealed.

Xie Jinshu drunk in the courtyard, drunk indiscriminately, and his throat was so hot as if he swallowed a sharp blade. The crystal clear and spicy wine was flowing down his jaw, and the neckline was flowing everywhere. He choked and coughed. Split lung, for the first time so disregarding self-cultivation and image.

"Ling, Ling Bai... Ling Bai... Ling Bai..."

The broken, hoarse whimper that overflowed from the depths of his chest, but he didn't know where the heartbreaking emotion came from.

Why don’t you call this relationship love.

It’s not because you don’t love.

Because I can’t love.

As long as you don’t love, you won’t pierce your heart; as long as you don’t, you won’t be heartbroken.

But who can tell him,

has clearly restrained it to the extreme, but why all the consideration and calmness was in the direction of the country, the moment the red-clothed girl died in an instant, it collapsed, and was unable to form an army.

It hurts.

A piercing pain.

The pain in the depths of the soul.

"Lingbai, Lingbai..." He whispered this name over and over again. It was so broken that he couldn't help himself. He had never thought that such a name would be so familiar, as if he had lingered in his heart thousands of times before he spoke. But never said.

Initially,

is that pavilion and water pavilion reflect the white clothes.

『Your Excellency gave me a good show. 』

"Yes. Then you said, in order to avoid being discovered, should I kill people? 』

Later, it was the heartbeat passing by.

『If you like it...I will make it for you later. 』

"good. 』

"I haven't brewed you the wine for a lifetime, why did you leave?" It turned out that my heartache was so painful that I couldn't help myself. It was such a feeling, empty to the bright moon, but my heart was empty, he whimpered, still unable to Cover up the bone-wounding wounds.

He staggeredly poured a glass of wine, lifted it in the air, smiling and elegant: "This glass of wine..."

"Respect the past."

Hoarsely finished, and after an inexplicable pause, he flipped his wrist, poured the glass of wine on the ground, and poured it all out.

The past.

Yes.

After all, it can only be the past.

An old dream.

And now,

wake up,

Everything will continue.

He has to admit,

He can't compare to Mo Liyan.

With Mo Liyan's determination and arrogance, he can give up everything and even his life just to win what he is obsessed with.

But he can’t.

He can't let go of the Xie family, nor can he let it go.

so……

sorry.

Really sorry.

Korea postscript: Xie Jinshu, the young master of the Xie family, has been alone throughout his life and has not been married.

He was ambitious in the court, and he was exhausted.

and the forces left behind by the deceased princess and the royal family are in a hostile form.

Won a seat, and the city is full of glory.

has never made any rebellious actions. Instead, he took the initiative to turn fighting into a jade silk. In addition to harming the interests of the Xie family, he took the initiative to assist the emperor. His loyalty was praised by the world and won forever.

But none of them knows,

What Xie Jinshu did,

is never loyal, just because of a person.

That's it.

The world will never know.

Even though the legendary young master of the Xie family has worked step by step for several years and is powerful, he still can’t love and can’t ask for it.

Insomnia every night until dawn, tossing and turning.

The world will not see,

In that night,

Drunk in the heart, the easiest to hook the deceased.

In the long silent night, in the long darkness before dawn.

Xie Jinshu seemed to be in a daze when he saw the girl in the red dress and black hair in a daze.

He smiled, but his eyes were red.

"Tell you a secret..."

You must not know.

In this world, no one will know.

Tears flashed in his eyes, and Xie Jinshu’s soft voice would shatter in the darkness of this cold night at any time.

"I like you."