I was hungry every day. At that time, I was probably the hungriest and most alone in my life. As long as it was edible, I was confident that I could eat anything.

Then the day came, and I met that person quite by chance, and I just showed him the way.

--Oh? You are very interesting. Not only do you look like a human, but you also have your spirit opened... It's rare. Haha, it is fate that you and I met, so I will give you a good fate.

He was Jun Cheng's previous life. I don't know his name, but in that life he probably went to find the Lord of Hell after his death, and he met me by chance on the way.

In order to thank me for helping him show the way, maybe out of interest, or maybe because he thought I was pitiful... So Cai Hui fed me a Bigu Pill and taught me some magic spells.

But at that time, I didn't know the value of spells at all. In the end, I only remembered the spells that took away other people's five senses. It was really stupid to say...

But it's no wonder that I said that stupidly at that time, after all, the impact I received was too great.

.Wrong...That was the first time I experienced the feeling of being 'full' since I was born.

The belly is filled.

No more hunger.

I fell into a daze because of this sudden change. At that time, I didn't even know how to describe the feeling of "fullness". I thought there was something wrong with my body, so I kept tugging on the person's sleeve.

It's really embarrassing to think about it now...

But that person did not dislike me, but gently stroked my head and said.

--Oh, are you acting coquettish after eating? Your personality is more suitable for getting along with others... Remember my words, if you have the opportunity to see a door in the future, that door will be just right If it's open, don't think too much about it and walk through that door. Leave here and you will get more...

What's more? I can't remember clearly...I...can even forget such important things.

After saying this, the man left.

And I didn't understand what that person said to me, I just tried my best to remember it, just hoping to see him again.

After a while, I was no longer bothered by hunger. ,out

Relying on the spells he taught me, I easily suppressed the other ghouls and became the leader. Even the other ghosts around me began to fear me.--.

I gradually felt bored. When my stomach was full and I no longer had to worry about survival, I would start to have other thoughts... There is a saying that is full of food and clothing, and lustful thoughts, whether it is for human beings or food. As far as ghouls are concerned, they are all the same.

After a long time, maybe a few years, maybe a few decades, I encountered what he called the ‘door’.

Later I found out that it was the Gate of Ghosts. It is usually closed, but it is always open during the Ghost Festival. I was lucky enough to be in front of the Gate of Ghosts on the Ghost Festival of a certain year... I thought of him. If so, he bravely walked in.

Speaking of which, ghosts who dared to enter the gate of hell at that time were regarded as lunatics, just like humans actively asking to go to the battlefield. In their eyes, it was tantamount to seeking death.

But I still walked in, not only because I believed in that person, but also because I was too bored. Even if the opposite side of the door would be a more dangerous place than here, I was willing to say it at that time, because I needed to freshness'

So I passed through the gate of hell and came to the earth, a world completely opposite to the underworld where there is nothing. It can be said that "everything is here".

When I came to the earth, I got a name, made friends, and was exposed to new things every day. "Eating" is no longer the most important thing.

Rather than what to eat, what is more important is who to share the joy of eating with. I think so, and this idea has not changed even now.

I was really happy during that time, just like now, I am really happy spending time with everyone.

Just because of 'that incident', I violated the taboo of ghouls, killed many people, and even devoured part of my soul in exchange for strength.

I don’t remember much about what happened after that... I only remember the scene I saw after I came to my senses.

There were corpses all over the place, badly mutilated, and even the ground had gnawed teeth marks. People are howling, and there are unknown skeletons scattered around. I am extremely sad, but I still don’t feel satisfied.

Eternal hunger, endless devouring, but the feeling of hunger is still gnawing at the soul...0

Just like greed.

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I don’t know when my hair has turned into a strange shape, instead of me who was hiding my face and crying, I will swallow sadness, tears, pain, unwillingness, anger and regret, and swallow everything into my belly.

the last the last

I even ate my most important friends.

The best friend who gave me the name [Xiangyue Xun]... was eaten by me.

And I gained an immortal body as a result.

After that, I decided not to eat Kaixia again; I followed it for hundreds of years.

Because I was afraid of eating my friends again, I stopped making friends and lived alone in the mountains, relying on wild vegetables and fruits.

But a ghoul is a ghoul after all and needs to eat corpses. In almost any situation, the brain has a way to make the body feel 'hungry'.

This time, I chose to starve myself and cut off food. Even if I starved to death, I would not eat human corpses again.

The feeling of hunger came fiercely, like a sharp knife, cutting my spirit into pieces. Compared with the waking time, the unconscious time became longer.

My memory during this period became extremely blurry, and I seemed to have turned back into the little kid who had no independent opinion at all, following the ghouls in the underworld.

Finally, he became completely unconscious and allowed his instinct to control his body.

Maybe I hope to be like that, because living alone in the mountains is too lonely, too lonely--

In order to forget and escape, I completely gave up on myself.

Now that I think about it, the years I have spent have been quite casual...

When I arrive...-.what do I mean?

I have no memory of what happened after I became completely unconscious, but I can probably guess what happened during that period.

When I woke up again, I saw Nana holding her shoulders and the injured employees of the organization.

A carnivore who doesn't want to eat human beings...you are as twisted as me. I don't know why you chose this 'wrong way'

, but your instinct is driving you to eat corpses or even make corpses... Your existence is already an 'abnormality'. If you don't want to hurt innocent people again, just choose to compromise. There is no need to think of it as 'eating', just think of it as 'working', and I will prepare the body for you.

