CEO Above, Me Below

Chapter 582: Why is it so late!

Indifference, mercenary, and obedience are all things she has seen in the palace family.

Gong Ou can't tell the difference between normal and abnormal, normal to him is an alternative far away from him, so he subconsciously regards the epitome of those people as a standard of normal.

Walker looked at her and couldn't help smiling when she saw her accepting his bold assumption, It's great, Miss Xi, you didn't say I'm a lunatic.

This sounds ridiculous.

You are my adoptive father's friend, of course I believe in you. Shi Xiaonian said, his body was chilling every inch of his body, Please continue to talk.

This can explain why Mr. Gong didn't see you first after he returned to China, because he restrained his feelings for you. He thinks normal people's feelings are like this, and he thinks he is a normal person like this.

Walker continued, But he ran to look at your paintings secretly, because he couldn't control himself, he missed you so much, he needs to see things and think about others, otherwise he will collapse.

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Because I can't control it, because I need to see things and think about others.

Shi Xiaonian didn't dare to imagine what it's like for a person to restrain herself desperately, but her fingers were even colder.

Maybe this is also the idea that Dr. Mona gave him. Walker said to her, Let's talk about the behavior of being jealous, as you said, it is also an inhuman torture for him, because he He knows how much he has suffered to get through, and he is still suffering without knowing it. When you show nostalgia for the past, he will feel extremely frustrated, he will have thoughts of hating himself, and there will be a lot of negative emotions .”

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Shi Xiaonian sat there, covering her face with her hands, her lips trembling violently.

What did she do.

She said something to Gong Ou during that time, she said that she just loved that paranoid, she said that she missed the past, she was simply an executioner, Ling Chi Gong Ou's executioner.

She never thought about how much pain and torture he had suffered in order to be reborn into what he is today.

When Walker saw him, Xiao Nian agreed with him, and the more he talked, the more excited he was, If all this is as I said, then Mr. Gong is the person with the most terrifying restraint I have ever seen. I believe no one can do what he does. Completely transform yourself into another character.

The process from a paranoid man to a man with terrible restraint is beyond the imagination of ordinary people.

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Shi Xiaonian couldn't listen anymore.

Miss Xi, you said that after the lights flickered and he was drunk, he returned to his previous appearance. I believe it was because something happened to him that caused him extreme pain when the lights flickered, and it may also be related to you. The pain is like alcohol controlling He couldn't restrain himself, so he vented it. Walker said, But after venting, he regretted it.

It's all my fault. Shi Xiaonian said tremblingly, his voice was hoarse, I know he loves me so much, but I don't know what I was doing a while ago.

She didn't know until now that after he returned, every trouble she made was torturing him, and what she had done.

Seeing that Shi Xiaonian was sad, Walker hurriedly persuaded her gently, Miss Xi, don't do this, you have done a good job, at least after you proposed to him, you found that he occasionally has a shadow of the past, you Do you know what that means?

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Shi Xiaonian looked at him blankly.

It means that you have fully accepted his two changes. With him, he doesn't have to be so tired, so his restraint will be relaxed accordingly, which is a good thing. Walker comforted her.

Is that right?

Shi Xiaonian asked, so, did she make the right decision at the last moment? She didn't continue to torture Ling Chi Gong Ou crazily, did she?

Miss Xi, don't be so sad. Walker said, asking gently, What do you think next?

I want to kill Mona.

Shi Xiaonian said it with trembling lips, with hatred in his eyes.

She has never hated Mona as much as she does now, she hates herself even more, she has been Mona's accomplice all the way.

It was she who insisted on Gong Ou going to see Mona, making Gong Ou insist that only Mona could heal him, and four years later, she and Gong Ou continued to quarrel, increasing Gong Ou's pain.

Hearing her words, Walker was taken aback, and quickly said, Miss Xi, you must not have such thoughts, as I said, these are just hypotheses I have analyzed, maybe this is really just a kind of hypothesis. treat.

I understand that the psychological field depends on personal analysis and personal belief. Shi Xiaonian looked at him and said slowly, But I trust your judgment, Dr. Walker.

Because she always felt weird.

But she didn't realize it until now.

You are willing to believe me, I am very happy.

Walker said.

Then please go to see Gong Ou with me, tell him these words, don't let him hold on any longer. Shi Xiaonian stood up as he said.

Hearing this, Walker shook his head, I'm afraid this won't work, Ms. Xi, Mr. Gong is a proud person. Now he firmly believes that he is a normal person, and he even thinks that normal people should suffer like this. Suddenly tell him at this time, He was played by someone, I am afraid that he will not be able to bear it, and something more unpredictable will happen.

