Dangerous girls put me in danger

When I realized I was the only one looking at him, I was filled with another emotion, perhaps a sense of possession.

Only I am looking at him, only I am watching him, only I care about his things, only I... know his value!

Others definitely don't know about him, and others definitely don't know him as well as I do. It's like it's a secret that only belongs to me and An Juncheng... I am intoxicated with this one-sided sense of possession and can't help myself.

Then last Thursday, the smoothness that had been thought to last was shaken.

After chatting with classmate Lian Bing for a while, he walked into the classroom.

He was almost late that day. Normally he would enter the classroom between 6:54 and 6:56, but today he entered the classroom with the bell ringing.

I was watching him until the first half of the evening self-study, so I inferred that something happened after the evening self-study ended.

Being extremely familiar with him, I could see his changes at a glance.

It always feels... different.

It feels different.

Has he become taller? Or do you mean you have become mature? Or is it growth?

It feels more attractive.

The heartbeat suddenly increased.

Why? What's going on? What's wrong?

He would find out if he did this... But I couldn't look away, I just wanted to keep staring at him.

Could it be that he wanted to confess to someone? Judging from the panic I felt when I entered the classroom just now, I felt like I was hesitating about something.

Maybe he wanted to confess to someone? Maybe it's me?

——Actually...Classmate Lan Hua, I never told you that I...like you! (Girls’ heart filtering device)

As a result... there was a confession, but it was not Jun Cheng who confessed to someone else, but he was confessed...

Why, classmate Lianbing, why... (The girl's heart is broken)

Am I finally no longer the only one looking at him?

Someone else started to care about him, and it was Lian Bing...

Disgusting, I feel very disgusting!

There is a feeling that the sacred space in my heart has been defiled, which is very uncomfortable...very uncomfortable!

Why does it become like this...

It's me, it's me first, it's obviously me who came first...Whether you care about him, look at him, or fall in love with that guy!

Why? like?

Like...that's right...I like him.

I finally realized the source of this feeling. The initial concern has turned into a feeling of love, which affects my heart.

I like him!

I didn't expect that it would take so long just to notice this thing. If I could have discovered it earlier and confessed earlier, I wouldn't have let Lian Bing get there first, right?

But...now, there is no use regretting.

An Juncheng will go back to school today.

I heard that I was injured after falling down the stairs and was hospitalized, which gave me time to adjust my mood.

Yes, I am ready to confess...I want to convey my feelings to him!

"Little blue~blue~"

"Lanlan~Lu~"

"What are you yelling about! Did you watch some ghost animation again yesterday?"

"Pfft... don't hit me at every turn, you violent person..."

"You, say, what~~~"

A girl wearing headphones and a boy wearing a pair of old-fashioned thick lens glasses came from a distance. The girl used her arms to strangle the boy's neck and clamped it under his arm. It was me who started interacting early in the morning. Childhood friends, Gao Yingnai and Luo Yingliang.

"Oops? You changed your hairstyle today. It took a lot of effort, right? It's very cute. Hey, have you made up your mind?"

"Huh? Yes, today I actually tied a side ponytail, which gives people a fresh and lively feeling. In addition, Lan Hua, you have a more outgoing personality, so your cuteness has doubled."

"Wow...the review is so detailed, so disgusting..."

"Are you dissatisfied with me?"

The two started bickering again, while I was thinking about other things.

If I dress up like this, that guy will start to be interested in me, right?

Then, I also want to confess to him.

I walked as slowly as possible in the bustling corridor. The time was 6:55, and he was almost here.

Huh... don't be anxious, Lan Hua.

Stay calm.

When I took a deep breath, Sakura patted my shoulder and said with a smirk.

"Lan Hua, is he here?"

My heart contracted hard, and I was so nervous that my heart was about to burst!

I closed my eyes, calmed my violently beating heart, and then made up my mind to turn around!

“……………………………?”

Glasses…glasses styling…

So cute! So cute!

Oooh, ooh, ooh... Oops, I really want to take a picture!

I really want to take a photo and set it as the standby screen on my phone!

Phew...be still, my heart! Calm down, Lan Hua! It’s not the time to be happy now, it’s time to cheer after the confession is accepted!

"That...jun..."

