Do not die

Dear friends, school has started, and the author of "Pushing the Street" has started a new book. The title of the book is "Starting from the Red Names". Please collect and recommend it for support. The more the better.

If possible, I will read every chapter every day. I will be very grateful.

I will not express any emotion about the new book. I will chat with all the old readers here. Talk about the mental journey of this new book.

Two months ago, when the old book was finished, I looked at a room full of books and wanted to take the opportunity to recharge myself.

I have a special preference for books, especially after entering high school. I have a fixed living allowance every month, and I will take out half or even more of it to buy all kinds of books. Some of them are ten yuan a copy or even several copies at the trade fair, and some are the kind that can only be bought at Xinhua Bookstore for dozens of yuan. For me at that time, this was the living expenses for several days, or even one or two weeks. Because of this reason, my parents always think that I am short and small because I didn’t keep up with nutrition in those years, and I invested all my energy in books.

But I haven't really read many of these books. In high school, I only read less than one-fifth of them at most. After all, I was still focusing on studying at that time, and I thought I would read them later so as not to delay them. Unfortunately, since college, the frequency of flipping through them has become less and less, and the total is not as much as I read in the gaps between high school studies.

This time, I have a rare leisure time. Looking at the books in the room, I think I may not be able to finish reading these books in my lifetime. Then, an idea suddenly came to my mind. Can I use the opportunity of online writing to force myself to read more books? Aren't there many authors in the history section who learn while writing? Some of them have serious lack of information collection before typing the first word, but after one or two years of continuous writing, they have also become experts and scholars in a certain period of history. I don't have such high requirements, as long as I can read more books.

My eyes went back and forth on the bookshelf, and gradually focused on the two big books, Zizhi Tongjian and Sanyan Erpai.

I have always had a thought in my mind, that is, I want to sort out Chinese history in a complete and systematic way, instead of the fragmented impression formed by the historical knowledge learned in school, some miscellaneous historical readings (such as those things in the Ming Dynasty, the 15th year of Wanli, the outline of national history, modern Chinese history, the decline of the empire, etc.), short videos, online articles, etc. For this purpose, the chronicle style of Zizhi Tongjian is better than the biography style of Shiji. The volume of the latter is really too scary, and it is not necessary for me for the time being. This is why I locked on Zizhi Tongjian.

And the reason for locking on Sanyan Erpai is because of its storytelling and the rich ancient market life in it. After all, online articles should be centered on the story plot. As long as the story plot is not interesting, everything is empty. If this set of books is used as the foundation, it can not only provide a rich enough story plot, but also learn from the real ancient market life to make the story more solid and stable.

However, the failed creation in the past few years has at least made me understand a truth. These thoughts are all based on the fact that the story is not a failure.

So, I put aside these ideas for the time being and thought about what kind of story to write in the new book. Once, the emotional ups and downs when I accompanied my family to visit a large landlord's manor gave me inspiration.

It was just a small thing. At that time, I was looking at a group of clay sculptures called "Rent Collection Courtyard". I was very emotional. Another group of people came over. An old lady dressed fashionably suddenly said, "In fact, there are also good people among landlords." At that time, I wanted to spray her, but of course I didn't do it. I just kept silent.

I was not good at talking, but I never had any debate with them, whether in reality or on the Internet.

But this does not mean that I have no emotions, but I just suppressed all the violent and dark thoughts in my heart.

"Heaven created all things to feed people, and people have nothing to repay heaven. Kill kill kill kill kill kill kill!!!"

How many people deserve to die in the world?

This gave me the inspiration for the creation of this new book, venting my anger and putting those hateful swordsmen in the book to kill them.

Of course, in order to avoid risks, I set the time in ancient times.

According to the outline I have conceived, the early stage will still be a more mainstream online writing style. If the results are good, as the plot progresses, the world view will be gradually expanded and new elements will be added. (End of this chapter)