Dangerous girls put me in danger

"But after a thousand years, I finally crawled out. My beauty had turned into bones, so I entered the reincarnation and went back to look for him. He was still the same person, but I had long forgotten that there were people around him who stayed with him for the rest of the world."

"I don't regret it, it was my choice."

No regrets? Really? I suffered for thousands of years just to stay with that person for just a few years.

After a thousand years of perseverance, only to be supported by others, won’t you shed tears?

"Then I died again, crossing the bridge for the second time. The soup was as before, the people were as before, Meng Gu was already Meng Po. She simmered the soup and asked me, is it worth it?

"I smiled and said nothing and was about to jump into the river. Po Meng stopped me and gave me a bowl of soup, but it was only half a bowl.'

"I drank that bowl of soup, and I drank it several times after that.

There was only half a bowl of Meng Po soup, which means that only half of it was forgotten?

So what exactly did you forget? What memories were left behind?

"I forgot the pain, the bitterness, the hate, the sorrow, the fear, only his goodness and my love for him remained.

.....”

If you only keep love, you can persist no matter what, but that...

It's just sweet poison...

The good girl showed an intoxicated expression and said in a daze.

"The feeling of forgetting is really good. I feel like I'm in heaven. It's really like there's no more dirt in my body. It's so refreshing.

She looked at me with a dazed smile, suddenly grabbed my wrist and asked.

"Now, I'm curious, how do you feel now?"

"I don't know what you're talking about!

"Didn't you forget everything? Ah, I'm sorry, if you forgot everything, you wouldn't even be aware of the fact that you've forgotten it, let alone feel it.

"Who are you!'

I tried hard to get rid of her hand, but I couldn't get rid of it.

So I squinted my eyes and smiled.

"..Who am I? Don't you know it very well? Don't you remember me? That's not right. You just pretended not to remember me."

"This is not Wangxiang Terrace, the bridge you just crossed is not the Naihe Bridge, the river is not the River of Forgetfulness, and the road you are taking is not the Yellow Road. Those places no longer exist, and even the King of Hell has become the owner of a hot spring hotel. .

A splitting headache.

The perspective is spinning.

"Here is your memory...your dream.

dream.

dream.

Thousands of dreams span the lonely night.

'I' is 'you', Bai Yuhui.

The rain has stopped.

The bonus on the other side is as red as blood 5

The white girl smiled faintly.

Chapter ①⑤ The Thousand Years of Reincarnation to Know Your Voice Part 12

"It's nothing strange. It's more strange that you didn't notice it. After all, we look the same.

It’s not that I didn’t notice it, it’s just that I deliberately didn’t look at her face.

Maybe it’s because I subconsciously don’t want to ‘face to face’ with her.

Because she is me.

We have the same appearance, just like looking in a mirror.

This is the memory of the past life that the senior said.

I thought I was not asleep, but in fact I had already fallen asleep and entered the dream? I have no impression at all. Where did it start as a dream? Did meeting the senior also happen in a dream? Or was it - in the morning? I didn't wake up at all, I was lost in the dream from the beginning?

No, that's not right. If that's the case, it might have happened earlier...

I lowered my head and covered my face. The scenery I saw through the gaps between my fingers became infinitely blurry. I could no longer tell what a dream was.

It's reality.

"Compared to that kind of thing, you should be concerned about the things in front of you."

I raised my head and looked at the other me.

"Is it a dream or reality? The answer is obvious. Being able to meet 'myself' like this, t

It can only happen in dreams.

So, don’t you think it’s more important to tell now... which one is real, me or you?’

Seeing someone who looks exactly like me say such words with my own eyes makes my blood flow in reverse and my hair stands on end.

Not to mention the feeling of intimacy, only fear.

Perhaps this is why there is a legend among the people that when an individual sees his own "clone", it means that his life span will be over.

Because after actually seeing it, no matter who you are, you will have an idea.

'Is she trying to replace me?

"Na."

she asked, looking up at me.

"There is a paradox called the Ship of Theseus, do you know?" Ship of Theseus, have you ever heard of that famous paradox? The content is roughly that the wood in Theseus's ship gradually decayed over time, and the rotten wood was replaced with new wood, until it was not the original ship, then at what point did it cease to be the original ship?

If the old parts removed from the Ship of Theseus are used to build a new ship, which of the two ships is the real Ship of Theseus?

