CEO Above, Me Below

He didn't like the smell of paint very much since he was a child, and besides, it would be fine to paint a big witch.

But it was too late, the crimson paint had already been sprayed on Mu Qianchu's hair.

Qianchu...

Shi Xiaonian frowned, stretched out her hand to wipe his hair without thinking much, wiped the redness with one hand, but did not wipe off the paint on his head, she still wanted to wipe it unwillingly.

Mu Qianchu blocked her hand, Shi Xiaonian was stubborn, and he was just as stubborn.

The two were arguing like this, suddenly, Mu Qianchu stopped moving, Shi Xiaonian tiptoed to wipe his hair, no matter what he couldn't let the strong-smelling paint be wiped away.

Mu Qianchu didn't like this smell since she was a child, but now she just stood there and smelled it without covering her nose.

The wall behind him is full of graffiti, not a blank wall at all. He wants to remember the content of every wall here, and wants to enlighten her too much.

Shi Xiaonian looked at the indelible color on his hair, slowly lowered his hand, and said bitterly, Maybe from the beginning, I should have a good chat with you.

After getting here, she closed herself off, and she was even less willing to chat with Mu Qianchu, but in fact, Mu Qianchu understood her better than the psychiatrist, maybe if she talked with her earlier, she would really not become what she is now.

After saying that, Mu Qianchu suddenly rushed towards her and hugged her.

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Shi Xiaonian froze, opened his eyes in a daze, stood there stiffly, with his hands hanging in the air, and forgot to push him away for a moment.

Mu Qianchu hugged her tightly without saying a word, and put his hands on her back, hugging her tighter and tighter.

She didn't know why Mu Qianchu hugged her, and she couldn't ask.

In the night, fireflies are flying between the broken walls. Maybe they got lost and forgot how to get out.

The night is as cool as water, and the wind is blowing slowly.

I don't know when Mu Qianchu let her go, and the two sat down on the grass in front of the broken wall, as if this hug had never existed.

I have reached the edge of my ability to bear the matter of the Hill Tribe before. In that place, my nerves were tense every hour, and my life was worse than death. I finally thought I was saved, but when I woke up here, I realized everything. It's all Gong Ou's game, and I just realized that all the things he did to me before was to allow me to spend the next period of alone time safely.

Shi Xiaonian leaned against the broken wall and whispered, I admit that I was hit by this incident, and it also cast a deep shadow, especially after knowing that the two children are not well.

This is the first time that Shi Xiaonian has completely revealed her heart to others after coming here, before, she kept it a little bit like this, and kept a little bit like that, so she couldn't fully admit herself.

You should talk to someone. Mu Qianchu said, he knew that he was not the best candidate, but Gong Ou left Luo Lie for her.

Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian smiled wryly, Who am I looking for?

Who could she turn to in this place?

Doctor Luo.

I know he is a very good doctor. He can think about the problem from my point of view. He thinks it is Gong Ou's problem, but every time he mentions that Gong Ou has a problem, I don't want to listen. Shi Xiaonian laughed at himself. , I'm weirdly contradictory, right? Maybe Gong Ou appeared here at the time, and I would scold him severely, but he wasn't there. I wanted to hate his self-righteousness, domineering and powerful, but I didn't want to listen to others talking about him.

She loves Gong Ou, she knows that Gong Ou is even more paranoid and crazy towards her, so she can't blame and wish.

So you're going around in a maze and you can't find the right exit. Then she blamed herself for everything.

Then I couldn't get out. A gust of cool wind blew, Shi Xiaonian whispered against the cold wall, Actually, I just watched myself become what I am today.

She is soberly watching herself get to where she is today.

Mu Qianchu listened, with distress on his face, Xiao Nian, since you were young, you have encountered many things. If you give up on yourself completely this time, the person you are most sorry for is yourself.

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Shi Xiaonian's heart shook violently.

I'm sorry for the self who knew how to use painting to relieve negative emotions since I was a child, and I'm sorry for the self who can't be broken no matter how many experiences. Mu Qianchu's voice is gentle, You completely give up on yourself now, which is tantamount to doing it for the you in the past. Draw the worst full stop.

She lowered her eyes, I know that I shouldn't hate, I shouldn't be cowardly, and I shouldn't allow myself to become like this. I should be good, send Gong Ou off, take care of the child, give birth to the baby, and be more mature, but I I can't control myself. Qianchu, I have long since lost confidence in myself.

She no longer knew what self-confidence was.

You will have self-confidence. You haven't broken up after you severed ties with the Shi family. You haven't broken down after being forgotten by me for six years. You haven't broken down even if you were loved by a paranoid like Gong Ou. You have also found your own happiness from it. In this way Why do you have no self-confidence, you just gave up thinking. Mu Qianchu said, You shouldn't be like this, this is not the Shi Xiaonian I knew.

