Close your eyes and become the strongest adventurer
Chapter 132 Anxiety and Emotional Management
Little Paji raised a pair of small tentacles and shouted angrily to the sky.
As soon as it turned its head, it saw the clown puppet holding the "Happy" sign, still maintaining an exaggerated and funny smile, as if it was laughing at it.
Little Paji jumped up, cursing "Paji" and "Paji" non-stop, snatched the "Happy" wooden sign from the clown puppet with its small tentacles, and slapped the clown puppet's face again and again with the wooden sign.
Xuanyuan paid attention to Little Paji who was losing his temper at the clown puppet.
He lay quietly on the ground for a long time before slowly getting up.
He clenched his fists tightly, and waves of anger, irritation, and annoyance rose from his heart one after another.
It was almost impossible to control his emotions, and he especially wanted to catch the bastard who designed this thing and beat him up.
At this moment, Xuanyuan finally understood.
Why adventurers who tried to conquer the Sky Tower dungeon said that they were almost mad when they were waiting in line.
It's only the first floor now.
Xuanyuan had already deeply felt the strong malice of the designer of the mechanism.
Deliberately let people relax their vigilance, set up one chain trap after another at the last place where they were about to pass the level, and let people experience unacceptable painful losses and failures in the most unexpected way.
Forced to suppress anger.
Xuanyuan tried to calm down and stood up, and even his breathing became a little heavier.
Seeing that Xuanyuan had just "dealt with" the puppet, Xiao Paji also jumped over hurriedly.
It ran to Xuanyuan's shoulder, waving its little tentacles indignantly. Although it was hard to understand what it was scolding, it looked quite angry.
Even Xiao Paji, after jumping so many times, was a little exhausted.
Xuanyuan forced himself to stabilize his emotions and continued to jump up with Xiao Paji.
Perhaps it was because the blow just now was too great, or perhaps it was because he was too angry.
Xuanyuan started to make mistakes repeatedly before he climbed to 90 meters.
He missed once at about 60 meters, and fell again at 70 meters.
Sitting on the ground, facing the white equipment durability that has plummeted to [54.6%], Xuan Yuan was angry and sad.
He suddenly realized.
This is only the first day of his Sky Tower Dungeon Raid.
The leather armor worth 12 gold nars has already consumed half of its durability.
Count the balance in the purse.
Apart from the 30 gold saved for tuition, Xuan Yuan only has 16 gold, 85 silver and 40 bronze left.
It seems that he can still afford a white quality defense suit.
In fact, after today's Sky Tower Raid.
Xuan Yuan has deeply understood why the most popular item in the Archer Training Hall is the [Level 1 Strong] project.
If the usual physical strength cannot be consistent with the default physical strength inside the Sky Tower.
Then, every time he enters the Sky Tower Dungeon, he will have a longer adaptation time.
In addition, as the number of levels of the Sky Tower Dungeon Raid increases, the difficulty of various mechanisms will also increase accordingly.
In this case, it is impossible to complete the task of attacking the ninth floor of the Sky Tower Dungeon without completing the [Level 1 Strong] enhancement first.
If the physical strength changes every day, the brain will have a wrong understanding of the physical ability, and even have a negative impact on the combat effectiveness in daily situations.
If the 10 gold that will be spent on the [Level 1 Strong] training project is removed, Xuanyuan will only have about 6 gold left, and he can no longer afford a white defense suit.
Xuanyuan has calculated it before.
His monthly food expenses are 4 gold and 20 silver. After deducting the living expenses, if there are some calculation errors or some other expenses, the money will not be enough.
The worst thing is that the entrance examination of Kajias University will be held as scheduled in a month.
During this period.
If today and the seven days of participating in the enhancement project are removed, Xuanyuan will only have 22 days at most to attack the 9th floor of the Sky Tower Dungeon.
According to the first floor, it can be known.
The difficulty of the following floors will definitely become more and more abnormal, and the 22 days of attack time alone is not enough.
There is no time to go to other places to make money.
But in this extremely bad situation, he only had one piece of white quality equipment left, and half of the durability was consumed in the simplest first level.
Lack of money and time.
At this time, Xuanyuan finally realized how abnormal the difficulty of admission to Kajias University was.
The qualification requirements for participating in the test were abnormal enough, and this requirement was originally prepared for candidates who awakened their talents in the previous year.
Xuanyuan naturally had a whole year less development time than others.
With an anxious mood, Xuanyuan kept thinking about these complex problems and future plans. The more he thought about it, the more troublesome it felt, and the more he felt irritated in his heart.
He unconsciously put his index finger in front of his mouth, bit his index finger tightly with his teeth, and kept thinking about countermeasures in his mind.
What should I do?
Is it really impossible to pass the exam this time?
How should I face the president of the Harad branch at that time? After all, the president of the Harad branch also wrote a letter of recommendation for me.
