Endless Debt

Sense of value.

Boluogo has always felt that human beings are social animals, eager to be needed by others in order to prove the value of their existence.

When a person has no connection with the world at all, it is naturally difficult for him to find the value of his own existence, and then he begins to doubt the meaning of his own existence, which gives rise to many troubles and depression that tortures the mind.

Everyone in the Undead Club can see this. These undead people who are isolated from the world are meaningless and worthless to the world. In order to pass the long time, even the former Lord of the Night Tribe has twisted Became a famous pole dancer.

Every time he thought about this, Boluogo felt that the world was crazy.

"Well, I know a similar theory to judge whether a person is a participant in the world or a bystander in the world," Boluogo said following Olivia's words, "You have always been a bystander in the world, hiding. In the dark night, spying on the changes of the times, you are obviously living in this world, but you have no real sense of living, and you feel like a dispensable phantom."

"Are you always full of truth?" Olivia walked out of the shadows.

"It's just a negotiation technique. I try to empathize with you, gain your trust, and then use you to achieve my purpose." Boluogo said bluntly.

"Is it that direct?"

"I just don't like beating around the bush."

Olivia came to Bologg and suddenly put her hands on his shoulders. From then on, her chest was completely exposed in front of Bologg without any cover. As long as Bologg wanted to, he could penetrate it immediately. Olivia's heart, spine.

"Let's talk as we walk."

Olivia's whole body was covered with a layer of black gauze, even her face. Bologna could not see clearly her face, which had a hazy beauty full of mystery.

Borlog asked, "Aren't you afraid of being discovered?"

"Just hide."

Olivia said as she moved forward and tried to hug Boluogo. Boluogo immediately became alert. He had been hugged in a similar situation, and then the girl who was still very rebellious at the time gave him a sharp blow. .

Fortunately, Olivia didn't do this. Her body suddenly collapsed and dissipated into a hazy smoke. Boluogo noticed that the shadow under his feet squirmed a few times, and then calmed down.

Olivia's voice rang in her mind through the whistle, "Let's go, don't leave for too long and let Osana doubt you."

Boluogo turned back the way he came, walking neither fast nor slow, "Is this your secret power? Can it be hidden in the shadows?"

"Probably?" Olivia said, "You take your time and guess, I won't tell you anyway."

"Don't you trust me?"

"I just want to maintain a sense of mystery. Don't you think women who maintain a sense of mystery are attractive?"

"No, I just find it troublesome."

The simple and straightforward words were like a heavy punch, shattering Olivia's arrogance. She couldn't help but think of the first time she saw Boluogo, and how she had seduced him in every possible way.

At that time, Boluogo was like now, like an emotionally deficient patient, unresponsive to his various charms, which made him very frustrated.

"Do you dislike me that much? It's been like this since the first time we met. I think I'm quite attractive." Olivia said slightly distressed.

"When we first met, you were a potential enemy. Even if you were not an enemy, as a professional, I would not easily have close feelings for her. This would make my feelings seem cheap," Boluogo sounded as rational as a robot, "As for now, now I have a girlfriend."

Olivia was blocked by Bologg's words. She complained to herself that from the previous conversation between Bologg and Osana, she should have realized that attacking Bologg in this regard was completely a piece of cake. Asking for trouble.

"Stop trying to control me and keep talking about the refugees. What happened next?"

While questioning, Bologg raised his head and looked at the aurora road in the sky. This light road is like a road sign. As long as he follows its guidance, Bologg can return to the umbrella-shaped tower where the welcoming team placed them. , I don’t know if the dinner is over at this time.

"I helped the refugee team resist the attacks of robbers and bandits, and moved them from the war zone to a relatively safe remote area. They all admired me and regarded me as the god of salvation."

"Did you use secret power in front of them?"

"Um."

"What about your blood thirst and photophobia?"

Boluogo asked, the biggest difference between the Night Clan and ordinary people is that the Night Clan cannot move under the sun and need to drink blood. For most people, these characteristics of the Night Clan are undoubtedly terrifying. monster.

Olivia's voice became lower, "High-level night tribes all have special alchemical weapons to protect us from moving during the day. In other words, we cannot completely restrict us during the day, but the effects of blood thirst cannot be erased. remove.

I would suck the blood of the dead while they were sleeping. I hid it very well at first, but as my relationship with the refugee team increased, everyone gradually became familiar with me, and I also fell into the trap of happiness. So much so that I forgot what I was. "

"Were you discovered by them?" Bologo asked.

"One bad night, a man who had a crush on me went to my tent to look for me, but I wasn't there. He followed the footprints into the woods... At that time, I was eating the throat of a robber. .”

