Dawn of the Grey Tower

That is no longer a pain that can be called. Once, cheese thought about what is the most painful thing in the world, and what can cause this kind of pain. He also asked many people in the Grey Tower about this question at that time, but most of them only regarded it as a casual chat when chatting. The content of the talk was more worried than pain. Among the many respondents, only two of them impressed the cheese the most. The first is the sleeper. She told the cheese at the time that unconsciousness was the most terrifying; the second was An Lina. She said that the flame burned from within was the greatest pain.

The Master does not doubt the words of these two people, because what they are talking about is their personal experience. As a spellcaster who excels in dreams, the sleeper has been sleeping for a long time. Sleep is a means of recovery for most, but not for her. Therefore, she has more thoughts about sleep. She always says that although she is within a few years of her physical age and cheese, she can actually live far less than cheese. That means that when she is sleeping for a long time in order to sleep magic, she can't always dream, and the time without dreaming seems to her that there is no existence.

Nothingness, that is indeed a terrible thing. The cheese itself feels this way, and it gets stronger with age. Sometimes he wakes up from the bed and suddenly feels a sense of loss when looking at the things in front of him. That was because he was confused about what he had done since he was born. He did not know whether his actions would have real meaning. Although the wizards always say that mortals waste their lives on meaningless matters, how can they deny that their lives have not been wasted? Which one is more true, the one that seeks terrible truth and the house a farmer has spent decades buying? One day, when the wizard found the truth, he realized that he just spent more effort to buy a bigger house. What about the time you spend?

This is a problem that the sleeper cannot escape, but the cheese is trying to escape. As for how to escape, the mage chose to fill his time intentionally, so that he did not have to face this problem. Apart from the pain caused by this nothingness, Alina's answer may be closer to the answer to the question the mage really wanted to ask. The cheese also believed that Anna, who treated him like a mother, must have given him the worst experience of her long life as a blood race. Because in some small talk, Alina told the cheese she had wanted to understand herself many times.

As a blood family of the level of Alina, it is difficult to deal with ordinary vampires. Even the noonday sun can only burn her into a charred corpse. When the sun is deflected, her interior will be revived again. . It ’s just that although Alina tried to kill herself many times, she did n’t have the hobby of suffering. There are many ways to commit suicide and do n’t try it after she tries it once. The reason is too painful, and the one that makes her close to death is also The thing she didn't want to try again was drinking clean water. The so-called clean water refers to not holy water in the conventional religious sense. Alina only told the cheese that it was the most powerful poison to all blood and magical creatures. As for its specific nature and why she drank the most powerful poison, she did not die. She did not elaborate. .

What she told the cheese was the torment that she would never want to experience again after drinking clean water. That is the scorching heat, burning and spirit from the inside. It will not only cause the body to make various twisted reactions under severe pain, but also provoke a series of negative emotions such as anxiety, restlessness, anger, hysteria and so on. And those negative emotions will grow this burning sensation again and again, and there is no way to escape.

Now, the mage is suffering from these two kinds of pains at the same time. His body and spirit are dragged into the burning **** under the impression of magic emptyness, and his consciousness has to face the problem that he has been avoiding for a long time. , What is he doing? What is the meaning and value of his life? And if he died here, what is left of him, does this gray robe named cheese follow the death and have no future? He didn't want to think about it, but besides these **** questions, he couldn't think about anything else. This was never mentioned by the Lord of the Grey Tower.

Thought, like a hollow, devours the remaining will and reason of the cheese. All his knowledge, ambitions, and enlightenment are attracted by the hollow and become victims in the vortex. Gradually, he could n’t even consolidate his thoughts, and his mind degenerated back to his childhood. No, the cheese in his childhood was already smart enough. part.

"Teacher, I still stick to my plan. I know your concerns are right. Those things are too dangerous for the individual and the world. So I will go out of the laboratory independently from the gray tower and even the world. Cut off, so that no matter what happens, the situation in the laboratory will not be leaked. In this way, I only need to bear my own life. "...

"It should be adjusted like this, um, let's record this part in Elven, just to note that the meaning of this word is biased. Teacher? You shouldn't be here. No, I don't need to rest. You asked me what I wrote? It ’s just some notes, but they ca n’t be used by others. The things I face ca n’t be recorded in our language at all, so these notes are just the information passwords that I formed through personal associations. Unless someone can experience the same as me Life, otherwise he could not understand the true meaning of these codes. "...

"Teacher, don't come here again. My research has reached a very dangerous place. I have a hunch and I will get results soon. For this, I have to increase the frequency of experiments. What are you doing? You want to force me Stop? No, it's impossible! I'm going to succeed! I'm going to understand them! And, your spells are no longer effective for me. I have changed. "

It seems that something that has been sealed for a long time has been opened in Ma Zhiling ~ www.readwn.com ~ When the self-consciousness of the cheese is almost completely lost, there are also many vague but unusually real memory fragments from his consciousness The bottom layer emerged. And there are other things that emerged with these memories. Those things overflowed from the body and consciousness like black mud, relying on the magic empty and dry body at this time to arrogantly occupy every part of it. From the inside to the outside, these things that are different from magic begin to transform the flesh of the cheese, and the heat generated by the accumulation of magic is ruthlessly swallowed by it. If you look at it from an outsider's point of view at this time, you can find a large number of chain patterns appearing on the cheese skin, but these patterns seem to be eaten by monsters that can eat gold.

"Something's not right." "I have a bad feeling." "I hate this feeling." The worm that was drilling out of his belly stopped Ata in the air and stopped the multi-headed monster that licked his tongue with his tongue. In view of their blasphemous behavior, those muddy eyes neatly looked at a human who fell not far away. That man should have died long ago, he had fallen there for a while.

Coincidentally, the throat of the Earl of Montenegro had been bitten off, and the little ghosts who were feeding him stopped all actions. They curled up their bodies carefully and moved closer to their masters. The evil Centaur Cannibal also put down the ears that had just been cut, and the sharpened teeth were rubbing up and down anxiously, and he suddenly felt a bit cold in himself.

Prostrate, stand up. It's just that it's hard to say that the thing standing up is still not human.

"You, kill them." The wizard who lost the gray robe, or the existence of the former wizard murmured, its eyes are like two deep pools, with a chaotic color that is difficult to describe.