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Shi Xiaonian stared blankly at him, Is there no other way?

Could it be that Gong Ou should continue to restrain himself like this? too tired.

Let it be, Ms. Xi, isn't Mr. Gong's condition improving now? Walker looked at her and said, I heard Feng De also mentioned something about you, your love is so shocking, I believe, can you You are the only one who really helps Mr. Gong.

Only her.

But she was the only one who turned Gong Ou into what she is today.

Shi Xiaonian didn't know how she left the clubhouse, she walked out step by step, opened the car door, and sat in the car, like a walking dead, staring blankly ahead.

After a while, she lay down on the steering wheel and cried bitterly, smashing her car with her hands, regretting endlessly.

She should have noticed it earlier.

She should have noticed it when the lights were flickering in Beibu Gulf. He hadn't changed at all, and he hadn't been healed at all. She should have noticed it at that time.

Why so late, why so late!

Xi Xiaonian, why are you so stupid, why did you become Mona's accomplice to hurt the man you love the most!

sorry Sorry.

Shi Xiaonian cried bitterly, tears of regret kept streaming down her face.

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When Shi Xiaonian arrived at Gongou Company, it was already three hours later.

Gong Ou is in a meeting.

This is a glass conference room. When Shi Xiaonian stood outside, he could see the situation inside. Gong Ou was sitting there, looking at everyone coldly with black eyes, listening to the report of his subordinates, touching his own with one hand. Sleeves, rubbing the cuff buttons.

The small movement of touching the cuff buttons should also be used to express missing when you can't restrain yourself.

But she couldn't see it through.

She foolishly became Mona's tool to hurt Gong Ou.

Shi Xiaonian lowered her head and looked at the pile of documents in her arms. This is what she did after taking over Feng De's job. Thinking about it now, with Gong Ou's brain circuit, she is probably thinking that normal people don't have so many documents. When they were sticking to each other, as a butler, she could justifiably stand beside him.

Only he can think of such a low EQ solution.

Shi Xiaonian lowered her head, blinked her extremely sore eyes, and turned to leave with the document in her arms.

She walked into the president's office, entered the password for the drawer, opened the drawer, put the medical records back, and closed the drawer again.

Gong Ou hasn't found out that she took away the medical records, otherwise he would have scolded her long ago.

The door was pushed open from the outside.

Gong Ou walked in from the outside, closed the door, and walked towards him along the floor-to-ceiling windows, his black eyes were cold, and his voice was cold and harsh, Three hours, you were late for a full three hours, as a housekeeper, being late is the most serious taboo.

Shi Xiaonian was sitting at the desk, and when she heard the words, she turned her head to look at him, looking at this face that he was all too familiar with.

Why was she so stupid? Why couldn't she hear that there was another meaning in this sentence before, that is, he waited for her for three hours, and because he cared, he would remember how long she was late.

Gong Ou's eyes fell on her eyes, those eyes were red and swollen from crying, his eyes froze for a moment, his brows were slightly frowned, and his tone became colder, You are late and still shed tears. Scared? You can't be a wealthy wife.

Shi Xiaonian was sitting there, he was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, the sun slantingly shone on his body, coating his whole body with an illusory golden layer.

I suspect that this doctor Mona is not treating Mr. Gong's paranoid personality disorder, but forcing him to practice restraint for nearly four years.

Dr. Walker's voice echoed in her ears.

Shi Xiaonian's tears flowed down all at once.

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Gong Ou's tall body stiffened in the sunlight.

I don't want to be a wealthy wife, I just want to be Gong Ou's wife.

Shi Xiaonian said with tears.

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Gong Ou's eyes moved slightly, and a trace of unease disappeared in a flash, Afraid that I won't let you be the wife of the palace, so scared that I cried? Don't worry, I don't have any special reason not to marry you, unless you really have to take the housekeeper's task It was done badly.

Being late once or twice is understandable.

Shi Xiaonian looked at him, the tears still couldn't help but she couldn't take it back at all, she stood up and forced a smile, Then come and sign, I will do the housekeeping job well, as you said , give me ten days to marry me.

Only now did she understand that the ten days he said was just a reason to get married. Perhaps, he had been so distorted that he didn't know how to mention marriage as a normal behavior.

Ok.

Seeing her crying like this, Gong Ou lost a little indifference, he walked over and sat down on the chair.

Shi Xiaonian gave him a pen while shedding tears, Gong Ou looked at her coldly, Can you stop crying?