"What do you want to say?"

It’s nothing, but don’t you think this is very similar to our situation? I am a ‘boat made of old wood’, 仡

That brand new ship’

"There is no need to use the metaphor of a boat. Everyone will go through this process. Metabolism will continue to replace batches of cells.

"Are you still the same person you were before?

There is no doubt that all my past experiences belong to me. Although it may be different from my past self, this situation should be said to be 'growing up'.

"Are you still the same person you were in your previous life?"

"Just like the metabolism of the body, reincarnation is actually the metabolism of the soul, but I secretly keep it every time

-Only part of it.

Even so, I have no way to answer yes immediately, because the me in my previous life is now in front of me.

Obviously they are all questions of the same nature, but they cannot come up with the same answer---I am hesitating.

"Because the so-called past life is standing in front of me, so I can't answer it?"

Did she read my thoughts because she was me?

"This is not a strange thing. People who have experienced reincarnation will definitely have this situation. Even if they have not experienced reincarnation, it is not uncommon for a person to split into two people. This has happened to many women around him. , after all, the women who will be around him are all weird mentally ill women, hehe. "He is talking about the seniors, are the women around the seniors all mentally ill? Maybe it's just the other me who is belittling them in disguise.

I have seen them in school before. They are beautiful girls who are so beautiful that they will eclipse the women around them. They also have prominent family backgrounds. They are rich women who came here and rich girls who are currently serving.

It is extremely difficult to win the favor of one of them, but the senior can conquer them all and even establish a harem openly, which makes people wonder if the senior has been brainwashed.

"But do you know what usually results from such a split?

"It's either reunification or...

She didn't continue, but I already understood what she wanted to say.

"Either one of them disappears, right?

The other me came to me and smiled, poking my index finger into my chest and saying.

So, come and tell me your answer, Bai Yuhui.

Ask yourself ‘self’

"What do you want to do?'

I shook my head and answered.

"I don't know... When the senior said he wanted to erase my past life memories, I ran away reflexively. But I don't know why I ran away. Maybe it's because I want to restore those past life memories?

,but.

"If accepting you makes me no longer who I am -.-

"Why do you feel like you're not yourself anymore?"

"You said you drank Meng Po soup."

“Yes, I drank every time.

“Then forget the negativity and just keep the love.

"Yes, I only keep love.

“Where did all those negative emotions go?

I was silent on the other hand, but her reaction further confirmed the answer in my mind.

"Where did all the forgotten negative emotions go? Did they disappear? No, of course they are still there. They just turned into a curse, a strong curse.

Wrong. "Whether it's the seniors or the new health teacher, they said they don't know where this strong curse on me comes from.

The other me didn't make any pointless concealment anymore, and nodded and admitted.

That's right, that curse was separated from the 'residue' by drinking Meng Po soup.

"If that's the case, then your love is simply artificial love, isn't it?

Remove the hate and only love remains; remove the hate and only love remains. 'Xiao Kuang

In this way, if the so-called past life memory is such a twisted emotion...

Me, I would rather not have experienced it--

The other me passed me and walked again, onto the bridge.

"Do you know? There have been countless separations and separations on this Naihe Bridge. There are countless bitter lovers in the world. I am not the most special one.

"Many people have made promises on this bridge to reunite in the next life, and never be separated in life and death, but do you know what the results will be like?

"The fate ends, we forget the promises we made, and we will be strangers in the next life without knowing each other.

“A lifetime of love, hatred, and ups and downs will be completely forgotten with reincarnation.

"That's not because of drinking Meng Po soup.

"Do you think you forgot it because you drank Meng Po soup?"

If you don’t drink the soup, you will have to wait in the Wangchuan River for thousands of years. How many people have jumped over it? Maybe they are countless, so the river water is such a color.

Those white bones are all people who have lost themselves in the wash of the Forgotten River. They may also have made promises for life after life.

But also forgot.

"Even if you really crawl out, the person you want to meet will already have a new relationship, a new woman, a new name... why bother coming?"

The other me seemed to be laughing at myself, shaking my head and laughing.

"Then why do you think I want to continue jumping into the river?"

Years of waiting have resulted in betrayal and broken promises, so why are you still so stubborn?

This has even gone beyond obsessiveness and obsession. No matter how crazy or stupid a person is, they will be heartbroken after experiencing such a thing.