Deliberately Contaminated

Happiness will not last long, he will only stay at the peak when he dies at this time, whether it is an illusion or reality. Especially in the matter of Mingshuang, the little happiness that he has been getting for so many years has almost made it hard for him to believe it is true.

"I want to live a hundred years and live for a long time." Mingshuang glanced at him, "If you die, I can change men every month, which is also good."

Jiang Huai grabbed her phalanx with a sudden force, which almost made her feel a little painful. Even if he knew that most of her words were half-truths, he could not restrain the pain and the burning jealousy when he listened.

In retrospect, ever since she met Jiang Huai, whenever he was by her side, she was **** tightly, and she never wanted to mess with flowers. This man Jiang Huai is too difficult to deal with. He has a very high IQ, and has a calm and crazy personality.

She suddenly remembered what Ming Xiao said that day - he didn't have the ability to keep you by his side for so long?

Thinking about it now, Mingshuang felt that what Ming Xiao said made some sense.

The island is very cool at night, the beach is golden yellow, the bright moon hangs high, the blue tide is surging one after another, Mingshuang accompanied Jiang Huai, and did not enter the water.

There was a parasol and a table by the beach, and Mingshuang pulled him to sit at the table.

"Open your mouth," she said.

The man opened his lips, as if she would do whatever she said. Mingshuang stared at his thin pink lips, and her back suddenly became unspeakably hot. She looked away, brought her fingers close, and fed him a piece of coconut meat. Jiang Huai obediently kissed her fingertips. Let her caress.

The coconut meat of glutinous rice coconut is extremely soft and delicious, and the taste is just right and sweet, with a strong coconut flavor. Mingshuang has only eaten this kind of coconut since he ate it. He has always been very picky about eating. After wiping it, I asked him, "Is it delicious?"

Jiang Huai doesn't like food that is too sweet and greasy, and his appetite is light, which should be just right for him.

Jiang Huai swallowed the coconut meat and said softly, "Well, it's delicious."

"It's a pity that you can't eat seafood." Mingshuang held her cheeks. "Otherwise, there are many, many delicious food here. It takes 15 minutes to drive out and there is a night market full of all kinds of seafood."

"Let's eat tomorrow night." Jiang Huai said.

"Do you really want to die?" Mingshuang said, "Go for a seafood dinner?"

Jiang Huai held her hand, and his eyes were covered with gauze, but Mingshuang could sense what he meant. He can not eat it, as long as Mingshuang is happy.

Mingshuang frowned, but didn't shake his hand, "What's the use of just eating me? Don't lose weight."

"It doesn't look good no matter how thin it is," she said.

"I don't." He said softly, taking her hand and reaching for him.

"Tsk." Mingshuang said.

…

Under the moonlight, only she and Jiang Huai, and the tide surging in the distance, were very comfortable.

Jiang Huai's cell phone was turned off. He is very assertive, and it is impossible to contact him in this private time. Mingshuang's phone rang, and she picked it up lazily, "Hello?"

Opposite is Ming Xiao, "When will you be back?"

"What, do you want to see me?"

"Your dad." Ming Xiao said, "I finally went back to China, my head is big, but you ran away with the man. Did you fool your dad last time? He really believed it. Take him home."

"And then I heard that you went to the south to go on vacation with other men."

"How does this end?" Ming Xiao was watching the excitement, "Uncle said that Xiao Zhao said that he loved you to death. If you don't marry, you can wait for your heart."

Ming Licheng mentioned Xiao Zhao to her before, saying that he was specially selected for her, handsome in appearance and gentle in personality, the youngest in the family, fell in love with her at first sight...and a lot of other compliments.

Mingshuang thought about it for a long time before recalling the appearance of that Xiao Zhao, who was beautiful and gentle, and was as tasteless as water. She seemed to have met her once at a dinner party some time ago.

This time, I love her to death.

She turned her eyes to the opposite Jiang Huai. He lowered his eyes and turned his face to look at the waves in the distance. The moonlight fell on his fair and handsome face, making him more like a cold moon.

—Jiang Huai was originally the best thing among men, and has always been like this since he was a boy. Having tasted this, and then asking her to eat clear soup and side dishes, of course, she won't have an appetite.

She said lazily, "He loves me has nothing to do with me. Tell him to love and see if he can wait for me for a few days."

Jiang Huai's face was pale.

She didn't know which man she was speaking to, but to him, it was too familiar and cruel.

