142 – The Woman You Came to Love

I’ve probably never been more nervous than I was today in my life.

In some ways, my heart raced more than on the festival stage where I had decided to confess to Shiyoon, than on Armo’s first debut stage, and than on the day I first had a relationship with Shiyoon.

A see-through one-piece dress that I rarely wore, my hair that Seungyeon unnie had tied up nicely, and even a different perfume than usual. Only after I had made all the preparations was I able to look in the mirror and strengthen my resolve.

dripping.

“Yuna, are you ready? I heard that Jiwon is here.”

There was a knock on the door, and So-eun came into the room. When she saw me, she stood still with a blank expression.

“… You put in a lot of effort, huh? Our youngest.”

“No, don’t tease me, sis. It’s already awkward.”

Until a few months ago, I had treated So-eun with respect, but when I spoke to her in a grumpy tone as if she were my own younger sister, a warm smile appeared on her usually cool face.

The members, the CEO, the manager, and several others already know what I’m going to do today. The first person I asked permission from was the CEO, so it inevitably got out.

“I’m afraid my boyfriend will look away now that he’s starting college, so I’m going to propose… I’ve never seen anyone like you before.”

“Is there sarcasm or not?”

I knew full well that it was an impossible action, so I spoke bluntly again.

Then, Soeun looked at me blankly, came over to me, hugged me warmly, and patted my back.

“I’m not being sarcastic, I just think it’s amazing. It shows that you’re that sincere to that kid.”

“That’s right… . Ever since I realized my feelings, I thought I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life.”

“That’s great. At least I’ve never been that sincere to anyone before.”

Is that so? I never really thought of it as anything special. I just thought it was something you would naturally have toward someone you love.

Maybe that’s why I felt so touched by my sister’s sincere encouragement. It felt like she was somehow acknowledging that my love was a little more special than others.

“Siyoon will definitely understand. So don’t be too nervous and go and tell her how you feel.”

“… Is that really true? Honestly, I’m still not sure.”

Although I had confidently called Siyoon and declared that I was going to propose, even at this moment, my heart was still not inclined towards success.

That makes sense, because I think it’s truly an unconscionable act.

I wonder how many people would nod their heads at a cowardly proposal that doesn’t ask for marriage right away, and promises to wait five whole years.

At least, if I were the one receiving the proposal, I would find it ridiculous. If I had just been in a normal relationship for 5 years and then received the proposal, I would have thought it was romantic, but what the heck is this?

“Siyoon knew about your circumstances and decided to date you. So I think he’ll definitely understand. Even if it’s a stupid proposal like this.”

“Even my sister thinks it’s stupid.”

“… At least if I had thought about it from the other person’s perspective, I would have slapped him first.”

I’d rather be honest with you. Thanks to you, I’ve realized how stupid what I’m about to do is. But I have no intention of giving up.

“Hey, what’s going on? Yuna hasn’t left yet?”

“So-eun, didn’t you tell Yu-na that Ji-won had arrived?”

“Yeah, I’m just going to talk for a bit… .”

While I was making that determination, the rest of the members also came rushing into my room. Looking back, I realized that my appearance today was the result of the three of us working together.

My hair was done by Seungyeon, my clothes were coordinated by Yerin, and my perfume was recommended by Soeun.

Because of my foolish tantrum of wanting to look different from usual to Siyoon today, they have been lending me their strength one by one since last night.

In order to repay this courage, I want to return with good results. I want to return to the dorm with a confident smile and share the joy, having received the okay from Siyoon.

So it’s okay. I’m a little scared, but I can move forward. Just like I did before.

“Unnies, Yerin. I’ll be back.”

When I greeted the three people blocking the door, they all smiled and clapped their hands together without saying a word.

Clap. Clap. Clap.

Only after three refreshing high fives rang out did I finally face the members with a bright smile on my face.

“Okay, have a go.”

“cheer up.”

“If that doesn’t work, threaten to bite your tongue and die.”

“… Foot.”

At first glance, it may seem blunt, but when you hear the warm, sunny, and slightly silly cheers of various kinds, it definitely seems to relieve the tension.

