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An Yao and the doctor Liu from the surgeon came out of the rescue room in a surgical uniform. She took off her mask, her cheeks flushed and pale, all sweat. What Dr. Liu said to Xu Qian ’s parents who were waiting outside.

Xu Qian ’s mother was suddenly paralyzed on the ground, crying sadly: "My child, my child! Doctor, please, save my daughter, please do n’t give up, please."

An Yao looked pale and leaned against the wall weakly, her lips moved, but she couldn't say a word.

Zhen Yi was on the side, very uncomfortable.

Huai Ru was also there, staring at the rescue room with a pious and even mad eye; Huai Sheng and Xu Qiao clasped their hands together, their expressions sad and embarrassed, and confused and dazed.

Several organ transplant experts carried the toolbox to the rescue room, and one of them and Xu Qian's parents said something softly.

Xu Qian ’s mother rushed up to grab the expert, crying sharply: “No, do n’t touch it. No one should touch my daughter! She loves beauty the most, and you are not allowed to dig her to pieces!”

The experts paused. This kind of thing that family members regret at a critical moment. They have encountered it many times. Although regretful, they have no alternative.

But Huairu like them is a thunderbolt.

Huaisheng suffered from uremia when he was a teenager. He has had a history of dialysis for nearly 7 or 8 years and his life has begun to dry up.

This time missed, it is likely to be the next death.

Huai Sheng's face was pale, standing silently and silently, and his back was sullen; Xu Qiao looked at Xu Qian's mother in a panic, then Huai Sheng, sad and frightened.

Huairu grabbed Xu Qian's parents' hands, tears twirled in his eyes, and his whole body was shaking: "Uncle and aunt, you can't do this, you can't. Our family Huaisheng him ..."

She choked, and tears fell all over her.

"Xu Qian signed the organ donation letter, and she agreed! You signed it too. Please don't do that. Now what do we do with Huaisheng? He is so young, what can he do in the future?"

Xu Qian ’s mother was immersed in the pain of her daughter ’s sudden death and screamed in anguish: “Do n’t tell me this! Not signed! I wo n’t let them dig out my daughter ’s organs, absolutely impossible! "

Huai Ru was stunned, his face filled with despair, and he fell down on his knees and cried:

"Aunt and uncle, don't, please, please don't. Our Huaisheng is a good boy, he can't hold it anymore, and he will die without a kidney."

She burst into tears and leaned over to give Xu Qian's parents a kowtow; she hit the floor at once.

Huai Sheng also cried and stepped forward to pull her: "Sister, you get up. I don't want it, I can wait. I really don't want it."

The experts looked so heavy that they couldn't bear it, but they had nothing to do. Time passed by one minute and one second, they exchanged ideas, turned back and left.

Huai Ru was still kowtowing, seeing the pace of the experts leaving, slamming in fright, stopping them from letting go and crying: "Can't go, save our family Huai Sheng, I beg you!"

The expert sighed: "The patient is dead and we can't handle it without the consent of the family. When the best time is missed and the organ ischemia is too long, it can't be used for transplantation. Even if it is taken out later, it can't be used ..."

Huai Ru is as if suffering from the disaster of extinction, his face is instantly blank and dead, like a sculpture.

Huaisheng hugged her and sobbed: "Sister, don't be sad, we will wait, we will definitely wait."

Xu Qiao held Huaisheng sadly, with tears on her face, suddenly ...

Zhen Yi saw that Xu Qiao's nose was pouring a lot of blood, she held her blood in her hand, her face was pale, she fainted to the ground ...

This time, she did not rescue.

An Yao wore a white coat and cleaned the office with a white cloth. What a beautiful doctor, like the Jiangnan beauty out of the painting, graceful and beautiful. Simple white clothes, hair bundled into a low ponytail, this looks good.

Zhen Yi stood beside her desk, a little worried.

On the day Xu Qian died, An Yao vomited for a long time in the bathroom. Zhen Yi went in and heard her crying very low.

She couldn't help reminding her to pay attention to pollen when she visited her several times; seeing that the child's hospital wristband was loose and tied it without saying a word; seeing the water on the ground, reminding the patient to pay attention, reminding the nurse to wipe off ...

