Conan: I Am Not a Snake Spirit

"So that's the case." Conan nodded.

He can understand the dreams and pursuits of football fans, and he can also imagine that Akagi will feel sorry for Kazuya Nakaoka.

"I was injured during a football match, and I gave up representing Japan in the World Cup, so I know how much he regrets," Akagi said, but smiled again, "and the Tokyo Spirits team insisted on inviting them before. He joined, even if he can only play for a few minutes, it doesn't matter, unfortunately he refused... Well, let's hurry up and go to training!"

Here, the five children were called to the field by Hero Akagi.

Over there, Chi Feichi and Nakaoka Kazuya walked along the edge of the court, one in a wheelchair, the other walking slowly, and they also chatted.

"I still remember that it was not long before I was discharged from the hospital. The last time I went to school, you had already completed the entrance examination. It was probably the last time you were in the school together." Very relaxed, "Everyone is asking about my recovery, whether I will join a professional team soon, whether I will be able to see me in professional games soon, only you, except when you see me, nod your head After saying hello, he didn't say anything to me anymore, just focused on packing up and preparing to leave school. At that time, I was still a little sentimental, and I was still thinking, ah, you are still the same, everyone is still the same, it seems that Only me, the trajectory of my life that I once planned was suddenly changed..."

Chi Feichi pulled out the memories of high school from his memory. Although it was not beautiful, and he was even alienated from other people, being mentioned by Nakaoka Kazuya made him feel a little nostalgic, "I also remember. , you were asked a lot that day, and yelled, "I can't play professional football anymore," like a child, and then ran out of the classroom. I always thought I was the first person to leave the classroom, but I didn't expect that It will be you."

"Hahaha...Is that so? Are you ignorant in those years!"

Kazuya Nakaoka laughed and looked at the adults and children on the court, the smile on his face subsided a little bit, he found a bench to sit down, maintained a smile, and said with emotion, "It's a nostalgic thing to remember. of."

Chi Feichi parked the wheelchair beside the bench, turned the direction, and looked at the stadium, "Since you came back last August, why didn't you go to the class reunion?"

"Probably because I was afraid of being asked the question 'what are you doing now'? After I was discharged from the hospital that year, I learned that I could no longer participate in professional football games. In fact, I was convinced for a while and tried my best to train, but I still failed. Now," Nakaoka Kazuya leaned forward, put his hands on his knees, and looked up at the crowd on the court, "then I went to South America, went to Brazil, went to the ball game, I regretted countless times, why did I get carried away and ride Motorcycle, I still ride so fast, and I hate my character more than once, and I hate myself for destroying my future. After I came back last year, I went back to the hometown of Gunma, and I was racing and drinking all day, and I was really decadent. For a while, I didn't respond to the invitation to the high school reunion, probably... I looked at myself in the mirror that day, and I felt that I was getting farther and farther from everyone."

Probably thinking the topic was heavy, Nakaoka Kazuya smiled and turned to look at Chi Feichi.

"But I didn't expect you to go to the high school class reunion? With your personality, I thought you would find it boring to stay at that kind of party."

Well, in fact, he didn't expect that Chi Fei would pay attention to whether he was there or not when he went to the class reunion late.

"It's very boring," Chi Feichi didn't describe the class reunion in a hype, "I have nothing in common with them. If you don't go to the class reunion, it is because you find that you are not from the same world as everyone else, and it is difficult to go there. Find the topic, then, your hunch is right, it's really boring."

If Nakaoka feels that he and his high school classmates are no longer from the same world, then he is no longer from the same world as those people. Except for the body, whether it is soul or psychology, there is a big gap between him and those people.

He felt that there was nothing to regret if Nakaoka didn't go. If he was bored at that kind of party to pass the time, he might as well just chat with the people he could talk to.

For example, they are now, although he will not tell Nakaoka about murder and arson, and Nakaoka is unlikely to tell him about his plans to blow up the stadium, but they have also embarked on a dangerous road, psychological or experience. There are some places that are so close that we can always talk a little bit.

Nakaoka Kazuya couldn't help but turned to look at Chi Feichi's indifferent profile again, the classmates who used to think that they couldn't get along, but now feel that sincerity is valuable, "Since you feel bored, why do you still go? "

Chi Feichi: "There's nothing to do that day."

Kazuya Nakaoka: "..."

This answer... Yes, it's really sincere.

"And this is my first time to participate this year," Chi Feichi continued with a calm and sincere face, "I want to hear what young people are interested in recently."

"Pfft...you really haven't changed at all," Kazuya Nakaoka couldn't help laughing, with the active and positive look in his eyes when he was in high school, "Hey, I'm telling you something, don't be angry! "

"You said." Chi Feichi said indifferently.