【Boss – Yuna, the boss asked you to bring some wine, so do it well and come back.】

【Boss – (Sparrow cheering emoticon)】

As we reached the front door, laughter erupted again at the text message that had arrived just in time.

Yes, I will be back, boss. Thank you always.

I pulled the doorknob, giving everyone a thank you that might not even sound like much.

I kept it a secret from my family, but if the results are good, I should let them know. I wonder how my dad and mom will react. Han Yu-jin will definitely get excited.

“I’m looking forward to it.”

It’s amazing. Just a moment ago I was so scared, but now everything has turned into anticipation.

Now all that’s left is to hear a positive answer from you. So, wash your throat and wait, Park Si-yoon.

***

“Oh, hello. Please take care of me today…!”

Arriving at the restaurant early, I met the owner and head chef of the restaurant and greeted him politely.

I heard that originally, this was such a famous French restaurant that they never lent their restaurant to any celebrity. But today, they readily gave me permission.

“I heard the story. He had never asked for anything like this in his life, so I wondered at first what he was talking about when he asked to borrow the store.”

Contrary to his sharp-looking impression, the chef asked for a handshake in a detailed tone. However, one word mixed in between made me feel a little uncomfortable.

“Hey, are you by any chance friends with the boss?”

“We went to the same school together from middle school to college. Well, I dropped out of college halfway through and went to France to study cooking.”

“ah….”

It seems like you and Siyoon have a long history together.

I heard that the boss had asked permission from the store owner, so I thought it was possible to ask for this favor since we have a business relationship, but it turns out he’s an old acquaintance. It’s a bit unexpected.

“By the way, I saw the article that came out a while ago. I thought it was cool that the young guy made a bold confession in front of so many reporters, and now I’m connected to him like this.”

“Thank you for your kind words.”

Except for the occasional jokes by members or acquaintances, most people who watched the press conference at that time seemed to say something like this.

Honestly, I was worried that people would think I was just an idol who would act immaturely and cause accidents at a young age, but I think that’s fortunate. As the CEO said, it’s probably because the story between me and Siyoon is so dramatic.

As we were chatting and exchanging greetings about the boss, it suddenly occurred to me that there was something I really wanted to tell the chef today.

“Oh, by the way… I don’t know if this is rude, but can I ask you one thing?”

“If it’s a customer’s request, of course I have to grant it unless it’s too much. Just ask.”

I shook my head and bowed deeply to the chef who asked if there was any food I couldn’t eat.

“If you could make tonight an unforgettable dinner in my boyfriend’s memories… I would really appreciate it.”

“Haha, of course. Don’t worry, I’ll make sure to tell my staff to keep that in mind.”

Then the chef burst into hearty laughter and entered the kitchen.

I wonder if they are really conveying to the staff exactly what I said. I just hope that my wish comes true.

“… … !?”

As I was wandering around the counter and looking at the interior for a while, I saw Siyoon, dressed in a coat, slowly approaching me from beyond the glass window.

It’s already this late. Oh right, I shouldn’t be doing this. I should check my makeup one last time!

I quickly moved to the end table where my bag was and sat down. I fixed my eyebrows a little and quickly fixed the parts that felt a little sagging.

Squeak.

“Welcome. Are you Park Si-yoon?”

“Huh? Oh, yeah… .”

“Phew.”

After finishing some of the touch-ups, I was hurriedly putting my makeup tools back in my bag when Siyoon happened to come into the restaurant.

When the employee suddenly asked for his name, he nodded his head in surprise, which was really cute. Of course, Siyoon probably doesn’t even know that I rented the store.

As I lightly raised my hand as if to say, “This way,” only then did Siyoon’s gaze, which had been looking around, turn to me.

She still looks a bit dazed. My declaration of war for a proposal, this fancy restaurant, my atmosphere that is quite different from usual. It’s all unfamiliar.

Yes, come on, Park Si-yoon. This is all prepared for you. It’s a small operation to get five years from you.

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I feel like I have no conscience when I think about taking up your time for something like this, but what can I do? I’m such a selfish woman.

You’re so hooked on that woman, there’s no way out.

Even if you don’t give me a positive answer today, I have no intention of letting you go for the next five years. I’ll cling to you ugly and hang on until the end.

The woman you fell in love with is that kind of woman.

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