Fenglin Tianxia – Queen with a Thousand Pets

Raising his hand, with trembling fingers, He Li laboriously untied her cloak, threw the soaked cloak aside, then opened his arms to pull her cold body into his arms, and whispered : Why don't you cherish yourself so much? Then I thought about it, this person actually doesn't know how to take care of herself. In the past, there were always people around her who did these things well for her, but now even Shadow Thirteen has gone. If he leaves too, what will this person do? I really feel uneasy.

Seeing that his brows were still furrowed in pain, but his eyes were filled with concern for himself, Ling Qingyu's eyes suddenly turned red. She wiped away her tears, dragged him up, put him on the bedside, and said, You still have the nerve to say that? Me? It’s already like this, why don’t you let me serve you?”

With a faint smile on his face, He Li said, If I let those women outside the door come in, you still won't be able to eat me? Seeing her hand froze, He Li gave her a hand. , still hugged him into his arms, and said with a smile: I said the wrong thing, our head doesn't care, it's me who cares, I'm afraid, if I really let others into the house, you will turn around and leave , and then arrange for me to be escorted by beautiful women.

He Li! Putting his face with a teasing smile straight, Ling Qingyu whispered: If you can live a long life, I would rather you marry a beautiful girl!

He Li chuckled softly, raised his eyebrows, and said with a smile: But I don't want to. I would rather die early than just have you. He stroked her hair, and before she got angry, He Li restrained his smile and said: This problem of mine has nothing to do with you. It is the root cause left behind during the battle at Heishui Pass. You also know that as a military general, there is only a thin line between life and death. You see, I am fine. Although I am dragging this disease, Don’t you live till now? Well, good girl, don’t cry, He Li’s life is already good enough, no matter how good it is, he will be punished by God.”

if……

There is no if, He Li interrupted her, wiping away the tears from the corner of her eyes with his fingers, and said: There is no if, Qingyu, I followed the general when I was seven years old, and went to the battlefield with the general when I was eleven. From then on, Every time I go to the battlefield, I am prepared to never come back. Before I met you, I didn’t know how many times I had been injured. The injury that caused this disease was not because of you. Even if I didn’t fight this world for you, I still wouldn’t be able to survive. Chang, once the disease occurs, it will be the day of my death. It is death anyway, and I would rather die for you... So, you see, I am actually the selfish one, right?

Selfish? I am the selfish one. If I had not wavered from the beginning, then Yan San and Yang Zhao would not have been in so much pain, and Yan San would not have died. Without my involvement, Yang Zhao would not have died. If I had not been selfish. With this decision, how could they be dragged into this troubled world by me, and then die tragically one by one...

Master... He pulled the quilt and wrapped it around her trembling body. He Li's expression was rare and serious. He lifted her chin with his fingers, raising her drooped head and looked at it. With the look on her face and the sorrow in her eyes, He Li said: Are you regretting it? Regret that you saved us in the first place. If you hadn't saved us, you wouldn't be in this situation? She shook her head violently. He held it and kissed away the tears dripping from the corner of his eyes. His face softened a little, and He Li said softly: If it's not the case, then why should you regret and blame yourself? You see, if we hadn't met at the beginning, He Li would have died fifteen years ago. Before, well, you don’t have to be sick anymore, don’t be angry, really, I’m telling you something, don’t be angry, okay?”

His expression was too serious, which was rare in so many years of getting along, so Ling Qingyu looked at him in confusion, and then nodded.

Actually, when the general decided to leave with you, I didn't plan to live long. I thought at that time, after the general left with you and the difficulties at Blackwater Pass passed, I would die, he hugged her tightly. Ling Qingyu sat up straight because of her excitement. He Li laid his head on her shoulder and whispered: I can't stand that kind of pain, whether it's the pain of this illness or the pain of never seeing you again. , I can't stand it... I've thought about it. You won't come back anyway, and the main house won't be used anymore. I'll die on that bed. I can't bleed. If the blood stains the bed, it won't be good. It still smells of you, so I thought about asking the ghost doctor to plant poison, something that would make it feel like sleeping after eating it... But the general died in the battle...

The man's tall body hugged him tightly, and the arms that hugged him tightly trembled slightly. When he spoke, the breath on his neck sprayed hot air on his skin, making his voice seem to be laced with emotion. Some vibrato.