Boluogo sensed that a sad thing was about to happen... No, it had already happened, it was just going back again.

"How much love he had shown me earlier, how much fear he had for me then, that he ran back to camp screaming and telling everyone about it, saying I was no savior I am not a god, but a devil who came to this world. I must be hiding an evil conspiracy to slowly suck out everyone’s blood.”

"You could have killed him before he told anyone else."

"I...I can't do it. I have already developed an emotional connection with them."

"Then you can also hide. With your secret power, you can completely disappear in place and then appear from somewhere else. Tell him that what he just saw was just an illusion." Boluogo didn't understand. "You obviously have There are many ways to hide it.”

"But I don't want to hide it anymore," Olivia's voice suddenly became tougher, "I don't want to be a damn coward like Sere, I want to face my destiny."

Boluogo was shocked by Olivia's aura, and he whispered, "You really don't look like Sere's daughter."

"I'm my mother's daughter, not some bullshit Serei," she cursed.

After the curse ended, Olivia's voice weakened again. The painful past was always difficult to recall.

"I sucked the blood in front of them, told them the identity of my monster, and also told them that this monster has been protecting you all this time.

Some people raised torches and said they wanted to burn me to death. Even a few minutes ago, they praised me as a god. Some people were afraid of me and chose to leave. The remaining people became my supporters, saying, even if I am a monster and a monster protecting them. "

"What happened next?"

"It's a very common thing, something that has happened countless times in human history. One group of people killed another group of people, and in the end those who supported me won."

"From now on you live with them."

"Yes, just like nomads, we traveled around the world, looking for a pure land that was not engulfed by war," Olivia said with a smile in her voice, "That should be the happiest time in my life. I have We have a new family, we are happy together, sad together, and live together."

"Even say...even say fall in love."

Boluogo's eyes shone slightly. He seemed to have heard something incredible, but he felt it was natural.

"I can understand that living with mortals has worn away the ice of hatred in your heart, and you feel that you can live like a normal person."

"Yes, that's what I really thought at the time," Olivia said in a low voice, "Sere once warned me that emotions are the most powerful curse for the undead... I didn't understand it at the time, but Then I understood."

Boluogo guessed, "The person you love is going to die, isn't he?"

"Um."

Olivia nodded with difficulty and admitted the fact helplessly, "He fell ill and could no longer stand up. He was lying on the bed sickly. He held my hand and said he was sorry. , the human lifespan is short, and he cannot stay with me for too long, but in the end, he died of illness and died so early.

He kept telling me he was sorry all night long. "

Olivia was silent for a long time this time. It wasn't until Boluogo walked out of the wasteland city and stepped under the many towers again. It wasn't until everything was about to fall into deathly silence that her voice rang again.

"Brogo, my heart was broken then."

"So in order to save him, you gave him blood and turned him into an immortal like you. You thought you would stay with him for the rest of your life, hide in an unknown place, and live happily. But you never thought that people's thoughts will change, and a long time is enough to change many things.

No matter how much you loved each other, in the end, you wanted to fight each other with swords and crush each other to ashes. "

Olivia's voice became cold, and there was no longer any emotion at all.

"He concealed it from me and gave blood to other people. He said that these are friends who will accompany us forward, and we should not enjoy this immortality to ourselves. Then he gave blood to more and more people, and I fell in love with him. Argument, until then he suddenly burst out with more power than me, and he angrily yelled at me, saying that I was wasting this gift of heaven.

We should use this power for greater things instead of ridiculous love. "

Olivia spoke with difficulty as if she had exhausted all her strength, "It was then that I understood Sere's words, and when I wanted to make up for my mistake, I found that it was too late.

Familiar faces kept crying to me. They asked me why I wanted to kill them when I pierced their hearts with my dagger and dragged them away. When I was dragged out into the sunlight, they cursed me, calling me a selfish bastard who wanted to have eternal life all to himself. "

Now, it is difficult for Olivia to recall how she hunted at that time. She killed one after another the people she once loved deeply, and those people she loved deeply treated her before they died. He issued the most vicious curse.

Olivia was confused for a long time. She didn't know whether what she did was right or wrong, let alone why everything turned out like this.

"I killed everyone except him. When I struggled to find him and wanted to solve this last mistake, I suddenly found that I couldn't kill him. He suddenly became the Glorious One, and he also had more abilities than me. A stronger bloodline.”

Olivia revealed the biggest mistake of her life, "He, the Regent, found the Land of Eternal Night, met the Night King, and obtained his blood."