"An Yao, this is not your fault." Zhen Yi said, and found comfort very lame.

An Yao wiped the bookshelf and said lightly: "I may not be a doctor anymore."

Zhen Yi stunned: "So serious?"

"What's more serious than human life?" An Yao asked gently.

Zhen Yiyusai.

An Yao stood by the window and raised his palm into the air. The surgeon's hand was slender, slender, and almost transparent by the light of the sky. It was light and flexible like a cicada wing.

"Twelve years. Since I was determined to be a surgeon, I didn't touch **** or learn musical instruments to protect it. I don't need to be so careful in the future."

"Some people say that it is impossible for a surgeon to save every patient. The first time someone dies, they will be hit hard. It's just a habit." She said slowly, lonely and clear, "but I can never get used to it."

Zhen Yi didn't know how to comfort her, and silently, she turned to the topic: "I heard that Xu Qiao's kidney also matches Huaisheng."

"If it were me who died but could save the loved one, I would be very happy." An Yao said.

This was called Zhen Yi moving slightly, and when he saw a picture frame on the desk, it was vivid.

He was sitting in the quaint courtyard with his head down, the sun was light and the trees were shaded, and his profile was particularly charming. It's so beautiful, I can see how much people love him.

She tried to comfort her: "It's okay to take a rest for a while. Listening to Yange said, you and Yanxu's marriage is near. Go back to Shencheng."

Speaking of words, An Yao turned back, and his face flashed very softly: "Well, I will return to the deep city in a month. Are you going too?"

"Of course." Zhen Yi consciously, "I am also a quasi-speaking family. If the words dare to leave me behind, I will beat him."

An Yao bent his lips very lightly: "He can't help you."

Recalling the summer after the college entrance examination, I was in a coffee house with my classmates and saw them on the street.

The trees are dense and there is no one in the wide street.

Zhen Yi, dressed in a white T-shirt tennis skirt, walked barefoot on the yellow line in the middle of the road and happily ate ice cream. Yan Ge walked beside her, carrying her sneakers.

At one moment, she handed the ice cream to Yange's mouth. He didn't overdo it and didn't eat it.

She walked backwards and said something.

He stopped and reluctantly bent down to eat the ice cream in her hand, not expecting her hand to push it, and all the ice cream pushed to his mouth.

He didn't move for a moment, but she jumped up happily and hooked his neck. She just bent him, and her chick pecked the ice cream at his mouth like a chicken.

She kissed her with emotion and leaned back.

He was afraid that she would fall and supported her waist with both hands, so he had no time to pull her off her neck.

Whoever likes whom, whoever has no choice.

"Zhen Yi, I have something to apologize."

"what?"

She told her that she had returned to KTV 8 years ago, and she didn't mention anything about going to her.

"I despise me very much." An Yao blushed and lowered her head. "I don't understand how there was such maliciousness at that time. Fortunately, you are fine ..."

Zhen Yi froze for a while, and quickly waved openly: "It's okay!

You can tell, it's already amazing. However, since Yan Yan went back to me, why did he disappear afterwards? "

An Yao was stunned. She didn't know, or didn't she remember?

It is arguable that Xu's mother clearly said that Zhen was harmful.

Either way, if Zhen Yi does n’t know or does n’t remember what happened, she should ask her. She, a bystander, should not arbitrarily comment or suggest.

"He has an accident, not a very good memory. I think he will tell you if he is ready, so don't be angry with him."

"I am Zhen Yi, how can I be angry with words." Zhen Yi somehow feels that An Yao has some ideas similar to her, saying, "I was waiting for him to be ready to explain to me. I don't want to be from another population Hear, I just want him to tell me. "

An Yao heard the words and said, "You really deserve him."

"You deserve it, too."

An Yao froze for a moment, bending her lips very shallowly: "It's nice to speak to him."

Zhen Yi rarely sees An Yao smiling, and can't help but sigh: "An Yao, I felt for the first time today that you are very fond of words."

"Well. Very loving. It's just that I don't express well, and I don't like hilarity. I like who is private, don't want to share with others, and don't post to social networks. Not like you, let the world know. Don't get me wrong, I It ’s not that you ’re bad. It ’s just that everyone ’s approach is different. ”

"Where am I misunderstanding?"