Actually, I feel sorry for you, General. Sometimes, I'm also secretly happy. If the General were still here, I wouldn't even be able to get close to you. He Li raised his head and had a faint smile on his face. He suddenly retreated solemnly, and said with some self-deprecation: I am really lucky to be able to be with you and occupy such a place in your heart as the head of the family. For such a despicable villain like me... I I know that if I sincerely care for you, I should send you away according to the general's instructions, send you away, and never step into this chaotic land again. However, when you say that you want to subvert this world, I Against the general's wishes, not only did I not stop you, but I encouraged you. I knew the consequences of doing so. You were kind-hearted. Although you were filled with anger and revenge at the time, when the sacrifice really came, you You still can't bear it. No matter how beautiful or cruel you say it, you simply can't bear the death of someone close to you. Even knowing this, I still push you because I want to be the person you need. I want to be you. I need someone to rely on, so that one day, you will love me and miss me in your heart...

The expression on the face of the person in his arms changed from worry to confusion and finally to shock. Then he pushed himself away, jumped off the bed, opened the door and rushed out. He Li seemed to have no trace of anything left. With no strength left, his body fell limp and leaned against the bedside. Bloodshot slowly overflowed from the corner of his bitten lip, so bitter...

I have never been a good person, Qingyu, so there is no need to feel guilty for me, and there is no need to be sad for me...

The door was violently pushed open again, and then the man rushed in with his arms crossed and jumped with cold. After closing the door, he jumped onto the bed with bare feet.

Seeing the surprised and heartbroken expression on He Li's face, Ling Qingyu touched the corner of his eye with his cold fingers, then touched a clear teardrop, took it into his mouth, tasted it, and wrinkled Frowning, he lifted the quilt, got under the quilt, and nestled his cold body into the man's generous chest.

Unconsciously, he hugged the body tightly, using his own body temperature to warm her, and then heard the man ask in a muffled voice in his arms: He Li, do you love me?

Hmm... He Li responded in a low voice, and the corners of He Li's mouth turned up slightly.

Actually, I'm not good at all. I'm not pretty, I have a weird personality, I'm also petty, I can't do housework, and I'm not virtuous at all. After finishing speaking in one breath, Ling Qingyu said in a low voice: Sometimes I really can't think about it. Understand, why do you like me, why do you love me? Why can you do that?

Yeah, I don't understand either, He Li chuckled, moved her into a more comfortable position, and said, Look at Yan San, he is cold and bloodthirsty, and has no special skills except killing. You Why do you like him and love him?

Nonsense! Yan Sanhui has so many talents! Ling Qingyu glared at him dissatisfied, looked at the smile at the corner of his mouth, lowered his head and said, I don't know what Yan San was like before, but he really treated me. Well, at that time, I heard that Zhao was given a marriage, thinking that we would never meet again in two days, I felt really bad, but Yan San was always by my side, just like that, suddenly one day, I realized that I I couldn't live without him, I would often look for him, and then I realized that I had fallen in love with him. He Li, you said you were selfish and selfish, but at that time, I was really prepared If I am with Yan San, I won’t go back to Dazhou or go to Heishui Pass.”

His body was suddenly hugged tightly, and the strength made Ling Qingyu scream softly, and then he leaned on the chest behind him and continued: I am really not a good person. In those days, I always regarded myself as a passerby in this world. You guys It was just the scenery on the journey. When I heard the news, I gave up on Zhao without any struggle. Later, I learned that Zhao’s mind was swinging again, and I forced Yan San and Zhao to accept each other’s existence. Later, Meng Su also Okay, Ying Jiu, I take it for granted that they will naturally find the woman they like and have such a strong friendship, but I am sorry for no one, I am sorry for no one...

The cry went from sobbing to choking and finally to loud crying. The woman turned her head, buried her face in his chest, and cried loudly. Such a sad cry seemed like she was going to shed all her tears for more than ten years...

Caressing her back, He Li said nothing, letting her vent everything.

Maybe, I really did something wrong. If my love makes you so sad, then it is better not to let you know, so that you can go on without any burden...

When she cried until she was out of breath and her clothes were all soaked, He Li gently patted her back and said: Look, I am not a good person, and you are not a good person either. We are just a couple, Qing. Yu, I promise you, I will work hard to live. If I can stay with you for one more moment, I will stick to it, but can you also promise me? Don’t be sad and guilty about this anymore. Those who have passed away, no matter who they are, Yan Whether it's San, General, or other people, please believe in their sincerity. If you continue to blame yourself like this, you will deny their love, and it will make them feel uneasy even in hell.

He helped her up and kissed the tears away bit by bit. He Li said softly: Please, don't deny your love for us. Qingyu, you love me, right? All the men in the Palace of Eternal Life, you all You really love me, right?

Seeing her choking and nodding, He Li smiled slightly and said, Then don't deny yourself anymore, okay?