Mingshuang looked at him, she didn't hang up, and said to Mingxiao, "You told my dad, don't introduce me, I have a partner, and I will bring it back after a while."

Jiang Huai turned her head to look at her, stopped looking at the waves, and held her hand.

…

On the island, in the lives of Mingshuang and Jiang Huai, there are only two of them, only each other.

The next day, it was a cloudy day, there was no strong light, there was a breeze on the island, and Mingshuang accompanied Jiang Huai to go out for a walk. Let his eyes gradually adjust to this intensity of light.

She chatted with him casually, and talked about the memories she left here when she was a girl. At that time, she often messed around here with Xu Tianbai and others. Jiang Huai listened quietly and carefully.

Their personalities are obviously quiet and moving, hot and cold, one talks less and one talks more, but the amazing thing is that they have been the same for so many years.

Walking out of the resort, there is a small village not far away. The local residents live there with slightly dark skin. There is even an elementary school in the village, but there are only ten to twenty students.

There is a small shop next to it, selling coconut, mango, and various drinks.

Mingshuang used to come here for vacation, and has never been to this village before, but now it seems a little novel. Jiang Huai listens to her wherever she goes. He and her hold hands and entangle their fingers.

It happened to be the end of the get out of class, and a bunch of children ran out and came to the canteen to buy drinks, all of which were colorful drinks and candies that little kids liked. Except for one little boy, walking outside the crowd, thin and small, he looked like he was nine or ten years old.

Mingshuang asked casually, "He doesn't buy it?"

"I don't have money," said the granny in the grocery store. "He's miserable. His parents went to sea a few years ago and died in an accident. Now they rely on others to support him every day."

"I don't know when I can read books." She neatly packed the shelves. "After graduating from elementary school, after two more years, you can go out and do things."

The boy didn't know if he heard it or not, but his expression was indifferent and alert.

Jiang Huai held her finger, Mingshuang couldn't see his expression.

Mingshuang looked at it for a while, "Where is your village chief?"

…

"We funded him to finish high school." Mingshuang said to the man, "The money will be kept for you. This is our contact information. If you have any questions, just contact this number."

Jiang Huai stopped her and asked her to change her number, the number of his secretary Huang Ji. This move is almost equivalent to saying that this matter has been settled. Just like when he was a teenager, Jiang Huai is very reliable and worthy of trust. Anything, if he is handed over to him, he will do it perfectly.

Mingshuang stared at him, and after the matter was done, the two of them left the village.

Mingshuang didn't speak all the time, looking into the distance, the sunset slowly appeared again at some unknown time.

Jiang Huai suddenly said, "Do you think this is shameful?"

His voice was very light and indifferent, "I have nothing, I can't do anything, I'm disliked, disgusted, dirty, kicked from here to there, don't want anyone."

I don't know who he's talking about, but he's obviously not talking about the little boy.

"When I was young, I didn't care about other people's families." Mingshuang said, "I don't have money anyway."

What's more, there are not many richer than Jiang Huai today.

"My mother passed away very early." Mingshuang clapped her hands with a light tone, "In addition to giving me money, my dad will go home once every two months on average, and he will come home with my stepmother, and then my stepmother will take her with her. My niece, and my dad make up a family of three."

Jiang Huai held her hand and said in a low voice, "...Shuangshuang."

Mingshuang never mentioned these things about her family to him. It made him feel very uncomfortable. He imagined that she should have the best in the world, live a dazzling, happiest and unsullied life.

"I don't care either." Mingshuang said, "Do you think I care?"

Mingshuang said, "Jiang Huai, you should take care of your own affairs, such as how to heal your eyes quickly."

Blindness can cause a lot of trouble after all. What's more, Mingshuang found that she really wanted to see Jiang Huai's eyes again. Seeing those cold and arrogant black eyes on weekdays was one of her great pleasures.

"and then."

"And after that?"

"Are you going to leave me?"

Is it that Mingshuang will be with him as long as he is not good?

Simply obsessed.

"Don't be crazy." Mingshuang looked at him and said softly, "Jiang Huai, if you let me find out what you have done to yourself, I will never touch you for the rest of my life."

…

In the evening, Jiang Huai hugged her very tightly, and took her into his arms.

The window was not closed, the white window screens were tumbling, and the fresh sea breeze outside came in like this.

After this night, it was the third day.

"Shuangshuang, go back, will we get married?" He bit the tip of her ear, and his clear voice fell on her ear, dyed with the tide of sea water.