An Yao poured a glass of water for her, took a cup of herself, leaned on the table with her, and chatted.

"Understanding Yan Xu, it was only the first time that I wanted to love my lover. Even though at first I thought he was deaf and mute, he still had delusions."

"Eh? Why do you think so?"

"At that time, I was in the United States and practiced in a hospital. He had a chest pain and asked me to check it. He wore a black mask and showed beautiful but cold eyebrows and eyes. He only gestured and did not speak. I thought he was dumb.

I put on my stethoscope to listen to his heart, but he suddenly hid in horror. I said what did you hide, and it forced him to the wall with nowhere to go back, listening to his heartbeat. He pressed his hand to his chest and listened to his heartbeat. It was very fast, like a deer. I was shocked, how could someone beat their heart so fast in quiet? "

Because of the memories, her apricot-like eyes became more and more beautiful.

"Looking up, he was all tight against the wall, his ears were red and his eyes were drooping. He was very shy. Just checking his heartbeat, he was embarrassed to do that. I don't know why, but he had some movement. Problem, I was a little lost when I was leaving, laughing at myself as having something wrong, and being tempted by someone who did n’t even see him. "

An Yao is quiet by nature, and even smiles are delicate and delicate, like a trace of mist that cannot be caught.

"The next day, the third day, many days.

He is here again. Still wearing a mask silently. I thought he had delusions and stressed every time he was not sick. Thinking he could not hear, he learned sign language specifically.

He listened to his heartbeat once a day, and every time he blushed nervously. Later, he left a small gift on my table every time he left. The packaging was exquisite, sometimes a piece of chocolate, sometimes a small daisy, and a small shell, parrot feathers. "

"My God." Zhen Yi heard the blood boiling, and could not imagine, "Is it true? Romance!"

"Well." An Yao nodded. "I learned later that he had seen me when he was a kid. But I don't remember.

He didn't say a word for three months; I was surprised when I saw his face.

But Zhen Yi, at that time I forgot my words. The crush on him was a yearning for ignorance. After the KTV incident, I spent a long time examining myself. The love for him didn't make me better, but made me paranoid. Such liking is bad for me.

True love is true to words. That's why I don't contact alumni. I love words so much that I do n’t want others to see him, and I pretend that he is a substitute for words. certainly not. He is my true love, and I will feel distressed when I think of others like him. Anyone who has something to do with the past will be rejected.

As for speech, he didn't impress me when he was in high school. Instead, they only knew me because of words. Not embarrassing. "

Zhen Yi could see her suddenly, admiring it.

Think about it. When I saw Yan Xu and An Yao, I didn't seem to communicate, so I asked, "Is it hard to interact with people with autism?"

"I don't think so. He's good, but he's easy to be nervous and shy. Even if his family is around, he will be very embarrassed and embarrassed; but when we are alone, it's good. The two are quiet, and they occasionally say a few words. I'm very happy. I can take care of myself without having him coax me. "

Her voice was cool and low, and there were few words on weekdays.

"Because I know, it ’s not that he does n’t want to coax, but it ’s really difficult for him. He is sick and insecure. The contact of ordinary people, even just the intimacy of words, he ca n’t do it. To him Expressing feelings and closeness, or referring to any words related to establishing a stable relationship, he will be afraid of fear.

But he accepted me. I'm pretty sure that I'm the only one, so there is no form and it doesn't matter. "

Zhen Yi sighed: "An Yao, you two are really good."

"Love? There are many types. Find the one that suits you best and is most comfortable."

At this time, the nurse knocked on the door: "Dr. An, the dean looks for it."

"Ok."

An Yao closed his smile, put down the drinking glass, and pulled out a report from the drawer. Zhen Yi glanced at the title with "Xu Qian", "Death", "Accident" and "Responsibility".

Zhen Yi warned: "An Yao, are you going to be investigated?"

"Of course, people who have died must be investigated." She returned to plainness. "After drinking water, remember to lock the door when you leave."

Zhen Yi said "Oh".

When going out, An Yao looked back at her: "Zhen Yi, the probability of getting an autism twin is as high as 36."

Zhen Yi stunned for a while, like being hit hard in the back of the head.