Shi Xiaonian sat on the grass and looked at Mu Qianchu blankly. For some reason, every word Mu Qianchu said touched her heart.

He mentioned it over and over again, only then did she realize that she had been brave and lived desperately.

But what else can I think about? What else can I do? Gong Ou will think about it for me, and my overthinking will only hinder his layout. Shi Xiaonian lowered her eyes and said in a humble tone into the grass.

Doing more will hurt others.

After saying that, Mu Qianchu suddenly turned to her, looked at her with his eyes, Of course you have something to do, did you hear the gunfire? It is very likely that Lancas is testing our exact location, we There has to be a plan.

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Shi Xiaonian looked at him in astonishment, what did this mean to her.

Now that Gong Ou is gone, I'm not Gong Ou, I don't have his decisive killing, I need someone to discuss with me and decide what to do together. Mu Qianchu looked at her and asked seriously, Xiao Nian, are you willing?

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Shi Xiaonian was stunned, she never expected that Mu Qianchu would tell her that, she couldn't answer, but subconsciously wanted to escape.

The history of the Hill tribe will not repeat itself. I will not let all your hard work become a premeditated useless effort. The children are yours, and you should bravely stand up and be responsible for them. Mu Qian saw her for the first time. He continued without speaking, trying to arouse a little bit of hope in her.

Shi Xiaonian was still sitting there silently, Mu Qianchu's tone became more and more persistent, which made her panic, her eyes flickered uneasily, she stood up and wanted to run.

Mu Qianchu listened to the voice, grabbed her wrist accurately, and said anxiously and loudly, Xiao Nian, I assure you, I will never let the people around you leave you again!

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Shi Xiaonian looked at him in shock.

I can't guarantee that everyone won't get hurt, but I can guarantee that no one will leave you, and you won't watch people around you die! Mu Qianchu grabbed her hand and stood up, his voice hoarse. , If so, can you pull yourself together, can you really face the future?

She was just afraid that she would hurt others again, and he came to cut off her fear. As long as she passed the hurdle of the gunfire, she would be able to regain her confidence.

Everything will be fine.

How do you guarantee it?

Shi Xiaonian asked blankly.

I guarantee it with all the guilt I have towards you. Mu Qianchu said firmly.

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Shi Xiaonian looked at him stupidly, the Mu Qianchu in front of her was different from the Mu Qianchu she had known in the past at every stage, different.

Try it, be brave for yourself and your child, think again, and do something again. Mu Qianchu persuaded her, Believe me, it won't be useless, and it won't just hurt others.

When Shi Xiaonian stood under the night, a firefly stopped at the corner of her clothes.

Every word Mu Qianchu uttered was bewitching her crazily, desperately saying that she was useful, not useless.

But soon, the sparks that Shi Xiaonian ignited were poured down by cold water. She looked down at her swollen belly, and crazy guilt hit her, It's too late, Qianchu, it's too late.

She has already harmed the child in her belly.

No matter how she came out, she would betray Little Pumpkin.

Shi Xiaonian struggled to break away from his hand, turned and left, biting her lips tightly with her teeth, she should have had a chat with Mu Qianchu earlier, it should have been earlier.

It's too late now...

Do you really think that Dr. Luo dares to take your child away? Mu Qianchu's voice suddenly sounded in the night, That's just a delaying tactic he wants to arouse your motherhood.

Hearing this, Shi Xiaonian stopped and turned around in disbelief, What did you say?

What does this mean?

Mu Qianchu followed her voice and walked forward, smiling, and said in a brisk voice, The medicine he gave you is all vitamins. Did you not feel it when you swallowed it? He thought you would regret it after taking the medicine, which would arouse you. Maternity, maybe even the heart disease will be healed.

Shi Xiaonian stared at him blankly, unable to believe it for a while, Are you serious?

Her little pumpkin is still there?

Can her little pumpkin be born properly?

Why should I lie to you?

But at that time I was facing Gong Ou...

That's just a psychological effect. Dr. Luo is right. You know clearly that you are mentally weak. This is not bad. At least you can control yourself, so you are mistakenly thinking that you have taken a sedative. After taking the medicine, the mentality will be fine. Mu Qianchu said with a smile.

Shi Xiaonian listened in a daze, stretched out her hand and scratched her hair, she couldn't tell what kind of mood she was in at the moment, but it must not be too bad.

Even the ecstasy of finding something lost, this kind of joy instantly dissipated everything, as if everything was alright.

It turns out that she has always been contradictory.