After all, life on the island cannot continue forever. They still have to return to reality after all. At that time, will Mingshuang still have a place for him?

Jiang Huai went to kiss her. He had already taken a bath and was clean. The scent she liked on his body lightly surrounded her.

"Jiang Huai." Mingshuang stroked his cheek and kissed him. After losing his sight, he seemed to be more sensitive to her touch and intimacy.

As the tide of the sea breeze rolled, it was getting closer and closer under the moonlight.

"Shuangshuang, I can do it." The man's always clear ending was hoarse and slender, quietly hooking her.

Only the eyes are temporarily blind, but other functions are normal.

As at the beginning, Jiang Huai still believed that this was his greatest meaning to her. It was exactly the same as when he first met in the corridor. Mingshuang liked him, but because of his face and body. As for him, what Jiang Huai looks like, what kind of personality and experience he has, is not important to Mingshuang.

He was in love with her almost madly. Years of hopeless love and hope made him despair. Now that he is blind, he suddenly got all this, and he can't enjoy it calmly at all.

Even when he was intimate with her, he believed that he did not deserve to be happy. Jiang Huai has always lived an almost ascetic life, accustomed to repression, patience and restraint, since childhood.

Mingshuang was silent, she suddenly remembered Jiang Huai in her youth, such a proud person, covered in frost and snow, when he first met her, he was cold to her, then, at first, he saw her flirting with other boys , he will also be angry and playful.

What kind of person is Jiang Huai? How did it grow into what it is now?

When she looked at him back then, she only felt that he was spotless, as handsome as snow, well-behaved and pure. She couldn't help but want to dye him, to destroy him.

Now, so many years have passed.

Jiang Huai was really almost broken, and was broken by her. Looking at the bright wind and the moon, a heart inside is already riddled with holes and broken.

Is she happy? Are you satisfied?

According to her previous thoughts, at this time, she should abandon him and find the next one?

Is he like this because of her? Or because of them, the people he grew up with.

Jiang Huai's status has long been different from that of her youth, and treating her as a treasure on the top of her heart is the same as it was then, and even with the years, this morbid love has fermented more strongly.

"Jiang Huai, you are allergic to seafood, you can't eat spicy food, and your alcohol intake is very small." She said suddenly, her voice light.

"There are three more injuries here than before." Mingshuang pointed at his wrist, "After you left me, you didn't listen to me." He felt his body suddenly tense.

"The bracelet you gave me before." Mingshuang said, "In the bedroom of my villa, I didn't bring it this time."

On her eighteenth birthday, she had a unilateral quarrel with him. Jiang Huai sent her an unsigned gift box, but Mingshuang always knew that it was him.

"Jiang Huai, listen to the sound of the waves outside." She looked out the window, "When your eyes are healed, I'll take you on a trip around the world."

Jiang Huai went abroad for work and study. Since he was born, he has been walking and walking. In the dark, there is a long corridor, where the end of the road cannot be seen, and he has never stopped.

Met her along the way. It's a pity that she was not the Bodhisattva who came to cross him, but a bad-hearted goblin who wounded him completely and dripped with blood.

"I've been to a lot of fun places." Mingshuang said, "When you're done, when you're on vacation."

Jiang Huai had already quieted down, and the moonlight fell from the window and fell on his bright and white profile. Mingshuang kissed and reassured him, very peaceful, without any desire. She kissed his lips, stroked his black hair, the crisscross scars on his white wrists and her name on his waist.

"I'll buy this island," he said softly, burying his head in her arms, "and tell them all to go, okay?"

Today, that child took Mingshuang's attention away from him, and the six days she gave him were wasted four precious hours.

Jiang Huai really loves her so much that he doesn't know what to do. However, he closed himself early. He has no experience of loving, and he lacks the experience of being loved. His experience of love is that he can't wait for years, waiting and plucking his heart out. pain of.

"Shuangshuang, it's just you and me," he said.

He misses the way he feels now. There are only two of them left in the world, only in this way, Mingshuang will not leave him, or only when they both die, can they be together forever? He wanted to tie her tightly to him, no matter what.

The author says:

Today, I will give you 30 red envelopes~~ It's at the end, every day I am afraid that my writing is not good enough, and all the updates will be less and later.

ps. There will be a lot of sweets in the future, such as Xiaohuai's dream of sweet daily life after marriage, fifteen petting Xiaohuai and all kinds of playing with Xiaohuai ()