Chronicles of the Modern Empress Dowager

The last time she walked too hurriedly, she could not say goodbye to her mother, but this time she finally caught up.

"Mother, you don’t have to be too sorry for me. Life is long and short, and it is God’s will. Although it has just been twenty-one years and hastily, but grew up under your care since childhood and enjoyed the glory and wealth. All my maternal love is just the unfilial piety of being a daughter, and I failed to repay you well."

After hearing these heart-wrenching words, Fu felt even more uncomfortable, and tears fell down, and he had to comfort Li Wei.

"Stop it, don't say it." Fu couldn't cry.

Lan Hui and Qingxiang were guarding outside. Hearing the movement inside, they walked in to persuade them.

It took a while for the two to calm down.

Li Wei went on to say to Fu, "Mother, I am afraid I can't do much about my sister, but I will ask the princess for help. The princess will definitely not let my sister suffer from my thin face. The eldest son of their family looks pretty good. Although he looks more normal, he is not a crooked person. He is very upright. I heard that he also loves to read very much and he knows how to make progress. He is also very good at managing. In the future, he will be a knight and rely on his own efforts to be a person who is going through the days. I think he is very good."

Fu had taken Zhao Qian and wanted to marry Zhao Qian, but now that her daughter says so, she can no longer hold on to her opinion and nodded: "Okay, I will listen to you, as long as your sister is happy in the future. ."

Li Wei smiled and said, "It would be great if my mother can see." Then she asked about the long room, and asked about her uncle and aunt, her brothers, sister-in-laws, and those who were already married. The second and fourth sisters, as well as those lovely nephews, nieces, etc., asked whatever they thought of, Fu Shi endured patiently and said to Li Wei patiently.

At the end, Li Wei smiled with satisfaction: "They are all good, and I have nothing to miss. Auntie and brother I still owe them an excuse, and I hope I can have a chance to tell them personally."

"Nothing sorry, it's theirs. Don't take it too seriously."

The mother and daughter had a long conversation. When Li Wei saw it was late, he deliberately left his mother to live in Zhaoyang Hall.

At night, Fu still accompanies his daughter to sleep in the same bed. For Li Wei, sleeping in the same bed with this mother is a very small matter.

"If you weren't sent to the palace, you might have another destiny in your life, and you won't end up like that. But at that time I just listened to your aunt's words, thinking that you could make some sacrifices for that family, yes Li’s daughter’s responsibility, that’s why she nodded her agreement. At that time, she didn’t think about the longer term for you. Didn’t think about whether you would be willing? Good boy, you were compliant before. If you were really unwilling, you and me That said, I will definitely help you, no matter how difficult it is, I will find a way for you."

Li Wei quietly listened to her mother's guilty remarks, and it is no longer useful to say these things. None of them can go back to the eleventh year of Xikang. At that time, the mother was looking forward to the auntie, and every word of the auntie was an imperial decree for the mother. Can such a cowardly mother really resist the auntie for her? Li Wei didn't think about it anymore, she hugged her mother tightly, the smell of her mother was the same as she remembered.

I vaguely remember that when she was very young, she had a lot of trouble at night, and the two nanny could not help her. Later, it was the mother who came over and hugged her around the house and sang soft nursery rhymes to her. She grasped the tassels on her mother's clothes, looked at her mother's face, and smelled her mother's body to sleep peacefully.

In the arms of her mother, she slept extremely peacefully that night, and was no longer troubled by those noisy nightmares.

When she woke up the next day, she regained some energy. Shujia and Li Xing met to greet Li Wei with a greeting. Li Weihan smiled and said to Shujia: "You have to study seriously. Looking back, I have to ask Mr. Zhan how you performed recently. If you do not well, you will be punished. ."

Shujia also cooperated and said: "My son will follow the instructions of the mother and will definitely work harder to not let the mother down."

Upon seeing this, Fu could not do without persuading: "The princess doesn't need to take the imperial examination. Why are you so strict? Don't scare the princess."

Li Wei said, "I really want her to learn something, and I don't want to force her to learn something, but I just hope that I can learn something, instead of wasting time under the guise."

In the eyes of others, Li Wei treated the princesses in the royal family too harshly.

Fu went back to the house in the afternoon. When he was parting, Li Wei smiled at his mother and asked her to take care of her life. She knew in her heart that this is very likely to be immortal.

At night, Li Wei asked Li Xing to accompany her. Seeing that Li Wei was in good spirits and in good spirits, Li Xing talked to her about the family when she was a child, and Li Wei fell into memories. At that time, the carefree time was so wonderful, if only time could stay in that moment forever.

"Sister, why didn't you make an agreement with the regent earlier, before Xikang eleven years ago?"

"Why set it up, I hated him at that time. I never wanted to spend my life with this person. I don't even know what love is?"

Li Xing was stunned for a moment, then sighed again: "It's a pity, you are destined to miss each other in this life."

"Sister Wu, when you grow up a little bit, you will understand that no matter where you are, there are some things you will never get. Faced with these things you can't get, if you want to get free, you have to come out first. I have already come out. What about you?"

Li Xing said: "Things you can't get are good, but I am not a selfish person, my sister. I know that he discriminates against me without even looking at me. It is because of your relationship that he can say a few words to me. I don't want him to hate me, so I still hope he can be happy."

It is rare for Li Xing to be able to see, it seems that this sister is far stronger than she thought.

"Neither the eldest brother's business nor the sixth elder brother's business, do you still blame me?"

Li Xing said truthfully: "I had resentment before, but I gradually understood it. You are the queen mother, and naturally you look at the problem from a different angle than mine. In fact, you see the future of the Li family rather than the present."

Whether it is now or in the future, Li Wei felt that she couldn't wait for that day.

"Ying Niang." Li Wei called Li Xing's nickname, and then said: "Have you seen the eldest son of the princess's family? What is your impression of that person?"

However, Li Xing was unable to outline the image of this person in her mind, she said blankly: "I don't remember this person anymore."

"It doesn't matter if you don't remember, you have the opportunity to meet again in the future. You can just pay attention to it when you meet next time. This person should be pretty good. He lives by. The princess is also kind and easy to get along with. Mother Ying, I was earlier. I promised my mother to arrange a life for you. The service here is not full, and I can’t arrange it. I’m afraid I won’t be able to wait for that day, but I want to tell you that my sister has always hoped that you will be well and find someone satisfied in the future. People, live a life peacefully. Don't repeat my tragedy."

"Sister, are you unhappy in this palace?"

Li Weidao: "There are many definitions of happiness, and each person will get a different answer. For some people, good clothes and good food are happiness, power and power are the masters of happiness, and some people feel that they can find a good one. People, being together is happiness. But to me these are not necessarily true happiness, true happiness is freedom. The most rare thing in life is freedom."