Is it really necessary to rely on the relationship of the recommendation letter to enter the school?
Xuanyuan hated doing this. He hoped that he could be admitted fairly and pass the exams honestly, instead of relying on backdoors and connections.
If he failed the entrance exam.
I am afraid that after sending the recommendation letter, Xuanyuan will at most allow him to practice the power of the mind with the principal in secret, and it is definitely impossible to make an exception for him. Otherwise, his identity will be completely exposed, which will also cause trouble for others and himself.
At this time, Xuanyuan thought again that he seemed to have made an appointment with Xinya to meet her in the park this afternoon?
Thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel anxious.
Now the agreed time is getting closer and closer.
If he continues to dawdle in the underground city of the Sky Tower, and there is no signal in the underground city, he may directly stand up Xinya.
However, he didn't even pass the first level, and gave up halfway.
When he came again tomorrow, the mechanisms and even the level types of the first level would be reset, and he would have to pay a huge price to explore the way again, and the loss would be quite heavy.
Especially when he couldn't afford to buy equipment, and the only equipment he had lost half of its durability.
Thinking of this.
Xuanyuan felt ashamed again.
I don't know how he should face Xinya later?
The other party obviously chose to teach at the university on this floating island because of him.
In the end, he failed to get into the university, which made him feel very sorry for Xinia's kindness.
The more Xuanyuan thought about it, the more blood kept surging to his face, and a look of pain gradually appeared on Xuanyuan's face.
Due to the thoughts of expectation and worry, Xuanyuan had negative emotions of pain and anxiety in his heart, and a large amount of negative emotions continued to erode Xuanyuan's remaining rationality.
Since Xuanyuan came to the other world.
Xuanyuan, who could calmly accept even the desperate situation of life and death, had an unconscious escape for the first time in the face of various complex and annoying things, and even had a fear of failure.
At this moment, Xuanyuan even had a series of hallucinations in his mind.
It seemed that he had seen the disappointed eyes of the Harad branch president, the great shame of being rejected by Kajias University, and Xinia's sad and regretful expression.
In a trance, it seemed that there was an auditory hallucination, as if someone was laughing at him with some kind of sarcastic laughter in his ears.
All kinds of messy thoughts, like the huge negative emotions that drowned the soul like the sea, made Xuanyuan seem to be the center of the storm at this time, trapped in the emotional storm composed of panic, despair, sadness and irritability.
Seeing Xuanyuan's face, it gradually became more and more distorted and painful.
"Pah!" A crisp sound.
Xiaopaji, who once again started fighting with the [Happy] wooden sign in the clown puppet's hand, looked back in surprise.
It turned out that Xuanyuan stretched out his hands and slapped his face hard on both sides.
He began to breathe deeply and focus his attention on breathing.
As his attention was focused on breathing, his attention in his mind gradually focused on this moment and this place, and he no longer watched the "memory pictures" from the past that were constantly broadcasting in his mind, nor did he play the various "bad scenes" about the future that kept emerging in his mind.
He quietly perceived the present and deeply realized.
He was not living in those "memory scenes" at this time, nor in those "future pictures".
At this moment, he simply existed here, in this Sky Tower underground city.
He was still breathing well, still sitting here well.
All the thoughts, emotions, expectations and fears were all imaginary scenes imagined by himself in his mind.
In fact.
Nothing happened in reality at this moment.
His attention was gradually withdrawn to the present moment, and Xuanyuan's restless heart gradually calmed down.
Facing huge negative emotions.
Xuanyuan did not yell, nor did he destroy and vent his anger everywhere.
He just sat on the ground calmly, crossed his legs and began to meditate silently, connecting with his inner wisdom.
Keep awareness of thoughts and emotions in consciousness.
Silently aware of the fleeting waves of thoughts in the mind, feeling the emotional impact caused by the body again and again.
Do not try to control these thoughts, nor suppress these naturally surging emotions.
Allow them to emerge continuously and erupt continuously.
Xuanyuan just perceives them, feels their waves of impact on consciousness, but does not identify with them.
At this moment, Xuanyuan merges with pure awareness.
No longer a helpless boat in the turbulent flow of thoughts, nor a fish and shrimp undercurrent in the ocean of negative emotions.
It is as if he has transformed into a rock of conscious cohesion, facing the fierce impact of the mind and body emotions clearly, and standing still.
Neither resisting nor welcoming.
Like an ordinary reef on the beach.
Watching the rising sun, watching the setting sun; listening to the ebb and flow of the tide, sitting and watching the clouds roll and unfold.
The emotions and thoughts in his consciousness are like the violent thunder and dark clouds in the sky, but his heart is the blue sky that silently carries everything.
When the thunder subsides, when the dark clouds disappear, when all the noise has disappeared.
Only the blue sky is still the pure blue sky.
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