An inexplicable echo in his ear was what An Yao said just now: "For him, it is really difficult to express feelings and closeness to him, he will fear that he is sick."

She absently washed the cup and put it away, and heard someone knock on the door again.

It ’s Officer Lin.

"Any Yao is there?"

"The meeting seems to be due to Xu Qian."

"Just right, I'm here too."

"What's wrong?" Zhen Yi faintly felt wrong.

"Someone wrote an anonymous letter saying that An Yao deliberately killed Xu Qian. Let's investigate the situation."

Neither the hospital nor the police have investigated any doubts from An Yao.

The first is the motive for murder:

She and Xu Qian have no grudges or hatreds; she has a high salary and a Ferrari seems to have a prominent background and does not collect money; she has a good record and has been an excellent student from childhood to age. Superb, innocent medical ethics.

The second is murderous tactics:

The medical records are very clear, the treatment methods and medications are agreed by the doctors in the department, the communication with the patient is smooth, and the patient fully understands and cooperates.

Xu Qian slipped out of the hospital to take a bar, and drinking caused a stomach bleed, which was not controlled by An Yao.

In the end, the police could not investigate it, believing that the anonymous letter was written by someone jealous of An Yao in the hospital.

The hospital also protected An Yao, not even characterized by a medical accident, saying that the patient did not follow the doctor's advice and did not care for his life, leading to his own destruction.

Xu Qian ’s parents knew her daughter ’s arrogant personality and had no trouble, and accepted the hospital ’s statement.

An Yao is the youngest and most promising assistant doctor in cardiothoracic surgery in more than 50 years since the establishment of the Third Hospital. Many colleagues believe that she is extremely talented.

Zhen Yi and An Yao had a chat, and An Yao was as calm as water, saying:

"I have been studying medicine for nearly 8 years, and I originally planned to stay in the United States for 4 years to stay there. I came back because of Yan Xu. After so many years, I have no spare time, no fun, no travel, only medicine. I have studied other people for 16 years in 8 years. 20 years of things, is this talent? "

At the moment, she sat in front of the computer and called her resignation report.

Just giving up everything in the past, Zhen Yi didn't quite understand it, but also understood. After waiting for a month to complete his sentence, how dare I go to get the lawyer's license?

Yan Xu stood beside the window sill and stared at a pot of green dill.

Yange's eyes glanced at An Yao's bookshelf and suddenly said, "Can you see Xu Qian's medical record?"

An Yao raised his head from the front of the screen, and his face reflected the white light of the computer: "That is the privacy of the patient."

"It makes sense," he said. "Now Xu Qian cares most about privacy."

"..."

Yan took the medical record, opened it, glanced a few times, and said normally:

"Coronary angiography confirms the condition, congenital heart disease, myocardial infarction, cerebral infarction, coronary arteriosclerosis. The surgeon recommends stent surgery, and the assistant doctor is you. Opposes that the drug used in the operation will cause bleeding. The patient ’s anterior heart infarction Suppository, easy to blood supply, myocardial infarction and death. "

Zhen Yi listened very hard.

"Yes." An Yao replied, "I am the attending doctor, and other doctors in the department also agree to conservative drug treatment and use thrombolytic drugs to dredge the coronary arteries."

"As far as I know, Dr. Liu, who is the chief surgeon, is superb and has a good grasp of stent surgery. This is also your strength."

In an office that is not spacious, the air seems to start to freeze.

"But the patient doesn't want to have an operation and doesn't need it at present. After we communicate with her, she chooses conservative treatment on her own."

"Thrombolytic drugs act on the whole body, and may cause bleeding in other parts. It happened that Xu Qian had a gastric ulcer, which was not completely cured. With alcohol stimulation, it caused a massive bleeding in the stomach." Very light, ask:

"As the attending doctor, did you know that Xu Qian had a stomach ulcer that was not cured?"

The tone is plain, but every word in the words is meaningful.

The atmosphere has dropped to freezing point.

Zhen Yi understood.

Anyao's luck is not good, but not bad. If Xu Qian didn't drink alcohol in this way, but slowly appeared in danger, An Yao could not escape the medical accident at least. because--

If Xu Qian didn't care about herself and didn't drink, she would still die of chronic bleeding.

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