Cynthia’s Cat

In those few months, Duke never took over the task assigned to him by the organization. He felt that everything in the world was so boring. The organization had warned him many times that he would be forcibly expelled from the senior member of the organization if he did not accept the task. .

Despite this, Duke remained unmoved. The status of a senior member made many people eye-catching, but Duke didn't care. Those who cared no longer knew where to go, and his life was plunged into endless darkness.

On the 38th day of Rachel’s disappearance, Duke was so drunk that he locked himself in a dark room and zoomed in on the only photo of Rachel in his hand. He was sitting in an empty room, his eyes kept looking nervously at Rachel's picture, as if this way he could force himself to live.

Duke hadn't eaten for many days, his cheeks began to dent, and his originally ill-fitted body became even thinner. His eyes were hollow, sitting completely still in the living room, no matter how there were other people in the room, he must have thought Duke was a statue.

The tears on the corners of Duke's eyes have dried up, and the tears can no longer flow from his eyes. Although Duke was very sad, he couldn't cry anymore. During these quiet times, his eyes kept crying silently, and he couldn't cry at all until now.

There seemed to be a hole in his heart, which slowly grew bigger over time, making Duke feel that the world was extremely cold, even colder than the world before he knew Ruiqu.

His sunlight has disappeared, so this period of time has been in the cold. Duke doesn't know how long he can hold on. He feels that he is dying and all organs of his body are failing.

Duke asked Rachel’s attending physician, but he got an answer that made his heart tremble. It turns out that Rachel has been living in pain. How hard did her smiles look so warm, when she warmed other people. At that time, who can understand her pain.

Rachel's disease is already very serious, and it is already in the late stage and cannot be cured.

Her illness is often accompanied by pain, which is a kind of pain that goes deep into the bone marrow. In the early stage, it is not very painful, but the intensity of the pain doubles later. Many people chose to leave this world because they couldn't bear the pain.

The attending physician told him that Rachel was already very good, and many people could not hold on for so many years and chose to end their lives. Rachel has only persisted for the longest time among his patients, and is the one with the best mentality.

Duke didn't know how he heard the attending physician about Rachel's condition. It turned out that Rachel was not as happy as he seemed. All her pains were hidden in his heart, and no one could understand.

Knowing the truth, Duke began to torture himself. He just wanted to feel the highest level of pain. He wanted to know how painful Rachel really was.

Duke began to treat himself cruelly. He was like a cold machine, showing no mercy to himself.

After the oil in the pot was boiled, he could put his hand in calmly, just to feel Rachel’s pain. When he took his hand out, the skin on his hand had been destroyed by the hot oil. Appearance becomes ugly.

His behavior has reached a state of madness. He calmly rinses his ugly palms on the water, aren't his fingers attached to his heart? Can this kind of pain reach Rachel's pain?

His hands had already been dealt with, and Duke was lying on the bed peacefully, looking at the ceiling, he thought the world was a bit too boring.