I couldn't say his name and he didn't even look at me.

He walked straight past me and greeted the person behind me.

"Hey, Yingliang, you're so early."

"Well……"

"What's wrong? Why do you look constipated?"

"No... that, I'm asking you to help destroy the resources in my network disk..."

"Why did you suddenly leave a last word?!"

Ah...yes...

"..."

To him, I was just a stranger who passed by and didn't say hello to each other.

Even Xiaoliang's ranking was higher than mine, because I wasn't even his friend.

It was always me who cared about him, not him who cared about me.

The direction of a one-way arrow (unrequited love) is fruitless, and we never had any intersection...

Why...because I don't know him well enough?

Am I not close enough to him?

What if the one I like doesn't like me? Should I give up? Should I watch the one I like fly to other places and throw himself into the arms of other women? And I said, "As long as the one I like is happy", while crying in the dead of night?

Ridiculous! Ridiculous liking, ridiculous letting go, ridiculous heartache!

Like, the feeling of liking is not enough, not strong enough!

Like you, like you, like you, like you, like you, like you! I like your hair, your eyes, your every move... Whenever I see you, I feel like I'm still alive. I really like you, I really, really like you! You are my favorite person in the world!

But this is not enough, what is needed is a deeper thought!

By the way, love him...

Show deeper feelings, invest more love.

I am no longer satisfied with "watching", I want to know more, I want to know more about him.

I want to walk into his daily life, become a part of him, and feel everything about him from a closer place!

…

Title update:

[Stalker (beginner)] → [Stalker (intermediate)]

Chapter 33.9 Anxiety of [Sister who controls her brother (true)]

Anxiety of [Sister who controls her brother (true)]:

March 25th.

Today is Saturday, I was half lying on the sofa watching boring TV programs, and yawned a little sleepily.

Although many friends asked me to go out and play, I rejected them all.

If you want to say why... because my brother is here!

My brother doesn't go out on weekends, which means I can stay with him all day long~

I've already prepared the games to play and the movies to watch, so I can stay in my brother's arms all day and replenish his energy~

Because I can't run into my brother's bed every night like Sister Xinran, I can only get closer to my brother on Saturdays and Sundays.

Sister Xinran is so nice... I've envied her countless times in my heart.

Especially recently, her night raid was recognized by my brother. Although I heard that I can't do it, getting my brother's permission to hug him to sleep is enough to make me shout happiness.

A few days ago, when she told me that my brother found out about her night raid, I was shocked!

But fortunately, my brother seemed to accept Sister Xinran in the end... I wouldn't refuse it originally, my brother is so gentle, he will definitely accept it.

Although I'm a little jealous, after all, Sister Xinran gave up a lot of things, and she fell in love with my brother earlier than me. But she gave up her status just to stay with my brother. If she can't even satisfy this, Sister Xinran might be upset.

I gave up my ‘status’ to me, and I was willing to hide in the shadows…

Huh, I don’t want to think about these things anymore.

As for how to distribute my brother, I had decided a long time ago, and now it is proceeding step by step.

Build a good relationship with my brother in junior high school → continue to accumulate goodwill in high school → give him care and warmth when he is under the most pressure in his senior year → get admitted to the same university and start a sweet cohabitation life → give my brother two children, preferably a boy and a girl who are also siblings, and get married with a baby when they graduate from university → live together for decades, and die peacefully holding my brother’s hand when I become an old woman…

A perfect blueprint for life.

Now that the first step has been completed, I am in the process of the second step. Recently, my brother has completely gotten used to hugging me.

Especially now that Sister Xinran’s affair has been discovered, it is more conducive to the development of the plan. A serious person like my brother will definitely not do anything to Sister Xinran, but my brother is also a man after all, and he will definitely have desires. He must be very uncomfortable under Sister Xinran’s large-scale behavior.

But even so, I am sure that my brother will not do anything to Xinran, and will just bear it alone.

Because they are blood-related siblings. My brother is an absolutely strict person like my father, holding the right values ​​and will never allow wrong things.

At this time, as long as I guide her a little bit...

Hehehehehe...

Ah, my cheeks are getting hot.

I am a little too excited, and my expression must be terrible now.

It's almost time for my brother to get up, I have to cool down quickly.