Nana chose a new path for me, and I chose to cooperate with the organization out of guilt.

Later, I met Xue'er and befriended Nana, who was as optimistic as 'her', who was of the same type as me... and, once again, I met the reincarnation of that person, An Juncheng.

But I made the same mistake again!

Why do you want to eat your friend...Why...do you suddenly have an appetite for Juncheng at this time?

That's what Jun Cheng said. He was not only an important friend but also a benefactor, but I shamelessly licked him... and what made me most angry was that I did it because of appetite and because I wanted to eat him!

It’s absolutely impossible to say! He actually thinks that he is a good friend... It’s simply ridiculous!!!

"Hey hey hey, long-lost hunger, how do you feel?

Who is it!

The voice came from behind me, and I instantly turned around and punched him.

With a click sound, the tree trunk was broken by me, and the big tree fell to the ground with the sound of rustling leaves.

But there was no one behind me.

"...It's you, Xiangyue Xun."

That's the sound coming from me...no, it's the sound coming from the 'back' of me!

Chapter 16.4 [Ghoul] Drooling

[Ghoul] salivates:

It is almost impossible to say that there are no people who can get close to me without attracting my attention!

But this voice is just like your own voice when you cover your ears and speak. It has an extraordinarily clear feeling.

....Gluttony?'

I touched the back of my head with my backhand, but I didn't touch the mouth, and my hair remained as it was.

Huh? What on earth is going on?

"Gaga, didn't I say that I am you? This sound is also made by borrowing your vocal cords."

The hoarse-sounding voice said this in an arrogant tone while making an unpleasant laugh, and its voice actually came from my body!

It's not like I haven't heard him make noises before, but it's more like hiccups. We only talked to each other twice, but they were just simple thoughts such as 'not delicious' and 'not enough', so I once thought that Gluttony had no complete spirit, just like me before, just for eating. Eating exists...-but I didn't expect that Gluttony Hair would have independent consciousness!

When Jun Cheng said before that he saw Gluttony Zhifa talking, I thought it was very strange... Could it be that he became able to speak recently?

"You can actually speak so fluently!"

"Aren't you talking nonsense? The mouth is not only used for eating, but also for talking. Gaga gah~"

"Then why didn't you speak before?'

We've been together for hundreds of years, and we're just talking now! Don't you think it's too late?

"You are so stupid. Do you still have time to talk when you are hungry? How can you talk when your mouth is used for eating?

.-.It seems to make sense, that is to say, you are finally full?"

“Hmph, I’m half full at most.

"My appetite is quite big...

Is it half-full after hundreds of years of eating? I can say that I can still eat more than Nana.

By the way, didn’t you grow on me? Why is the satiety level separate from mine?

Knowing that no dangerous person was approaching me, I relaxed my vigilance, and someone happened to come and talk to me, which could relieve my loneliness...

After I patted my butt and cleaned my clothes, I started walking. I didn't want to stay in this deserted mountain forest anymore.

Let's go back first - and then ask Jian Nana if there is any way to suppress her evil appetite.

"Waixie? Hey! It's ridiculous! What's wrong with your appetite? What's wrong with it? Wanting to eat that boy named An Juncheng is your most ardent desire, isn't it?

"What are you talking about! Jun Cheng is my friend! How can I eat him!'

"Does being a friend have anything to do with whether or not you want to eat each other? You are a ghoul, and that kid is a zombie! It's perfectly normal for you to want to eat him, okay!"

"What are you talking about with your hair!"

"Am I right?

"You! I will shave my head tomorrow!"

"Gaga, I'm afraid of you! You go and shave your head! At most I won't be able to show up for a while, but you will be hated by your dearest friend An Juncheng! Oh, where are the bald girls? ,...But that guy is so hypocritical, he will definitely smile and touch you - bald head! Hahahaha!'

"Hmm...

This hair! Why are you so irritating when you talk!

It's really annoying to say that my personality is so terrible. Is it possible to have a pleasant chat with her?

"Hey, and let me tell you, Xiangyue Xun. It is inevitable that you will have the idea of ​​​​eating him.'

....How can this kind of thing be inevitable..."

"You like An Juncheng, right?

".-Of course! Of course I like Jun Cheng!"

Yes, I can proudly say, "I like him, and I like him the most! It is because of him that I am what I am now. This relationship does not only include kindness, but I am indeed in the process of getting along with him." Zhong fell in love with him.

"Then there's nothing wrong with wanting to eat your favorite things to your heart's content?"

"It's not the same thing at all, okay!'

"It's not the same thing... isn't it, Xiangyue Xun? You obviously know very well that there is only a thin line between appetite and love."

His words were like a sword piercing my chest.

No matter what...the actions I just made towards Jun Cheng have completely exposed my desires, and any further explanation would be a slap in the face to myself.

I couldn't help but open my mouth and touch my tongue with my fingers. It seemed that the taste of Juncheng still remained on my tongue, and saliva continued to flow out.

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.I also want to try it to see what it tastes like.

"After all...Jun...it looks delicious...that's not right!'

I suddenly came to my senses and slapped my head hard to dispel these thoughts.

What am I thinking about!

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