"At that time, you liked to be alone, very silent, not dull silence, looking gloomy and dangerous, plus I heard that you didn't show any affection towards girls, and everyone was secretly saying... "Ichiya Nakaoka glanced at Chi Feichi, and seeing that Chi Feichi still had no reaction, he imitated a serious, nervous tone, and continued, "Chi Jun's character is likely to become That kind of mentally distorted murderer!"

The corner of Chi Feichi's mouth raised slightly, and there was a slight smile in his eyes, "Is it that dangerous?"

If he didn't come to this world, wouldn't the original consciousness become a murderer?

His feeling is - no.

That guy's subconscious has always been 'injuring himself but not others', and he would feel guilty and uneasy if he hurt others. If that guy could become a murderer, he wouldn't have to wait for him to come, he would have changed a long time ago.

If he hadn't come to this world, and the original consciousness had come into contact with the organization before he died, would he have become a perverted murderer?

He thinks the answer needs to be the other way around—probably so.

The person who will make the original consciousness only care about the organization and organization, when the original consciousness hurts the outside world and does not feel guilty for hurting the outside world, is likely to become a murderer.

No matter what, the original consciousness seems to choose one of the 'kill and kill yourself', and the original consciousness chooses to self-destruct, doesn't it count as killing itself?

Looking at it this way, it seems that those people's feelings are not wrong.

Ichiya Nakaoka caught the quick smile that flashed across Chi Feichi's face from the corner of his sight, thinking that Chi Feichi thought this conclusion was ridiculous, except that he was surprised that Chi Feichi actually laughed and the smile was very strange, He didn't take it to heart, "Yeah, some people say, maybe you want to kill us one day, everyone is sometimes afraid of you, especially girls and some thin and timid boys, those guys say behind their backs At that time, you will definitely not be afraid, and you will say it proudly, but if you stare at him for a few more seconds one day, it is estimated that he will make up all kinds of terrible things, and you will frighten yourself first... "

Chi Feichi: "..."

Thinking about it, the original consciousness body doesn't seem to be that fierce, right?

Even now, no one would suddenly suspect that he was a murderer.

The high school students' brains are really big and strange.

"But you didn't do that. You didn't pay much attention to everyone's appearance. Everyone only occasionally talked secretly, and didn't really take it to heart." Nakaoka Kazuya looked at the stadium and added, "You are the only one. One time I represented the school in a competition because there was a problem with the arrangement of the members of the shooting hobby club. The president asked the teacher to help recommend the contestants, and then the teacher asked you to help, right? He obviously achieved amazing results, but he didn't go with everyone. Celebrating, I didn't even attend the awards, everyone was sighing that you really are a weirdo. After knowing that your shooting skills are so high, some people began to suspect that you are a murderer, but if you think about it carefully, you will know that you can't, you are not a shooter People in the club don't have to worry about whether they will be ridiculed, don't they? Even if the teacher asks you to help, you have to agree to it, so... you also want to help everyone, not young people who want to be in the limelight and think Prove that you are competitive and really want to help everyone... Will you feel disappointed knowing that everyone misses you so much afterwards?"

"I didn't think much about it at that time," Chi Feichi said without thinking, "I don't even bother to think about it now."

At that time, the original consciousness did not expect to understand, but he was good at shooting, and he could help him easily.

Originally there was no hope, how could you be disappointed?

Kazuya Nakaoka turned to look at Chi Feichi, trying to understand Chi Feichi's thoughts, "Do you think those thoughts are naive and don't need to be ignored at all? Or do you think...it doesn't matter what we think?"

Chi Feichi thought about it for a while and decided to leave some thoughts for Kazuya Nakaoka, "From the results, there is no difference between the two."

"But from the point of view, one is for ideas and the other is for people," Nakaoka Kazuya said seriously, and soon relieved, smiled, "You were willing to help at that time, and it seems that there is no need to worry about this issue. At that time, I thought you were a strange and incomprehensible person, but now some of you understand it, but it still seems to be the same, I think you are strange and incomprehensible..."

Chi Feichi didn't want the topic to keep revolving around him, and turned to Nakaoka Kazuya, "At that time, you were a football star in the school, and many boys and girls came to your desk every day, or formed a group. Circle, or go to the playground together, every time you are in the classroom, I feel that there is no end to the noise in front of you, and you always like to wink at people in class~www.NovelMTL.com~ secretly pass small notes..."

Kazuya Nakaoka raised her hands and interrupted with a smile, "Hey, I surrendered! I surrendered! Stop talking about my dark history."

Chi Feichi glanced at Nakaoka Iya's naturally curly medium-length hair, which was combed back to the back of his head, "Let me say again, you stroke your hair every time before the exam, so that I have to clean the desk every time after class. hair on."

Why isn't this guy bald?

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